In the heartthrob Shura field, I just want to be popular

For a time, Chu Yanxi was in the limelight, his popularity soared, and his influence on the star rankings climbed, even overshadowing the popularity of Xiaosheng who had been popular for a summer.

Some marketing accounts even started to compare the two, directly asking "Youth" and "Dandelion", which are about to be broadcast, who do you look forward to more?

Chu Yanxi was relatively indifferent to this, after all, he already knew the result.Now, his energy is more focused on the filming of "Blue Ocean".

Departments are in place.

under the lens.

Chu Yanxi stood on the reef, facing the wind blowing across the sea.

Feng Guiyu was staring at the picture in the mirror under his palm, looking at the thin boy in the white T-shirt who was fluttering in the wind.

"The 240th four-shot first time, action!"

The young man looked at the increasingly rough sea in front of him, staring at it, revealing a restrained sense of maturity that was beyond his age.

He moved, stepped on the reef with his smooth feet, stepped forward little by little, closed his eyes, and felt the waves of the deep sea being rolled by the sea wind getting more and more turbulent.In the picture, Chu Yanxi's eyelashes moved slightly, and his face was faintly frightened and struggling.

Here in the later stage, Ye Xiaohai will add the psychological shadow of Ye Xiaohai's childhood, witnessing his father going out to sea, encountering a storm, and being swallowed by the sea.But he was wrapped in a lifeboat by his father, found by the search and rescue team, and survived unexpectedly.

And Chu Yanxi's expression with his eyes closed gradually changed, as if he had made up his mind to overcome the psychological fear in the past, and overcome the unreasonable contempt for all these years.

He opened his eyes, jumped up, drew an arc above the blue sea, and then poured into the sea.

Like a mermaid with a beautiful blue tail, it swings its body naturally and gracefully, swimming towards the front of the deep sea.

The domestic camera has been tracking Chu Yanxi right in front of him. After capturing a few scenes of him swimming, Feng Guiyu stared closely at the enlarged expression of Chu Yanxi in the camera, moving forward resolutely and resolutely. Short hair, handsome face.

Feng Guiyu until this moment, felt a shock in his heart.

Is this... the Lu Qingci that he has never seen before?

After freezing in place the night before, his dusty and frozen memory began to crack the moment Chu Yanxi closed his eyes and went to sleep.

In the chaotic space, he saw the memory of his previous life.

In other words, it is a memory repeated over and over again.

Feelings of those first-hand experiences came over him, and he saw himself.

I only pursue perfection and absolute rules for everything, and I don’t care about anything.He was obsessed with the illusion of perfection, including Gu Weizhou's perfect image, and he just wanted to control him under his lens.

He tacitly agreed in his heart that only Gu Weizhou could shoot the pictures he wanted most, the most perfect characters and stories.

And in those years, what about Lu Qingci?

Lu Qingci was the person he could never get rid of from childhood to youth.

But he habitually faced his cunning and unreserved dependence.

It is customary to say "yes" after making any request.

Until he found out that the other party was so willful that he wanted to ruin his most perfect work, Gu Weizhou, he couldn't bear it.

Feng Guiyu thought blankly, what did he do then?

He brutally ruined him.

Just because he doesn't actively perceive the world doesn't mean he doesn't know.

Feng Guiyu has always known what Lu Qingci is most afraid of.

To be abandoned, smashed, and subject to endless disdain and gossip.

That's why Lu Qingci works so hard, constantly perfects herself, learns eighteen skills, and enjoys the gazes of every admirer.

He has always longed to be liked, to be loved.

He remembered that after Lu Qingci was infected with HIV by his design, when the news spread, people around him stayed away from him and looked at him with horror and contempt. He was thrown heavily by the soft cloud to the hard concrete floor.

The walls of the apartment stairs were splattered with blood-red paint by debt collectors who owed huge loans to their parents.Lu Qingci walked with difficulty step by step through those corridors filled with abuse.

He finally couldn't take it anymore, and smashed the blue and white porcelain that had been treasured for many years on the floor, and the sound of cracking and shattering came through the wall.

Feng Guiyu walked to the door indifferently, and saw that his hand was cut and covered in blood, and his scarlet eyes were filled with tears of despair, looking up at him.

Lu Qingci yelled furiously: "What are you doing here?!"

