"Shen Hua." Tan Jinghe said in a low voice.

Shen Hua's tail swiped suddenly, his ears trembled involuntarily, after the short-term shock passed, Shen Hua relaxed his body trying to hide it, and tried his best to put on a silly and innocent appearance.

Tan Jinghe closed his eyes in disappointment, and said again: "I was suspicious a long time ago. It's just that I didn't expect the truth to be like this.

When you bought yourself a tablet, you had a conversation with me, remember?You asked me to receive the courier, and it was mailed directly to my home.

But I didn't tell you my home address. "

Tan Jinghe's voice was hoarse, but his tone was firm.

Shen Hua was flustered when he heard that, not because his identity was revealed, but because Tan Jinghe seemed to be in a low mood, as if he had been stabbed by the sharp truth.

The stabbing was bloody and bloody.

"Before He Yu told me that there was a voice at home, but now I think it must be you watching a TV series." Tan Jinghe paused for a while, "I thought something was wrong at the time, but I still couldn't guess it. I'm out of town I thought it was a thief or something, and I wondered if you would get hurt."

Shen Hua muttered and wanted to say something, but the only thing that came out of his mouth was a weak meow.

There are thousands of words, but I can't say a word.

I can only hold it in my stomach and taste it over and over again until it is unforgettable and painful.

"Until just now, when I got home, I found that the computer was inexplicably blacked out on the ground, and the keyboard was still scratched. I also wondered who contacted He Yu, so I explored what was wrong with the computer and checked the browser. Historical records." Tan Jinghe lightly scratched Shen Hua's neck with a naughty and intimate gesture, but his fingertips felt cool.

Shen Hua was always cautious when using the computer, and would never commit such carelessness.But at that time, all worries were thrown away, and I just wanted to go as fast as possible, so the claws scratched the keyboard.As soon as He Yu came, Shen Hua followed him out immediately, and never came back after that, neither the historical records nor the computer had a chance to deal with the aftermath.

However, Shen Hua felt that even if he could come back, his mind would be full of Tan Jinghe, and he might not have the mood and IQ to do these things.

Shen Hua didn't have time to suddenly realize, he was very confused at the moment.He thought he knew Tan Jinghe's character very well, and he had speculated what would happen if he was discovered, but he never thought that Tan Jinghe's reaction would be so great.

It was as if Shen Hua's concealment also represented other meanings.

The situation is developing for no reason, but it doesn't have to be this way.

Shen Hua jumped onto the table and turned on the computer with his paw, he felt that he had to explain.Behind him, Tan Jinghe withdrew his hand in a sense of loss. Those long speeches just now seemed to make him very tired, so he watched Shen Hua's movements without saying a word.

This was the most eager time for Shen Hua to turn on the computer.As soon as the icon appeared, he hurriedly clicked on it, but when the computer was just turned on, he always seemed to be in a daze. While waiting for Shen Hua, he thought, what did Tan Jinghe imagine?

Do you think I don't trust him?Still feel cheated?

Shen Hua guessed in confusion.But they are close friends, Tan Jinghe understands him as deeply as he understands Tan Jinghe, and he can know each other's mood and even thoughts by watching a small action on weekdays, Shen Hua does not believe that Tan Jinghe would think so.

The Word page comes out.Shen Hua couldn't think of a reasonable reason for a while, so he could only babble a lot, maybe which sentence would impress Tan Jinghe?

"I don't believe you, really, otherwise I wouldn't ask you to take care of me. I didn't hide it on purpose, it's just that I didn't adjust my mind well at the beginning..."

After hitting here, Shen Hua paused in embarrassment.Why didn't I say it afterward? Naturally, it was because I forbear my affection.

But can this really be said?The atmosphere was not right at the moment, and Tan Jinghe was still in the throat. Whether the untimely confession would add fuel to the fire, the answer was obvious.

Shen Hua wanted to practice Tai Chi and passed away, but Tan Jinghe pursed his lips and said, "Then what happened later? Why didn't you tell me?"

Shen Hua hesitated a few times, but decided to hand over the truth with sincerity.

"I don't want to change the way we get along...I think it's fine, I'm happy."

Tan Jinghe bent his fingers, his knuckles protruding abruptly, he persuaded himself to read Shen Hua's explanation again, each word was so deep that it could be burned into his heart.

Tan Jinghe heard his inner voice slowly succumbing, sadness and unwillingness rushed to capture his soul, he couldn't think of any words to whitewash the peace for a while, he just wanted to follow the emotional hysteria.

But he can't.Tan Jinghe looked at Shen Hua's tail wagging uncomfortably in the air, and watched him continue typing clumsily almost in fear, and felt his heartfelt distress.

He made it difficult for Shen Hua.

Here, Shen Hua was frightened by Tan Jinghe's silence so that the whole cat became ill, and he hurriedly said: "I regard you as my best friend from the beginning to the end, and I never thought of cheating you, nor did I think This move could hurt you...

Tan Jinghe tried to bend a considerate smile, as he had done countless times before, with a little bit of innocence, and smoothly turned the story.

No.

There was a voice in Tan Jinghe's heart clamoring.

I don't want this.Even if the last ray of hope is about to disappear, I will die knowing it.

Tan Jinghe interrupted Shen Hua's euphemistic explanation, and said impulsively and bitterly: "You didn't say it...is it because you don't want to accept me?"

