you were a boy

After the Wu Yuanyi incident, although Song Yu found that Sun Yuanjun was not only as mysterious as ever, but also much busier than before, there were not a single number of occasional check-up calls, and there were more and more calls and more sticky calls. human trends.

Sometimes Song Yu was reading a book in the library, or in the middle of a meeting, and when the phone called, of course it was on mute, Song Yu didn't dare or was reluctant to answer it, and then there would be such a scene. No matter how seriously everyone reads the book, they will immediately put down what they are doing, and everyone will watch him make a phone call, just like watching a plot that should appear in a romantic movie but appear in reality.Because Song Yu's deliberately low voice couldn't conceal the tenderness, and there was a smile that couldn't be melted between the corners of his eyes and brows. In fact, he didn't say anything, just a few words, "What's the matter, reading in the library", "Wait I will remember to eat, and I will go to the cafeteria to eat later", "It is not convenient to answer the phone now, I will call you later", these are some boring words that every ordinary couple will say.

But why are good-looking people so romantic in everything they say.Many girls are envious and jealous to death, asking thousands of times in their hearts, "Why are all the good-looking boys being abducted by boys?" Of course, the happiest ones are those rotten girls hidden in the school, as long as Song Yu visits the school's BBS , you will find that the elite post of "Take a look at our school's male god and his star boyfriend" has always been at the top of the popularity list, and the latest photos and videos are updated every day. There are many Song Yu and Sun Yuanjun's CP fans come here to sign in every day, and they can feel everyone's rotten girls and gossip souls burning through the screen!Of course, there were also those who expressed objections. When there was an announcement, it came out, saying that the BBS of T University was not Song Yu's personal posting bar, so don't always discuss other people's private affairs.But he can't stand his popularity, everyone will secretly change the explicit name, don't say it is so obvious, but people with discerning eyes can see it at once, so they can still communicate.As a result, the BBS of the entire school was turned into a mess. No matter what other students posted, those who were looking for jobs, tutors, or making friends were quickly flooded. After a long time, naturally many people expressed dissatisfaction.And these things, because Song Yu was too busy, he didn't know. Meng Ke, an nerd who often hangs around the Internet, naturally knew a little bit, but he was afraid that Song Yu would be in a bad mood if he found out, so he didn't tell him.

One morning, Song Yu and Meng Ke both had classes, so they made an appointment to go to the cafeteria to eat together. Because it was the time when the fourth period ended, the cafeteria was very crowded, and the floor of the cafeteria was often not cleaned because of oil stains. Slip, Song Yu accidentally bumped into a big tall guy while holding the dinner plate.The boy is at least 1.8 meters five, tall and thick, and he looks like the kind of sportsman who is dragging. At this moment, his eyes are staring at the oil stains on the white shirt. When he raised his head, his whole face changed. .Song Yu yelled in his heart that he was not good, so he quickly took out a tissue to help him wipe, and began to apologize: "Brother, I'm really sorry." The tall man reached out to block his tissue and said sharply: " Who is brother to you? To be brother to you is an insult to the word brother." After that, he gestured to a group of friends around him, who were also muscular sports students.

One of them deliberately provoked: "Isn't this the famous gay in our school?"

Another echoed: "Haha, that's right, it's the gay guy."

With the support of others, the arrogance is naturally more arrogant. "Tell me, do those who go through the back door have AIDS?" The boy who was bumped by Song Yu opened his mouth again, looking at Song Yu and asking.

Song Yu was still hunched over and apologizing to others, but after hearing this, he straightened his waist, thinking about how to speak back to these malicious attacks.

At this time, Meng Ke couldn't stand it anymore, and he poured the food on the dinner plate on the boy with the vicious mouth: "Can your mother's mouth be clean? Your family has AIDS, your whole family They all have AIDS."

"Mom! You hang out with him every day, and you're probably crooked!" the boy shouted hysterically!

What followed was a chaotic and fierce battle, Song Yu and Meng Ke, two skinny homeboys, confronted four tall sports students, and the result was predictable.The two were beaten badly. Song Yu's nose was bleeding and his eyes were swollen, and Meng Ke's arm was dislocated.

