You must be reborn

Shi Zilin didn't hear what was said in the ward that day, but judging from Fu Sheng's abnormal behavior after returning home, he had already guessed Fu Sheng's choice.

So what if it's just two men?Why can't we be together?

Shi Zilin wanted to have a good talk with Fu Sheng, but he couldn't find an opportunity, because Fu Sheng became very busy every day.Every day after going out early in the morning, he has been working in the company, and then worked overtime. When he came back in the middle of the night, Shi Zilin wanted to go to his room but was refused. He only said that he was too tired and did not find any other excuses.Later, Shi Zilin simply waited downstairs in their company, but found that he was either working overtime, or rushed straight to Xu Yan's place after get off work. Xu Yan and the others rented a store with a good location and started to renovate it, so Fu Sheng every I'll go over to help when I have time.When Shi Zilin sat in the car and looked at him, he found that most of the time Fu Sheng was either squatting on the ground in a daze, or numbly doing some repetitive heavy work.

Feeling very uncomfortable, Shi Zilin has never felt so powerless.

However, the days when the two of them met for less than a few minutes every day didn't last long, and Shi Zilin waited for an opportunity after Fu Sheng's company's annual meeting.

That morning, Shi Zilin saw the note Fu Sheng left on the table: Today is our company's annual meeting, I'll be back later tonight.

Through those plain words, Shi Zilin seemed to see Fu Sheng's bland and expressionless face. The relationship between them was like two magnets. The two of them were still glued to each other a moment ago, but in the next second Fu Sheng turned around and used that face. The reprimanding side faced him, making it impossible for people to get close to him, and unable to see clearly the true thoughts in his heart.

At the dinner of the annual meeting, everyone had a great time, except Jiang Chuning who ate food silently.She is most afraid of trouble, and doesn't like to eat seafood, but now she has a serious face, silently peeling the crabs and prawns on the plate, can't tell whether the taste is good or bad, anyway, it's enough to pass the time.

A colleague from the technical department won the second prize at the company's annual meeting, holding a thick red envelope and yelling with his neck thick: "Today, I'm treating you guys, let's have a good time after dinner!"

This colleague was a mixed bag, and he knew people in many departments, so after dinner, everyone took a dozen taxis and went to the KTV together.Jiang Chuning originally wanted to go home, but Xiao Lin stopped her just as she was about to get up.

"Brother Fu Sheng, won't you come with us?"

"I... I won't go." Jiang Chuning didn't like that kind of noisy scene, she still wanted to be alone for a while.

"But it's so early now... how nice it is for everyone to play together, Brother Fu Sheng, let's go together~~"

Jiang Chuning thought of the one at home, and when she went back, she just stayed with him, right?That's still...

"Uh-huh."

Seeing Fu Sheng nodding, Xiao Lin happily clapped his hands like a child: "Okay! Brother Fu Sheng, let's get in the car."

No one in the KTV private room is singing seriously, everyone is playing games with music on.Jiang Chuning looked at those people who were surrounded by bursts of laughter from time to time, feeling restless, walked over by herself and ordered a song, and sat in the corner to sing softly.

It was still the song "You Are My Only", that night, the deep blue night sky, the dazzling lights on the street downstairs, the melody flowing from the ears into the body, and the person standing beside me, fell on the lips A kiss, if all of this is frozen, what a beautiful painting it is.Such a beautiful song was full of sweetness at that time, but when it is sung now, it reveals a strong sense of sadness and reluctance.Jiang Chuning didn't notice the tear-wet corners of her eyes, until she realized that her voice was suddenly choked up, so she adjusted and sang the last two lines.

The singing stopped, and there was a clear applause in the private room, and then everyone started booing in an instant.

Jiang Chuning looked into another corner, nodded to Xiao Lin, and planned to go out and ignore their booing, but obviously everyone was unwilling to let go of this opportunity to make trouble.

"Hey, Fu Sheng, why are you running away? I saw you singing so affectionately just now, maybe there is someone in your heart?"

"Hey, that's right. Seeing how seriously Xiao Lin listens, I applaud you. Doesn't that mean it?"

"Come, come, kiss one, kiss one!"

"Kiss one!"

"Kiss one!"

