you were a boy

Sun Yuanjun didn't know where the great strength came from, and he carried Song Yu back to the room again on his shoulders.Song Yu heard the familiar strong heartbeat, and the heavy breathing with strong passion that was burning because of him, and he felt a strong sense of belonging in his heart, and a voice in his heart was clamoring, This is what he wants.

A big rock that has been haunting my mind for a long time fell to the ground.It turns out that this feeling is not just my own unilateral wishful thinking.It turned out that he had a place in his heart, and his status was not low.

This time, Sun Yuanjun was as anxious as a young man who had just tasted sex. Since his heart was on fire, his actions would inevitably be rude.The pain made Song Yu frowned, trying not to cry out, but couldn't hold back the tears in the corners of his eyes.

Sun Yuanjun kissed the tears hanging from the corners of his eyes distressedly, and comforted softly: "I'm sorry, I couldn't control myself for a while, does it hurt?"

Song Yu didn't say that it doesn't hurt like before, but said coquettishly: "You are too annoying. After all these years, it will only get bigger and bigger. Can't it be smaller? I'm not a woman."

The corner of Sun Yuanjun's lips twitched: "I know you are not a woman, and I don't like women, I only like you."

Sun Yuanjun pressed him down and kissed him, and Song Yu gradually got a feeling as his lips and tongue intertwined.

……

It was another night of absurdity. Song Yu was tossed and turned in all the positions. When he woke up the next morning, his bones seemed to be reassembled. There was not a single muscle in his body that was not sore, but his heart It is filled with sweet and greasy happiness, and the whole person looks radiant.

Song Yu has always been a coquettish master since childhood, and now he is as if he has been soaked in sugar water, especially in the eyes of Sun Yuanjun at this moment, let alone a frown and a smile, even scolding people is probably sweet .

When Song Yu woke up, he knew that it was getting late, and Sun Yuanjun probably slept deeply because he had done too much physical labor last night.Because Song Yu was not feeling well, she twitched restlessly in Sun Yuanjun's arms.

In the end, as he wished, Sun Yuanjun woke up.

Seeing the movement of the person in his arms, with a cold and ugly expression on his face, Sun Yuanjun asked: "What's the matter, are you hungry? I'm going to cook now." Perhaps in his impression, just Song Yu's affairs were not settled by cooking one meal. If so, then make two meals.

"Why are you hungry?" Song Yu stretched his calf under the quilt and lost his temper, "Why do you think you are so annoying!"

Sun Yuan was stunned, whether he was angry to get up early this morning or fell ill again, he quickly patted Song Yu's head, but he didn't have a fever.

"Why did you say you did it so many times last night? You didn't listen to me at all. Didn't I say it? Do it once, twice at most. It's better for you—"

Before Song Yu finished complaining, Sun Yuanjun had already sealed his lips with a kiss. For a while, only the sound of lips and tongues being entwined, and Song Yu's whimpering sound when he wanted to speak but couldn't speak.

Kissing and kissing, Song Yu kept rubbing back and forth in his arms, and after a while, he felt that Sun Yuanjun had a reaction again.

Song Yu was really frightened, and cursed: "Sun Yuanjun, are you a stallion? You think about this all day long. How many times did you say you did it last night? Have you ever been satisfied?"

Sun Yuanjun listened to his rambling nagging for a long time, then squinted his eyes and responded, "Isn't it a long time since I did this?"

"Then do you know what temperance is? If I do this every day, I will have to go to the anorectal department of the hospital sooner or later, do you know?"

After hearing this, Sun Yuanjun pressed him on the bed. Song Yu's panties were stripped off his body without paying attention. He still wanted to struggle, but Sun Yuanjun said hoarsely: "Don't move, let me see. It seems to be a little swollen. Give you some medicine, don't eat spicy food these days."

When the medicine was applied, Song Yu lay down obediently and remained motionless.

After taking the medicine, Sun Yuanjun patted his snow-white buttocks, and said teasingly, "You always blame me for being too big, and it's been too long, but if I'm really short and small, and the time is short, you will cry .”

Song Yu thought about it and it seemed to be the same reason, but then he thought about it again, no, why is he the one below, everyone is male, and no one has less organs than the other.

Sun Yuanjun seemed to have seen through the little Jiujiu in Song Yu's heart, and then said: "Then don't think about it, at most, I will change you to the navel orange posture and let you be on top, how about it?"

Song Yu was so angry that he punched him in the chest again, but he didn't have much strength.

Sun Yuanjun pretended to be in pain, clutching his chest and said: "You little heartless person, I don't know who kept going under me last night, my brother and brother screamed so happily, obviously enjoying it to death, today I immediately turned my face and denied it people."

Song Yu thought that he had really hurt him, and felt a little distressed.Also reach out your right hand to help you touch your chest.

Sun Yuanjun grabbed his right hand and brought it down, squinting his eyes and said, "Touch here too."

Song Yu was so angry that he wanted to hit someone again.

Seeing that his mouth was so pouted that he wanted to go to heaven, Sun Yuanjun joked: "Baby, are you angry again? How old were we when we first slept together? Fourteen or fifteen? You were so young back then, but I remember you You're so obedient and proactive, I've never seen you so coquettish."