Shen Hua's pupils shrank suddenly, and all the things that happened before were embedded with the most reasonable explanation, connected together by a secret line.

Tan Jinghe's long love is like a closed paper fan, hidden in many obstacles, and now it is finally unfolded in front of him in detail, and every stroke on the fan is written with deep love.

Shen Hua never wanted to turn back into a human body as much as at this moment.Shen Hua wanted to circle Tan Jinghe without any scruples, told him softly that he also had the same thought in his heart, and jokingly asked him how long he had been plotting against others, and then no matter what Tan Jinghe's answer was, he would kiss him tenderly. go up.

But the fact is that Shen Hua can only stand silently, struggling in indulgence and forbearance.

Two-way secret love, originally a happy event for everyone, but now it has become a dilemma in a nondescript way.

Tan Jinghe felt extremely discouraged in the dust-settled silence, the last hope of surviving was wiped out, and the coldness of the cold weather penetrated into the bone marrow, and also froze his face, making Tan Jinghe even a dry smile Neither can be molded.

Tan Jinghe really wanted to hug Shen Hua casually like before, and bury his hands in his warm fur intimately, and when Tan Jinghe's hands were gradually warmed, it became a quiet sharing of body temperature.But now he doesn't dare to make any more intimate actions, for fear that all the natural things will be distorted into ulterior motives.

Tan Jinghe rubbed his stiff fingers, withdrew his unrealistic delusion, stopped trying to squeeze a smile, and said wearily: "You don't have to be embarrassed. I won't be entangled, and you don't need to feel I'm sorry, there's never a right or wrong thing about feelings."

There are only moths to the flames and joy.

Shen Hua stared at Tan Jinghe intently.Tan Jinghe's eyelids drooped unbearably, leaving only a small gap, the outside light couldn't get in, and the inner emotions couldn't come out.

Shen Hua used to think that Tan Jinghe's appearance was as gentle as flowing water, and at certain moments he felt that his facial features were aggressive, but now Shen Hua only felt that Tan Jinghe was as dark and gloomy as a rusty sword, Not half brilliant.

Shen Hua suddenly realized his absurdity. He was afraid that his irresponsible departure after more than ten years would seriously hurt Tan Jinghe, so starting from now, let him be hurt first?

All his previous assumptions were based on one premise - Tan Jinghe didn't like him.

So it is the best choice for Shen Hua to cover his heart.Shen Hua knew that Tan Jinghe was a long-lasting person, and he believed that even if he died of old age, Tan Jinghe would probably not change his mind, but could blindly refusing now make Tan Jinghe fall in love with others?

It's just obliterating the time that could have been together for more than ten years, hurting others and hurting myself.

Shen Hua's groaning voice drew Tan Jinghe's attention back, and a question was written in bold and capital letters on the screen: Can you give up?

He was so excited that his language system was paralyzed, and he only typed out this impolite question.

Shen Hua was so nervous that his heart beat like a drum, he couldn't tell what answer he wanted to hear.He hoped that Tan Jinghe was not in deep trouble, but he couldn't help begging for an excuse to indulge.

Put aside all worries, I just want to be with you.

Tan Jinghe calmly said: "What are you giving up? Placing you? I won't force you."

After saying that, Tan Jinghe slightly bent his eyes, and added lightly: "But it is impossible for me not to like you."

Hearing that Shen Hua jumped three feet high, he felt that the fireworks all over the world exploded together at this moment, and the sky was filled with colorful and dazzling lights.He hurriedly typed, trying to convey to Tan Jinghe all the thoughts he had held back for a long time.

Tan Jinghe frowned, not knowing what he misunderstood, sighed, and sincerely advised: "I have been secretly in love with you for a long time, if I could change my heart, I would have changed a long time ago. Shen Hua, I have liked you for two years. I This kind of person, who can like you for two years, can always like you for 20, 30 years, until the end of the years. I don't want to kidnap you with this, I just want you to understand. "

Shen Hua almost hugged him with tears in his eyes and called me too, he tapped the keyboard desperately.

"It's not that I don't accept you!!! I like you too!"

Tan Jinghe was taken aback, confused by the sudden change in the atmosphere, he did not doubt the authenticity of Shen Hua's words, Shen Hua is not a person who would pretend to be false in such matters.

Their feelings are sincere and warm, tolerant and gentle, and will not be mixed with any hypocrisy and compassion.

Shen Hua continued to add: I didn't say it because I like you!I thought you didn't like me so I didn't say it!I didn't alienate you at all before, on the contrary I always took advantage of you, how could I not like you.

Before Tan Jinghe could recover from the turning point, he had already fallen into the overwhelming joy.Tan Jinghe couldn't help but read those straightforward confessions over and over again. Even if he could recite them verbatim once he closed his eyes, he could still feel a new round of rushing up after each reading. surging heart.

How could I not like you.

Shen Hua was afraid that Tan Jinghe would misunderstand, so after a little hesitation, he decided to tell the truth: I dare not confess, I am afraid of delaying you.I... don't know how long it will take me to change back.

Don't even know if it can be changed back.

Tan Jinghe walked through Shen Hua's tortuous mentality, and realized how stupid he was before. He complained half-truthfully, "You killed me."

Shen Hua jumped onto his shoulder and gently rubbed his head against Tan Jinghe's face.

compensate you.

Tan Jinghe understood, pursed his lips and smiled slowly, his eyebrows stretched out, his face full of joy.

Shen Hua's heart melted from laughing.

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