defenseless

Chen Yunqi is right, Chen Nan is not a chic person.Especially when it comes to dealing with emotions, his sensitive heart always makes him think a lot.

But there are some things that reason and nerves do not have time to react to, and instinct has already taken the lead.

When the little squid spoke, his thoughts were pulled back a little,

He gently let go of his hand, leaned back on the back of the chair behind him, and sighed deeply.

After all, it was impulsive.

He just started to face himself honestly, and it took only a few days to get his mind clear, so he kissed the little squid recklessly, and the feeling of floating in the air made him feel particularly insecure.

He didn't have any plans for the future, and he didn't even know what the little squid was thinking.

From the squid's attitude towards Su Ming since he was a child, Chen Nan knew that he did not reject such feelings.However, whether the little squid's kindness and attachment to him is on the same frequency as his current feelings for him, he doesn't want to guide him or even hint him in this way.

He is too simple, so simple that Chen Nan doesn't want any unknown changes and turmoil in his life.

"You just kissed me." Su Youyu kept the posture just now without moving, and repeated what he said just now.

Chen Nan looked up at the moonless sky and said "Hmm".

"You, don't you have anything to say to me?" Su Youyu's hat was still covering his eyes, but he turned sideways in Chen Nan's direction.

His voice is still very small, very light, with fleeting care and expectation.

"I, I don't know what to say, that's just how I behave." Chen Nan wanted to pull up the hat for him, but he grabbed Chen Nan's hand, "What's wrong?"

Su Youyu: "Why did you kiss me?"

Seeing his slightly pursed lips, Chen Nan knew that the little squid was upset, so she was taken aback and murmured, "I'm sorry."

Unexpectedly, when Su Youyu heard this, he stood up abruptly, pulled up his hat, looked at Chen Nan with some dissatisfaction and aggrievedness, then pulled off the hat on his head, threw it directly into Chen Nan's arms, and angrily went to the artificial The direction of the lake ran.

Chen Nan was a little confused for a while, didn't they all say sorry?

Su Youyu ran to the bridge, glanced behind him, and found that the person on the stool in the distance was still sitting there, frowned and cursed softly: "Big wood!"

After scolding, he couldn't help laughing again: "Idiot!"

Chen Nan sat on the chair for a long time, until his hands and feet were a little stiff, then he took out his mobile phone and called Lu Xiao.

Chen Nan: "Hello, Lu Xiao."

Lu Xiao: "Well, are you home yet?"

Chen Nan: "Here we are."

After he finished speaking, he didn't know what to continue to say.

Lu Xiao: "You, do you want to say something?"

"Forget it, let's talk to you face to face," Chen Nan sighed, "I haven't figured out how to say it yet."

"Chen Nan", Lu Xiao laughed on the other end of the phone, "Think through what you can understand, and let us help you think about what you can't understand."

"Yeah," Chen Nan held the phone and smiled, "Got it."

After hanging up the phone, he took a deep breath, stood up and walked towards the gate of the community.

Jiang Hongyu had just finished taking a shower and went out to move a small stool to the coffee table to do his homework when the doorbell rang.

He frowned, went to the door and opened the peephole, and met Chen Nan's eyes.

"Fuck", he opened the door while cursing, "Could you make a phone call before you come, I thought the enemy was here looking for revenge."

"Correct your attitude", Chen Nan kicked on her shoes as soon as she came in, "Be careful that I will read you a book in front of Lu Xiao."

"Don't wear these, these are Lu Xiao's." Jiang Hongyu snatched the slippers he had just picked up, "Put these on."

"You're going to freeze me to death with a pair of sandals," Chen Nan complained while taking the shoes and putting them on again, "Is there anything in the refrigerator, I'm hungry."

Jiang Hongyu folded his arms and stared at him: "What are you doing here at night?"

"Check the room, okay?" Chen Nan walked into the room and put a bag of cans of beer on the coffee table. "Seeing that you are so honest, I feel relieved for Lu Xiao. There is no one hiding in the closet."

"It's not good to be alone and widowed in the same room at night." Jiang Hongyu closed the door, "I have a family."

Chen Nan raised her eyebrows: "You can't resist this temptation?"

"You can be considered a temptation," Jiang Hongyu smiled, "Don't insult our daughter-in-law."

"Fuck you," Chen Nan picked up the pillow on the sofa and threw it over to him, "Take me in for a night, I don't really want to go home."

Jiang Hongyu raised his eyebrows: "Which family?"

Chen Nan sighed: "Two families."

Jiang Hongyu walked over and sat beside him, opened a can of beer and handed it to him, and opened another can for himself.

"Hey," Chen Nan rubbed herself on the sofa, "Did you fall in love with Lu Xiao before you found out that you liked boys, or did you first find out that you liked boys before you met Lu Xiao?"

