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The smell of herbs in the room was quite strong, the two waited for a while before Lu Cilang came back.

Chai Xiaomu's face was pale, his complexion was not as good as before, he was fine when he was awake, but now that he is in a coma, he is even more pitiful.He is still young, but only a half-grown boy, the two of them loved him as if they were younger brothers, seeing how angry he is now, they couldn't help but feel pain in their hearts.

Lu Cilang put the herbs and gauze on the bedside, untied Chai Xiaomu's clothes to look at the injury, then put his hand on Chai Xiaomu's wrist to feel for the pulse, and said calmly: "It can be helped, but it takes too long. Well, this injury is serious, kung fu is going to be lost."

"What!" Xun Yuqing lost her voice, "His martial arts can't be kept? Then...how can he keep it? If he loses his kung fu, what will he do in the future?"

These words came out without thinking, and Xun Yuqing knew that it was all because of herself. If Qin Yan hadn't intervened in the matter of Fei Jianhong, Qin Yan would have come to Lu Cilang immediately with the injured Chai Xiaomu. Instead of delaying for a few days like they are now.

Lu Cilang looked at him calmly, nodded and said: "Yes, I can't keep it. If you want to keep it, you have to find it. The meat Ganoderma lucidum, no, this thing is expensive, and the gain outweighs the gain. If you don't have the skills, why can't you live?" .Is it true that the missing limbs, the blind and the deaf, all want to die?"

"Ganoderma lucidum..."

Qin Yan repeated a few times, and suddenly lost his mind. Xun Yuqing sat on the chair in a daze, unable to speak for a while.Lu Cilang didn't care about the two of them, he just helped Chai Xiaomu change his wound medicine, and went to cook medicine in the kitchen stove.

After a while, Chai Xiaomu slowly woke up. He blinked his eyes, and the big brother and Qin big brother who usually came up to greet him were not there, so he turned his head and saw Qin Yan's expression Unfortunately, Xun Yuqing was in a daze, and neither of them noticed that he had woken up.

"Big brother Qin, big brother." Chai Xiaomu called out.

Only then did the two wake up from a dream, and they approached and asked, "Xiao Mu, are you okay? Is there any discomfort?" Qin Yan was better, Xun Yuqing's face was snow-white, and he was weaker than the injured, Chai Xiaomu knew that Xun Yuqing had always felt guilty and apologetic for his injuries for some reason along the way. Looking at his face, he understood in his heart.

"Big brother, am I dying?" Chai Xiaomu asked.

"No." Xun Yuqing sat by the bed, forced a smile, and said softly, "Miraculous doctor Lu is very powerful, he said your injury is not difficult to treat."

Chai Xiaomu said "hmm", then suddenly asked again: "That means my martial arts can't get better, isn't it?"

He spoke verbatim, and Qin Yan and Xun Yuqing really looked embarrassed. It was hard to say no, and it was hard to say yes. After a long time, Xun Yuqing said again: "No, the genius doctor said, as long as there is Ganoderma lucidum, Your martial arts will be fine."

"Actually, it's nothing..." Although Chai Xiaomu didn't know what the meat ganoderma was, he thought it sounded expensive, so he shook his head, not wanting Xun Yuqing and Qin Yan to take risks for himself, and said, "Brother and I You are different, I am a woodcutter in the first place, with or without martial arts, I can still live well, but...just...just the revenge of Grandpa Le and the others, and Grandpa...I, I can't take revenge."

Chai Xiaomu hastily turned his face away and leaned inside, Xun Yuqing and Qin Yan were silent, knowing that he was never as relaxed as he said in his mouth.

Time flies, and after a while, Lu Cilang brought in the hot medicinal soup and asked Chai Xiaomu to drink it. The medicine was mixed with something, and a strong bitter smell could be smelled from afar. It made me want to vomit when I smelled it, but it was hard for Chai Xiaomu to drink it without changing his face.

Lu Cilang's room was not big, so Qin Yan and Xun Yuqing slept outside that night, taking the sky as their cover and the ground as their mat, and all they could think about was the Ganoderma lucidum.It was not the first time that Xun Yuqing slept on the ground. In the past, he slept in the wild and had to deal with reptiles and beasts, but he still suffered from insomnia today.

"Can't you sleep?" Qin Yan's voice was still as gentle as usual. The two of them lay side by side, shoulders touching, but they didn't feel bitter.

In the past, Xun Yuqing would not have been able to bear this bit of suffering. He would never have slept on a tiled floor, not to mention muddy floor. Unexpectedly, now, he could sleep soundly, without any discomfort.Probably because he now understands that the real pain never comes from the external environment, but from his own heart.

After learning that she had changed the fate of Qin Yan and Chai Xiaomu because of a trivial matter, Xun Yuqing was tormented in her heart. Finally, Lu Cilang agreed to save Chai Xiaomu, but because of the injury, the delay was too long, and Chai Xiaomu's martial arts were not known. Can you keep it.

"It's really cold here." Qin Yan said softly, "It's hard for you."

