Broken and swollen by myself

On a March afternoon, the sun was warm.

Lu Ziqing was sitting in the brightly lit dessert shop, holding a tablet in his hand, his always clear and energetic black eyes were a little silly at this moment.

The screen flashing on the tablet is the clip of the large-scale costume martial arts drama "Long Song" he shot.

Accompanied by the desolate background music, it happened that Zhou Yitong, who he played, held a sword in one hand, hugged his dying sister Zhou Yuanjin, and fought hard with the people who came to surround him.

He was dressed in red and flamboyant, with sharp eyebrows and eyes that were bloodshot, his face was splattered with blood, and he looked gloomy and cruel.

When he saw Zhou Yuanjin's thin body throwing himself on the wounded and exhausted Zhou Yitong to block the sword, Lu Ziqing, who had watched the film countless times, couldn't help crying out.

"Ah, no..."

It was this sword that started Zhou Yitong's villain's path to tragedy.

It was this damn sword!

As his good brother, Shen Changge, why didn't he believe him!Why! ?

Why did he kill his only sister!Break the only concern in his heart!

why! ! !

Lu Ziqing couldn't take it anymore and pressed the pause button, his eyes were slightly red.

His slender fingers touched the screen holding the dead Zhou Yuanjin and knelt down on the ground to the point of despair. Zhou Yitong felt his heart throbbing with pain.

——Lu Ziqing really felt that she was sick, and she was still very sick.

Since playing the second male role in "The Long Song" three months ago, Lu Ziqing seemed to have lost his soul, stuck in the role of Zhou Yitong and couldn't get out.

On the night of wrapping up, he sat on the balcony swing and wept inexplicably.

Although Lu Ziqing was an orphan who had no one to rely on since he was a child, and his appearance was rather delicate, but he was never a crybaby.

But he cried that night.

It felt like a piece of my heart had been dug out, it was bloody and painful.

Afterwards, he didn't think about tea, food, and always made mistakes at work, which had seriously affected his normal life.

Hu La, the manager, was deeply hurt by this, so he helped him analyze it helplessly, saying: "You are too deep into the drama, and Zhou Yitong, as a character, really has a distinctive style, and it has a tragic ending. To impress you, it will be ready in a few days.

But it turns out that Hula was wrong.

Not only did it not get better after a few days, but after three months, the TV series was about to be broadcast. Not only did Lu Ziqing not get better, but it became more and more serious.

Lu Ziqing's mind is full of Zhou Yitong, Zhou Yitong, Zhou Yitong!

Before the play came out, the script was regarded as the only space for him to connect with Zhou Yitong.

He could almost memorize the lines and scenes above.

It seems that in this way, it can be closer to the "Zhou Yitong" who has already finished.

But this situation has continued until now, and he only feels that his heart is getting more and more empty, more and more empty... as if he urgently needs something indescribable to fill it up!

After Hu La looked at him with increasingly weird and worried eyes, Lu Ziqing deeply realized that he was abnormal and was about to see a psychiatrist.

He had no choice but to hypnotize himself.

Zhou Yitong is a character in the play, which was fabricated by the screenwriter. He is an actor playing this role, and does not exist in reality.

Stop thinking, stop thinking, stop thinking.

But... Lu Ziqing couldn't help but feel even more sad when he thought that he was really just an illusory, non-existent character...

Lu Ziqing is 25 years old this year. He is a young actor who has been in the entertainment industry for six years.

The brokerage company is a small workshop with few resources. Lu Ziqing stayed here and filmed a lot of good and bad TV dramas.

The overall situation is not starving to death, but it is difficult to become popular.

Hu La regretted many times, "In terms of your appearance and acting skills, I am really unconvinced that you will not die."

Lu Ziqing is a hardworking person, but not the hardest working person.

He regards acting as a job, he can do whatever he has to do, he doesn't care if he is popular or not.

So he just laughed off what the manager said.