Song Yu: "Fifteen." Song Yu thought that he once fell in love with this cynical villain in front of him like a fool, and worshiped him like an idol, and he felt unbearable to look back on.

"Well, the baby is getting bigger and more delicate. But compared to the previous you, I like the you now."

"Ok?"

"You were so obedient in the past, and you were always bullied by me. Now it's you who bullies me? Okay?"

"Huh?" Song Yu touched Sun Yuanjun's forehead to make sure he had a fever and was talking nonsense.

After confirming that he was awake, Song Yu asked, "You mean—"

Looking at Song Yu's excited little eyes, Sun Yuanjun's originally gentle face suddenly turned cold, "Don't even think about counterattacking!"

"Hmph, just now I don't know who said that they want to pamper me to the point of lawlessness!"

The two of them had been arguing on the bed for more than an hour without brushing their teeth or washing their faces, and Song Yu seemed to suddenly remember something.

"When I was young, I heard Li Si say that you were frigid, and then I couldn't help teasing you. As soon as I teased you, I found that you are not only not frigid, but a stallion!"

Sun Yuanjun smirked maliciously.

"How do you say you endured it all these years?" Song Yu continued to ask.

"Really want to know?"

"Ah."

"I'm not too sure if it's a mental cleanliness or something. I always feel that you can't do that kind of thing if it's not for you."

"Huh? Is there such a thing?" Song Yu said that this kind of thing is how Sun Yuanjun is exactly the same as himself in this respect.

"When I was a teenager, I already liked you before I knew what homosexuality is. Later I found that I didn't have any reaction at all when I watched it, but if I replaced the heroine in the movie with you I felt it. At that time, I thought I was probably gay. But when I got older, I found that not only did I have no feelings for other same-sex people, I even didn’t have the desire to watch GV.”

Sun Yuanjun pointed to his penis.

"Song Yu, I can't help it. It probably only recognizes you in its life. You have to be responsible to me." When Sun Yuanjun told this long-buried secret in his heart, Sun Yuanjun was no longer the one under the spotlight. The big star is like a 20-year-old shy boy with a youthful taste.

"I will be responsible for you until we are too old to move and can no longer be hard." Song Yu promised with a serious face.

Sun Yuanjun looked into Song Yu's eyes, as if he wanted to see through him: "I thought about it later, I'm probably not gay, and I can only love you in my life. Maybe you won't be happy when I say that, but I If you were a girl, I would like you too."

"Well, I understand." It's like the novel about reincarnation of three lives and three lives, not to mention gender, even if one of them may not be reincarnated as a human in the next life, but they are destined to love each other.

"Song Yu", Sun Yuanjun put his arms around his waist, kissed his hair lightly, and asked, "Can you promise me one thing?"

"what's up?"

"From now on, can you just say what you think in your heart? Can you stop holding it in your heart?"

Song Yu turned her head and stared at him blankly. After so many years, Song Yu's face and outline had changed, but her eyes were still as clear as when she was a child. The big black eyes were as bright as grapes.

Sun Yuanjun rubbed his hair, and continued: "You don't know that when I watched you talking to yourself in the room, I almost went crazy."

Song Yu stared at Sun Yuanjun's face, the phrase "brother" in his heart turned over and over in his throat, but he couldn't say it.Before I knew it, there were tears in the corner of my eyes.

"Your illness has finally improved. I asked the doctor. If the situation is better, you don't need to take medicine anymore."

"En." Song Yu responded lightly.

"I think from now on, we'll have a good time together, don't worry about it anymore, okay? We've wasted so many years. Although you look young, we're not young anymore."

Song Yu suppressed the tears that were about to fall from his eyes, and nodded with his mouth pursed.

For so many years of loneliness, fear, and the pain of longing for sleepless nights, suddenly there is another person who understands and shares, and there is someone who will be with you regardless of suffering or happiness.

And it just so happens that this person is also the one you have loved the most since you were young, the only one you have ever loved.

In Song Yu's lifetime, "together" is the most simple and romantic love words he has ever heard in the world.

Thinking of this, the tears still fell uncontrollably.

Sun Yuanjun smiled, hugged him tightly, and comforted him: "Fool, why are you crying?"

"I'm happy!"

"Crying when you're happy? I still have something to say, and you're crying like this. I'm so scared that I don't dare to say any more."

Song Yu rubbed his tears and snot on Sun Yuanjun's chest, choked up and asked, "Say it, say it!"

Unexpectedly, Sun Yuanjun, who has always been obsessed with cleanliness, did not get angry for the first time, but asked: "Do you believe me?"

"Believe it!" Song Yu blurted out.

"For your trust, I will not let you down."

Song Yu knew that Sun Yuanjun was a person who could hardly promise, so he would do what he said.

"If I do something sorry in the future, I won't—"

Song Yu quickly covered his mouth, "I believe in you."

At that moment, Song Yu suddenly felt that his life seemed to have started again. When he was young, he had been chasing Sun Yuanjun all the time, but it was a back that was drifting away.

Unexpectedly, there would be a day when that figure finally turned around, and they could finally hug each other unrestrainedly, from soul to body.

It is no longer one person attached to the other, but like two trees nodding to each other in the wind, tall and straight, independent yet dependent on each other.