Once a cat is played by friends

Perhaps it was the best of times, after four days that seemed like a blow to the head, Shen Hua received the sweet date.

He returned to normal two days in a row, and he never fell down for no reason.The previous coma can directly replace sleep, and after waking up, I will no longer feel sleepy physically—even if I am listless mentally, and I am so exhausted that I want to empty myself, but my head still hurts like needles.As soon as Shen Hua lost his mind, he jerked violently, and his whole body couldn't help shaking.

Shen Hua hadn't really slept for a long time.

But even in this uncharacteristically calm situation, he didn't dare to sleep.The waking time was too short, Shen Hua didn't know how much more he could keep.

He is unwilling to give up the colorful world to the silent darkness, and even more stingy, he refuses to miss a moment of Tan Jinghe's presence.

Nostalgia condensed into a filter, covering each of Shen Hua's eyes with a layer of strange color, grotesque, but reflected a circle of clear and soft beauty.

No wonder he is so penny-pinching, he regrets losing even a little bit.

Also on the fourth day, Tan Jinghe finally confirmed that Shen Hua was maintaining a rare long period of sobriety, and hurriedly asked for leave.

Who knows if this is an overdraft, or a flashback?

The leave is very short, Tan Jinghe hopes that it will not be enough.

As a result, after returning home, Tan Jinghe found that Shen Hua was not sleeping like a madman just after the day passed.

He was dumb for a moment, almost laughing angrily.

Tan Jinghe calmed down for a while, watching his eyes, nose, nose, nose, nose and heart, and then restrained himself from opening his mouth to spray Shen Hua somersault.

He reached out his hand and flicked Shen Hua's forehead resentfully, and said incredulously: "You... you man! How many times has this happened, huh? Are you not mad at me? I don't feel comfortable? Why don't you sleep? , you really cherish time, can you cherish yourself and my heart? I want you to be safe and happy so much, do you know?"

"Why do you keep making me so sad?" Tan Jinghe thought silently.

Shen Hua flinched, and figured it out under Tan Jinghe's soft rebuke.

When a person has another person's concern hanging on him, he can't be too reckless.You have to understand that your every move is of great importance, and you can easily hook others to pieces.

He used to be a fool all the time, but now he won't.

Shen Hua curled up, knowing that he was wrong, so he only dared to look at Tan Jinghe helplessly, with three points of flattery and seven points of apology in his eyes.

"You're really born to beat me... bastard." Tan Jinghe sighed, the previous fire was extinguished, leaving only weak white smoke, "...sleep, good."

After saying that, he lightly stroked Shen Hua's back, and added: "When you wake up, I will still be there. I will accompany you."

Shen Hua then closed his eyes and fell asleep contentedly.

What kind of pot goes with what kind of lid? Tan Jinghe is actually a fussy master. He has already set up an auction in his heart. Because there are few, he cares too much about getting the best value for money. He must sell every minute and second for a good one. Price.Undoubtedly, in his heart, Shen Hua, the big money lord with supreme privileges, gets the most money, and Tan Jinghe, who is so rich and powerful, can't wait to spend all his time with him.

And he did.All the other chores were thrown aside by Tan Jinghe willfully, and it was a happy life for a few days.

However, frustration is often □□, happiness is only two or three.

After taking a nap that day, Shen Hua stared out the window for a long time for no reason.

Today's sky is surprisingly blue, so clear and translucent that I haven't seen it in a long time.

very nice.

Shen Hua turned around slowly, and announced calmly: "I'm starting to feel sleepy."

Shen Hua said this at this moment, this situation, and this situation, naturally he would not scare him with ordinary drowsiness.

The meaning couldn't be more clear.

Tan Jinghe has long been kneaded into a frightened ball by worries, and trembles at the slightest sign of disturbance.Now I suddenly heard Shen Hua say something out of nowhere, he didn't even have the buffer of confusion, his rationality was faster than his panic, and in an instant he indifferently concluded the coffin and sentenced to death.

He clearly knew it well, but in the end he was still caught off guard.

Had no choice but to be pushed away by the cold reality.

but……

"You didn't even announce it before."

