you were a boy

Ten

In fact, Sun Yuanjun has been struggling with his sexual orientation for a long time when he was young. He felt that he was not born gay. He would find beautiful girls pleasing to the eye, but the magic is that there will be no □□.From the age of fifteen or sixteen, since the libido in his body began to overflow, all his love and desire/desire seemed to be directed at only one object—Song Yu.And once the object of fantasy is changed to another man or woman, it will not work, not only will it not work, but it will also make you sick.

Sun Yuanjun would frown every time he accidentally saw an island movie that adult men especially like. Others said he was pretending to be noble, but in fact he really didn't feel anything.When he was in college, he was banned as soon as he entered the school. He could sing and play musical instruments. He seemed like a star.The roommates didn't find out that he had an affair with any girl, not only did he not fall in love, he didn't even watch porn, and all the roommates scolded him behind his back for being impotent.But only Sun Yuanjun knew that not only was he not impotent, but he was even addicted to sex at the age of sixteen or seventeen. It would not be an exaggeration to say that he was sexually excited.It's just that he, a Virgo, probably has a mental cleanliness habit. He has a problem that he can't get hard if the object of his sexual fantasies is not Song Yu.

At that time they were not full, and they didn't even have the qualifications to open a hotel room. Of course, even if they had, they didn't have the money.It is often at Sun Yuanjun's house after school. Although there is only grandpa in his house, he often goes out to play mahjong and fish, but he does not dare to make his voice too loud, so he has to be careful.When the love was strong, neither of them could restrain themselves. Sun Yuanjun saw Song Yu blushing and forced back the groan/groan that rushed into his throat. He kissed him hard and sealed his lips with the kiss, but secretly After making up his mind, he must buy a big villa for him to live in in the future. No matter what he calls, there will only be the two of them.

Moreover, the teenager who is new to sex is inexperienced, and he will stain the sheets almost every time. Although there is a washing machine, he dare not wash the sheets every day. Anyone will doubt this.But these inconveniences are nothing to the two teenagers who are in love.In addition, the day of parting is approaching, and every minute and every second is almost counting the days, so we must cherish this hard-won time together.

Sun Yuanjun, who has always been calm, can't imagine himself like a ferocious beast in estrus. The two of them are in almost any impossible place, such as - deep in the bamboo forest of the campus, in the corridor where there is no one in the middle of the night, in the library In the corner, as long as there is no one there, they can hug each other immediately if they make eye contact, and their lips and tongues are intertwined, so they can't wait to stick together.Fortunately, the school didn't have so many cameras at that time, and I don't know what kind of shit luck, no one saw it, otherwise, I don't know if the dean knew that the famous school bully came out in such a explosive way. How to vomit blood.

But no matter what, no matter how hard Sun Yuan tried to extinguish the fire of desire/desire at the critical moment, he never made it to the last step.Song Yu thought it was nothing. In his words, it was a matter of time.He can see it, but for Sun Yuanjun, the reason for restraining himself is also very simple, simply because he is afraid of his pain.

Strictly speaking, Song Yu is not yet fifteen years old. Although she has grown taller in the past two years, her body is extremely thin, her big eyes, and her thin melon-seeded face make her look very childish.Every time Sun Yuanjun does that kind of thing with him, he feels that he is committing a crime, but people are like this, probably because he feels that he is committing a crime, and there is a special stimulation.Secret love and sex, but the pleasure will be doubled.

Of course, in Sun Yuanjun's mind, he never thought about the fact that he was only one year older than him.

In his eyes, Song Yu is just a cute little baby.He is willing to do everything for him without complaint, and he is more and more willing to be a hero in Song Yu's eyes.They knew each other so well that they unconsciously grew into who they thought they wanted each other to be.For example, Song Yu likes acting like a baby more and more, but Sun Yuanjun is the only object of his acting like a baby.His ability to take care of himself is getting worse and worse, and even his shoelaces are untied, and he is waiting for Sun Yuanjun to tie them for him.Yuan Fei and Li Si saw Sun Yuan tie his shoelaces more than once, and that was a smooth move.Once Yuan Fei saw Sun Yuanjun, who had always been obsessed with cleanliness, open his mouth to eat Song Yu's leftover ice cream. She immediately understood that the two were definitely not the so-called brotherly relationship.But for some reason, when she knew that Sun Yuanjun liked Song Yu and not another girl, she was more relieved.She felt a little powerless, but she couldn't be jealous of Song Yu at all.

On Song Yu's 15th birthday, a group of people drank a lot of wine and had a very high time in the abandoned warehouse where the orchestra practiced.Yuan Fei and Li Si also came over to make arrangements in advance, and made a lot of ribbons and balloons with great care.In addition, Sun Yuanjun and several friends who had a good time also came, of course there was Bai Rui who was good at creating atmosphere.Of course, Chen Yan from Song Yu's class and a few people who had a good relationship also came.