Just at the beginning of this year, a producer who had worked with him recommended him to audition for the male number two of the show "Long Song".

He read the script, became interested in the role at that time, and worked hard to pass the audition.

After filming, wrapping up, and waiting for the broadcast to start in these three months, Lu Ziqing has been stuck in the role of Zhou Yitong for more than 200 days.

Nearly half a year...

He has acted in no less than ten TV series, but never has such a headache and panic happened.

He has almost formed an obsession with the role of Zhou Yitong.

So when Hu La came over with matcha cake and drinks, and saw Lu Ziqing staring at her stills in a daze again, she was speechless and sullen.

"Lu Ziqing, have you been bent by yourself?!"

Hu La's question was too simple and rude. Lu Ziqing was stunned for half a minute before returning to his senses. He stared at her with rounded black eyes: "You, what are you talking about? Breaking the bend?"

Lu Ziqing is not a teenager with Internet addiction, he doesn't understand the meaning of many new words.

But he could still understand the word "bend".

Hula means, has he fallen in love with his character?

Lu Ziqing's face turned slightly pale, and his fingertips trembled.

Falling in love with the person you play, is there anything more absurd than this?

He felt a little scary that he couldn't find words to refute...

Hula snatched the tablet from his hand vigorously, staring at his face full of worry.

She said earnestly, "Ziqing, you..."

Lu Ziqing suddenly moved his face closer, and asked Hu La: "Have I become more and more beautiful recently?"

Hu La was a little speechless when he interrupted her, and then she was startled by his suddenly enlarged handsome face.

She swallowed unbearably and said slowly, "You've always been pretty, but you lack opportunities, otherwise you would have become popular..."

Hu La felt that the drama "Long Song" should be a hit, with big production and big names, so I was quite happy to accept it at the time.

But if she knew that her "silly white sweet" artist would turn into a little lunatic who was lovesick for illusory characters after the show was over, she would definitely stop him!

After hearing Hu La's words, Lu Ziqing sat up straight and touched his face thoughtfully.

Is he really too narcissistic?

Lu Ziqing finally rejected the psychiatrist that Hu La made an appointment quietly, telling her that he would adjust slowly.

Hu La was skeptical, so he decided to observe for a while.

Lu Ziqing still went his own way in private, especially after the show started to air, he watched his cut version over and over again on the Internet.

Seeing Zhou Yitong transform from a proud, forbearing, sensitive and reticent young man through betrayal, misunderstanding, and injury to a cruel, vicious, evil-doing, evil-doer who everyone can punish, Lu Ziqing's heart aches.

He wasn't bad at all, he was forced to do this!snort……

Lu Ziqing, a good-natured young man, unknowingly began to distort his three views because of Zhou Yitong.

Lu Ziqing was too immersed in his own world, and didn't pay much attention to the outside news.

After Hu La's reminder, he turned on his phone and checked his Weibo, only to find that he had gained a lot of fans because of Zhou Yitong's character.

It's more than what he has accumulated in six years. It seems that they suddenly discovered his handsomeness and his acting skills, and dug out the dusty pearl. Everyone was very excited.

Lu Ziqing flipped through the fans' comments one by one, thinking with some joy in his heart, it's so good that there are so many people who love Zhou Yitong.

It would be nice to have a chance to tell him.

On the day of the finale, Lu Zi watched the scene of receiving his lunch on TV early in the morning.

"My acting skills are really good, I'm going to cry..."

Lu Ziqing shrugged his nose with wet eyes when he saw Zhou Yitong knelt on the ground dead with ten thousand arrows piercing his heart.

He deliberately changed the topic in his mouth, but when Zhou Yitong died without dignity, his heart was already convulsed with pain.

It's as if someone close to me has really passed away.

Substantial and heart-wrenching.

Lu Ziqing wanted to pretend to be nonchalant and continue peeling apples, but in the end he was absent-minded, and his fingers were cut bloody.

