The villain he is too charming

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You have shed tears four times in your life, but every time is closely related to him.In this life, you have only used two swords, one was forged by yourself, and the other was forged by him, both of which were broken because of him.It was because of him that I was able to see the world again; it was also because of him that I was blind for 50 years.

You once yearned, admired, and chased him uncontrollably, longing for him to give you a hug, thinking about the beautiful scenery of peach blossoms falling together, and being driven by his sword to the lake that had already condensed into an ice mirror in the deep forest. Break the ice to catch the white spirit fish that is only available in cold weather.

The first snow in winter is beautiful, but the most unforgettable thing is the sword and the figure when swinging the sword.Tall, sharp, and broad, when he nodded slightly and stared at himself with those eyes that were as deep as a pool of water, unable to see any emotions clearly, his breathing seemed to stop at that moment, the air became sticky and hot, and his arms Even the slightest touch inadvertently seemed extraordinarily frightening.

It's just a short moment of handover, but the heart is very close.Even after many years, in the dead of night, you will still recall the ignorance and ignorance of that year, the kiss that seemed to be within reach and was almost there.

What a beautiful snow.

Staying on that snowy day, you who are ignorant and ignorant, would not have thought that you would be willing to be a blind man in a few years, guarding a pool of secluded water alone for a year after year, and you would smile and endure the pain to keep your heart carefully The long remaining sword intent was erased.

At that time, you will raise your head and laugh, but you don't know that the tears in your eyes have already fallen.

That is the third time in your life that you cry.

You stand alone by the pool, how much time has passed, when the sky blows snow and falls on his face, you will understand the snow that melted in the palm of your hand when you were a child and you were separated from him for the first time.

It turned out that it was the beginning of the Dao, and the heaven and the earth heard it, and a vision arose.It turned out that that day, he realized the Tao under that tree, and told himself that immortals are not human beings.It turned out that he on that day was also like himself today, and finally entered the path of ruthlessness.

There is no going back.

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It's hard to tell when I'm starting to have those ridiculous thoughts.

People who are used to loneliness, being used to being abandoned and neglected suddenly get cherished and loved, and gradually get lost in the black hole of emotions, mixed with too many emotions that are difficult to sort out, whether it is longing, gratitude, longing, or pure humiliation Mu, it is clear that they can be separated and distinguished, but the flame that ignited suddenly fused all the emotions to the ground, so they can no longer be separated, and can only be transformed into the purest and most difficult to express emotions, which are deeply suppressed. in mind.

You used to think that love is yearning, restraint, desperate restraint not to disturb the other party, hurt the other half, but longing to possess the other party's desire.

You once said in public that if you don’t get it, it’s better to let it go. If you get it and become obsessed, it will be useless to the path.That year you were still young, and you spoke easily and simply, never thinking about the struggle and pain when you let go more than a hundred years later.

It's like killing a part of myself, and I no longer go to my past self.Even though the abandoned part of himself is humble, fragile, and always in control, he will suddenly wake up again and again without knowing when, and still want to chase that person, want to love that person.

You can't stand that humble, desperate self, you can only kill him again and again.As the number of times increases, you gradually think that he is dead.But for many years to come, he will always come to your mind inadvertently, making you stunned for a long time, but you know that he will not come back to life, he just didn't die.

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The blood of that year was very thick, rubbed into the palm of my hand, although I couldn't see it, my breath was full of bloody smell.That day, when you were studying in the academy, the younger brother who attracted attention only sent back a blood-stained head. You couldn't see anything, and you knelt on the ground blankly, and your mother tightly pressed the collar and asked, "Why didn't you die?" .”

You didn't say a word, just slowly closed your eyes.The wind is very hot, the blood is very hot, you can no longer remember the appearance of the mother you saw in your dream, it is so blurred that you have lost your memory, only the calls of the nicknames you heard in the past remain in your heart.

The first time I opened my eyes and really saw the daytime world was when blood soaked my eyes.The sword edge passed through the woman's neck, and the bright red blood splashed into the eyes, and a gleam of light suddenly appeared in the thick black world, and then you saw her gradually let go of your hand, and the whole person approached you, as if to give You are a hug more than ten years late.