"Not long after I found out that I like boys, Lu Xiao appeared." Jiang Hongyu smiled and took out his mobile phone to send a message, "But the order is not important. Anyway, I met him and fell in love with him."

"Fuck," Chen Nan glanced at his mobile phone screen, "I'm just here to stay overnight, and you have to give him a report."

Jiang Hongyu raised his eyebrows: "Of course, this is the basic rule of being a husband."

"Tch, return the husband", Chen Nan smiled, "have some face."

"I have a pretty face," Jiang Hongyu also smiled, "Of course I have to."

"You...", Chen Nan said, "Forget it, it must be like this."

Jiang Hongyu looked at him: "So what?"

"You don't need to ask any more," Chen Nan said cheerfully, "It's just you, if you see someone, you will go up to them with shame."

"It's not just shameless." Jiang Hongyu was also happy, "I think I'm quite elegant and skilled in chasing people."

Chen Nan: "Chasing after the face, vulgar."

"You are vulgar." Jiang Hongyu picked up a beer and touched him, "I feel like you understand, it is the scene where sparks hit the earth, and the moment that person appears, it hits your chest."

Jiang Hongyu stretched his waist: "Then every time we got closer to him, this feeling became stronger and stronger. At first, it was all based on likes and dislikes from the heart. Later, slowly, this person not only occupied your heart, but also your heart. brain, and is eroding your future step by step."

Chen Nan: "The future?"

"I don't know what the future will be like, and I have imagined many possibilities." Jiang Hongyu thought for a while, "But one thing is for sure, this person must be by your side. You are willing to do a lot of yourself for this inevitability. Unexpected thing."

The two just chatted on the sofa all the time.

Talk about Jiang Hongyu and Lu Xiao in the past, talk about the college entrance examination, talk about university, talk about the future.

In the end, Chen Nan didn't know what the conversation was about.

But he likes this feeling, the sense of solidity of having a place to go, someone to chat with, and someone to talk to.

After taking a shower, Chen Nan consciously lay down on the bed. Jiang Hongyu glanced at him, took a pillow from the cabinet and threw it beside him.

"What are you doing?" Chen Nan crossed her legs on the bed, "Aren't there enough pillows, don't you want to hug one to sleep?"

"Do you understand the [-]th line?" Jiang Hongyu picked up his phone and took a picture, "Be honest at night."

"Look at your future." Chen Nan lay on the bed happily, "Lie down quickly after the report, the exam is still tomorrow."

Just as Jiang Hongyu lay down, Chen Nan's phone turned on again.

He picked up the phone and looked. Although the little squid was angry, the audio was sent on time.

Come on, today is not a piano piece, but a harmonica.

Immediately another message popped up: I played it with the harmonica you gave me.

Chen Nan's heart softened. It seemed that the child played the piano music a few days ago by himself.

He quickly replied: Go to sleep now, and work hard for the exam tomorrow.

After sending, he covered his heart with his phone and stared at the roof in a daze.

Jiang Hongyu turned his head and saw the half-smile at the corner of his mouth, and said casually, "Sent it to you by the little squid?"

Chen Nan: "Yes."

Jiang Hongyu: "No wonder."

Chen Nan sat up instantly and looked straight at Jiang Hongyu.

Jiang Hongyu met his gaze and didn't dodge it.

"Alas", Chen Nan sighed and lay down again, "Did you see something?"

"Whatever you think, what I see is what I see." Jiang Hongyu said.

"You already knew?" Chen Nan turned to ask him.

"A little earlier than yourself," Jiang Hongyu smiled, "Why, I'm a little nervous."

"I'm not so nervous now," Chen Nan smiled, "Did Lu Xiao see it too, alas, maybe I'm the last one to know."

"I haven't talked with him in detail," Jiang Hongyu said, "Do you want to talk about this?"

"You can see what I'm thinking," Chen Nan thought for a while, "Can you see what the little squid is thinking, he..."

"Is his opinion important to me?" Jiang Hongyu glanced at him. "The important thing is his own attitude. If you don't talk or ask, if he doesn't tell you himself, these assumptions will never make sense."

Chen Nan nodded: "Understood."

After Su Youyu recorded the song and sent it to Chen Nan, Su Ming knocked on the door.

"I'll sleep with you tonight." Su Youyu turned around and said, "I haven't slept next to you for a long time."

Su Ming leaned against the door frame: "Didn't you say you have to get used to sleeping alone?"

"You don't have to get used to it." When he said this, he felt his cheeks burn. "Someone will sleep with me in the future."

Su Ming smiled and nodded.

But at night, Su Youyu didn't sleep well, she was faintly excited, tossing and turning pancakes on the bed.It was not until late at night that they squeezed into Su Ming's side and settled down.

Su Ming looked at Su Youyu's sleeping face through the light of the street lamp outside, couldn't help but stroked his head, and before he put his hand down, he heard the raving words coming from his mouth: "Father."

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Happy New Year's Day, I will never abandon the pit and run away~