Lu Ziqing is a small health care expert, and an apple a day has become an iron habit.

This night, he made an exception and didn't eat. He turned off the TV, went to wash the wound with water, and when he came out of the bathroom, his eyes caught a glimpse of the red circle drawn on the calendar.

It's three days later.

The day before the TV shooting started, Lu Ziqing kept repeating this date inexplicably in his mind, making him feel like something big was going to happen somewhere.

So he drew circles on the calendar in advance to remind himself.

But... what is it?

Lu Ziqing's handsome face showed some confusion, he stood in front of the calendar with his hands in his pockets for a while, and then went back to his room to read a novel.

That's right, it's a novel, a fan fiction searched online.

They were all created by fans, Lu Ziqing only read novels that ended with Zhou Yitong still alive.

Uh... Although there are many people who pair him with the male protagonist, he doesn't mind it anymore in order to see his own happy ending.

As long as he sees the news that "Zhou Yitong" is still alive at the end, he will feel better.

When Lu Ziqing didn't have work at night, he went to bed early. Halfway through the novel that day, the tablet slipped from his hand and fell asleep.

Lu Ziqing was dreaming.

Dangdangdangdangdang sounded in the dream.

When Lu Ziqing was in a daze, a gorgeous and gentle voice sounded, a bit similar to the translation tone of a dubbed film, with a little smile.

"Hello, this is the exchange space of another dimension that feels the call. You will hand over your most precious things in exchange for the opportunity to enter the dimension of the TV series "Long Song". The journey is risky, please be cautious in the exchange. Please see for insurance. Please confirm once again: Mr. Lu Ziqing, may I ask whether you will stay by Mr. Zhou Yitong's side, love him, protect him, and never leave him regardless of poverty, suffering, difficulties and setbacks?"

what?Actually dreamed of this?Have you read too many novels?

And listening to this, it's weird...

Lu Ziqing blinked his eyes and didn't answer, but finally he slammed again.

"Okay, you confirmed."

Lu Zi cleared the black line, when did he confirm it? !

"Please select the attached system."

A colorful label appeared in front of him, which said such tricks, killer moves, heartthrob, body abuse, silence...

Lu Ziqing glanced over one by one, and suddenly caught a glimpse of the only one with English letters.

bilibili?

What is this, Lu Ziqing felt strange, and his black eyes narrowed slightly at the label.

"Okay, you're selected."

...Why is it good again!Lu Ziqing was embarrassed.

But think about it, this is just a dream, what is more real.

"Beep beep. Agreement signed. Loading. Loaded. Ready to transmit. Hey. Let's go."

Lu Ziqing, who was stiff and full of question marks, was completely plunged into the darkness of nothingness before he could react.

Lu Ziqing was awakened by the colorful subtitles in his head.

——High energy ahead, non-combatants please evacuate quickly——

——High energy ahead, non-combatants please evacuate quickly——

——High energy ahead, non-combatants please evacuate quickly——

——High energy ahead, non-combatants please evacuate quickly——

Obviously the subtitles flashed, but Lu Ziqing felt that he was about to be so noisy that he would fly up!

He struggled to wake up, dizzy and slowly opened his eyes. Before his mind was clear, he was startled by the loud sound of kicking the door. He subconsciously covered it with his hand, which was too dazzling for him. sunshine.

—Has anyone broken into his house? !

Lu Ziqing raised his eyes in bewilderment.

However, the person who broke in was in his twenties, with a slender figure, red clothes and black hair, and a handsome appearance. Those red golden eyes were full of coldness, as if there was a deep hatred on him!

Holding his sword, he pointed at Lu Ziqing and said coldly, "Shen Qiao, die!"

Lu Ziqing huddled in the corner, his clear black eyes staring straight at this man, he was like a god, a soul, a quiver!

This costume, this plot, this line!

He can do it backwards!

It's clearly from the TV series "Long Song"! ! !