……

Jiang Chuning waved her hands, pretending to be relaxed and said: "Xiao Lin is so good, how can I, a rough guy, be worthy of him, let Xiao Lin go."

Everyone burst into laughter.

"But I can't let you go like this. Come, have a few drinks."

Drinking again...Jiang Chuning really doesn't like this kind of liquid, I don't know how many times it's been, she's always been punished for drinking...

"Okay, I'll drink."

"Good job, come!"

"Hehe, the kid can drink a lot, keep going!"

……

Her stomach churned violently, and after drinking two bottles of wine, Jiang Chuning was so sick that she couldn't speak, she covered her mouth and rushed out the door, ran to the toilet and vomited.

I've been really, really tired lately.In her mind, body, Jiang Chuning felt that she was being eroded bit by bit by a crazily clamoring voice.With a splitting headache, after splashing cold water on her face a few times, Jiang Chuning staggered into a corridor, leaned against the window at the end of the corridor, and slowly squatted down.

Jiang Chuning saw Zhou Hang again.

He came out of the toilet with the same sad face, and lit a cigarette. He didn't seem to notice Fu Sheng who was huddled on the ground, so he walked over smoking a cigarette and leaned against the wall facing Fu Sheng.

"Hello." Jiang Chuning said hello first, because she was afraid that Zhou Hang would find herself later, which might scare him even more.

Zhou Hang was really startled, the cigarette in his hand shook, and some ash fell off.

"You, who are you?"

"I'm Fu Sheng, we're next door."

"Oh..." Zhou Hang nodded, calmed down, and continued to turn his head to look out the window.

Jiang Chuning felt embarrassed, so she took the initiative to start the topic: "You don't look very happy, because you didn't get a prize?"

Zhou Hang didn't answer his somewhat playful question. He just took a deep breath and held it in for a long time before slowly exhaling: "I'm just a little regretful. I might not be here next year."

"What's wrong? Are you going to quit?"

Zhou Hang lowered his head and showed a bitter smile, shook his head and said, "This place is not suitable for me anymore."

Recalling that she accidentally saw a few colleagues chatting together and looking at Zhou Hang from time to time, Jiang Chuning thought for a while and couldn't help asking, "Is it... related to Leo?"

"How do you know..." Zhou Hang raised his head in surprise, his eyes flustered.

It turned out that it really had something to do with him. In this society, people with different sexual orientations are still not that kind.

"The person I like is also a man."

"you……"

Zhou Hang opened his mouth, and lowered his head weakly. The pressure during this period of time was like a mountain, and he couldn't breathe. The gossip of colleagues in the company, Leo's entanglement, and the guilty conscience when facing his wife after returning home, and the other party's The scolding and doubts have almost driven him to the abyss. If he hadn't had an unborn child, he might have lost all hope.I didn't expect that there would be someone like me beside me...

Jiang Chuning squatted beside him, listening to Zhou Hang tell her story one by one.

"Thank you, I feel a lot more relaxed now. It's really tiring to carry these things alone."

Jiang Chuning already wanted to cry, but she didn't know how to comfort him, so she could only pat him on the shoulder: "Things will pass, don't give up. After resigning, take a good rest, everything will be fine."

Zhou Hang finally smiled and nodded.

But will everything get better?Jiang Chuning asked herself in her heart.Zhou Hang relaxed a little, but her steps became heavier.

Under the pressure of society, work, family, friends, etc., can they bear it?Even if I can, I can change jobs anyway, I have no relatives, only a few friends, and even less social interaction, but Shi Zilin...he is different from himself, and he cannot be like himself, and if his uncles and aunts are accused by others because of this Pointing fingers, she will not forgive herself.

So be it……

Shi Zilin waited very late at home, at [-]:[-] in the morning, he finally heard footsteps coming from the door.

After waiting too late, Shi Zilin was already a little angry. Although he knew there were a lot of them, he was still worried that something would happen to him, but he didn't even know where he was, and he didn't even dare to ask him. His complexion is very ugly.But Shi Zilin was really annoyed when he saw Fu Sheng, who was drunk and reeking of alcohol, staggered in the door.

"Why did you come back so late?" Shi Zilin was standing two steps away from Fu Sheng, as long as he stretched out his hand, he could support the crumbling Fu Sheng, but he didn't move.