Feng Guiyu looked at him with indifferent black eyes, Jun's face was not disturbed, he habitually put a steaming meal on his table, and said, "It's time to eat."

Lu Qingci stared at the food he put down for a moment, those were his favorites, as always.

But when he raised his eyes to meet his cold gaze, his heart was stabbed severely.

He held the broken piece of celadon unconsciously in his hand, stood in a pool of blood and looked at him, with a wry smile: "Feng Guiyu, I'm going to die, do you know that?"

Feng Guiyu's eyes were cold, and his tone was cold: "I know. I did it."

"This is your punishment." Hearing these words, Lu Qingci's pupils shrank slightly, since he squeezed the fragments into his palm, bright red blood poured down.

It dripped on the white tiles covered with debris, splashing drops of blood.

Flamboyant and shattering.

He hoarse his voice uncomfortably, fixedly looked at the man in front of him and asked, "Feng Guiyu, do you still have a heart?"

Feng Guiyu didn't answer, but he collapsed in a daze among the broken porcelain on the floor.

Until that moment, Feng Guiyu felt a dull pain in his heart, which was a feeling he had never felt in his life. He moved his neat and shiny black leather shoes, stepped into the most unbearable blood stains, and suddenly became flustered, knocking him down. Pick it up and drive out.

After touching the tile and scratching his fingers, he didn't pay attention to his blood.

Lu Qingci, who was rescued later, was insane and closed herself in her inner world, sometimes sober and sometimes confused.

Feng Guiyu was also infected with HIV because of the blood contact. On the surface, he continued to film the stories he wanted, enduring the pain as before.

But for some reason, Feng Guiyu's works gradually lost their aura and lost their soul.

He found himself no longer able to detect beauty, his senses dulled and atrophied.The box office was dismal, and word of mouth plummeted.Feng Guiyu was anxious about Gu Weizhou's downfall, and even more panicked at the exhaustion of his talents.

Someone told him that everything was Gu Weizhou's fault, that he ruined his perfect work.

Feng Guiyu was anxious about this sense of loss of control, he looked blankly at his hand, and then at the man locked in the dark underground, feeling nothing.

He lightly dropped the game: "I don't want this person anymore." He turned and left.

Later, Feng Guiyu was tortured by illness day by day, and he habitually cooked two meals. None of the dishes he liked was just a habit.

Is it just a habit?

Feng Guiyu couldn't figure it out.

He would occasionally go to the mental hospital to take a look at Lu Qingci.

He is sometimes sober and sometimes confused, most of the time he will yell in horror when looking at him, and occasionally approach him timidly.

Feng Guiyu was at a loss, looking at his innocent and childlike smiling face, he seemed to occasionally think of a certain summer.

He was collecting pictures with a video camera, and Lu Qingci, who was sitting quietly on a green grass somewhere and sketching the scenery with a brush in his hand, accidentally entered his mirror.

He wanted to move the camera away, but it stopped, the camera froze from the psychedelic picture scroll in front of him, and occasionally saw his silhouette, zoomed in, zoomed in, looked at the youth's porcelain white neck to the soft and small earlobe, and then From the upturned nose, to the ruddy thin lips...

The master suddenly turned around, blinked his left eye, bright eyes and white teeth, and showed him a bright and sly smile: "Feng Guiyu, you stare at me like this, do you like me?"

At that time, Feng Guiyu was startled, his hands shook, he retracted the camera, and said coldly, "I'm taking pictures of landscapes."

Feng Guiyu looked at Lu Qingci who had become a foolish child in front of him, took the camera to face him, and took a picture with a "click".

Lu Qingci smiled blankly and foolishly: "Brother, brother, you came to see me again."

"Ah."

"They don't like me, they don't play with me, only my brother plays with me. Brother, can you take me away?"

Feng Guiyu looked at him indifferently, without speaking.

"I'm really good, and I can earn a lot of money to support you! Brother, can you take me away, I will support you and buy you a lot of delicious food!" The young man opened his mouth like a child. The arm gestures exaggeratedly and anxiously, "It's really a lot! Celadon is very capable! Let me support you, okay?"

Feng Guiyu looked at him quietly, and after a long time spit out two words: "Fool."

He stood up, turned and left, ignoring Lu Qingci's shouts behind him, and never looked back.

