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After "buying" the pills from Zhao Fan, Xun Yuqing immediately went back to the inn.

The lamp was on in the room, and Qin Yan hadn't fallen asleep yet, but was sitting at the table waiting for Xun Yuqing. The medicine and gauze had been changed for Chai Xiaomu's wound, and there were several well-covered bowls on the table, presumably they had already eaten .Although the village is prosperous, the shopkeepers are very stingy. They only put one or two candles, and the candles are not very bright. It is dark now, and although the moonlight is bright, it is blocked by the windows, so there is only dim light in the house. The lights flickered.

Xun Yuqing closed the door, pulled back her hair, and said with a slight smile, "Why don't you go to rest, are you waiting for me?"

Qin Yan responded softly, and said lightly: "You went out this afternoon, I'm a little worried about you." Xun Yuqing listened to him, and went to see Chai Xiaomu's injury, then said, "Don't worry, I've already I changed Xiaomu’s medicine, he is in much better spirits today, he ate two bowls of rice by himself, and just fell asleep.”

"..." Xun Yuqing felt as if his throat was blocked by something. After a long time, he forced a smile, "I should have stayed..."

Qin Yan shook his head, still smiling very gentle and elegant: "You go out to do things, you have your own considerations. Before I met you, I was not just taking care of Xiaomu, so you don't have to blame yourself for taking care of it." He put the bowl When I turned it over, the dishes were still steaming, and when I turned to the last one, there were some white flour steamed buns, "It's already this time, you must be hungry too, I have left some dishes for you, you can just eat it." .”

Although it was just enough, these big bowls of dishes were clean, and not a single chopstick was touched. The aroma came out of the hot mist and went straight into Xun Yuqing's nose.

Xun Yuqing responded, went to wash her hands, then opened the bench and sat down, picked up some vegetables with a pair of chopsticks, and took steamed buns to eat dinner slowly.Qin Yan looked at his expression carefully, and asked, "Are you not used to eating, do you want some rice? I'll go downstairs and serve it for you."

"It's okay." Xun Yuqing moved the muscles on her cheeks reluctantly, and smiled slightly, "I can eat well, don't bother me."

He was chewing the steamed buns, unlike hot dishes, the steamed buns were a little cold, and the dough was a little hard, and it was slowly melted away by the saliva in his mouth, and it was a bit dry like chewing wax.The food was very fresh. Xun Yuqing poked the vegetable leaves with chopsticks and found some meat hidden underneath, so he took out a piece and ate it. He asked in a low voice, "What kind of meat is this?"

"Red roe meat." Qin Yan joked, "The boss's skill in frying wild game is worthy of his temperament in running the shop."

Xun Yuqing couldn't help laughing when he thought of the fat, big-eared, perennially unhappy shop owner who looked like Zhang Fei's reincarnation, and replied, "A capable person always has a bit of a temper." He glanced at the chopsticks. I couldn't help laughing again, "It's a pity that the meat is not tempered yet."

"If this meat is half as tempered as the owner of the shop, then wouldn't this roe become a spirit." Qin Yan slowly shifted his eyes to Xun Yuqing's smiling face, his eyes were warmer than the candlelight.He didn't ask what Xun Yuqing did, nor where he went all afternoon, as if Xun Yuqing just went where he should go and did what he should do.

Even if Qin Yan didn't know what it was at all.

The two of them talked some very simple and trivial things again. Xun Yuqing had an ordinary dinner with steamed buns and those local vegetables. Take out a tightly wrapped silk handkerchief and put it on the table.

"What is this?" Qin Yan asked, his curiosity is always just right, not so much, and not completely absent, as far as it goes.

Xun Yuqing opened the silk handkerchief to reveal the pills inside, and her voice became gentle and relieved with the dim lights unconsciously: "This is the medicine for miasma, we take it tomorrow, and then we can enter Go to Ten Thousand Grass Valley to find the ghost doctor Lu Cilang, as long as you enter Ten Thousand Grass Valley, Xiao Mu will be saved."

"That's really great." Qin Yan smiled slightly.

In fact, even if he could enter Ten Thousand Grass Valley, he might not be able to save Chai Xiaomu.

But of course Qin Yan would not say such unwelcome words, because deep down in his heart, he naturally hoped that the ghost doctor Lu Cilang would rescue Chai Xiaomu, but what Qin Yan knew better was that the possibility of Lu Cilang not saving Chai Xiaomu had nothing to do with Those who are willing to help may not be much different.

live, or die.

This is really a heavy thought. If Qin Yan was not so rational, he should be very happy now, but he is so rational and calm, so he is more aware of Xun Yuqing's feelings for Chai Xiaomu along the way. , the kind of guilt that is not obvious.

It was as if, as if Chai Xiaomu's injuries were all caused by him, and if he couldn't heal, he would feel guilty for the rest of his life.This sense of guilt weighed on Xun Yuqing like a human life, making him feel uneasy day and night.

But this is also a life.