When Sun Yuanjun rushed to the hospital, Song Yu, who had a bruised nose and swollen face, was seeing a doctor to connect Meng Ke's arm. When the doctor lifted his hand, there was a "boom", and Meng Ke screamed like hell.

Song Yu asked Sun Yuanjun with a little grievance and doubts: "How do you know?"

"Look, it doesn't matter whether you want to know or not," Sun Yuanjun took out his mobile phone.

Song Yu glanced at it, and it turned out that he was on Weibo's hot search again, and the No. 5 hot search content was "Sun Yuanjun's boyfriend is suspected of fighting at school".

Song Yu scratched her hair helplessly, thinking that this time the incident was such a big deal, the school's punishment would definitely not be able to escape.

Sun Yuanjun pulled him into his arms, carefully looked at the wound on his face where the medicine was applied, and asked with concern: "Is this wound okay, won't it be disfigured?"

Song Yu smacked his mouth and asked back: "If you lose your appearance, do you not like me anymore?"

Seeing his aggrieved expression, Sun Yuanjun knew that he was being coquettish, but deliberately agreed with "Yes".

"Huh?" Song Yu was so angry that he immediately pushed him away.

Sun Yuanjun clenched his fists and covered his mouth with a smile: "You said you didn't fight when you were young, how come you are in your twenties after puberty, and your hormones are strong again?"

Song Yu looked at Meng Ke aggrievedly: "They say I'm fine, even my friends scold me, it's unbearable."

Then Meng Ke, who had just recovered from the pain, explained what happened in detail.

After Sun Yuanjun heard this, his eyes became melancholy, and his eyes drooped. Those long eyelashes were like a slide, which made people feel excited and sad.

Song Yu understood what he was thinking, and hurried forward to persuade him: "I really don't blame you, it has nothing to do with you."

Sun Yuanjun was silent for a while, and then said: "If your object is not me, you don't have to bear such a huge pressure of public opinion, it seems to be living in a transparent glass, it is very hard, right?"

Sun Yuanjun gently touched Song Yu's face, of course carefully avoiding his injured parts.

Song Yu nodded obediently.

Meng Ke next to him looked at such a scene and felt that the kiss scene was about to be staged in the next scene, so he quickly turned his face away.

But his heart couldn't help beating, and Meng Ke yelled in his heart that it was not good. Could it be that he often stays with Song Yu and is really bent?

Song Yu nodded first, then shook his head again.

He looked into Sun Yuanjun's eyes and said very seriously: "I have always wanted to talk to you, but I never had the chance. I want to say that I like you, I love you, and I will never treat you differently because you are a star or not. As far as I'm concerned, you're just Sun Yuanjun."

Song Yu didn't know if he had expressed himself clearly, he just wanted to say what he had kept in his heart for a long time.

Sun Yuanjun understands what he is going to say, and has always maintained the omnipotent image in front of him, as if he knows everything and understands everything, as if his emotions are invisible, but in fact, he has just pretended all this time Just mature.

He is not a god, of course he knows it himself, but he can't let Song Yu know.In the past, he always wanted to be successful.Is it really that important to chase fame and fortune, and work hard to climb the ladder?Thinking about it now, to a large extent, he wanted to maintain his image as a powerful superhero in Song Yu's eyes.Just as they met, he saved him, so Song Yu chased after him willingly.

He enjoyed this kind of pursuit, but then he got stuck in it unknowingly, unable to extricate himself, and began to want to possess him forever, so the more he had to deliberately strengthen himself.In the past, he was an extremely middle school student with a strong anger, but he knew that even if he said he wanted to save the world, Song Yu would be willing to go.

This kind of self-confidence has always been there, but Sun Yuanjun thought that Song Yuai was the top student who could easily get the first place in the grade, and Song Yuai was the rock youth who played coolly with a guitar on the stage and released himself, Song Yuai It has to be the very powerful self that I have worked so hard to manage, otherwise, why would Song Yu love herself so much?Isn't it too superficial to just rely on a beautiful skin?

I believe no one will be unhappy to hear a lover say such a thing.

Sun Yuanjun grabbed Song Yu's shoulder, looked at the grape-like pupils and asked, "Yu Yu, you mean that even if you know that I am not perfect, for example, I will be jealous, I will be jealous, and I will be weak, you Will you still love me?"