Later, Feng Guiyu accidentally heard that the house next door to Lu Qingci was auctioned off by the court for mortgage debt.He pushed away the room that no one lived in for a long time, walked to Lu Qingci's room, and saw a dusty wooden box on his desk.

He opened it slowly and slapped away the dust.

There are some strange things in it.

A folded ring of green one-dollar bills, a strip of plastic rolled into a circle, a photo of an apple, a box of stomach medicine that has been expired for many years... He went through the bits and pieces, and he could almost say It was a small piece of trash, and there were large and small neatly folded envelopes underneath.

Feng Guiyu saw some envelopes with hearts painted on them, so he didn't touch them.

He has always known how attractive Lu Qingci was since she was a child.

He collected the wooden box and took it away.

Later, news came from the hospital that Lu Qingci's condition deteriorated and passed away.

Before he left, he woke up for a while and didn't say anything. After that, he was like a child again, only silent for a while, and scribbled on the wall with crayons.

When Feng Guiyu went, he saw the strange painting on the wall, and finally his eyes stopped on the crooked words.

Two lines of tears flowed out of his eye sockets without warning, and he stretched out his hand to cover his eyes in embarrassment, his heart throbbing with pain, and he didn't dare to take another look.

A rectangular frame is drawn on the wall, inside which is a small figure looking into the camera.

The childish strokes read: "When will my brother come to pick up celadon home..."

"Director Feng! Director Feng! Something seems wrong with Yan Xi?" The assistant director's voice sounded in his ear, Feng Guiyu regained consciousness and glanced at the camera.At this time, Chu Yanxi, who was supposed to perform a shock-like drowning action, seemed to be doing something different than what he had talked about beforehand.

"No, hurry up! Pull the net! Lifeguards go into the water to save people!" He stood up and directed.

"But, but Yan Xi is too far away from the shore..."

Before he could finish his words, he could already see someone jumping off the kayak approaching at some point in the distance, and jumped into it.

The assistant director was shocked, and he stammered and asked, "The one who jumped off just now couldn't be actor Gu?"

Feng Guiyu looked back and gave him a cold look: "Go!"

a few minutes ago.

Chu Yanxi was immersed in Ye Xiaohai's world. In order to overcome the fear of the sea, he swam forward without hesitation. He integrated himself into the sea and swam to his heart's content.Emotions were slowly brought into Ye Xiaohai, as if he had forgotten himself. When he encountered a wave, his heart suddenly rolled up with fear. A wave hit him, and the fear spread from his limbs. feet, sinking into the deep sea.

The icy sea water enveloped him, and he looked up desperately at the darkening sea surface.

Eyelids closed more and more heavily.

Many images flashed in front of his eyes, like a revolving lantern, and all the past and past events suddenly shocked him and made him sober.

I can't die!

Chu Yanxi finally struggled, but her legs were cramped and she couldn't move!

He watched himself fall, and the fear of death came to his heart.

At this time, he saw someone swimming towards him from a distance.

Gu Weizhou!Is it Gu Weizhou!

He wanted to reach out to reach him, but his body fell uncontrollably.

The next moment, his hand was tightly held by a strong hand, and he pulled it up a little.

Gu Weizhou stepped forward, hugged him, kissed him tightly, closed his eyes, and the two hugged each other in the deep blue sea.

On the shore, the whole process was recorded by the camera, and the picture was frozen at the last scene.

Feng Guiyu watched this scene quietly, his heart throbbing uncontrollably.

"Celadon..."

The life-saving net was pulled up in an emergency, and the two were lifted by the giant net, and gradually emerged from the water. The lifeguards rushed forward, rescued the two, and provided oxygen for emergency.

Chu Yanxi took a big gulp of oxygen, Feng Guiyu and Luo Yang quickly ran up to surround him, he finally regained his strength, and hurriedly looked up to find Gu Weizhou.

He missed a large group of people, and finally saw Gu Weizhou being carried to the shore on a stretcher, lying quietly, unable to see his face clearly.

"Gu Weizhou!" Chu Yanxi panicked and blurted out his full name for the first time.

Gu Weizhou remained silent.

He struggled to get up, but immediately held him down with one hand, Feng Guiyu said in a solemn voice with a complicated expression, "Don't move."