But the icy body is pressed against you, and gradually exudes a rotten breath, and you finally have to admit that it is all an illusion.She never cared about you until she left.Everyone is dead, but you are still alive, like a curse.And the reason why you can survive is nothing more than the floating words in the air.

——This kid has a good life, so he might as well stay here.

At that time, I am afraid that even you would not have imagined that a few years later, you would follow that person into the world of cultivating immortals. You are a reliable and stable disciple behind him who can entrust important responsibilities, and you are a well-deserved senior brother in the Qing Dynasty. In the world of mountains and seas, he watches the stars and rivers, and is the Taoist ruler in charge of the universe.

No one can see fate, except him.

Only he knows what you will encounter, what kind of person you will become, and what choices you will make.Even, he also knows your ending.

He knows that he will meet you at a banquet in the palace next spring.At that moment, you are punished to kneel on the ground, and you are about to be stabbed by the sword. He will knock down the sword with a flick of his finger, walk in front of you unhurriedly, and say: "Stand up."

He has sharp eyebrows and eyes, handsome and aggressive, without any rings on his white clothes, simple and clean, his whole body is like a sharp sword, and the aura exuding from his body seems to cut everything in front of him.

You lowered your head, somehow losing the strength to stand up again.You don't recognize him, and you don't know who this person who suddenly appeared in front of you is?Maybe it's very powerful, maybe it's a distinguished guest at a banquet, maybe it's a true immortal who came from afar... But it doesn't matter who it is?What does that have to do with you?

But he leaned over, lightly clasped your chin, then suddenly picked you up and strode towards the hall.You leaned on his arm, your eyes fluttered. All the people behind you who despised you, bullied you, and made fun of you all showed terrified expressions, mixed with deep jealousy and slightly concealed disdain.

I have guessed whether it is because of the inherited skin.But in my heart I faintly realized that this was not the case.

That day, all the living beings in the hall were prostrate on the ground without saying a word, you could only see him holding you into the center of the hall, walking briskly, and slashing down with a sword. Turning into a peerless beauty, she walks gracefully, a demon fox with all manner of postures, and a sword cuts down a desperate and fleeing demon monk.

"Close your eyes," he said.

When you didn't listen, he covered your eyes with one hand.That day, he did not know how much blood was stained on his hands.When you were completely buried in his arms, amidst the blood-stained scent, you seemed to smell that faint, unfamiliar yet familiar scent of green grass again.

Master, you are back.

You secretly read it in your heart, but you don't know that you will never have the chance to say it for the rest of your life.

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Once, you imitated your master, dressed in white, practiced swordsmanship, and aspired to be his best disciple.You are behind him, watching him change from an amiable and prudent master to that lofty, calm, decisive leader, and into that Taoist monarch whom all sentient beings bow their heads and dare not surpass.

He changed, became vague and strange, became cold and tough.But you don't want to believe it, only you know that the sword you held for more than [-] years was not practiced for yourself at first, but to follow his footsteps.You can't forget that in the main hall, he killed the Sanyuanying with one sword, and all living beings prostrated themselves on the ground, begging him to calm down their anger.

But he looked down at you in his arms, brushed your brows with his slender fingers with thin calluses, and asked aloud, "Are you tired, go to sleep."

——Until you really fell asleep, you never heard him mention you to everyone.

When you woke up the next day, you learned from the people you were serving that he was a great monk of the Qing Dynasty who ruled the entire Northern Territory above the Seven Kingdoms.The trip to the Seven Kingdoms this time is only to quell the evil disasters and rectify the turmoil in the countries according to the imperial edict.

Five days later, he brought you Yujian back to the sect, and in front of all the true kings, he resolutely said, "From now on, you will be my disciple."

In this way, you have been his disciple for 350 years.

After worshiping under him for a while, you gradually realized that he made an exception to accept you as his apprentice.In the Shangqing sect, all the true monarchs formally accept disciples, and those disciples must be monks who have achieved a small amount of real cultivation and successfully established a foundation.

Only when the foundation is successfully built can one really knock on the door of the avenue and officially embark on a fairy road that does not know where the end is.

You work hard for this, for fear of affecting his reputation because of your own existence.Like him, you wear white clothes, practice swordsmanship, and choose swordsmanship as your life path.