"It's nothing." Xun Yuqing slowly opened his eyes, starlight was in his eyes, he put his hands on his pillow, suddenly turned his head to look at Qin Yan's face, and said in a low voice, "I'm just sad, I always miss Xiao Mu, He has to suffer like this as a child, I...I...I am sorry for him."

Qin Yan frowned slightly, and said in relief: "Why do you always say that you are sorry for Xiaomu, Xiaomu's injury has nothing to do with you, you can do so much for him, it is the utmost kindness, meat Ganoderma... meat Ganoderma matter, Just figure it out.”

"You...you don't understand." Xun Yuqing seemed to want to cry, his charming and passionate eyes were astonishingly bright, as if they were filled with tears, but when the stars turned, it seemed to be Qin Yan's illusion.

Qin Yan heard that he didn't want to say more, so he didn't ask any more, he blinked his eyes, and suddenly heard Xun Yuqing ask in a low voice: "Qin Yan, I want to tell you something that is embarrassing for you, you... Don't be angry, okay?"

"You're talking about my hands, aren't you?" Qin Yan sighed, and said bluntly, "I knew it, you can see it in the daytime."

Xun Yuqing didn't expect that it was Qin Yan who said it bluntly. After being taken aback for a moment, he stretched out his hand to grab Qin Yan's empty sleeve. Qin Yan flinched subconsciously, but still asked Xun Yuqing to hold the half of the stump.In fact, the pain has long since disappeared, but Qin Yan couldn't help but take a slight breath at the place where he was the most shameless and taboo.

"It must have hurt at that time." Xun Yuqing wanted to explain him, but she really grasped Qin Yan's incomplete, but suddenly felt the paleness of her words.Just as Qin Yan couldn't understand his current guilt, why should he talk about other people's pain and sorrow.

"It's okay." Qin Yan said, "I have forgotten how painful it was then."

His tone was exceptionally relaxed, as if he was talking about a very ordinary thing. Qin Yan turned his head to look at Xun Yuqing, and suddenly smiled, "You want to comfort me, don't you?"

"I thought about it." Xun Yuqing was silent for a while, and then said, "But, I didn't know how much pain you had at that time. I said it's okay, it's not a big deal, it's no use at all, and I don't know what's going on in your heart. How uncomfortable."

Others offered words of comfort, always saying that it is better than dying, but fortunately it is the left arm, and it will gradually recover in the future.Although they weren't bad-hearted, they still didn't know the pain in Qin Yan's heart. After all, they were very pale and feeble, revealing the indifference and pity of outsiders.

Qin Yan originally thought that Xun Yuqing was like this too.

So after hearing this, Qin Yan suddenly laughed. He smiled, tears streaming down his face, and said softly: "Yuqing, you are so gentle, don't let others bully you." After a pause, he said immediately, "Actually, it's fine, I know, you are always kind, and it's for my own good."

Xun Yuqing secretly said: Your temperament is called gentleness.

"I have already admitted."

After a long time, Qin Yan said, his voice seemed to reveal infinite desolation and sadness, Xun Yuqing didn't know what to say, he had never experienced these things before, nor met such a person, in modern times When it is time, everyone is in charge of themselves, begrudged to look at others more.

In the end, Xun Yuqing only said: "Then you should live happier than others." He smiled slightly, stretched out his hand to help Qin Yan wipe away the tears on his face, and said in a low voice, "Although I...Although I have never met Such a thing, but I have encountered it, very bad things, you also know that such a face will always cause a lot of trouble."

Qin Yan nodded silently, Xun Yuqing bit his lips, he had never told anyone about his experience, the experience was like a festering wound, rotted in his heart, but now looking at Qin Yan, he couldn't help but be slow Said slowly: "He wants to treat me..." Here Xun Yuqing hesitated for a long time, and then said, "...I... was very scared at that time, and my blood was hot, so I killed him with a knife. "

There is no need to say anything clearly, Qin Yan already knew what it was. He stared at the man who dug up the scar in front of him, and said very gently: "It's all right now."

"Yeah, now, it's all right now." Xun Yuqing forced a smile and said, "After I killed him, I thought, even if people bully me, I'm still alive anyway. Live happily, he will rot into a handful of ashes, a handful of dirt, and he will no longer know what happiness is."

Qin Yan stretched out his hand, covered Xun Yuqing's eyes, and said softly: "Needless to say, you have done an excellent job."

His tone was so light, and after a while, he felt a little wetness in his palm.

Qin Yan really wanted to hold him in his arms, without saying anything, just hugging him, but in the end he didn't do anything, just put his hand on Xun Yuqing's eyes, and when the eyelashes in his palm stopped, Only then slowly let go of his hand.

Xun Yuqing was already asleep, his eyes were slightly red, but his expression was very restrained, and there was an almost pure and serene tranquility on that seductive and beautiful face.

Only then did Qin Yan suddenly realize that Xun Yuqing's hand was holding his disabled arm, and he never let go.

"It's all right now."

Qin Yan said softly, not sure whether to tell it to herself, or to Xun Yuqing who was already asleep.