When young people drink and drink high, it is natural that programs such as truth or dare are indispensable.There was a classmate named Wu Yuan in Sun Yuanjun's class in the crowd. When the wine bottle was turned to him, he stopped moving. What he asked was the classic question "Which opposite sex do you like the most?" He answered half jokingly and half seriously. Yuan Fei confessed.Everyone laughed and applauded. Every boy present wished he was Wu Yuan. Yuan Fei's reaction was also generous, probably because she had seen too many such scenes since she was a child. She responded with a smile and said, Will give Woo Won a chance.

But from Song Yu's point of view, Yuan Fei looked down on Wu Yuan nine out of ten.Unexpectedly, the king of the next round of the game was Yuan Fei. She chose the big adventure, and the content of the big adventure was "kiss a member of the opposite sex present here, regardless of the location".In their hearts, everyone, including Song Yu, was certain that she must have come here for Sun Yuanjun. After all, it was an open secret that she liked Sun Yuanjun in No. [-] Middle School.

Unexpectedly, she came over and grabbed Song Yu in a swift embrace. Song Yu was stunned. It took a long time before he realized that he had been kissed, and the kiss was on the lips.

Subconsciously, Song Yu went to see Sun Yuanjun's reaction. Sun Yuanjun's face was ashen, and his fists were clenched tightly. In the words of the ancients, this expression was simply bursting with anger.

Everyone was in a daze at first, but after a while there was an uproar, saying everything.Some said that Yuan Fei had flirted with others, and some said that Song Yu looked young, but hooked up with the colonel's girlfriend.

Li Si has been paying close attention to Sun Yuanjun's reaction, and seeing him leave with a livid face, he quickly followed.

After 11:30, almost everyone left. Until Yuan Fei said goodbye, Song Yu didn't dare to ask her why she kissed him, but he had always felt that she looked at him with complicated eyes.On the one hand, she is sincerely kind to herself, but on the other hand, this kind of kindness is almost unrequited, which makes people think that there is some kind of purpose in it.

When it was almost twelve o'clock, Sun Yuanjun finally came back, reeking of alcohol.

Song Yu handed him water and wiped his sweat with distress, wanting to send him home early.

Sun Yuanjun used some strength to push him, but Song Yu staggered because of his thin body.

The look in his eyes turned out to be questioning and probing.

Song Yu explained: "I really have nothing to do with Yuan Fei."

Before he finished speaking, he was interrupted by Sun Yuanjun: "There are not a lot of well-developed ones, but I want to kiss you, who has not grown all hair?"

This is too harsh to say, no matter how good-tempered Song Yu is, he gets a little angry.

"She can kiss whoever she wants, how do I know what she thinks?" Unknowingly, the volume has become a little louder.

He looked up and saw that Sun Yuanjun's eyes were extremely red, and he felt a little distressed, and said in a low voice: "Besides, don't you know if my hair is long enough, and you still ask me?"

His tone was already somewhat ambiguous, and he knew in his heart that Sun Yuanjun liked this the most.

Sun Yuanjun asked again: "Did she eat your tofu before?"

When Song Yu heard this, he was angry and funny, and quickly shook his head.Making him worry about being eaten tofu by girls seems really not something to be proud of.How weak is he.

Sun Yuanjun's expression softened a little, and he seemed to remember something, muttering, "No wonder I folded so many little stars for you before, thanks to which I really gave them to you."

"Okay." Song Yu hugged Sun Yuanjun, and gently rubbed Sun Yuanjun's neck with his pointed chin. Sun Yuanjun's nerves softened immediately.

"Today is my birthday, what gift did you give me?" The implication was to stop talking about others.

"Don't change the subject, you have to prove to me that you and her—"

Song Yu quickly took off his jacket and pants, leaving only a thin underwear. Although there is no snow in winter, it is still very cold.

Sun Yuanjun immediately hugged him and wrapped him in his arms.

He felt that Song Yu in his arms was very active today. Of course, he was also very active in normal times, but today there was something more unspeakable. Judging by the demeanor and appearance of the person, he was very charming, probably because he drank a little. liquor.

The two eagerly searched for each other's lips, as if they were terminally ill patients, and the other's lips were the only antidote in this world, only by absorbing the other's breath could they survive.Sun Yuanjun helped Song Yu get it out with his hands and mouth. Song Yu, whose pupils were slack, came to a sigh of relief. He took out a small bottle from somewhere, and Sun Yuanjun took a look.

"How urgent are you, even KY is ready?"

Song Yu kicked him again and said two words, "Hurry up!"

Sun Yuanjun couldn't bear it either, he wouldn't be a man anymore if he could bear it.

At the beginning, Sun Yuanjun first kissed his whole body, from the corners of the eyes, between the eyebrows, and even to the ankles.

……

Song Yu didn't know what the other boys' first time was like. Anyway, when he recalled later, in such an abandoned and gloomy abandoned garage, under such dim lights, there was no Simmons in a luxury hotel, and there was no bed at all. In this way, primitive and naked, it is similar to beast-like mating.

Tear off all the fig leafs about manners and ethics in his life, he only has each other in his mind, he has only their sex in his mind, and in the bonded flesh, they have each other.

This is all he imagined about love.