vulgar fairy tale

8.

After I calmed down and walked back slowly, I found that the door was open, and when I walked in, there was no one else in the room.

Jing Yun sat on the sofa with his back half arched. He didn't know how long he had been sitting alone like this. His posture looked quite sad and carefree.He looked up and saw me, and immediately without a word he walked over quickly and hugged me, nearly knocking me down.

He hugged me tightly, chest to chest, and I could even feel him trembling slightly.

I was silent for a while, and said, "Your heart beats so fast."

Then I heard him say in a deep, restrained tone I had never heard before: "I'm sorry, Si."

I raised my hand and patted him on the back, reassuring him: "I'm fine."

But Jing Yun still didn't let go, and said solemnly: "I promise, I will never let messy people come into the house again."

I said: "Actually, you don't have to do this. After all, some people only show their ugly face after drinking, and they can't usually see it..."

Jing Yun suddenly became angry: "Stop talking!"

I immediately shut up.

After a while, I just wanted to discuss with Jing Yun whether I could let go of me, but Jing Yun said again: "Xiao Si, you have been unhappy these days, is it because of Weixi?"

Originally, my hand had already grasped Jing Yun's arm, but I couldn't help but stop when I heard that.

"...Hehe, yes, that idiot of his was deceived so much that he didn't listen to persuasion, can I not be angry?" I laughed dryly.

With a low voice, he interrupted my 300 taels of silver here: "I know you have always liked Weixi."

"I..." My scalp went numb, and I opened my mouth, unable to utter a word of denial.

Jing Yun finally let go of me, and the free and easy smile on his face came back, but it was much lighter than before. His eyes looked at me gently, but he threw a bombshell: "It's just that I kept pretending not to know , and don’t let you know that I actually like you, lest we all get along awkwardly.”

I almost vomited blood - thank you so much!

Barely suppressing the shock, I unconsciously frowned and looked at him, with surprise still hovering in my heart.

I used to think that Jing Yun was a person who didn't believe in love and dismissed love.

Seeing my expression, Jing Yun smiled bitterly and helplessly: "I know I have no chance, in your heart I'm just a slut...but it seems too late for me to regret saying that I like you now."

I thought a lot in those few seconds or more than ten seconds, and I had already recognized some things before that, and I was determined to let go of those wrong attachments.

I suddenly realized.

... Now that I have different options, why not give it a try?

So after listening to Jing Yun's words, I raised my eyes to look at him very calmly, and asked, "Who said you have no chance?"

This time Chang Jingyun was stunned, and he even let out a dull "ah".

Without saying a word, I held his face and kissed his lips...for three seconds, I stared at him.

Jing Yun couldn't help laughing, and said vaguely: "I really don't know how to kiss at all..."

I didn't have time to show a complete red face, and just about to back away, he had already held the back of my head and started a long and passionate kiss, presumptuous and domineering.

I gradually became hypoxic to the point where my thoughts were diffused, and I remembered that time when I saw him kissing his lover passionately, the big beauty was fully devoted, but he was still fully awake, smiling at me and blinking that abnormally bright eye, hooked people die...

I finally recovered from being bitten by the tip of my tongue. He ended the kiss and finally licked my lips tenderly, like a kitten.

The oxygen returned to my lungs, and I was still gasping for air. The tip of Jing Yun's nose gently arched against my hot cheeks, and then he hugged me again, and whispered softly in my ear: "Xiao Si, if you It's because you're angry with Weixi...don't force yourself to accept me."

I frowned and thought, it turns out that my current behavior is so misleading that I look like a jerk?

I was a little dazed, but subconsciously argued: "No..."

Jing Yun smiled sullenly, and stroked the hair on the back of my head: "I don't blame you, but if you give me hope again, I will take it seriously."

I murmured, "You take it seriously... what will happen?"

"I can't help it," he said.

I calmly said, "Sure."

At that time, I didn't know what price I would have to pay because of these two words, so that when I lay down on the bed, I was obviously very nervous, but I still followed the principle of "can't go back on my word" and pretended to be calm and didn't stop.

I'm so stupid, really.

Later, when Jing Yun was finally willing to let me go and carefully hugged me into the hot water in the bathtub, I couldn’t even lift a finger, and the regret index reached its peak, so I could only stare at him bitterly. .

