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Chai Xiaomu is still very young, but it doesn't mean that he is stupid, nor does it mean that he is ignorant and innocent and doesn't understand the world at all.

People who judge others by their age always retain unspeakable stupidity, but most people in the world maintain this stupidity.

Walking on the rivers and lakes, we should pay special attention to three kinds of people: the elderly, women, and there is another kind of people who are usually ignored by people, that is, children.Perhaps it is because they are too small, too soft, and too fragile, so no matter who faces them, it is inevitable that they will have a negligent arrogance.

It was raining heavily outside, and Chai Xiaomu looked at the old gauze covered by the candle lamp. The extremely thin gauze had been worn down by time, and the thread had come off, and there was a layer of smoky dirt inside. The place was scalded by the tongue of fire, and it became completely scorched black.

"Brother Qin, are you sad?"

Chai Xiaomu added some lamp oil and sat at the table. His eyes were big and bright, like wild deer in the forest, wet, bright and clear, innocent and innocent without a trace of blood.He is not suitable for the Jianghu, and sometimes Qin Yan would think, how could a child like Chai Xiaomu enter the Jianghu.

The rivers and lakes are full of winds and frosts, and those who hold the sword for you today may not be able to take care of you tomorrow.

"Xiaomu." Qin Yan said softly, he stroked Chai Xiaomu's hair lightly, as if stroking a docile and injured deer, "If there was no Yuefu incident, would you enter the rivers and lakes?"

Chai Xiaomu blinked his eyes, tilted his head and thought about it, and said: "I don't know, but if I can meet you, I definitely want to come."

"But once you enter the rivers and lakes, you may not be able to escape." Qin Yan sighed softly. He stared at the candle flame, as if there was a smiling Xun Yuqing in the flames.

"I don't quite understand." Chai Xiaomu shook his head and said, "But Grandpa told me before that no matter what it is, if you encounter it, you can either run away or accept it. There is no other way. I am not as smart as Grandpa. There is no better way."

Qin Yan smiled slightly, and said: "You are already very smart to say such a thing."

"I'm not too sad." Qin Yan said, "There is a fate between people. I already have the fate to be friends with him. If I ask for more, I will be a little greedy. He never asked me to like him , It’s just that the two hearts are different, if I lose my temper because he likes others, then my feelings for him will only be left with those bad things.”

Chai Xiaomu tilted his head and thought for a while, then sighed and said, "But, big brother is not here, it doesn't matter if you are jealous and angry, I can help you hide it."

"But he..." Qin Yan paused, then suddenly lowered his voice, and said softly, "But he is in my heart."

Chai Xiaomu still doesn't understand the bitter taste of love and love, let alone the desperate and lonely love in this world, which includes jealousy, anger, concession, and tenderness.He was a little at a loss thinking: If a person loses even the right to get angry, wouldn't it be very uncomfortable.

Naturally, he is also willing to block the sword for his friends, die for others, and not look back for the truth, but he doesn't understand the word love, how can it make people tenderly retreat to this point.

The rain gradually stopped.

Chai Xiaomu yawned, stretched his waist, squinted his eyes and smiled quietly, very pleased with his mischievous appearance, and said: "Forget it, I don't care what you do, anyway, you and big brother are both smart and very smart. If I have my own mind, I'll just follow you guys. I should go to sleep."

After he finished speaking, he waved his hands loosely and quickly, and went out like a bird returning to its nest.

Qin Yan smiled faintly, lifted the gauze cover, blew out the candle, and lay down on the bed.

Silly Xiaomu, your big brother brought back a big big trouble, I want to follow him, lest he can't take care of me.

……

"Are you not upholding your righteousness now?"

Xun Yuqing washed his hands, then leaned over and took a look at leisure, making sure that the child was asleep, then smiled slightly, withdrew and stood up straight: "I still think that after you want me to know that I have repented, you will teach me a lesson with righteous words. After a while, will you decide whether to forgive me or not?"

"Haven't you already repented?" Sui Qibai said lightly.

A slight look of surprise appeared on Xun Yuqing's face, but Sui Qibai suddenly stretched out his hand, lightly grasped his cold left hand, and said softly, "I'll accept everything you said just now." I heard, didn't you say that everything you said before doesn't count?"

"So you heard it." Xun Yuqing told him to lead him, sat down on the edge of the bed, and said with a wry smile, "Sui Qibai, I really don't want to say these things in my heart, I just want to excuse myself What, actually you asked me if I had any difficulties at the time. I really wanted to tell you, but how did I say it. It was not used to save lives, but... It was a little friend of mine, and I hurt you He almost lost his martial arts, so we can only save him with Ganoderma lucidum."