Shen Hua stared at Tan Jinghe for a long time, his eyes were moist, as if he couldn't bear it.

Then he said cruelly: "You don't understand. This time I feel it from reality."

In the past, he always fell unconscious quickly, just struggling in the empty space, sleepiness never set foot in reality.

But now the drowsiness creeps up little by little, clamoring to swallow him up, Shen Hua can only watch himself soberly walking towards the end in a daze.

Like Ling Chi.

"Say, can I still wake up this time?"

The cursor flickered menacingly, and the luminescent screen was like a bloody mouth.

Tan Jinghe had nothing to say.

The next few days seemed to be fast-forwarded by someone, and the time was hurried and blurred, like a pinch of smoke that kept drifting away.

Shen Hua almost got his wish.

Thanks to his previous experience of refusing to sleep obediently, Shen Hua has handled it with ease in the past few days.He can deftly throw his body to the drowsiness to toss, but his spirit wanders in the sleepy body, greedily watching the colorful world.

His previous hard work that didn't work, in the end he tremblingly did him a favor, allowing Shen Hua to concentrate a bit in this situation, and enjoy the little time he had left contentedly. .

Probably even if the pebble hits the stone more often, it can still slow down the process a little.

That was lucky enough to satisfy him.

In any case, he walked this part of the road calmly and methodically.Shen Hua felt that this was a decent explanation for himself.

It's just... Shen Hua struggled to open his eyes, thinking: It's a pity that I can't stay with him longer.

Shen Hua remembered watching TV dramas when he was very young, and was very puzzled why every dead person had to open his eyes wide, as if he was dying, and had to wait for others to close his eyelids.

Unexpectedly, when it was his turn, he also tried his best to open his eyes wide, hoping to take one more look, one more look...

After all, it is too bitter to go from one darkness to another.

What's more, he still has a huge, human-shaped attachment.

Shen Hua laughed silently.

He saw Tan Jinghe seemed to be talking slowly, but couldn't hear clearly.Fortunately, I can still feel Tan Jinghe's body temperature, and the strength of holding him.

The hand strength is really big.

Tan Jinghe bit the tip of his tongue, and finally stopped trying to continue the words that had been stopped several times due to the broken sound, and calmed down.

After some time, Shen Hua raised his hand with difficulty, patted Tan Jinghe's shoulder, and unilaterally said goodbye.

Sorry, I tried my best.

The world is getting blurry.

Shen Hua opened his eyes wide, and suddenly recalled the ancient prose he read when he was young for no reason.

……To Ruochun and Jingming, the waves are calm, the sky is bright, and there is a vast expanse of blue... Then there will be people who are relaxed and happy, forgetting both favors and disgraces, and drinking wine to the wind, and they will be radiant.

...but also completely drunk.

He fell into a deep, deep sleep.

Tan Jinghe found something he liked at the age of 16, and found someone he liked at the age of 26.

Then at 29, lost him.

Tan Jinghe's eyelids suddenly jumped wildly, his heart rate started to soar belatedly, but his hands and feet were cold.

He was almost frozen.

In his field of vision, there was a small lump lying on his stomach indifferently, sleeping peacefully like countless pasts.

He only needs to wait patiently for a while, and the little fluffy animal will get up alive again, and the person he likes will tirelessly poke the keyboard with his fleshy claws, and type out a subtle and tender love letter to him.

Tan Jinghe took a breath uncontrollably.He couldn't take it anymore and took off his glasses.

The once soft body was blurred into a color block under the effect of myopia, as if it had been so lifeless from the beginning to the end.

As if this way he could convince himself that nothing happened.

After a long time, Tan Jinghe twitched as if in extreme pain, and inadvertently touched the computer screen.

The opened Word document was blank, with only a thin line of black letters at the top.

——It’s a nice day today.

This was Shen Hua's last emotion left to him.

Tan Jinghe paused for a moment, and looked out through the glass on the table, only seeing a cramped and distorted blue sky.

Chunhe Jingming, the weather should indeed be fine.