Jing Yun's eyes were shining brightly, and the corners of his eyes and brows were filled with satisfied smiles, and he cleaned me quietly, gently and meticulously.

Then his eyes became more and more curved until he smiled like two crescent moons, and he couldn't help but say, "If Weixi found out, she would probably beat me up."

I cried in embarrassment just now, and now I snorted coldly, and my voice was too hoarse: "Let him beat you to death."

I remembered that he asked me from time to time, "Are you feeling uncomfortable?", "Are you tired?" When I cried and said "No more", he replied "But I'm not enough, what should I do?" Continue to bully my big tail I was furious with the wolf appearance, but when I thought of him looking intently into my eyes and whispering my name affectionately, I couldn't get angry anymore.

Jing Yun touched my throat guiltily, lowered his eyes a little shyly: "I'm sorry... I'm usually not so excited."

I closed my eyes and took a deep breath, tried my best to ignore the weakness all over my body, frowned and said softly: "I want to sleep..."

Jing Yun kissed the back of my neck and said softly, "Go to sleep."

It was strange, his voice seemed to have magic, and I fell asleep almost immediately after hearing those two words.

Knowing that today is the weekend, I rest assured to sleep until I wake up naturally.

After waking up, I opened my eyes and found that I was in Jing Yun's arms, but he had already got up, wearing a short-sleeved T-shirt and trousers, with black shiny hair scattered casually, looking like a home.

Seeing that I woke up, he straightened my hair and asked, "After sleeping for so long, are you hungry? I got something to eat."

I still felt sore all over, especially my waist and thighs. I couldn't help frowning when I lifted it a little, so I lazily closed my eyes and said in a low voice, "I'm going to lie down for a while..."

Jing Yun said with a smile: "Well, I will accompany you."

After staying quietly like this for a while, I heard Jing Yun say softly: "That's great, you're smiling."

Only then did I realize that the corners of my mouth were bent unconsciously, and I was taken aback for a moment and said, "I usually laugh a lot."

Jing Yun said gently and slowly: "Yes, you always smile at people, and there is never any haze in your eyes, and it seems that you have not changed at all. Everyone thinks that you are very good at self-mediation and difficult to be defeated. But do you know that What was it like once you thought no one noticed you?"

I honestly shook my head, I don't always have a mirror in front of me.

"...You will appear extraordinarily quiet, as if you have sunk yourself into a pool of water and sealed it up, and your expression has become a kind of gloomy tranquility... After seeing it once, I know that your optimism is only for others to see. Xiao Si, do you know about smiling depression? I always worry that you will also use this to cover up your world-weary tendencies, and you will end up in deep trouble." While speaking, he slowly stroked my back up and down.

I found that I quite enjoyed this kind of nostalgic and comforting touch—and the satisfaction brought by being nervous. I couldn’t help closing my eyes, half sighing and half laughing at myself: “I used to think that I was a person who didn’t need company. people."

Jing Yun kissed my closed eyes, and said softly: "It's not that you don't need company, you don't want others to get too close to see through you, you don't want sympathy... In fact, no one will feel that There's no shame in being vulnerable when it's hard."

Listening to his strong heartbeat, I bent the corners of my mouth to expose him: "Why do I feel that you are planning to make me depend on you unconsciously? It's still the kind with all your heart."

Jing Yun smiled and admitted frankly: "Yes, no matter how strong and independent a person is, he will like the feeling of being protected from the wind and rain, safe and fearless. No one is really indestructible... Xiao Si, you don't know how much you have given me. Joy, I never thought that I would actually be qualified to be the person who can replace your armor."

Call it the product of being both worthy and sincerely moved—a kind of soreness and tenderness suddenly appeared in my heart. I opened my eyes and looked at him for a long time before finally saying: "But I'm used to it... "

Jing Yun smiled and said, "Then from now on, try to get used to being loved."

The author has something to say: Ah Joe: How, did I not lie to you?

Xiao Si, who slept until the afternoon and refreshed his acquaintance with his friends for many years: (silently covering his face)

In fact, Jing Yun, who had been introspecting in distress until Xiao Si Xing: completely lost the self-control that he was proud of... He actually tossed Xiao Si like this, feeling like a beast...

***

In fact, the way Xiaosi and Jing Yun fall in love with each other is quite similar to 233. They both like it so much that they can't bear to be disturbed. They would rather keep it in their hearts, as long as they are still in each other's life circle.