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Suiqibai Extra Story - Purging Sins

In this world, there are probably very few people who have such an experience.The birthday that should have been joyous and joyful was also the anniversary of the mother's death.

Sui Qibai has never met his mother before, so naturally he doesn't feel how sad, not to mention that he doesn't have too many expectations for his birthday, so every birthday, facing others' pity and sympathy—even his grandfather's sigh and heavy sigh Looking at him, there was always some helplessness in his heart.

His grandfather, Sui Xuanguang, had high hopes for him, and Sui Qibai was the only grandson, so he needed meticulous care and strict requirements.

Although his grandfather was strict with Sui Qibai, his father was quite different. Sui Hanshan, Sui Qibai's father, was a romantic and witty man who liked to play with words, but he didn't care much about the affairs of the Wu family, and he didn't like Sui Xuanguang too much. teaching method.From his point of view, the most important thing is to live a comfortable and happy life. A small child, frowning every day, worrying about the country and the people, there are so many important things in the world to think about.

Just because of whether Sui Qibai would inherit Suihan Villa in the future, he saw his grandfather and father quarrel dozens of times.

In fact, Sui Qibai himself didn't really care too much. He understood his grandfather's expectations of him, and he also felt that there was nothing wrong with being a chivalrous man in the future. What's more, although Sui Hanshan wanted him to do what he wanted freely, he could In fact, Sui Qibai didn't know what to do.

The kite wooden horses and clay figurines rolling lanterns that ordinary boys like, he has never found any fun. The little cloth tiger and various whistles brought by his father when he went out, he does not find it more interesting than practicing swords.

My lord is really strange.

The young Sui Qibai would occasionally think that his father also chose to compromise with his grandfather and took over the Suihan Villa, and he has never neglected it for many years, so why should he not regress because of whether he wants to take on this important responsibility and honor.

Later, when he grew up, he realized that people always have all kinds of helplessness, and they will also compromise for various things.

But among them, half of them are involuntary.

Suihan Villa was originally not called Suihan Villa, but Suijiazhuang. Later, when Sui Qibai was five years old, it was changed to Suihan Villa.

Many things happened when Sui Qibai was five years old.

For example, he met Liu Jianqiu, or for example, he got some news about his biological mother.

Adults seem to always be like this, always thinking that children don't know anything, so they chew their tongues unscrupulously, without any malice, but revealing indifference that has nothing to do with themselves.

Because of this, Sui Qibai knew that his mother was a very ordinary peasant girl, who had saved Sui Hanshan's life, and she was alone and helpless, so she agreed with her body, and Sui Hanshan asked her family to urge her to marry her. What a troublesome lady, the two became relatives.

It's not a fairy from the Nine Heavens, nor a mysterious and powerful martial arts heroine, just a simple and honest ordinary woman who can't read a single word.

Although Sui Hanshan didn't love her, he gave her enough respect and care, and the two of them got along pretty well.

In fact, Sui Qibai was only five years old at that time, he didn't know anything about love, so he thought that most couples in the world were like this, respecting each other as guests, indifferent and kind.

Until he met Liu Jianqiu.

It was autumn when I met Liu Jianqiu. Sui Qibai looked down from the top of the mountain, and there was a maple leaf forest below.

Liu Jianqiu walked out from those flames.

The five-year-old Liu Jianqiu looks pink and jade-like, with a flushed face, like a little girl walking out of a New Year painting, completely different from Sui Qibai, who is full of childishness and sharpness in his eyebrows.

Master Liu once helped Sui Hanshan, and now that he was in disaster, he took his wife and children to live in Sui Hanshan Villa temporarily for a few days.

Sui Qibai still remembered that the woman holding Liu Jianqiu was tall and thin, with honey-colored skin, surprisingly big eyes and long eyelashes, but she didn't look like a Central Plains person, and the layers of dress wrapped her body a bit. weird.

That woman was like a frightened rabbit. She hugged Liu Jianqiu like she was holding a box of treasures, and she subconsciously hid behind Master Liu, as if it was some kind of extremely high barrier, the extremely warm bedding, which could block the wind, frost, rain and dew. She wards off all disasters.

Liu Jianqiu is undoubtedly a lovable child. He can almost play with the toys that Sui Hanshan bought, and he can give adults very surprising, childish and cute ignorant reactions.Compared with Sui Qibai, who has been as sad and joyless as a zombie since childhood, the female disciples in the villa prefer Liu Jianqiu.

Ordinary children might feel that Liu Jianqiu took away their own eyes, which is a bit annoying, but Sui Qibai never thought so.

When Liu Jianqiu walked up to him cautiously holding a lotus leaf of fried lotus seeds, he just thought slowly: Is this the friend my father mentioned?

In the end, Sui Qibai only remembered that lotus seeds were very sweet, almost bitter.

