Once a cat is played by friends

For a moment, Shen Hua felt that he believed it sincerely.

Shen Hua seemed to see that many years later, he had turned into an old cat who was too lazy to jump up and down, lying sprawled in Tan Jinghe's arms, squinting his eyes and listening to his jokes.

And Tan Jinghe's fingers were still gently resting on the side of his neck—as reassuring as now.

What a wonderful time.

An unreachable tomorrow.

Shen Hua has to endure the pain of dismantling and reorganizing every day, and his spirit is inevitably depressed.

Every time after "waking up", Shen Hua would roll himself up and lie motionless on Tan Jinghe's lap for a long time.

I don't know why, but the pain Shen Hua suffered in it has been extended to reality.When this pain was rampant, Shen Hua couldn't even distinguish the boundary between reality and illusion.

Therefore, he could only curl up stiffly, and staggered forward in the chaos with the help of Tan Jing and a little body temperature.

Pretend that there is you smiling and reaching out in front of you.

Shen Hua usually knew what he wanted to do with a flick of his tail, but Tan Jinghe's uncharacteristic listlessness quickly caught Tan Jinghe's attention.

Tan Jinghe asked Shen Hua a few times, but Shen Hua prevaricated them all, and he was a little confused.

Are you sick?If you feel uncomfortable, just say it, what's the matter with gritting your teeth?

Tan Jinghe planned to observe for a few days before considering whether to take Shen Hua to see a doctor.Unexpectedly, in the past few days, another accident happened.

Shen Hua fell asleep directly on Tan Jinghe's body.

It wasn't that he was squinting and gradually falling asleep, but that Shen Hua fell asleep while listening to Tan Jinghe's story while doing some small movements such as pulling Tan Jinghe's hair and pinching Tan Jinghe's ears.

One second before, the tip of Shen Hua's tail was raised high, and Tan Jinghe was playing with it with his fingertips, but the next moment it was drooping weakly, like a bleak, abruptly ending ellipsis.

A word is not finished, but can not continue.

Tan Jinghe took off Shen Hua who was hanging on his body, flipped his head dumbfoundingly, and had nothing to say about his behavior of sleeping as soon as he said it.

But after Shen Hua was dialed, there was no movement, his head returned to its original position without a sound, and his ears didn't even shake.

Tan Jinghe felt something was wrong.He tried to wake Shen Hua up by pushing, calling, carrying, etc., but no matter what he did, Shen Hua still "fallen asleep" motionless.

Like an exquisite model statue, it is also shining brightly, but in the end it is still ignorant, without sadness or joy.

One dead thing.

Tan Jinghe didn't dare to hit Shen Hua too hard, and he didn't respond to ordinary movements, so he had to wait tremblingly aside.

Even though Shen Hua looked very peaceful, Tan Jinghe was still uneasy.

He had the illusion that Shen Hua was suffering.For no reason, he just felt distressed.

Shen Hua didn't open his eyes until the sun was setting and the setting sun was like blood.

The faint rays of light he blinked in made his head ache, and he quickly closed his eyes again, gasping for breath in the quiet darkness.

Shen Hua silently estimated the time when he fell asleep, feeling powerless that the situation was over.

Really... Tired.

This languid mood hovered for a while, and was gently dispelled by a cold hand.

Tan Jinghe reached out and patted him.

Seeing this, Shen Hua hooked Tan Jinghe, not wanting him to withdraw.

It doesn't matter if it's cold, as long as you're still here.Anyway, my fur is thick enough to warm you.

Tan Jinghe's posture was actually a little uncomfortable, but he didn't struggle.He could see that Shen Hua's spirit was not very good, but there was nothing he could do about it, so he could only give some insignificant and cold company.

It wasn't until Shen Hua shook his hair and stood up again to move his limbs that Tan Jinghe asked, "Shen Hua, what happened to you? Why did you suddenly lose consciousness?"

Shen Hua was startled, only then did he realize that he fell asleep while playing around with Tan Jinghe this time!

...That is to say, the time he spends with Tan Jinghe next will be fragmented.

He slept for half a day, and if the time met, he could completely cover Tan Jinghe's time at home.

They had so little time that Tan Jinghe couldn't finish talking, and Shen Hua couldn't hear it either.

