do you still love him

That year, she was 19 years old and he was 16 years old.

However, the basement storage room of 10 square meters is squeezed into a spring bed, a bar table with a missing corner, a long bench with a missing leg, and a black and white snowflake big ass TV that can only play one channel. , a radio that is always "sizzling", a full-length mirror with a broken mirror, a rusty hanger... Of course, there are two people squeezed on the bed: the tattered quilt, even if it is covered with two or three The bed was still shivering from the cold.

Mudan hugged Zuo Zuo even tighter: "Is it cold? How about I go find a quilt again?"

They have been out for more than a year, and Zuo Zuo, who was already skinny, is now even skinny.

Zuo Zuo shook his head, with a disgusted expression on his face: "No need, it smells musty."

Mudan was full of guilt: "I'm sorry, I will work hard. When I have money, I will definitely give you a thick quilt on the trampoline. At that time, let me bask in the sun a few times, and keep it warm and smell good."

Zuo Zuo just gave a casual "Yes", he was fed up with the current life.

Mudan hugged Zuo Zuo even tighter: "Brother Zuo, Mudan will work hard and make you live a good life." "You are older than me, why do you have to call me brother?" incomprehensible.

Mudan was a little shy, and buried her head in Zuo Zuo's arms: "Don't they all say that men like younger than themselves?"

"Oh." Zuo Zuo also just asked casually, and he didn't have to know the answer to this question, "You are older than me."

Peony smiled like a sneaky cat: "Since our parents died in the fire, our identity materials have been re-applied. As long as you and I don't tell, who knows?"

"When can I go to school?" He came to this city not to pick up trash, but to realize his dream.

Mudan was a little ashamed: "The tuition fee is still 300 yuan short, and I have to wait for two more days."

"En." Knowing that he was about to realize his dream, Zuo Zuo stopped talking.

I don't know when Peony became the cautious character.

That year, she was 22 years old and he was 19 years old.

After several years of hard work, they rented a small house of 90 square meters in this small city, and slowly built their nest.

Holding the pregnancy test stick in her hand, Mudan looked shy.She was looking forward to: If Brother Zuo knew the news, he would be very happy!

their child!She and Brother Zuo's child!

In the future, the three of them will form a family, a happy, beautiful place full of laughter!

The knock on the door of "Tuk Tuk Tuk" interrupted Peony's fantasy.She put down the pregnancy test stick in her hand, blushed, and trotted to open the door.

"Brother Zuo!" Looking at Zuo Zuo, who was wearing a handmade beige suit, the love in Peony's eyes was burning.

In the past few years, because of going to school, or maybe because of the increase in knowledge, Zuo Zuo has gradually acquired the kind of arrogance that only rich children have, and what he has seen in conversation always makes Mudan feel that he is a scumbag. In the dust.

Zuo Zuo stopped Peony, who was about to throw herself into his arms, with his eyes: "You are full of lampblack, don't stain my suit." He took off the black top hat and plaid cashmere scarf, and carefully hung them on the wall. On the clothes hook, "The taxi driver helped to move the speakers down, put them at the entrance of the corridor, you go and move them up."

Mudan habitually agreed, and suddenly thought of her special situation, she was a little embarrassed: "Brother Zuo, can you go?"

Zuo Zuo's delicate eyebrows frowned slightly: "Why, you can't even do such a small thing? Are my hands used for this kind of thing? Besides, how can I move such a heavy thing?"

Peony thinks about it too: Brother Zuo's hands are for playing the violin, they are thin and slender, and they are filled with essential oils every day on weekdays.

Mudan thought about her physical condition again, she was very solid, and there shouldn't be any problems, so she turned around and went downstairs.

By the time she brought up the bulky violin, stand, stereo, books, suitcase, etc., Zuo Zuo had already changed into a silk nightgown and lay down on the toffee chair to make a facial mask.Hearing the sound of the door opening, Zuo Zuo opened his mouth slightly, keeping his lips still: "I'm hungry, get me a fruit salad, fry a 7-year-old steak, and pour a glass of red wine to wake up."

Peony wiped the sweat with her sleeve, she felt a little pain in her stomach.However, thinking that Zuo Zuo was still hungry, he temporarily put that feeling behind him: "Wait a minute, I'll get it right away."

When Zuo Zuo finished making the mask, put on the essence and cream, Peony had already finished things: "Brother Zuo, you can eat."

Looking at Zuo Zuo's straight spine cutting steak, watching Zuo Zuo holding up the wine glass and shaking it lightly, watching Zuo Zuo sipping salad, Peony felt that her heart was full of happiness.And from now on, in the future, her happiness will be twice or even more than before.

