old time

It is said that since the confession that night, Wei Song has been secretly happy every day, and he is very excited about doing everything.He knew that although Xiao Yang couldn't completely accept him now, at least he didn't hate him, and the two of them could live together blatantly. Although it didn't feel the same as sticking together, he gradually liked the life of an old couple.

Xiao Yang is not as happy as Wei Song. On the one hand, he feels warm in his heart, but on the other hand, he always feels like a scheming whore who cheated other people's feelings, living in contradictions and entanglements.Regarding Wei Songming's fondness for Wei Songming, he sometimes looks funny and thinks he is like a puppy licking him, but most of the time he still hurriedly avoids it, he himself is not sure whether he will sink his foot one day.He didn't know if he could still love someone unreservedly.

On Friday night, the manager had to meet with clients and asked Liu Chengchen and Wei Song to accompany him. Wei Song had no choice but to let Xiao Yang go home and get something to eat by himself, adding to the manager's crime in his heart.

Xiao Yang got a headache when he looked at the pots and pans when he got home, so he changed his clothes and went downstairs to eat.

It didn't matter if he went downstairs, he saw the person who occupied his spiritual world for five years, Zhou Yuzhi.

The man stood with the street lamp behind his back, the gray sky and the yellow street lamp, the familiar figure was exactly the same as the scene five years ago.

At that time, after Xiao Yang was discharged from the hospital, Zhou Yuzhi hurried back because he bought the bus ticket earlier.

After that, the two of them basically chatted on WeChat every day, and they would call at night, chatting about trivial things, but they were just too sweet.

Suddenly one day, there was no reply to the messages Xiao Yang sent, and no one answered the phone calls after evening class. He panicked, was the happiness he had just confirmed slipping away again? Confident, calmly walked back to the dormitory.

When he walked to the door of the dormitory, he saw a familiar figure with his back to the streetlight so he couldn't see his face clearly, but Xiao Yang knew who it was, he stood there motionless, he couldn't hear anything, only I can hear my own heartbeat, the howling wind.

The man walked towards him, pulled him aside into the shadows, and said softly "I want to be with you every day."

Then the man's kisses pressed down overwhelmingly, gradually calming down his heartbeat.

"Surprise for you, do you like it?" The man smiled charmingly.

He really loved this man.

Later, he rented a house from Liu Chengchen, and he and Zhou Yuzhi took care of it and lived together.

Only Zhou Yuzhi drove people back to take the exam at the end of the semester. Other than that, he basically stuck together every day except for classes and part-time jobs.Like husband and wife.

It seems that Xiao Yang's heart has not been filled as much as it was during that time for a long time, it is full of love and happiness.

Xiao Yang calmed down, looked at the strange yet familiar man in front of him, he was no longer the man five years ago, but his heart still trembled suddenly.

He still walked over and said calmly and calmly, "Long time no see."

"I came to Shanghai on a business trip and wanted to come here to have a look, but I didn't expect you to still live here." Zhou Yuzhi was also a little surprised, he didn't expect to meet this person.

"Yes, I can't find another place to live for a while." Xiao Yang replied.

"Can I go up and sit down?" Zhou Yuzhi continued to ask.

Xiao Yang was startled, feeling guilty, he didn't know if it was because Wei Song lived in this room or because he met Zhou Yuzhi when Wei Song was away.

"It's not convenient, I'm going to eat."

Zhou Yuzhi saw a hint of dodge in Xiao Yang's eyes, and didn't continue the topic, "Let's have a meal together, I haven't eaten either."

Xiao Yang nodded, "Okay."

"How are you doing recently?" Zhou Yuzhi really cared about this issue, he cared about the person in front of him, but he knew that he could no longer justly care about him, "It feels like you are a little fatter than the photo you posted a while ago. "

"Fortunately, the dishes here are more appetizing."

"You are still the same. When you are unhappy, you keep a straight face and don't like to talk." Zhou Yuzhi smiled bitterly.

