defenseless

Su Ming's car was parked not far from the intersection, and Su Youyu saw it just a few steps out of the school gate.

"Don't hug me," Su Ming said to Su Youyu who rushed over, "I've been driving all day, my body is dirty."

Su Youyu still went up to him and rubbed his head on his chest: "Why did you come back so soon? Is he better?"

"It's much better." Su Ming stroked the back of his hairy head, "Get in the car, he said he will let you go back this year for Chinese New Year."

Su Youyu pursed her lips and sat in the car, fastened her seat belt, but did not answer.

Su Ming closed the car door: "It's okay, we won't go back if you don't want to."

Su Youyu turned around and asked him cautiously: "Su Ming, if I say I don't blame them, will you blame me?"

Su Ming smiled: "This is your freedom, you can do whatever you want."

Su Youyu looked sideways at the students who were going home together in twos and threes outside the car window, and said slowly: "Maybe without them, you and my dad would not be separated, but in this way, I would not exist, and I would not see you." Dad, I won't see you either."

When he got home to pack his luggage, Su Ming suddenly raised a booklet and shook it in his hand: "I brought something back for you."

Su Youyu lay on the bed looking at the photos, pointed to one and asked Su Ming who was sitting on the edge of the bed: "Su Ming, this picture of your face really stinks."

In the photo, Su Ming looked fifteen or sixteen years old, wearing a school uniform, with an iceberg face, without any expression, and Su Lin next to him was wearing a plaid shirt, with a slight smile on his lips.

Su Ming looked at the photo, and there was a stretched tenderness between his brows: "This picture was taken at the door of our house when your father first came to my house. You don't know, your father was a typical parent at that time. The imaginary enemy among our group of children. As a result, this person suddenly became your elder brother in your household registration book, do you think I can be happy?"

Su Youyu nodded, and pointed to another photo: "Look, you are smiling in this group photo."

Su Ming's expression became more and more gentle: "This was taken in the auditorium of the school. I just won the prize that day, and your father gave me an old and expensive pen. I was secretly laughing."

"Is it the one in the study box?" Su Youyu raised her head and asked him.

"Well," Su Ming nodded, "The first salary he earned as a tutor was used to buy me presents."

Su Youyu then asked, "Where was this skiing filmed?"

Su Ming leaned over and took a look: "This is our graduation trip, in Switzerland."

He seemed to have remembered something, his eyes were distant and quiet.

Su Youyu suddenly closed the album.

"Why didn't you read it?" Su Ming asked.

"You can't read them all at once," Su Youyu pouted, "From now on, I'll read two of them every day."

The two were chatting when Su Youyu's cell phone rang, and Su Ming saw Chen Nan's name on the screen.

Chen Nan: "Little squid, you didn't get scolded, did you?"

Su Youyu looked strange: "Why do you have to be scolded?"

Chen Nan was a little embarrassed: "When Su Ming called today, I told him that you were drunk."

"I want to drink it myself." Su Youyu understood, "Su Ming never scolds me."

After hanging up the phone, Chen Nan said to Lu Xiao: "I feel that every time Su Ming is around, the little squid is very righteous."

"Su Ming is not his father." Lu Xiao said suddenly.

Chen Nan suddenly looked sideways at Lu Xiao, opened his mouth slightly, and didn't know how to answer.

"I don't ask anything else, don't be nervous." Lu Xiao smiled.

Chen Nan lacked confidence: "How did you see that?"

Lu Xiao: "It's quite obvious, actually."

"Why didn't I notice it at the time?" Chen Nan put a cigarette in his mouth and touched his pocket, "Fuck, did you bring a lighter?"

"How do you get into the habit of smoking when you're nervous?" Lu Xiao glanced at him, "Be patient, there is a teacher on duty on this road recently, waiting to catch the model."

"Hey, don't expose me." Chen Nan took the cigarette from his mouth, "I really don't want to tell you."

"I know, but according to what you mean, you didn't see it, but Xiaosu himself said it?" Lu Xiao asked.

Chen Nan nodded.

"You are very kind to him." Lu Xiao suddenly concluded his speech.

"Okay?" Chen Nan took out a lighter from his schoolbag, "Go get one from the alley."

When lying down at night, Su Youyu turned to Su Ming and asked, "Su Ming, do you really not blame my father at all?"

"What can I blame him for?" Su Ming's voice was deep and sweet in the darkness, "I was the one who said he liked him, and it was me who couldn't give him anything to rely on."

"But he was the one who gave up your marriage first, and me." Su Youyu said in a low voice.

"Didn't you also say that without these things, there would be no you. You and his arrival are the best gifts in my life." Su Ming pinched his nose, "Sleep, good night."

After the morning self-study get out of class, there was a lot of noise outside the corridor, which is rare even in class 1. Chen Nan was lying on the table reading comics, and suddenly heard the outside quiet down, replaced by whispering and whispering, and the class was also quiet for a while. silent.

Chen Nan thought, the dean is here to inspect again.

Not a second later, Qiao Jing walked up to the podium: "A new classmate here, let's get to know each other." After speaking, she turned her head and said to the people following behind, "Let me introduce myself."

Tsk, it turns out that someone is here.

Chen Nan thought it was a little funny, but Xiao Qiao didn't have the experience of being a class teacher. What kind of introductions did she make during the break?