After Zuo Zuo finished eating, he wiped his mouth with the wet towel placed on his right hand, looked at Peony, who was almost drooling, and frowned unconsciously: "You have been wearing these clothes for four or five years. , patch upon patch, can’t you just throw it away?”

Peony lowered her head and tugged at the clothes that could no longer see the original style and color, her face was full of inferiority: "Well, this clothes can't be dirty."

Zuo Zuo shook his head, not hiding his distaste: "Look at your messy hair again, you can see the oily smoke on it with your eyes, and you don't feel disgusted?"

Mudan tried her best to shrink back: "Well, I wash my hair every day..." But, maybe because I have been in the kitchen all year round, the smell of oily smoke is too strong, even washing every day is useless.

Zuo Zuo sighed: "Tell me about you, you have never used makeup and maintenance. Tell me, among the classmates around me, which ones don't use facial masks every day, exercise, etc., their skin is delicate and smooth, and their bodies are swaying, walking past you , a gust of fragrant wind drifts by." Recovering from his memories, he looked at the peony smelling of oily smoke even three meters away from him, and he really felt sad for himself, "If you look at you again, there is me Two and a half fat, and still eat all day long. The rough skin hurts your hands, and you don’t know how to take care of it. I want you to study more, and you don’t have time to shout about it every day. Then how do I think you still have time to eat?”

Hearing the words of Zuo Zuo, who hates iron but not steel, Mudan bit her lips to keep her tears from falling: "Well, I have to go out to work in the noodle shop at 05:30 in the morning. After work at 02:30, I have to catch up Go to the hotel to wash the dishes. By the time I get off work, it’s already ten o’clock. When I get home, it’s usually already eleven or twelve o’clock.”

Zuo Zuo sighed deeply: "You are really hopeless. Time is like water in a sponge, as long as you squeeze it, there will always be some. When I come back every month, you are always there! I didn't watch it either. Until you have maintained and exercised!"

Peony lowered her head deeply, her words filled with grievance and helplessness: "For a month, I only rest during the two days when you come back."

Zuo Zuo shook his head: "I don't want to talk about you anymore! You are hopeless!"

Mudan really hated herself: "That..." But, she didn't know what to say.

Zuo Zuo went directly into the room to change clothes: "Give me [-] yuan, and the students will go to Hainan to experience the sea and cultivate their sentiments."

Peony suddenly raised her head and opened her mouth, but the words that came to her mouth were a little weak: "But, you just got home..."

Zuo Zuo changed into Jordan's sportswear and brought the toiletries: "Okay, didn't I have dinner with you? Hurry up, I'm in a hurry."

Peony opened her mouth, but finally said nothing.She entered the room, opened the drawer, took out the key, opened the closet, opened the drawer with the key, took out the safe key, half knelt on the ground to open the safe, took out all the odds and ends, and was just about to count ... Zuo Zuo snatched it over and stuffed it casually into the bag: "Okay, what are you counting? It's only two dollars. I don't know why you need a key on the left and a lock on the right. That's fine." Yes, I'm leaving."

Peony stood up in a daze, only to realize that there were more important things that she hadn't said.He trotted to the door and grabbed Zuo Zuo who opened the door: "Well... I have something I want to tell you..." Although the voice was a little nervous, it was more joyful.

Zuo Zuo looked at the astonishment in the eyes of the people who came down the stairs, his face turned red, and he shook off Mudan's hand fiercely: "Say, what's the matter?"

Peony gently touched her belly with both hands: "That... I'm pregnant!" Her dark yellow, rough, flat face exuded a bright light.

However, when Zuo Zuo heard the news, he frowned: "Get rid of it!" No mercy!

Peony felt like a bolt from the blue: "Why, why?"

Zuo Zuo was impatient as he thought of his classmates who were already waiting for him.However, due to various reasons, he had to be patient with Mudan: "Talk about it yourself, with your salary, it is difficult to support us. If there are more children, how will we live?"

Peony said timidly, "I'll save myself, it will be fine."

Zuo Zuo was so irritable, but he had to suppress himself for the sake of gentlemanly elegance: "How can you save money? In all these years, you haven't bought clothes, you haven't eaten out, you haven't gone out for fun. Even , you worked hard at two jobs, but it was only enough for me to study alone. Even, because your income is too low, I am far behind my classmates in many places, which is very embarrassing. Do you want to have children? Hard days?"

Peony's tears fell down big and big: "But, but, I want a child! What's the big deal, find another part-time job?" As if seeing hope, Peony stared at Zuo Zuo's eyes with wide eyes. a face!

Zuo Zuo had had enough and couldn't take it anymore: "If you take another job, it's just enough to cover my tuition and living expenses. Don't think about it, get rid of it! Otherwise, I will never come back You can decide for yourself! You want me, or you want a child!"

After finishing speaking, he turned around and left, walking fast, as if there was a scourge behind him!