defenseless

Jiang Hongyu didn't know what he would look like when he became mature, anyway, he was still youthful and reckless.

He didn't realize that his dreams were immature, fragile, and vulnerable.

At his current age, he has talked with a person for a lifetime, but he has added this person's position in the blueprint for the future that has not yet started.

Every night before going to bed, he would think about the distance from the goal in his heart today.

He knew the road would not be easy, although he didn't know how difficult it would be.

Looking at Lu Xiao's indifferent and soft side face every day, the anxiety in his heart sank, all of which were imaginings of his future life.

He thought, ah, this person must be in my future.

He wants to have a family with him. If Lu Xiao likes children and conditions permit, he can adopt a child. After work, he cooks for the two of them and takes them on picnics on weekends.

If children like small animals, they can have a cat, or a puppy.

His blueprint is warm and beautiful.

It is so beautiful that adults can see it is an unrealistic dream.

Even before he took a step into the future and imagined the bloody scene of confessing his feelings to his family thousands of times in his mind, the accident caught him by surprise.

At noon when school was about to start, he had dinner at Lu's house.

Lu Xiangzhi said: "Lu Xiao, my job transfer has been arranged, and I will go to City C next week."

Lu Xiao hummed lightly.

When Lu Xiangzhi went to work, Jiang Hongyu was still sitting on the stool blankly.

"Your dad's going to city C, does that mean you're going too?" He asked hoarsely.

Lu Xiao nodded: "It's always been like this."

"You already knew?" Jiang Hongyu stood up, eyes red, "Your father already mentioned it to you?"

Lu Xiao leaned against the wall and looked at him without answering.His eyes were deep and deep, no emotion could be seen, but his expression was calm and gentle.

Jiang Hongyu suddenly understood.

In the worst situation in his heart, there are two figures.

But while Lu Xiao is simply enjoying the present, he has already envisioned the worst future in his heart.

And in this future, there is no him.

Lu Xiao has always known that the two of them can't talk about the future now.

He was bored at home for a few days and didn't contact Lu Xiao.

He didn't know if this counted as the Cold War.

Jiang Yang had long been accustomed to his indirect convulsions, and didn't bother him much.

One morning, he took the motorcycle out and sold it.His card was in Jiang Yang's name, and it took two days to withdraw all the money from the ATM.

Then, during dinner at night, he said to Jiang Yang, "I want to transfer schools."

Jiang Yang didn't raise his head: "Where are you going?"

Jiang Hongyu put down his chopsticks: "C City."

Jiang Yang frowned and looked at him in disbelief: "Are you sick?"

Jiang Hongyu thought he was used to it, but the scope of this work should at least be normal. How far is City C from here?

Jiang Hongyu touched his forehead: "It's quite normal."

Jiang Yang: "Why?"

Jiang Hongyu looked calm: "My boyfriend is going there."

As soon as he finished speaking, Jiang Yang slapped him across the face.

His head was buzzing, Jiang Yang's face was like a mosaic in front of his eyes, he still couldn't see clearly after shaking his head.

It turns out that I was beaten badly, that's how it feels.

Yan Ting on the side was also stunned: "Lao Jiang, what is this, Hong Yu, what nonsense are you talking about?"

"Go away," Jiang Yang shook off Yan Ting's hand, "I don't care about my son, what do you say."

Yan Ting withdrew her hand on Jiang Yang's wrist, glanced at the father and son, and went upstairs.

Jiang Yang has been immersed in the officialdom for many years, and he has long practiced the skill of not changing his face even when Mount Tai is overwhelmed. At this time, his expression was gloomy and terrifying, and he gritted his teeth: "Jiang Hongyu, do you know what you are talking about?"

Jiang Hongyu licked the red and swollen corners of his mouth, and said with a smile: "Why are you so surprised? Didn't you know that I like men? Didn't you know that I was in a relationship with a man? I'm telling you now, I want to Go to City C with him."

"Okay, you're fine." Jiang Yang smiled angrily, "You really think I can't control you anymore, don't you?"

The last scene of Jiang Hongyu losing consciousness was Jiang Yang throwing the mahogany chair at home and throwing it down at him.

He thought at the time, this chair is so expensive, it's not worth hitting me.

