do you still love him

Aqi took a big bite of Napoleon: "You resigned suddenly, and you thought something happened to you."

Mudan shook her head: "What can be the matter? It's just a breakup." After two years of pain, now, she has let go of that painful relationship, "Don't look at me like that, just let me go It can be said that the fate with him is over. But at least I have given everything, worked hard, fought for it, and will not regret it. In the future, I also have my own way to go." During the most painful two years, her daily time was arranged Full, not even the strength to grieve.And after she finally adapted to the new rhythm of life, after reading so many books, she has broadened her horizons and looked at problems from a wider perspective. How can there be so many reasons why she can't live?

Aqi still couldn't convince herself: "Are you really Peony? That Peony who loves Zuo Zuoai and lost herself?"

Mudan took the black tea handed over by the clerk, and thanked him politely with a smile: "Thank you," the clerk was very considerate, and the black tea was warm, "Even now, I still love him very much. But, now that I understand, I can't force him to come. If he has found his own happiness, I wish him well. If his happiness is destined to have nothing to do with me, why should I bother?" Turning on the phone, he took a selfie of himself, "I also have my future, but it is already with him Nothing to do."

Aqi took a big sip of coffee before suppressing the surprise in her heart: "Peony, you really have changed a lot."

Mudan nodded: "Nirvana has been reborn. For this, I have to thank Zuo Zuo. It wasn't his departure, and I have no chance to change." It wasn't that time when my heart was ashamed, how could I meet Chengxue and Huadao, and thus Completely change yourself, "You don't have my WeChat yet? Come, add one!"

Aqi quickly turned on her phone and scanned it: "Shengshi Peony? That's a great name! Wow, this profile picture is you, right? It's so beautiful! When was it taken? It's so beautiful! What's your signature? Let me see it?"

Peony called out her own signature: "May the sky be sunny, smell the fragrance of flowers, and listen to the singing of birds. It's as simple as that, what's there to see?"

Aqi flipped through Mudan's circle of friends, looking at the photos with delicious food or beautiful scenery, and suddenly became envious: "Peony, your current life is really good. Simple, but real. Moreover, your current The mentality is also very good, full of gratitude, discovering the beauty of life, not complaining, not in a hurry. You see, you insist on exercising, dancing, violin, reading, looking for food, discovering beautiful scenery, and maintaining makeup. Life has become poetry!" Her tone suddenly became dull.Perhaps, it reminded me of the former peony.Perhaps, it was thinking of myself now.

Peony shook her head and rubbed Aqi's head: "Everyone has their own life. People are different. Don't compare. It's unnecessary. The most important thing is to feel comfortable."

Aqi nodded and ate the last bite of cake: "I think so too. Although I am fat, I have been trying to lose weight. But when I eat, I feel very happy. I don't read much, but I follow idol dramas When I watched it, I felt very happy. I don’t like to travel around. If I have this time, I might as well sleep at home. I also want to find a decent job, but I can’t stand the atmosphere there, everyone is hypocritical , You have to fight for relationships in everything you do.”

Peony nodded: "Yes, people, you can't be greedy, you have to gain something, you can't want everything."

Aqi nodded, smiling like a child, so innocent: "Yes, I have never been greedy."

Peony took a sip of black tea, a little astringent: "So, you will definitely be happy."

Aqi smiled as if she had achieved happiness now: "Let's not talk about me, let's talk about you. You have disappeared for almost two years. What are you busy with? Every time I call you, you are reading."

Mudan tilted her head and recalled a bit: "I took the accounting qualification certificate, the Japanese and Korean grade certificate, and the English interpretation test. The rest of the time, I was busy with various jobs. I have to work hard to make money, really. It's too much debt!" However, there was no worry in her tone.She believes that it won't take long for her to pay off all the money with interest.

Aqi's mouth was almost unable to close: "Wow, you are amazing! After reading so many classics of Chinese studies, you still have time to take so many certificates? Then you have to work hard to take over the job?"

"Trouble, a glass of Blue Mountain and a glass of Mocha." A familiar male voice interrupted Mudan's words.

Peony turned her head: It's Zuo Zuo, and that woman!

Not seeing each other for two years, Zuo Zuobi looked a little more gloomy before, not as simple as before, and somewhat incompatible with the "Brother Zuo" in her memory.

And that woman, as always, is enchanting and charming, with her slender waist and slender thighs exposed, it is really provoking crime.

Aqi also saw these two people, but fortunately, they did not recognize Mudan.So, she pulled Mudan's clothes and signaled her to leave with her eyes.

Peony buried the five flavors in her heart, grabbed her bag, got up and was about to leave.

However, the woman next to Zuo Zuo suddenly said, "Is it Peony?" There was surprise in her voice, but more anxiety and hope.

Peony can't leave at this time, but fortunately, her heart is much stronger now than it was two years ago.So, when she heard the woman's voice, she just smiled: "Excuse me, what's the matter?"

Although Mudan was very calm, Aqi was very worried. Like an old hen, she opened her hands and blocked the weak Mudan behind her, with a fierce look on her face: "Our Peony is doing well. What else are you doing here? Bitch, scumbag!"

Peony ignored Zuo Zuo's complex eyes, she was a little moved by Aqi's protection of her: "Aqi, I'm fine." The coffee shop clerk and customers looked at them with surprised eyes, as if they were guessing. Versions of various stories.