Suddenly, I heard Lu Xiao's pen scratching on the paper beside me with a "squeaky" sound.

Before Chen Nan could raise his head, he heard a familiar and pleasant voice: "Hi everyone, my name is Jiang Hongyu."

It's really a life where we don't meet each other!

Chen Nan sat up, and saw the face with flying eyebrows on the stage, which was a bit eye-catching.

Qiao Jing was very satisfied with his brief introduction, "The empty seat in the last row is yours, go there."

Chen Nan smiled at him, but he clearly felt that Jiang Hongyu's gaze stayed on him for a second, then skipped him and looked straight at Lu Xiao next to him.

That gaze, direct, strong, without any concealment, pierces the air, and is aggressive.

"Know?" Chen Nan pushed Lu Xiao's arm.

Lu Xiao lowered his eyes and remained silent.

Jiang Hongyu followed the eyes of most people in the classroom, raised the corners of his mouth and walked down from the podium. When he passed by Lu Xiao, he stopped and lowered his voice, but with a hint of a smile: "Long time no see, little Lu Lu. "

Word by word, very clear.

On Lu Xiao's paper, there was a crooked ink line. Just as Chen Nan was about to open his mouth to ask, the class bell rang.Old man Li stepped on the bell and walked in.

Lu Xiao didn't like to talk in class. Chen Nan's eyes stayed on Lu Xiao's face for a while, and then leaned back on the chair, looking towards the side of the aisle involuntarily.

Both of them seemed to be unaware of his movements, Lu Xiao's face was calm and calm, and Jiang Hongyu still had a charming expression of pulling two to eighty-five thousand.

What kind of enmity is this?

Chen Nan stood up with a "chuckle".

The whole class looked back at him, including the two people who were still sitting still just now.

Lao Li adjusted his glasses: "Chen Nan, what are you doing?"

Chen Nan was suddenly at a loss for words, and didn't know what she was doing: "I, I go to the toilet."

"Go, can I still stop you?" Lao Li waved his hand, and his face was sullen again, "What are you looking at! Do you want to go too! Go after class! Come back to me! Continue to class!"

Chen Nan felt that he had divided up Lao Li.

His ears were hot, and he bent over to pick up something.

Lu Xiao lowered his head and asked, "Are you okay?"

"It's okay, let's go out and get some air." Chen Nan took her wallet and mobile phone and walked out.

Chen Nan felt that she might be puberty.So it's a little emotional.

Oh, what the hell.

He shook his head, and when he reached the stairs, he bumped into Qiao Jing who had just come out of the office.

"Chen Nan", Qiao Jing frowned, "Why are you going during class time?"

"Auntie is here," Chen Nan didn't turn her head back, "Go to the infirmary to have a look."

When passing by the playground, I met Xu Liang and A Fei playing football in physical education class.

Ah Fei yelled from a long distance: "Mr. Chen, bring me a bottle of drink, I want more oranges!"

Xu Liang also roared: "I want black tea!"

"Fuck you," Chen Nan yelled back, "I'm walking in the woods instead of going to the canteen."

Ah Fei was happy: "It's hurting you so much, Mr. Chen."

Everyone on the football field burst into laughter.

Chen Nan wrote down A Fei's sum in the little black book, and instead of continuing to chat with him, she went to the canteen to buy some ice and sprite.Sitting there in a daze for a while, he took out his cell phone and called Ling Fei.

A clear and loud female voice came from the ear: "Sorry, the number you dialed is not in the service area. Please try again later."

Chen Nan dug out Chen Shaozhi's phone and dialed it.

Chen Shaozhi said "Hello".

"Chen Shaozhi! If you want to get a divorce, get a divorce! Anyway, you two don't want to see me! I won't follow anyone! Let's pretend that each other doesn't exist! That's it! Don't mention this matter in front of me again!" Chen Nan shouted The phone was turned off immediately, and when she picked up the Sprite and turned her head, she saw Lu Xiao standing one meter away from her.

"Chen Nan." Lu Xiao called him.

Chen Nan didn't answer, just brushed his shoulder and walked over.

"Chen Nan." Lu Xiao grabbed his wrist.

"Lu Xiao", Chen Nan turned around and looked at him, "Do you really regard me as a friend?"

Lu Xiao was stunned, and put his hand down.

"I really regard you as a friend." Chen Nan smiled bitterly, "I didn't tell you about Xiaosu. I felt guilty all night. I have no family to rely on. Friends are too important to me. , but what about you?"

Chen Nan lowered her head: "You don't want to tell me anything, you keep it in your heart. You are silent about Du Han's matter and Jiang Hongyu's matter today. I feel a little uncomfortable."

"It's not that I don't want to say it." Lu Xiao looked at him. For the first time, Chen Nan saw so many emotions on his face, such as entanglement, bitterness, guilt and even a little pain?

"I just don't know how to say it," Lu Xiao paused for a while, "I don't really have any friends. I don't know how to speak."

"What you don't want to say, I'm sure I won't force it, but you don't say anything, just let me know, otherwise it will always make me feel very far away from you." Chen Nan was silent for a while before continuing, "I've been emotional lately. I'm under pressure, I'm a little confiscated today, I'm sorry. We are friends and brothers, so don't be offended."

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