Song Yu nodded, then quickly remembered something, and shook his head again.

Seeing Sun Yuanjun looking at himself with puzzled eyes, he quickly explained: "I think you are so cute when you are jealous, and I love you even more. If you are weak, it is my turn to protect you. Everyone is a man. Why should you protect me?"

"You protect me", Sun Yuanjun recited these words silently twice in his heart, almost being sweetened.This is the same as a person who can support himself obviously, but a person says that I am willing to support you, no matter how strong a person is, he will be melted by this sentence.

"Then why are you shaking your head?" Sun Yuanjun asked calmly.

"Because in my heart, you are perfect no matter what."

"I rely on it", Meng Ke felt that he was injured by [-] points even if he was not single.When did Song Yu turn into a love bag!

Sun Yuanjun clenched his fist and coughed twice, quietly concealing the ecstasy in his heart, and then asked: "Even if you know that you will bear a lot of pressure and suffer a lot when you are with me, are you still willing to be with me? "

Song Yu nodded with a smile, and explained: "Because these pressures and sufferings are not separated from your suffering."

Song Yu's eyes and brows were full of gentle affection, these words were spoken very lightly, but they immediately touched the deepest string in Sun Yuanjun's heart.

What words are needed at this moment, only an affectionate kiss can express each other's hearts.

In these years of getting together with Song Yu less often, no one can understand the meaning of this sentence more deeply than him.In less than 30 years of life, Sun Yuanjun has been to many places, traveled a journey that many people would never complete in a lifetime, and experienced wonderful things that ordinary people can't imagine, either envy or embarrassment.However, after all the dust has settled, there is nothing more real than the simple happiness of having a lover who stands by your side and says good morning and good night to you every day.

He thought he finally had that confidence now.He found the lover who didn't need to promise "I only love you" every day, but could understand each other with just one look.From then on, he has another person in this world who looks side by side with him at the lonely world, at the lonely setting sun, and at the boundless desert. This person will accompany him through the ruthless years until both of them are white. Hair, but also recall childhood together, talk about love when you are young and still blush when you are old, meet on the way to Huangquan not to drink Mengpo soup, and even meet in the afterlife.

What's even more rare is that they are the only lover destined to be in this life, and they only have each other from spirit to body.He doesn't need to experience every tree in the whole forest, he knows that only one is his own.There is no need to look for new stimuli, all the ups and downs of love in his life are only related to him, but he also thinks it is exciting enough.And peace of mind.

Sun Yuanjun has acted in a play before, and there is a line in the play "this place of peace of mind is my home", and now he finally understands it.

"Because these pressures and sufferings are not separated from your suffering." When Song Yu said this, it was from the heart, without any hidden meaning, but it made Sun Yuanjun understand something that he hadn't figured out for a long time, and he was relieved.As long as two people are still together and still in love, all the suffering will be happy.

Song Yu is like this, of course he is too.

"What if someone scolds you again in the future?"

"I endured it and never fought again."

"I don't think you should eat in the cafeteria in the future. You see too many people and you are prone to accidents. I will try my best to come back to cook in the future."

"You said that people may choke to death when eating, and accidents are easy to happen when driving. You can't give up eating because of choking?"

"It's true, but Yuyu will always be a baby in my heart!"

Meng Ke in the back row of the car coughed in protest: "I said you have something to say back to bed, I just broke my hand, I'm not deaf yet!"

Both Song Yu and Sun Yuan laughed.

At the entrance to the overpass, Song Yu found a little yellow stray cat trembling with fright on the road.

Sun Yuanjun parked the car illegally, and Song Yu hurried forward to carry the kitten back into the car.

The little yellow cat is so small, not as big as Song Yu's palm. It may have been frightened by the cold. It opened its mouth and wanted to scream but couldn't make a sound.

"Do you want to raise it?" Sun Yuanjun asked.

"Yeah, but I'm afraid I won't be able to support myself."

Song Yu didn't want to keep small animals for a long time after Lang Zai left.Because as long as you own it and invest your energy and affection in it, there will inevitably be ties.

Song Yu is the kind of person who will be sad for a long time even if he raises a potted flower to raise it to death.

What's more, what about a little life that can scream, make trouble, and act like a baby?