Shen Hua kept silent and typed out the matter little by little, taking away the feeling of it, and simply said that the time of separation has gradually increased and that the occasion has been irrelevant.

As for what this means...it is self-evident, so Shen Hua lightly omitted it.

I was already apprehensive, so I didn't need to bring it out and pronounce the death penalty.

As if this could still protect that shaky hope.

However, Tan Jinghe neither tacitly kept silent with him, nor let him practice Tai Chi, but asked straightforwardly: "Does it hurt?"

Shen Hua said vaguely: "A little bit, it doesn't affect."

Seeing that he was still pretending, Tan Jinghe felt depressed and distressed for a while, so he had to put all his complaints and worries into one breath, and let out a suppressed sigh.Tan Jinghe said in a low voice: "Then why are you depressed? Why do you have to rest for so long? Why are you so stiff?"

Seeing that he couldn't be fooled, Shen Hua simply shut up, retracted his paws, lay down again, and looked at Tan Jinghe quietly.

Tan Jinghe had no choice but to stretch out his hand and pluck him, but smiled angrily: "It's like this again, and you didn't tell me!"

"Do I want to be happy without knowing it, or do I want to be ignorant and anxious all day long? ... Or do I want to wake up on the last day and realize that my best days have already passed?" , Tan Jinghe's voice softened, "Tell me, Shen Hua, what do you want?"

Shen Hua was speechless and had no choice but to resort to the method of shutting up again, just looking at him, there was a little softness like starlight in the moist cat's eyes... and apology.

In fact, what Tan Jing and Cai just said was just an unreasonable trouble out of excitement, and he knew the answer without asking.

Because if it was Tan Jinghe, he would do the same.

It's fine for one person to suffer, there is no need to take another person's distress.

Disappointment and pain are not things to share, and he only wants the best for him.

Make him smile every day.

As the saying goes, when soldiers come to block, water comes to cover.Shen Hua was finally out of anger after spending three consecutive days sleeping together.He couldn't bear to face the infinite loneliness every time he had to open his eyes for a limited time, so he kept opening the document and poured out the empty chatter like a floodgate.

He typed a long paragraph in one breath, the whole article is full of nonsense, but it seems to revolve around a little vague "I miss you" center, in a sense, it can be called distracted scattered.

Shen Hua would sometimes suddenly have some strange feelings, and at this time, he would put all the bits and pieces into this "love letter" that digressed far away from the topic, no matter how jumpy the hammer or the stick was - usually After reading the article, there is actually a small one thousand.

If Shen Hua had this enthusiasm for writing essays in middle school, he would not have to work so hard to make up the number of famous quotes.

As for how Tan Jinghe felt when he saw it, Shen Hua didn't know.

...Anyway, he found out the next day that Tan Jinghe had written him a more than 600-word essay.

Sometimes Shen Hua felt that they were really nonchalant, and sometimes he felt that it was just a layer of nonchalant anxiety.

Tan Jinghe once discussed with him whether stripping might be a prelude to turning back into a human.

Shen Hua was silent for a long time at that time, he didn't have the heart to break this fragile hope.

They really need a straw to save their lives.

At that time he changed, but he changed without saying hello, there is no reason for him to make such a painful prelude now.

And every time Shen Hua endured pain, he felt that this was the limit, but next time he could subtly be a little more unbearable.

He has been fighting with "Sleepy" for so long, and he has surrendered quite a few times.Shen Hua couldn't tell why he was lucky enough to persevere because of the opportunity, but he probably just thought of Tan Jinghe's tenderness at that moment - he endured for an extra moment, and then he won.

It's a pity that he still has to go into a coma after winning, and it doesn't play any role.

If this was really the so-called prelude, maybe he would be shattered into powder and lost in pain before he turned back into a human.

Very occasionally, Shen Hua would have the idea of ​​letting it go.

Just go to sleep, no pain, no chaos, only eternal and peaceful darkness.

Anyway the result is the same.

It's a pity that he hasn't dared to put it into practice until now.

Not afraid of anything else, he was only afraid that if he really fell asleep without any setbacks, he would not have the courage to suffer next time.

Isn't that asking him to give up their hazy future?

So forget it.