To no avail

The days of waiting for the grades after the senior high school entrance examination were the hardest. Finally, when I had several pimples on my anxious face—the grades came out, I hurriedly checked Ashin’s grades. The total score was [-]. My own score was [-], which was not too far behind. I just reached the cut-off line of the No. [-] middle school. I was very excited to call Ashin to announce the good news, and chatted with her for several hours before reluctantly hanging up the phone.

After the results came out, the whole person felt at ease, and happily followed the waves of grandpa all over the mountain, feeling that life is so happy.

What made me happiest during the holiday was that my height, which had remained unchanged for a long time, finally started to move. It suddenly jumped from 1.4 meters to 1.6 meters. At the beginning of school, I was taller than Ashin when I stood with her.

"You've eaten chemical fertilizers! Why did you grow so much taller in one holiday?" Ashin stood next to me and said, gesticulating his height.

"I'm taking hormones, anyway, as long as I'm taller than you, it's right to eat anything."

"You go, this earth can no longer accommodate you..."

No. [-] Middle School also has a dormitory, but it is not mandatory to live there. Ashin and I rented a house together outside and started a happy cohabitation life. The days seem to be moving in a better direction. Of course, if there is no such person as Sui An It's even more perfect...

The two of them are still happily together, and I also realized that I fell in love with my girlfriend, a same-sex!I am tormented by my own liking, she regards me as a good best friend, treats me so well, but I have such dirty thoughts towards her...

She and I continued to eat and sleep together in high school, and our relationship seemed to be closer than before. If it wasn't for Sui An who would appear in my sight from time to time, I would have felt that she and I were just a couple!

Time is still passing by quickly, and emotions are maturing and increasing over time. It is said that two people will gradually change from love to friendship after being together for a long time, but when I am with her, friendship gradually turns into love!

But I never thought about confessing to her or something. Homosexual marriage in Huaguo is not legal, which makes this road too difficult. I, I don’t want her to bear it with me. I just want her to be as happy as she is now. Let her live happily.

I have no father or mother, just a grandfather. Although my grandfather is very kind to me and dotes on me in every way, I always feel that there are some shortcomings.When I was in elementary school, I was called a wild child by my classmates, I was chased and beaten, my schoolbag was thrown into the river, and I was isolated...

As a result, my personality is a bit cowardly, I am not good at communicating with people, and I am a cool person at a young age. When I was in the sixth grade, I would occasionally mix with the first-grade children and skip rope. It was the only entertainment.

I didn't have a friend until junior high school, and I didn't understand anything stupidly.Until I met Ashin, I thought she was probably the best person in the world to me. Although my grandfather was kind to me, I couldn’t get close to him. I felt... How should I put it!Grandpa seems to me ~ well, a little in awe!It seemed to be afraid of me, which made me panic for a while.

Ashin is different. She is the first and only existence in my life, and it is very easy to get along with me. She will not bully me like my classmates before, and she always takes care of me, teaching me this and that, just like someone At that time, she joked that she seemed to have raised a daughter.

When we filled out our volunteers for the college entrance examination, we did not fill in the same university, but filled in a city. I was afraid that if I got too close to her, I would no longer be able to control myself, and I was reluctant to stay too far away from her.

Control yourself to visit her once a week, control yourself to contact her every few days, control yourself not to think about her all the time, control yourself not to love her so much...

"Xiao Zi, it's been eight years, why are you sophomore and almost junior, why haven't I seen you fall in love before!"

"I'm ugly, and others look down on me."

"Let me see, let me see, it's ugly there! My Xiao Zi is the most beautiful in the world, how about a kiss!"

"There are so many people, you actually eat my tofu in broad daylight, it's too scary!"

She smiled and pulled out the jade pendant around her neck to show me, "Just eat it and eat it, what can you do with me, take a look, you gave me all the jade pendant you gave your husband, you are mine people."

"Okay, okay, I..."

"Yang Zi, wait for me!"

Ashin and I were strolling around our school when I heard someone calling me, I was annoyed for a while, damn it!Do these people go out without eyes?

I am very, very unhappy "Who are you?"

"...You forgot me again! I'm your classmate in junior high school, the one who confessed to you. We are in the same class in high school, and I am in the same class as you in college."

"Oh! What's the matter?" I was a little impatient, the time we finally got was ruined, so fucking upset.

"When I confessed to you in junior high school, I saw that you seemed to have someone I liked, so I didn't dare to disturb you any longer. I just kept silently by my side. I took the high school exam with you, and the university with you. But after so many years, I have never been with you." You have seen a boy next to you, so I want to ask you, can you consider me? I really, really like you!"

I was about to say I don't think about it, but Ah Xin pulled me behind.

"Hey! Who is this? You confessed when you ran out halfway, and those who didn't know thought you were a stalker!"

"Like? What do you like about her? Do you know her well? Do you know what color she likes, what she likes to eat, drink, and play? Do you know if she likes to use nine keys or 26 keys when playing on her mobile phone? Do you know what type of comics she likes to read? What kind of books do you read and what kind of games do you play? Like? What qualifications do you have to say you like it?"

"Come out suddenly halfway, who knows your purpose and thoughts? You come to confess without even a bouquet of flowers, come out to scare people without half sincerity, isn't it a typical mental retardation? Stay away from her in the future, or I will sue you for harassing you Believe it or not?"

Ashin stood in front of me and talked a lot about Barabara, which made me and that person stupefied, then turned around aggressively and pulled me away.

"Xiaozi, Xiaozi, I was so cool just now! Do you know that you have to be as cool as me for this kind of inexplicable person? You are still young, you can't fall in love early, understand?"

Inexplicably, I heard a nervousness in her words. Although it is not obvious, I have been with her for eight years, and I can hear it all at once. I didn't understand why she was nervous, so I responded with a smile Well, I took her to eat together, and when I was full, I would have nothing to worry about...

The author has something to say: there is only one chapter left to finish, and the sick sentences can be corrected.