Jiang Chuning didn't realize the cold air coming from the opposite side, she just wanted to grab the things around her to stabilize herself, she had never been drunk before, but she didn't expect to drink too much this time, with a hint of drunkenness, the scene in front of her became undulating Not sure, it makes people want to vomit.

"I... hiccup... my colleagues and I drank... our annual meeting, you, didn't you see... hiccup... the note?"

Jiang Chuning covered her mouth uncomfortably, feeling her stomach was full. After hiccupping, tears filled her eyes. In the blurry darkness in front of her eyes, she pushed Shi Zilin away and rushed to the toilet.

The second time, Jiang Chuning vomited even more fiercely, tears and filth kept coming out of her body and rushing into the sewer.At the end of vomiting, Jiang Chuning just lay on the toilet and retched, obviously her body was so uncomfortable, but what Zhou Hang said to herself when she was at KTV was still in her mind.It would be great if all this was a dream, Jiang Chuning thought, she stumbled up and took a sip, then turned on the shower, letting the cold water pour down from the top of her head, wet the warm skin along the neckline and the soaked clothes , causing goosebumps all over.

Shi Zilin clenched his fists tightly and looked at the drunk Fu Sheng, expecting him to give himself an explanation, whether the indifference and ignorance these days was because he wanted to escape from himself and the obstacles that the two of them would face.But he stood at the door of the bathroom for a long time, Fu Sheng still didn't notice him, Shi Zilin wanted to be so stubborn, but when he saw the shivering person under the shower, his heart softened.

Shi Zilin went over and pulled him away, turned the switch to heat up the water, and quickly peeled off Fu Sheng's drenched clothes. After testing the water temperature, he sent him under the shower again, and said coldly: " You take a shower first, and we can talk later." Then he turned and walked out, but it didn't work.

Fu Sheng grabbed the corner of his clothes.

Shi Zilin turned his head, wanting to get angry, angry for no reason, but he found that the eyes that had cried in front of him looked so clear, without a trace of drunkenness, and the sadness in the eyes was so full that it was about to overflow and roll down the water.There was another burst of pain in the heart, as if being pinched by a sharp claw.

"Don't go..."

Jiang Chuning didn't know what she was talking about, there was a voice in her heart saying that she wanted to leave him, but at this moment... no, I'm just drunk, I'm just drunk...

Shi Zilin's indifference finally made Jiang Chuning sober, her throat was so choked that she couldn't make a sound, and at this moment, she was so shameless that she had nowhere to go in front of him.Slowly let go of her hand, turned around, and arched her back to try to give herself a sense of security. Jiang Chuning bit her finger and said softly, "You go out first."

But as soon as the words fell, a force came from behind, pressing himself hard against the cold and wet tiles.

"Ah You……"

Shi Zilin hugged Fu Sheng from behind, his eyes seemed to be on fire, he gnawed at his neck and back frantically, when he heard that he was about to speak, he turned him over and continued to hold him down, swallowing all the words with fiery kisses , with both hands in twos and threes to peel off all the obstacles on his body.

Don't want to stop, never stop this time!

After Shi Zilin let out a low growl, he hugged Fu Sheng, held his hips with one hand, let his legs wrap around his waist, and supported his back with the other hand to push him against the wall, so that he wouldn't feel too cold.

"If it hurts, just bite me." Shi Zilin looked down at him, his chest heaving continuously, and the scalding breath sprayed on Fu Sheng's face.

Taking advantage of the lingering drunkenness, Jiang Chuning plucked up the courage to put her hands on Shi Zilin's chest, caressing his strong body and teasing him clumsily.If you're drunk, get drunk to the end.

"Fu Sheng," Shi Zilin grabbed the messy hand and stopped moving, "Do you know what will happen when you play with fire?"

"……Um……"

"Fairy!" Shi Zilin spat out these two words almost viciously, reached out to turn off the water, and carried Fu Sheng back to the bedroom in this posture.

"Don't even think about sleeping tonight."

After saying that, Shi Zilin kissed those red lips, pressed him on the bed and started a sleepless night.

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That's it, I'm tired, see you at the old place in the full version