When he woke up in the hospital, he knew that the plan to walk the world for love had encountered Waterloo.

Aunt Yan was sitting on the edge of the bed with red eyes. Seeing that he woke up, she hurriedly rang the calling bell beside the bed.

The doctor opened his eyes and took a look at the pupil pen that he carried with him, and explained something to Yan Ting, but he couldn't really hear it.I just feel echoes in my head.

He wanted to move his body, but found that he couldn't move at all, his whole body was not right, and he didn't know where he was injured.

He opened his mouth, his voice was terrible dry and hoarse: "Hands, mobile phones."

When Yan Ting heard his voice, she turned her head and secretly wiped away her tears. He was struggling to hear his voice, but Yan Ting cried so hard that it took her a long time to figure out what she was talking about.

Cell phone at home.

He felt that the skin of his mouth should be cracked, and there was a bloody taste in his mouth, "Bring, get it."

Yan Ting took a deep look at him and wanted to say something, but she didn't say it after all, she turned and left the ward.

Jiang Yang probably hit him more than once. According to his fighting experience over the years, he has at least a concussion and a fracture, not counting other minor injuries all over his body. The sound from outside felt like a needle prick in the eardrum.

He didn't know how long he had been lying down, did Lu Xiao send him a short message?Did you call him?

Would he, would he have gone?

His head was groggy, and when he woke up, it was already dark.Yan Ting sat in front of the hospital bed, her eyes were still red.

"Where are your hands and mobile phone?" He felt his throat hurt more and more after falling asleep, saying a word was like a knife cutting his throat.

Yan Ting sighed, took out his mobile phone from her bag, and thoughtfully turned to the column of text messages for him and switched to the interface where he and Lu Xiao talked.

Xiao Lulu: Hong Yu, come out and have a chat with me.

Xiao Lulu: Talk to me, I will wait for you at the gate of the club at five o'clock tomorrow afternoon.

Xiao Lulu: I didn't want to hide it from you, but I have to go.Although we will be separated, I never thought of breaking up with you.

Xiao Lulu: Are you going to break up?

Little Lulu: I'm leaving.

Jiang Hongyu felt a little tingling from the tears streaming down his skin, but he couldn't stop it.

He whimpered and asked, "Today, what date is it today?"

His hoarse and dry voice was matched with crying, Yan Ting turned her face sideways, unable to bear to look at him: "He has already left, Hong Yu."

He didn't know where the strength came from. He moved his body to the side of the bed while crying. He couldn't control the strength. His whole upper body was hanging in the air and his hands were on the ground. Only then did he see clearly that his hands were covered with bandages, and his left hand was still covered plaster.

He could no longer feel the pain in his body, he only felt a pinching pain in his heart, the pain made him breathe heavily, but he was still out of breath.

After making a fuss for a while, the nurse and Yan Ting put him on the bed, and he slowly calmed down, but the tears in the corners of his eyes flowed down his chin to his neck and onto the pillow.

Later, when he thought of this scene, he felt that he was also stupid.Those who go away, just find them.

But at that moment, his heartbreak was real, his tears were real, and it was true that Lu Xiao just left, and he didn't even go to see him off.

He just wanted to hug him well and tell him: I'm not angry anymore, I don't want to break up at all, you go first, I will come to you, don't be sad.

Those sweet pasts, the intimacy between ear to ear, pierced his heart like a knife.

He didn't even have a chance to say, it doesn't matter, we will always be together.

What qualifications does he have to say that he wants to spend his whole life with this person.

Lu Xiaocai is the only one who is sober and has been dreaming sweet dreams. He is the only one who can't see the road clearly.He suddenly felt ridiculous and pitiful.

He lay in the hospital for a month.Jiang Yang only visited him once.

Jiang Yang said expressionlessly: "You deserve a beating, from childhood to adulthood."

He smiled and looked at the top of the wall of the ward: "Dad, do you remember that when I was young, I liked a car? Jiang Ning came to my house and liked it, so you gave it to him. I found it when I came back, and there was a lot of noise. One night, the next day you bought ten cars and came back. I was still mad at you for a month."

"I just like that one, no matter how much you buy me, I still like that one."