Tan Jinghe didn't do anything in the end, he always held the hope that Shen Hua could wake up.

Unexpectedly, that night he tossed and turned insomnia, felt it in the middle of the night, and found that Shen Hua had disappeared!

Tan Jinghe was overjoyed after being dazed, and almost fainted by this discovery.He immediately called Shen Hua, his hands were shaking so much that he couldn't hold the phone steadily.

But he didn't shake his hands for too long, and he was stopped by the sweet female voice in an instant.

Shen Hua has already shut down due to arrears.

Tan Jinghe's mood was ups and downs, and he walked between heaven and hell in an instant.

Afterwards, Tan Jinghe recharged Shen Hua's value, except that at first he would dial one after a while as if he was crazy, but gradually it turned into three calls every morning, noon and evening, and he insisted on getting through relentlessly.

Legend has it that sincerity is as good as gold and stone, Tan Jinghe held his breath every time, listening to it beeping nervously while praying silently for eight hundred times, thinking that he was so sincere that he couldn't be more sincere.

But he made so many phone calls, but no one answered them.

It's been a long time, and the previous determination is crumbling. Tan Jinghe can't tell how much of his persistence he really thinks someone will pick it up, and how much he just can't let go of it.

Can't let go.

In the past... when Shen Hua was still there, Tan Jinghe told himself tirelessly every day that those strange symptoms of Shen Hua were just a prelude to going back, and there was nothing to worry about.

Over time, he also seemed to have sincerely believed in this imaginary bright future.

However, this castle in the air is probably just a bean curd project that does not care about it. When Tan Jinghe really desperately clung to this life-saving straw, it fell apart unbearably.

Every time Tan Jinghe returned from Shen Hua's home without success, he would be discouraged and think: What is this?If you change back, you will change back, if you are half dead, you will be half dead, but if you are alive, you will not see people, but you will not see dead bodies, what is this?

Probably disappointment is something that you can never get used to.

The deceased is like a husband who does not want to leave day or night.

Regardless of whether Tan Jinghe collapsed or was depressed, life went on like this.

However, life is so long, and there must be some turning point, which makes you have the courage to go on again.

Two months later, he saw Shen Hua again... in human form.

Shen Hua lost a lot of weight, his whole body sank, and he sat on the stairs with his legs bent, waiting for him at the door of Tan Jinghe's house.The old T-shirt he was wearing was baggy, but it didn't look down and out, but rather unruly.

The door of the elevator opened slowly like a curtain, slowly revealing the face he thought about day and night.

As soon as Shen Hua saw Tan Jinghe, he stood up, and was a little embarrassed to say something, when Tan Jinghe hugged him tightly.

The hug was so hard it could almost be called a strangle.

Although Tan Jinghe's flesh and blood had already rushed forward one step ahead, his spirit was so dazed that he couldn't find the north, and he was ecstatic and couldn't believe it.

Shen Hua was hugged at a loss for a long while before patting him on the back tentatively: "Hi..."

This action did not know which nerve Tan Jinghe touched, he suddenly lowered his head, and picked up a piece of skin on the side of Shen Hua's neck.

Viciously, he tossed and gnawed between his teeth, with sticky resentment in his mouth.

Shen Hua wondered whether to laugh or cry: Why is this still biting people... After all, who has turned into a cat.

However, before he finished slandering, Shen Hua felt a little coolness on the side of his neck dissipate, permeate his skin, melt into his boiling blood bit by bit, and flow into his beating heart all the way.

Shen Hua froze suddenly.He was even more cautious than facing a gorgeous porcelain, for fear that Tan Jinghe would be shattered if he touched it with his rough hands.

I don't know how long it took before Tan Jinghe said hoarsely, "You are still alive."

Shen Hua hummed: "I'm alive."

"You have changed back."

The voice was muffled.

"I'm back."

Soft as if coaxing a child.

"Really?"

"Really. Never again."

"But I've been waiting for you for a long time."

"..."

"I don't want to wait for you any longer in my life."

"..."

"From now on, I want you to walk side by side with me always, always."

Tan Jinghe raised his head and kissed him gently.

……it is good.

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