old time

At the end of June, it was midsummer.

Xiao Yang had a headache and chest tightness from the moment he got on the plane, the flight attendant came to ask about it, but he just said it was fine, it was an old problem.

This is of course his old problem, or heart disease.

Headaches every day, nightmares every night.Since he went abroad five years ago, this heart disease has never spared him, but he is used to suppressing himself and never shows it.No matter when he was in school or after work, he couldn't escape from it.As soon as the two-year contract expires, he is ready to return to China immediately.The decision to return to China this time is precisely because he knows that he has not let go.Judging from his trembling hand holding the water glass, the so-called closeness to the hometown is more timid, and it is true.

It was too annoying to think too much, he simply didn't want to, adjusted the back of the chair, closed his eyes and fell asleep.

I don't know if it's too warm in the cabin or what, this sleep seems to be very sound, and he wakes up from a similar dream, the man is dragging the suitcase forward, he wants to stop and catch up, but He found that he was imprisoned, unable to move, unable to escape, and fell into reality from a dream as soon as he was in a trance, and reality was in a trance.

Xiao Yang sighed, staring at the white clouds slowly passing by outside the window in a daze.

Liu Chengchen hasn't slept well since receiving Xiao Yang's text message last night. In the morning, he told his girlfriend Zhou Wanyang to pick her up at noon to pick up Xiao Yang.Another text message was sent: Xiao Yang is returning to China today, at Pudong Airport at [-]:[-] pm.

When Liu Chengchen and Zhou Wanyang saw Xiao Yang coming out of the airport, they knew that he had not had a good life these past few years. He was already thin, and at 1.7 meters eight, he only weighed 120 kilograms. Now he looks thinner than before. Lawton, with dark and yellow complexion, dull eyes, and the whole person is listless.

The two of them were also sensible and didn't say much. One of them gave him a hug and took him to the parking lot.It's just that Liu Chengchen looked around the hall when he was leaving, but he didn't see anything, but he knew that Wei Song would definitely come, like when he was in college, he hid in the corner and watched Xiao Yang enough.

His roommate for many years also knows that Wei Song's current condition is not much better. Since Xiao Yang left after a serious illness, he has become thinner day by day, and he can't see the shadow of Xiong Zhuang in the past. It was only after intentional exercise that he gradually recovered. a little.His personality has also changed, becoming silent, depressing and serious. He has always had a cold face in front of others, immersing himself in work and entertainment. Although he is not stingy with smiling at his partners, Liu Chengchen has seen it once. Absolutely no warmth, sometimes Liu Chengchen really misses that silly and irritable roommate, but fortunately he can still show a little more smile in front of Liu Chengchen.

Sometimes he doesn't understand why an outsider makes himself so embarrassed, but he won't say much, after all, everyone has their own choice.

"I showed your resume to the manager, and he said that there is a need for external talents. You should take a break to beat the jet lag. After you have enough rest, you can apply for a job and then you can come to work. It is similar to your work abroad, and the major is also correct. Correspondence, you follow me first, if you find a suitable job, you will have time to jump. Wang Zhi’s house has been unoccupied for a while, and we will clean it up for you, so as to save you from being tired. Wang Zhi said that the rent is still the same price when you come here , you just sign the contract with him sometime.” Liu Chengchen sat on the co-pilot and explained things to Xiao Yang, he didn’t sleep well yesterday, so he could only let Zhou Wanyang drive.

"Thank you, I'm a little sleepy, I'll sleep for a while first." Xiao Yang replied, unable to hear the tone, and closed his eyes.

The two people in the front row glanced at the rear through the rearview mirror and said nothing.

When Liu Chengchen said a week ago that he would rent a house for Xiao Yang, he never thought of mentioning the one he lived in before. After all, no one would want to live in the sweet love nest before when they broke up.But Xiao Yang was not polite, and asked Senior Wang if there were any tenants in the house before, Liu Chengchen was stunned for a moment.So Liu Chengchen called Wang Zhi to confirm the matter of renting the house, and by the way, he found a time to tidy up the house with Zhou Wanyang and prepare to welcome Xiao Yang.

Back home, Xiao Yang was taken aback when he saw a familiar yet unfamiliar place, but he didn't say anything, and prepared to unpack his luggage with a blank expression.

"Don't do it yet, let's go have a meal first, we're still hungry if you're not hungry." Zhou Wanyang couldn't bear the low air pressure that this person brought with him when he got off the plane, so he couldn't help but annoyed.

Xiao Yang twitched the corners of his mouth and smiled when he heard it, "It just so happens that I'm a little hungry too."

Zhou Wanyang froze for a moment, that's right, this is the Xiao Yang in her memory, the Xiao Yang who had such a good smile.It's just that this person is only 27 years old, and he is not mature enough. Before he went abroad, he rarely saw a smile on his face, and now he looks like this. She is a little angry and distressed. To outsiders, it is just adolescence A palpitation, but Xiao Yang endowed the meaning of the whole life, she knew that it was his catastrophe, his inner demon, but if he wanted to get out, he had to rely on himself.

Or, there is someone who can bring him out step by step.

Wei Song sat at the airport for a long time, and the person he had been thinking about day and night returned, looking so melancholy, the same as five years ago, thinner, more haggard, and he felt more distressed.With just one glance, his five years of waiting seemed to be satisfied, and it seemed to be even more empty.But he is just an outsider after all, to Xiao Yang he is just a stranger, so what can he do, watching silently as before, and that person doesn't even know his existence.Thinking of this, his heart felt sour, and the Xiao Yang in his memory appeared in his mind together with the figure who had just lost weight.As long as it’s about Xiao Yang, he really doesn’t know what to do.

At this time, a text message came from the phone:

He was going to Qingyang to work, and he was still living in the rented house that Wang Zhi rented from him.

Wei Song still clutched the phone firmly, expressionless.Ding, another text message came: The opportunity is yours, don't let yourself regret it, I don't know how many years it will be next time.

He clutched the phone, and gradually got the answer in his heart. Yes, five years ago, he wanted to confess his love and break into Xiao Yang's world. embrace.But he was one step too late, Xiao Yang was already abroad.But now that he's back, he's right here, alive and well, why should he just be a voyeur in a corner.

Liu Chengchen on the other end of the phone looked out the window and sighed too. If he hadn't witnessed Wei Song's bear wilting into a little white rabbit after Xiao Yang went abroad, the smile on his face was gone, and his words were less. He wouldn't care about this mess without the deeds of the hospital.He didn't understand homosexuality before, but he gradually accepted it because of Wei Song, but he still couldn't understand that Wei Song, who had a crush on him, could fall in love with such a person.But even if one is his own roommate, and the other is the junior whom he handpicked out and the neighbor of his girlfriend's childhood, he can't sit idly by.

Thinking of this, he remembered that before he caught up with Wan Yang, he beat Xiao Yang because he misunderstood that he had unreasonable thoughts about Wan Yang. He didn't know that Wan Yang also had a good impression of him at that time, and there was a big fuss. Long, fortunately, he finally got the beauty back.

So he is willing to help Wei Song and Xiao Yang, even if it is something that others cannot understand or agree with.