"You say I'm possessive, because I can't bear to share what I like with others. But, I just simply like that car. There is no reason, I just like it."

"Later, when I went to Jiang Ning's house during the Chinese New Year, the car had been torn and worn out by him. I quietly took it back. Although it was broken, I was still very happy. Now I still have it in my room. "

"You see, I have been clear about what I really like since I was a child. What I like, I will always like it, and I can't change it."

Jiang Yang was silent and did not speak,

"When I told you that I like men, you didn't get angry, you just kept silent."

"I couldn't hide things on my face, and then I fell in love, you know, and I didn't care about it."

"Why did you get angry when I said I liked him so much that I wanted to transfer schools?"

Jiang Hongyu said the latter, and laughed to himself: "Look at you, you always have to help me judge whether I like something or not. I have been like this since I was a child. You always feel that I say I like men. Falling in love with him is also fake, until things exceed your expectations and don't develop according to your imagination, you don't know, it's all true."

Jiang Yang snorted coldly.

"I made you worry a lot since I was a child," Jiang Hongyu said lightly, "I caused a lot of troubles, and this time, I even found a boyfriend after my puppy love. During the days when I was lying here, I also reflected a lot."

"You? Reflect?" Jiang Yang's nose was full of sarcasm, and he didn't believe his nonsense at all.

"Half of the troubles in the past were my fault. Although those people owed me a lot, I was too impulsive." Jiang Hongyu smiled, "Puppy love is also wrong. You have to wait until I am full."

Jiang Yang stared at him quietly without speaking, waiting for him to say the important point.

Jiang Hongyu went on to say: "But, there is nothing wrong with me liking men. I can't figure out why."

"I really regret that I didn't beat you speechless." Jiang Yang sneered, "I'm still sitting here and listening to your shit for a long time!"

Jiang Hongyu just watched him stand up, his eyes as calm as water.

When Jiang Yang walked to the door, he stopped suddenly, turned his back to him, and there was no emotion in his voice: "You don't have the ability to stand in this society now, and you still want to fight against the world, what a joke."

After he was discharged from the hospital, Jiang Yang didn't speak to him again. They met at home, and they didn't even see each other for a second.Yan Ting sighed in the room every day.

Lu Xiao probably didn't know whether he was angry or sad, or he had already forgotten him.All the contact information blocked him.

But he calmed down in his heart. He never gave up on what he decided.

He is waiting for an opportunity.

The teachers in the school said that Jiang Hongyu had changed his temper and quit the football team. He didn't mess with a single thing throughout the semester, and he didn't come late or leave early. The head teacher immediately gave him a "three good students" when he was moved by the school celebration commendation.

When he won the gold medal in the physics competition, he knew the opportunity had come.

The former senior of the football team was recruited to the high school attached to city C as a special student. Through him, Jiang Hongyu got in touch with the teachers of the attached high school.

He most wanted to go to C High School, where he could go to the same school as Lu Xiao, but the tuition fees in C High School were too expensive, and if his existing savings left home, his future life would be uncertain.

The attached middle school offers very favorable conditions for poaching people, but he encountered difficulties in interviewing parents and going through formalities.After all, he was still a member of the Jiang family in the household register.

Yan Ting loves him, but Yan Ting is also afraid of Jiang Yang.

When he wavered, he felt that good luck had hit him again. C Middle School and the High School Attached to it were deadly rivals. When they heard the news of the poaching, they also sent a teacher from City C to talk to him.The resettlement fee was [-] yuan higher than that of the attached high school.

He has no reason to hesitate.

When he went to Yan Ting, Yan Ting's attitude was looser than he imagined.

She sighed: "Do you really think Lao Jiang and I don't know what you're planning?"

After finishing everything, Yan Ting left him a card in the room at night.

The next day he left a note for Yan Ting, and left with all his clothes on.But still took away Yan Ting's card.He doesn't have the backbone to sayno to money now.

For the rest, he didn't take anything, including the mobile phone.He just wanted to leave an attitude for Jiang Yang that he was going to fight the world.

City C was colder than expected. After arriving in City C, his mood was not as excited and ecstatic as imagined, as if his arrival was so natural.

He said softly in his heart:

Little Lulu, here I come.

386 kilometers, here I come.