old time

After Xiao Yang got on the bullet train back to City R, his heart was much calmer. He just prayed silently not to see that person.Zhi, what is his name, he seems to only use this word to call him.Yes, Zhou Yuzhi.After all, he had known him for ten years.

He hasn't been home for more than five years. The last time he went home, he broke up with his parents. Later, he didn't go back to the country until he went abroad.In his heart, how could he not feel guilty.

Xiao Yang leaned against the car window, unconsciously recalling the past.

After Huan Ai, Yu Zhi had fallen asleep, but Xiao Yang was sober for some reason.Maybe it was because Yuzhi was about to start school in a week, and felt a little sad.

Get up and get out of bed, turn on the computer and browse a few web pages casually.

He didn't know that this uncommon behavior had rewritten his next path. Of course, even without this night, this rewriting would have been inevitable.

He accidentally saw a joke: at the end of the world, a boy rushed out of the layers of zombie protection, happily ran to another boy's home, threw himself at him, and said, "it's the end of the world, nothing can stop us from being together."

Xiao Yang's eyes turned red suddenly, thinking of the figure of the boy at the school gate in spring, his heart moved.

When Zhou Yuzhi got off work the next day, he only saw a note: I have something to go back to my hometown, nothing serious, come back the day after tomorrow, take care of yourself.

Zhou Yuzhi didn't think it was a big deal, and waited quietly for him to come back.

He didn't know that the boy's sudden actions were all to protect their love.

After going to university, Xiao Yang has been very busy, busy studying part-time internships, basically only able to go home for a few days during the Spring Festival.Of course, the very important reason is that Zhou Yuzhi didn't want to come back when he was in his hometown, but now Zhou Yuzhi is by his side and is reluctant to come back.Going home suddenly this time, the old couple were very happy and arranged a large table of dishes.

But at the dinner table, Xiao Yang poured cold water on the enthusiasm of the old couple with one word.

"Mom and Dad, Zhou Yuzhi and I are together, and we are living together now."

After being with Zhou Yuzhi, he never felt embarrassed or anything. It’s true that he was the one who suffered, and it was true that he was under the pressure of Zhou Yuzhi, but he was also a man, except for the nights with Zhou Yuzhi when he was beside him. Apart from Xia Chenghuan, like Zhi, he has the responsibility of a man, so he will use his shoulders and Zhou Yuzhi to support this love that belongs to them.

After a sleepless night, his parents said the same thing as when he applied for the college entrance examination, "Let him go his own way."

In a trance, the train arrived at his hometown, a small city in the north. Now the weather is warm and cooler than Shanghai. He is familiar with it, but it is a little strange, and it feels like a world away.

Following his memory, he carried the suitcase and got on the bus.

"Mom and Dad, I'm back." Xiao Yang looked at the mother who opened the door much older than five years ago, and took a breath.

"Tell me about your child, and don't say what time you will arrive. Your dad and I will pick you up. You must be exhausted these days. Eat some grapes, just taken out of the refrigerator." Mother Liu Hui hurriedly Busy and busy, I still remember that he loves to eat frozen grapes.

"Mom, stop busy, I'll eat later. Dad, I brought you wine from America." Xiao Yang turned his head and looked at his father who was reading a newspaper on the sofa.

"Just come back." Xiao Jun said lightly.

He knew the deep meaning of his father's words, and he didn't say anything.

But after all, it is a family, there is no need to be polite, it is still a family.

Meals are already set on the table, including homemade sausages.

He stared at the sausage, a little lost in thought. Zhou Yuzhi liked the sausage made by his family the most. He used to eat a lot of it by himself when he took it to school.

His thoughts suddenly drifted away again, and as soon as he got home, it seemed that many, many things were out of control, and they started buzzing in his mind.

At that time, he returned to Shanghai from his hometown and returned to their rental house, feeling a little tired.

Zhou Yuzhi asked cheerfully, "Did you bring me my favorite sausage? Why did you go back?"

"I'm going to come out with my parents." He didn't see Zhou Yuzhi's hand trembling, and the corner of his mouth twitched.

But he was aware of the silence that followed.

That night, they had no love, no caress, no hugs, no conversation.

He later realizes that his impulsiveness hastened their breakup.But he also knew that it had nothing to do with his impulse.Same-sex love is like a knife. Either two people fight through thorns and thorns together, or stab each other with a knife to hurt each other, so there is no need to be bruised and bruised, only one knife is fatal.

Even though Zhou Yuzhi acted as if nothing had happened the next day, he never let go of his heart. Unlike Zhou Yuzhi, he is not used to acting on every occasion. Anyone can see that his smile is mixed with so much unnaturalness .

So when Zhou Yuzhi was about to leave, he was neither shocked nor persuaded. He knew that things would definitely develop like this.

But when he heard Zhou Yuzhi say outside the door that I really love you, but I am not as brave as you, his heart was still twitching and hurting, and he couldn't cry himself. How could he not know the sincerity of this young man, how could he not understand To the true love of this teenager.

Really, if we want to be together, we can only wait until the end.

"Yangzi, when are you going back to Shanghai?" Liu Hui asked him, interrupting his mind-wandering train of thought.

"Next week, I'm jet lagged at home, Brother Chen helped me find a job at their unit." Xiao Yang and his parents explained.

"Where do you live?" Liu Hui asked again.

"The house has also been rented. It was also rented to me by a senior of mine. It has one bedroom and one living room. It's very good." Xiao Yang said.

"It's good, eat more, you can't eat it abroad." Liu Hui gave him a piece of meat with chopsticks. "When you come back to deal with people, pay more attention and talk less. Chinese people are different from foreigners."

Xiao Yang smiled, "I'm not a child anymore."

"After you went abroad, Zhou Yuzhi came here a few times and gave me and your dad a lot of things. We couldn't hold him back, so we took them without telling you. I'm afraid you won't be happy if you find out." Liu Hui said cautiously.

"Why did you tell him this?" Xiao Jun clicked his tongue.

"I'll just take it for you, what's the matter. He doesn't spend a lot of time at our house." Xiao Yang said with a smile.

The two parents looked at each other without speaking.

That's what Xiao Yang said, but he felt very sorry. No one was sorry for the breakup at the beginning, but Zhou Yuzhi felt guilty, so he did this. Xiao Yang knew in his heart that Zhou Yuzhi was not a fickle person, but it was this deep affection. It made him unable to withdraw for a long time.

He can only be so comfortable in front of others. This is his only advantage and his last dignity. Even in front of his parents, he can say lightly, what's the matter, but in front of his parents Of course he has something in his heart.That was Zhou Yuzhi, Zhou Yuzhi who was still there after he escaped, he knew that he was not waiting for him, but he knew that he must want to talk to himself again, talk about the time when we played basketball together, and when he came to the house for dinner of those trivial matters.Xiao Yang himself was also thinking, how wonderful it would be if there was a day, he didn't remember loving, he didn't remember all the separation, just like that, wandering like a teenager.But how long will it take to wait for that day, maybe there will never be that day.

But I was so unwilling, because that person was Zhou Yuzhi.