"Peony, can we find a place to chat?" It was still that woman, she looked at Peony with eager eyes.

Aqi firmly guarded Mudan behind her, resolutely not letting that bitch do anything to hurt Mudan: "What's there to talk about? You stole someone else's boyfriend, why, why don't you come here to show off now?"

Zuo Zuo, who had been silent for a long time, finally spoke, and there was excitement that Mudan could not understand in his voice: "Peony, is that you?" Looking at Mudan, who was just a simple knee-length dress, the surprise in Zuo Zuo's eyes was undisguised.

Standing here again, I don't know what version of the story others will come up with.So, regardless of Aqi's objection, Peony said, "Let's find a place to sit and talk!"

Peony was stirring the milk tea unconsciously with her right hand. The scent of rose hips dazzled her dazed eyes: she always thought that Zuo Zuo was the eternal pain in her heart, even if she pretended not to care, she still couldn't touch it.But, now, seeing brother Zuo again, even with that woman cuddling close beside him, besides the surprise and shock at the beginning, he could only observe!

Even though the woman hugged Zuo Zuo's arm with both hands, she still leaned on it lightly, acting like a little woman.However, there was no trace of happiness or showing off in her eyes, only impatience and impatience that were deeply hidden.Why?

Although the woman's upper body was tightly attached to Zuo Zuo, even though she twisted her body very hard, she never thought of saying that she could move the chair she was sitting on towards Zuo Zuo.Explain what?It shows that there is no such affection between them!interesting!

Zuo Zuo sat there, his clothes were still the shirts he had just bought for him before breaking up with him, and a stain on the collar was clearly left there, he didn't notice it himself, and the woman didn't even take care of it.The white cotton shirt has long lost its shape, and the folds have already lowered the quality of the clothes.In other words, Zuo Zuo's clothes were not sent to the dry cleaner, and no one ironed them for him?

Looking at the beard on Zuo Zuo's face, it was obvious that he hadn't taken care of it for two or three days.When the woman signaled him to pay the bill earlier, she saw that his wallet was still the black wallet she bought for him before, and she hadn't changed it yet?Moreover, Mudan noticed that there were only more than 100 broken coins in his wallet, which was not enough at all. Later, it was the woman who took out the penis in her bag.

After choosing to break up with him, Zuo Zuo's life seems to be very bad!

Although a bit unreasonable, Peony felt inexplicably at ease and peaceful!

"Tell me, what do you want to do?" Aqi looked at Peony drinking milk tea calmly, her eyes were almost overflowing with worry.She always felt that Peony was deliberately pretending to be peaceful, that is, to lose without losing.Therefore, she is full of resentment towards the two people who show affection on the opposite side!So, she ordered the most expensive Yunshan tea and an 8-inch mousse.

The woman was obviously eager to say something, but after looking around, she opened and closed her mouth several times.

Zuo Zuo looked at Mudan, who had obviously lost a lot of weight, and felt as if he had been punched hard in his heart: "I didn't want to, my leaving will hit you so hard." Put on some makeup, it's so beautiful.

Peony rolled her eyes in her heart. Of course, the good upbringing still kept her smiling and her back straight: "You're joking!" How did she never know that Zuo Zuo was such a self-contained person?

Aqi is not happy: "What nonsense? For you? Pooh! You are overthinking! Our Peony, just because I left you, there is no need to work so hard, so I pay attention to self-care, of course more and more The more beautiful it is! Without you, a blood-sucking worm, the life of our family Peony is not known how good it is! Now she buys clothes, cosmetics, beauty, travel, and studies for herself when she has money. How pleasant it is!"

Zuo Zuo didn't care about Aqi's provocation. He chose to ignore her directly: "You have indeed changed a lot. In the past, you always bowed your waist and lowered your head in front of me. To be honest, this is still you After my parents left, I saw your whole face for the first time."

Peony was stunned for a moment: "Is there?" She had never noticed this before, "I'm sorry, it may have caused you a lot of trouble." She patted Aqi who was about to jump up next to her, indicating that she was really serious. It's all right.

Zuo Zuo nodded: "After your parents left, I was at a loss. But, you have become extremely inferior and cowardly, I have no way to communicate with you properly. You are too careful, and even wrinkled me Frown, you think you did something wrong." He frowned, "I was very troubled for a long time after that."

Peony took a sip of milk tea, which was a little sweet and cloying: "At that time, I felt that the sky was about to collapse. You were my only support, so I grabbed you. Maybe it was because I cared too much, maybe It's because I'm at a loss, so apart from pleasing you, I don't know how to keep you." Holding back Aqi who was about to jump up again, she told her that she was really fine.

Zuo Zuo took a sip of coffee: "At that time, we were all too young, and there was no one to guide us, and we had no way to find the answers by ourselves. After I went to school, our way of getting along has already formed. You know, habits and so on, It’s hard to change.” He never liked coffee, he only liked plain water.However, when he first went to school, in order to fit into that circle, he forced himself to act like coffee.As a result, one pretended to last for many years.

Peony handed the milk tea to Aqi, and poured herself a glass of lemonade on the table: "Yes, so we walked farther and farther, and finally separated."