Qin Yan knew that he was suffering in his heart. Although he didn't know why, but he didn't ask deliberately. Everyone has things that are difficult to talk about. If you want to talk about it, you don't need others to ask.Since Qin Yan would not force Xun Yuqing to question, naturally, he would not reveal the bad guess now.

Therefore, Qin Yan just smiled again, and said, "Thank you for your hard work."

The candlelight was still so dim, but Xun Yuqing's beautiful face looked extraordinarily vivid under the dim light, as if the worries and guilt that had tormented him in the past suddenly dissipated at this moment, and joy and hope climbed up his mind again. Eyes, eyes gleaming in the firelight.

"As long as Xiaomu's injury can be cured, there's nothing hard or not." Xun Yuqing paused, then looked up at Qin Yan again, and said in a low voice, "By the way, your hand, otherwise you'll be called a ghost doctor." Take a look."

Although he knew that this might not be possible, Qin Yan couldn't bear to reject his tone of concealed joy, so he nodded and said, "Okay."

The two looked at each other in silence, Xun Yuqing was silent for a while, and then suddenly said: "Don't you ask me... how did these pills come from? Are they useful?" In fact, if Qin Yan asked, he might not be able to tell, and he might not always tell. How did Qin Yan himself "know astronomy from the top and geography from the bottom", but Qin Yan didn't ask, but Xun Yuqing always felt a little guilty and not at ease.

"No need." Qin Yan bowed, stood up from the stool, looked at Xun Yuqing with black and white eyes, and said, "I believe in you."

Xun Yuqing let out a soft "Hey", lowered her head and put away the pills, looked at the leftovers on the table, and at Qin Yan who was lying on the bench, she couldn't say anything for a while.He suddenly remembered Sui Qibai, Qin Yan is a very good person, Sui Qibai is also very good, their goodness is completely different.

Sui Qi is dull and boring, but he understands righteousness. In his eyes, everyone seems to be the same. Xun Yuqing once wanted to be good friends with him for a lifetime, but he didn't expect that in just a few months, they would never be friends. friend.But Qin Yan has a delicate mind and is gentle and considerate. He is calm and mature. Sometimes he talks funny things to Xun Yuqing, which is much more humane than Sui Qibai. If he hadn't had his support along the way, Xun Yuqing might have fallen into the trap of guilt and self-blame. I can't extricate myself from it, so I also want to be good friends with him.

Thinking about it this way, it seems a bit too narcissistic, but Xun Yuqing had to think about it.

"Qin Yan, do you have a girl you like?" Xun Yuqing asked suddenly.

"Huh?" Qin Yan paused, then smiled slightly, "There used to be, but it's not a girl, and the little things about Mu Ai's past are not worth mentioning."

Xun Yuqing blew out the lights, and the three of them only needed one room. The inn was very simple, and there was only one bed. As an injured person, Chai Xiaomu naturally wanted to rest well, so the two of them moved a bench to use as a place to sleep. .Xun Yuqing slept on such an extremely narrow bench, but felt that her long legs were empty, so she bent her legs and stepped on the end of the bench, turned her head and asked, "Then, what kind of young master is he?"

"I forgot too, I just remember that he has big eyes, his smile is as sweet as honey, he is small, and looks very pitiful." Qin Yan smiled lightly, in his tone, it seemed that he was still With the warmth and nostalgia of the past, but it sounded like it was just talking about a happy event, not a person to call his love.

He said he forgot, but he clearly remembered it clearly.

"Then...why aren't you together?" Xun Yuqing asked.

Qin Yan said in a low voice: "Probably, the person he loves is a thousand times better than me. In his eyes, I am like a star on the side of the moon, a flower under a leaf. Although he can see me, he has something in his heart." There are better and better people. This is also very good, if a person can be with the person he likes, wouldn't it be the happiest thing."

The silence lasted for a long time, and Qin Yan's voice shattered the cold night again.

"What about you?"

"I...?" Xun Yuqing was stunned, he was looking at the ceiling in the dark, but Qin Yan turned his head to quietly look at his side face, and said calmly, "I, I also have someone I like very much. I don't know if he is good or not, but in my heart, he is the best person in the world."

If I like him, in my heart, he is naturally the best person in the world.Xun Yuqing slowly added this sentence in her heart.

Qin Yan seemed to smile, and said softly, "Really?"

He didn't know whether to believe it or not, he just smiled very gently.

Xun Yuqing turned slightly on the narrow bench, resting his arms on the pillow. At this moment, he suddenly felt a kind of loneliness and envy from the bottom of his heart.

I always feel that if there is someone who can make me like Qin Yan like his sweetheart, it must be a kind of...

What kind of it was, he couldn't say for a while.

He just suddenly felt a little lonely.

In fact, Qin Yan knew that Xun Yuqing had no one he liked, because when a person mentioned someone he liked, his tone would not be so flat and hesitant, but since Xun Yuqing lied, there must be a reason for him to lie...

Since Xun Yuqing said so, he believed it.

I believe that there is indeed such a person in this world that Xun Yuqing really likes.