Luo Yang also restrained him, frowned, pressed the respirator back on his face, and said coldly: "He can't die."

When Gu Weizhou was being carried past him, Chu Yanxi noticed that his leg seemed to be seriously injured, bleeding, and being held down...

How could this be?

In the original book, Gu Weizhou was never injured when he acted in this movie...

Chu Yanxi finally became weak and passed out.

Feng Guiyu looked at Chu Yanxi's pale face with deep eyes. This face almost overlapped with that of Lu Qingci, but there were some differences, but before, he never felt any similarity between the two.

The day before, after Chu Yanxi disclosed that he was Lu Qingci, the number of Lu Qingci he called turned out to be another person. That person said that he had used that number for three or four years.

So, what's going on?

After he was out of danger, Feng Guiyu went back to the villa once, stood in front of Lu Qingci's door, was about to knock on the door, when the door opened suddenly, a middle-aged woman asked suspiciously and vigilantly with a garbage bag: "Young man!" , who are you looking for?"

Feng Guiyu frowned: "I'm looking for Lu Qingci who lives here."

The middle-aged woman waved her hand: "There is no such person. I have lived here for five years, and I have never heard of it."

Feng Guiyu didn't believe it, but an absurd sense of reality overwhelmed him.Intuition told him that Lu Qingci had disappeared from this world, and he hurried home, trying to find out the existence of Lu Qingci in the past.

In the old photos, Lu Qingci used to forcibly pull his group photo, and he was the only one in it.Lu Qingci was no longer found in the graduation photos from childhood to adulthood.

He didn't believe it, so he called his old classmates.

"Who? We don't have this person in our class? But Director Feng, why don't we get together after such a long time..." Feng Guiyu hung up the phone directly, and called again, saying that he had never heard of this person and didn't know.

Feng Guiyu finally sat down dejectedly, but noticed a painting hanging on the wall.

It was a birthday present that Lu Qingci painted for him on his birthday.

He stood up hastily and took the painting off the wall.

In the painting, the young Feng Guiyu is holding a video camera and is collecting the scenery seriously and attentively. If you look closely, in the video of the camera, it is Lu Qingci who is smiling at him.

He almost sensed it, opened the painting with his backhand, and finally took out a piece of paper from the frame.

There was only one sentence on it: "Feng Guiyu, when can I be the person in your mirror?"

He remembered the afternoon of gathering folk songs.

The self-willed and beautiful young man always pops up from the side of the camera when he is serious about taking pictures, appears in his camera, raises his eyebrows and smiles and asks: "Can those be as good as me?"

"Feng Guiyu, you just patted me."

"Guiyu, can't you look at me?"

……

A drop of water hit the frame without warning, and the face of the smiling boy in the camera was blurred.

Then, the paper in my hand was all turned into dust along with the frame, and the wind blew it away.

At the same time, a large wave of media flocked to the entrance of the hospital where Chu Yanxi and Gu Weizhou were receiving treatment.

They catch wind and spread sensational news on the Internet.

"Due to Chu Yanxi's mistake, Gu Weizhou was hospitalized with a serious leg injury, or could not walk normally."

Overnight, Gu Weizhou's fans and even passers-by became angry and attacked Chu Yanxi's Weibo and other social accounts frantically.

There are constant people who go into the water secretly, disturbing the audiovisual, and rhythmically, by the way, compiling black material about Chu Yanxi's past and present, and disseminating it wantonly by marketing accounts.

All kinds of black materials are compiled and enlarged.

Faced with these, Chu Yanxi was more worried about Gu Weizhou.Although Gu Weizhou's leg was not so serious that he couldn't walk, it was indeed seriously injured.He guiltily stayed by Gu Weizhou's bedside to take care of him, so the crew had to suspend filming.

Seeing his guilt, Gu Weizhou helplessly stretched out his hand to rub his head, and said in a soft yet firm tone, "It's good to know you're wrong, and if you don't want your life like this next time you're filming, you see how I'll deal with you."

Chu Yanxi nodded like a chicken pecking rice: "Yeah!!!"

But there was still a trace of worry in his downcast eyes.

"Don't worry, I'll take care of things online." Gu Weizhou comforted him.

But at this moment, someone on the Internet secretly broke the news about a recording.

After Chu Yanxi heard it, his face suddenly turned pale and lost all color.

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