"I don't have any compulsive reasons, and I don't want to save people's lives, but to atone for sins." Xun Yuqing sighed, "I'll tell you the truth, anyway, golden snakes are not good things. I don't feel much guilt, I just think he is a bad person, but fortunately, I don't really want to be a good person, so it's evened out."

What makes me really feel pain is you, the upright and selfless Sui Qibai; it is the light that still exists when the world falls into darkness.

I really don't want to make you sad, but I have to make you sad.

Sui Qibai glanced at Xun Yuqing, and suddenly asked in a low voice: "Yuqing, do you think I'm very stupid and meddling in doing these things?" A man who is showing weakness, but seems to be issuing a proposition for testing and testing.

"Sometimes I feel like you are a sleepy beast." Xun Yuqing didn't answer this question directly, but said thoughtfully. "At first I didn't quite understand whether this was the path you really wanted to take, or the responsibility you had to inherit. Naturally, people don't like people like you very much, but if people like you are missing in this world, wouldn't it be It’s not getting any better.”

Xun Yuqing lowered her head slightly, stared at Sui Qibai's sick face, and said softly: "Sui Qibai, if the world is dark and dark, I also believe that you must be the only fire in the darkness. There are thousands of fires in this world. You chose the most difficult and most error-prone way, how can I think you are stupid, you are the most powerful and respectable person I have ever seen in my life."

He was furious and agitated just now, as if he was going to see blood in the next moment, but now he spoke softly, becoming the most tender, warm and considerate person in the world.

Looking at his face, Sui Qibai felt that Xun Yuqing's gentle hand on his chest seemed to open his chest alive, and that snow-white and powerful palm suddenly grabbed his heart.It was tightened all of a sudden, so tight that Sui Qibai could hardly breathe, and wished that Xun Yuqing could hold it in his palm and put it in his heart for the rest of his life.

"I've never been angry with you." Xun Yuqing said in a low voice, "I'm afraid you'll make things difficult, so I think it's better if you're just sad than it's reasonable to make things difficult for people who don't know what to do. Sadness Sooner or later it will turn into anger, you are still a fair old hero."

"There is nothing wrong with people. But it's not your fault. How can I have the heart to ask you to suffer for me. Stealing is nothing to me. It's not good to counteract evil with evil, but I take it as It doesn't matter to me to be a chivalrous man. But what about you?" Xun Yuqing touched Sui Qibai's face in a strange way, and said bitterly, "What kind of person are you? If you excuse me, wouldn't it be your fault? Stepping on the bottom line?"

These words were both honest and sincere, and Xun Yuqing's expression seemed to be almost holy and calm. Even Shitou couldn't help being moved when he heard it.Although what he said were not love words, to Sui Qibai's ears, they sounded a hundred times and a thousand times better than love words that stirred the heartstrings.

How could Sui Qibai not love him, he almost wanted to swallow the person in front of him, so that others would not see his goodness for the rest of his life.

But Sui Qibai is Sui Qibai after all, no matter how emotional, no matter how joyful, no matter how surging in his heart, his face remained motionless. He quietly squeezed Xun Yuqing's hand, and said in a low voice: "I never I never thought that you would see me so well. Let me tell you something, okay?"

"Okay, tell me." Xun Yuqing said.

"I want to be wrong on one person for the rest of my life." Sui Qibai's gaze was like a sharp knife, piercing Xun Yuqing's chest quickly and ruthlessly. From the moment I rejected me, I should have given up, I shouldn't have been entangled, but I refused, I wanted to take that wrong path, wrong to the end, wrong for the rest of my life!"

Xun Yuqing couldn't speak a word, and he really couldn't think of what to say, so he had no choice but to say nothing.

"If I was half as good as what you said, I should have stopped this wishful thinking, I should have let go of this obsession, and I would have... forgotten about you, right?"

Sui Qibai's face is still very pale, he has always been a bit stupid, Xun Yuqing once said that he has this problem, clumsy mouth and clumsy cheeks, except for his unparalleled talent in choking others to death, he can't say a word to make people happy .

From now on, Xun Yuqing knows that there are many words that Sui Qibai can't say beautifully, but they say very powerfully.

"But I can't."

Sui Qibai rolled his eyes on Xun Yuqing's face, and said lightly:

"I blame you very much. You do evil things and let me down. But I... But how could I... In Zhuangzi before, Liu Jianqiu told me that you were in danger and injured, so I couldn't wait any longer .”

"If you are dead, my heart is also dead. You made it alive."