"I'm hungry, let's go eat first." Xiao Yang stopped and glanced at Zhou Yuzhi, then walked forward.Zhou Yuzhi could only twitch the corner of his mouth helplessly.

When walking towards the subway station, Xiao Yang didn't notice that there was a familiar figure not far behind him.

When Xiao Yang returned home, he was extremely tired. Looking at the time, it was already ten o'clock, so he simply took a shower and went to bed.

He and Zhou Yuzhi still had such a tacit understanding that they never talked about the past. During the meal, Zhou Yuzhi still opened his mouth as if afraid of embarrassment, talking about his work unit, his family, and occasionally about Chen Dong.

Xiao Yang really wanted to ask how his girlfriend was doing, but in the end, he still didn't ask.

Having dinner and chatting with Zhou Yuzhi, he felt very tired, as if he was going to collapse, and finally rejected Zhou Yuzhi's request to send him back. Zhou Yuzhi said that he was going to fly back tomorrow morning, and he only said "Bon voyage", and then drilled Into the subway station.He still can't talk and laugh as if they are not together yet, many things can't go back, how can they pretend that they didn't happen.

This is already very good, we talk about life calmly, like old friends we haven't seen for many years, that's enough.

Xiao Yang's mind was in a mess and he was very tired, but he couldn't fall asleep again. He looked at his watch, it was already twelve o'clock, why Wei Song hadn't come back yet, he was a little worried whether he drank too much again.

He got up to go to the bathroom, planning to call Wei Song after he finished.

However, he seems to have no chance to make this call.

When he was washing his hands, he suddenly found that Wei Song's dental cup was missing from the shelf, and the towel was also missing.

He ran back to the bedroom, Wei Song's things on the table and the backpack on the balcony were gone.

He frantically ran to the kitchen again, and the two pots that Wei Song brought were still there.

But when he turned his head to look at the shoe cabinet by the door, there was Wei Song's key lying on it.

Xiao Yang's heart seemed to have been frozen for a long time and then thrown into the oil pan all at once. The oil splashes from the contact of the water droplets and the oil continued to splash on the newly frozen heart.

It hurts, it hurts so much, it hurts like I'm about to suffocate.

That person also left.

The one who hugged him tightly to sleep, the one who cooks like magic, the one who thought he was sleeping and secretly kissed him, the one who said he liked him the first time he saw him.

Liars, all fucking liars.

He gripped his phone tightly and dialed the number over and over again.No answer over and over again.

His eyes were red as hell, but not a single tear could fall.

He has no more tears.

If he hadn't happened to meet Zhou Yuzhi who was walking to the door with a suitcase five years ago when he went home to get the materials, he would have disappeared out of thin air like now.

Get out, get out of here.

If I say your food is good instead of good, will you not leave.

If I gave you half of the closet instead of letting you put it on the table, wouldn't you be leaving.

If I said directly at that time that I wanted you to stay, wouldn't you have left.

If I kiss you secretly in the middle of the night, will you not leave?

If you said I liked you when you said you liked me, would you not leave?

Wei Song, I like you too, why don't you come back.

Don't go, come back please.

Finally, tears came out of my eyes, the tears I had accumulated for five years.

In the end, Xiao Yang's tears dried up, his eyes were dry and blurred, and he felt that there was still someone in the room.

There are also people who cook in the kitchen, and then run to the living room and pass it to his mouth to ask him if it is good.

There are also people who change the TV channel for him while he is eating snacks, as if they stop on the program he wants to watch with a tacit understanding.

And someone forced him to down a big bowl of ginger soup when he just had a sore throat.

Some people hugged him tightly under the quilt, rubbed his hands, and warmed his feet with their feet.

Xiao Yang didn't know if he would have stayed if he had grabbed Zhou Yuzhi tightly and told him not to leave.

But Xiao Yang knew that if he clung to Wei Song, he would definitely stay.

But why didn't he happen to meet Wei Song who was about to go out, why.

why.