Later, the Liu family and his wife died, and Liu Jianqiu was left alone in the world. Sui Xuanguang found an old friend to take him in. At that time, the two were already in their teens. Feelings are quite intimate.

When the boy was about ten years old, he was almost hazy, and he had just begun to have a very vague concept of the relationship between a man and a woman, and it was difficult to explain clearly to his elders, so he whispered to two familiar teenagers in private. explain.

At that time, Sui Qibai already knew that in this world, apart from respecting each other as guests, there are also sweet and happy couples, and there are even those who love and hate each other.And the idiots who gave birth to love and resentment in the villa often have sweet-smelling, angry and coquettish situations. Sometimes he sees it from a distance, but he doesn't feel it. This makes him more determined to love the sword.

The battle between Sui Xuanguang and Sui Hanshan also ended after Sui Qibai chose to purify his sins, and the older man won a complete victory, triumphant like a naughty boy.

Sui Qibai no longer knew whether his father was looking at him with relief or sadness at that time, he only knew that from the moment he held the cleansing sin, his whole body seemed to be heavy.

In the end, Sui Hanshan still talked to Sui Qibai, he said: You have been very smart since you were a child, you choose to purify your sins and inherit the reputation of your grandfather and father, the road ahead may be very hard.Remember, our family's reputation is not a great power, but a heavy burden. Just because the heroes in the world believe in you, you can't do even one thing wrong.

Wash away sins, wash away sins.

But there is no one who does not do one thing wrong.

But it is related to the innocence of the family, Sui Qibai must not do one wrong thing, kill the wrong person, otherwise the cleansing will sooner or later drink the blood of the master.

Different from what people in Jianghu think, Sui Qibai has never been so proud and conceited that he thinks of himself as an extraordinary person. Sometimes he always thinks of Sui Xuanguang's sigh when he taught him how to use a sword. Another afternoon, his grandfather taught him to look at bamboo in the bamboo forest, and asked him softly: "There are too many things that no one cares about in the world. If we don't care, who will care? In the world of life, people think you are too much." It doesn't matter if you are nosy, you just need to help those who need help but no one cares about it, and that's all you have to do with a clear conscience."

The little Sui Qibai still doesn't understand, he only knows that the world is either black or white, everyone has their own sins, even if they have their own difficulties, and how to judge them all depends on the situation of the world.

I haven't seen him for many years, Liu Jianqiu has become dignified like jade, handsome and extraordinary, a very elegant and modest gentleman, but Sui Qibai has become more and more like a strange and gnarled bamboo, lonely and proud, with no desires.

Later, Sui Qibai forced Liu Jianqiu, who had torn off the gentleman's mask, off the cliff. Everyone in the world praised him for his understanding of righteousness, and praised him for killing relatives with righteousness... But he also knew that many people secretly thought he was cold-hearted, Like a living zombie.

Humans are such fickle and overly sentimental creatures.

Because of this, Sui Hanshan rushed back to care for him for a while, but he only saw Sui Qibai who was neither sad nor happy, and didn't care at all. After all, it was because of the deep love between father and son. Sui Hanshan stayed in the villa for many days, and Sui Qibai slowly He also came out of the blow of losing his only friend.

Cleansing is as smooth as washing, as bright as a mirror, Sui Qibai occasionally looks at its sharp blade reflecting his blurred appearance, and his mood is as peaceful as water.

The sins he has cut, the blood stained, has never been dusty, and has never been covered with injustice.

If someone in this world chooses reason and law, he will naturally abandon the entanglement of love. If love and reason are entangled, it will naturally be very troublesome.

Having traveled a lot in the rivers and lakes and seen everything, Sui Qibai neither despaired of the true feelings in the world, nor did he hold too much expectation.

Sui Hanshan once explained to him what the relationship between a man and a woman is like, that sentence was a bit profound, and Sui Qibai still didn't quite understand it.

He said: People will always meet someone in their life. When you see him, you know it is him.

In fact, Sui Qibai thinks that what Sui Hanshan said is wrong, it should be that you will always meet that person over and over again, and then at a certain moment, you will know that it is him.

When the wet water monster fell into the water, Sui Qibai landed in the icy water, the stars were finely broken, fluttering and crushed on the surface of the water, he put his arms around Xun Yuqing's waist, and the eyes of the other party The water waves suddenly fell into the river of his heart that had been calm for decades.

Ripples swayed layer by layer without stopping.

Liu Jianqiu is a flame in the maple leaf forest, which will eventually burn out.

Xun Yuqing is a flame sealed in frost, which will never go out forever, sticking to Sui Qibai's passionate body, it is as beautiful as a dream.

Sui Qibai suddenly felt that he had come alive, the sweetness of the lotus seeds and the sweetness in his throat seemed to surge up on the tip of his tongue again.

Until a few days later, he tasted the real heart-pounding pain.