Maybe it's talent, or fate, your journey to immortality is going well.You have easily found the location of your energy, practiced swordsmanship diligently and hard, and in just five years, you have successfully entered the foundation building period.For another ten years, you went out to practice, looking for opportunities, and personally forged a sword, the name of the sword is Chasing the Wind.Using it as a natal Taoist tool, relying on the primordial spirit, holding this sword, breaks through the golden core stage.

That year, when you were 28 years old, you were already a Jindan real person that the world looked up to, admired and obeyed.

Unfortunately, you do not know, that is just the beginning of a nightmare.

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The Shang Qingzong in that year was still very peaceful, just like before every critical moment of fate, the parties were often unable to notice it, and it was not until many years later that they suddenly realized that everything was doomed.

In the second year after you became a golden elixir, Taoist Yuan Tai, who had been in charge of the Shang Qingzong for nearly 5000 years, passed away.I don't know how many forces, with eyes like a wealthy wolf behind their backs, cast their eyes on Shang Qingzong.A sect without Daoist Yangshen is like a piece of high-quality fat, causing everyone to covet it, wanting to gain benefits and needs from it.

At the same time, there are also undercurrents surging in the sect.As early as many years ago, the senior officials of the sect knew that the Daoist Yuantai, who had been in charge of the Shangqing sect for 5000 years, was about to die.It has been 2 years since the Shangqing sect established its sect in Xiwuzhou at its feet, and there have been three Taoist monarchs in total, which established its position among countless sects in the mountain and sea world.

Undoubtedly, when a Daoist monarch will appear and continue to continue the Taoist lineage of the Shangqing Dynasty, it will undoubtedly become the top priority.But everyone in the world knows that becoming a Taoist monarch is already a result of fate and chance, so more people have set their sights on the position of head.There are only three disciples under Yuantai Daojun, Xuanbo, Xuanzhi and Xuanzhen, all of whom are true emperors who have achieved Yuanying.

Unexpectedly, Taoist Yuantai did not choose to follow him to practice Taoism for more than six hundred years, and the prudent disciple Xuanbo Zhenjun did not choose to be born in an aristocratic family and befriend countless Xuanzhi Zhenjun in the school. He accepted the closed disciple Xuanzhen who was accepted a hundred years ago.

The shepherd boy who was not born in a non-noble family and was brought into the sect from the mortal world, was a young disciple who was officially accepted into the sect after entering the golden core stage.

Fifteen years of foundation building, 23-year-old Jindan, a well-deserved peerless genius of the Shang Qingzong, born for the sword.In just a hundred years, he had already transformed into a nascent infant and was promoted to a true monarch.Since he entered the path, he has devoted himself to practicing the ruthless sword way, ruthless and desireless, and the sword has no existence. The world calls him the True Demon Slayer.

In the past, he discussed Taoism with others, and once said: "The Tao of the world is nothing but longevity. In order to seek longevity, to seek comfort in the heart, and to seek happiness in life, why not do it, why not dare to do it."

——How can such a true monarch who focuses on the way and does not understand human feelings be the head teacher of the Shangqing sect who has carried the orthodoxy for thousands of years.

At that time, almost no one thought that he would do well in this position.

except you.

He is your master, the tallest and most powerful existence in your mind.In your mind, he is almost omnipotent, a mere leader, there is nothing he dares to do, and there is nothing he can't do.

It's just that you in that year would never have imagined that people will change, become strange, and make people dare not recall the past.

I made an appointment to see the peach blossoms every year, to see the first snow every winter, and to see the branch you planted casually.But in the end, they both pretended to have silently forgotten each other and never mentioned it again.

Although you are his disciple, you are no longer the only disciple.

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Later you hated many things, inexplicable sympathy, sympathy for the world, fake pitiful smiles, deceit and betrayal in the name of you, waiting and dying with no end in sight.

You even hated yourself a little bit, the self who was arranged to grow up in lies and silence.

You were full of passion, you were devoted to admiration, you tried hard to keep that wisp of sword edge, keep that faint sword light on your chest, but he broke it off with his own hands, and finally disappeared silently.

I can't find it anymore.