Abilities are not the goddess of Mao

On this day, Mochizuki was walking casually on the road. With excellent eyesight, he suddenly saw a person floating on the river next to him. His head and feet were half buried in the water, leaving the lower body on the water surface without any response. Drifting with the tide, it seems to have lost consciousness.

Hinata Mochizuki was startled, jumped down the slope of the embankment, stepped on the water like a dove, jumped three or two, and came to the person who fell into the water. He grabbed the person's clothes and lifted him up, and rushed to the opposite side without stopping. The shore of the embankment.

This whole set of movements is as smooth as flowing clouds and flowing water, and the person who fell into the water was rescued within one breath.

The rescued person lay quietly on the ground, but he opened his eyes without waiting for Higamochizuki to rescue him.

Without even the cough of drowning, take a deep breath, sit up straight from the ground like a zombie, and look at each other face to face with Mochizuki Hinata, eye to eye.

The rescued person in front of him was Osamu Dazai from the Armed Detective Agency, and he was even wearing the same beige trench coat that he had seen the last two times.

No wonder the lower half of the body of the drowning man felt familiar just now.

"... Mr. Dazai?"

Hinata Mochizuki was a little confused, not knowing what was going on now.

This is, the Armed Detective Agency has another mission. Has Mr. Dazai been attacked by the enemy?

No wonder she thought so, it was just because she and the members of the Armed Detective Agency were fighting the enemy every time they ran into each other.

The first encounter with Akiko Yosano stopped the supernatural being from attacking the subway and met Dazai Osamu, and later met Dazai Osamu again on the street, and he was leading the newcomer to arrest the enemy, and by the way, the newcomer Miyazawa Ken Governance admission test.

When she met their armed detective agency, the probability that they were fighting was too high, so she would inevitably think so.

By the way, because of these experiences, Hinata Mochizuki felt that the statement that there are very few supernatural beings in this world and most ordinary people will never see them for a lifetime can no longer be believed.

And even if an outsider like her didn't know, wouldn't the local Miyazawa Kenji say the same thing? "It turns out that people in the city fight like this, with fire and water," Kenji Miyazawa lamented.

Not knowing that even people in this world are divided into city dwellers with common sense and country boys without common sense, Hinata Mochizuki made some mistakes in his common sense of this world.

Right now, she is eye to eye with Osamu Dazai.

"Did Mr. Dazai be attacked by the enemy?" Hinata Mochizuki, with such a talkative character, naturally expressed his doubts directly.

Osamu Dazai looked straight at Hinata Mochizuki, and didn't speak as if he didn't realize it.

He blinked, making Mochizuki, who was staring at him, also blink subconsciously.

Osamu Dazai curled his lips: "Tsk, I was rescued again."

Hinata Mochizuki: "???"

The confused Hinata Mochizuki had no choice but to ask again: "Did Mr. Dazai be thrown into the water by the enemy?"

"No." Osamu Dazai stretched his elbows and said casually, "I just enter the water on a daily basis."

"……Eh?"

"Don't you know? But it's no wonder. Going into the water—that's suicide."

Mochizuki Hinata was stunned.

But Osamu Dazai didn't know why Hinata Mochizuki was stunned, and continued:

"Yes, I was committing suicide just now, but because of your meddling, I failed to enter the water again today." Dazai Osamu's expression was not good at all, he seemed very unhappy.

Even a good-tempered person will feel depressed if he obviously saved someone, but he is not only not appreciated but also blamed.

But Hinata Mochizuki was unusually silent.

"However, my motto is to commit suicide with clarity and vigor. It is my creed to commit suicide cleanly and without causing trouble to anyone, so let's just go into the water today, and it's also mine to cause you trouble today. No. Is there anything I can do to make up for it?"

Osamu Dazai put his hands on the ground and wanted to stand up, but Mochizuki Hinata grabbed his sleeve.

"why?"

"Huh?" Osamu Dazai, who was being pulled by his sleeve, naturally couldn't stand up.

He lowered his head and looked at Hinata Mochizuki who was kneeling, she was staring at him closely.

"If you can, please tell me why Mr. Dazai wanted to commit suicide?"

Hinata Mochizuki's expression looked calm, only his eyes were very serious.

"Huh? Why do you want to commit suicide?"

Osamu Dazai said naturally: "Because death is also a part of life, but many people don't want to admit it."

"Since one lacks joy in life, one naturally expects satisfaction from the purity of the moment of death."

"If you want to ask, instead of asking me why I committed suicide, I would rather ask me why I live."

When Osamu Dazai told the truth, most of the listeners felt that he was moaning out of nothing, or else he just casually agreed.

"……I see."

"Ah. But, for a child like you, you won't understand even if I tell you." Osamu Dazai closed his eyes and waved his hands, with a rather indifferent expression.

"—Is it because you lack the belief in survival that you hope to prove the value of life through death?"

"Huh?" Osamu Dazai looked at Mochizuki Hinata, the coldness in his eyes when he lowered his eyes was like the mist in the morning light.

"No, you're right, I really can't understand your words and your thoughts." Hinata Mochizuki said after being silent for a while.

Osamu Dazai glanced at her indifferently, thinking that he would hear her say "Anyway, it's not good to live", or "There is hope in life, and there is nothing in death. If you live, one day Will you find the meaning of life?"

After all, a person like "Olgrete" who imitates the behavior of a superhero and loves life so much, such a bright and positive person, certainly cannot understand his pursuit of death.

Anyone can say a few words of great truth, and he is bored listening to such words.

Well, but she can honestly admit that she can't understand him instead of deliberately pretending to understand him, which is already much better than many people.

"--sorry."

"We prevent suicide because we are worried that people will lose their lives in a moment of excitement. Whether it is life or death, it is a once-in-a-lifetime experience for human beings. And if people lose their lives in recklessness, it is irreversible. Yes. We hope people can cherish life more rationally."

Hinata Mochizuki is talking about the professional heroes who keep saving suicides.For example, in the few days after her mother passed away, because she was too depressed, she was once comforted by the winged hero Hawkes as a suicidal person.

"However, if the target is Mr. Dazai, if it is Mr. Dazai who has often witnessed life and death, he should have a deeper understanding of the meaning of life and death than ordinary people."

The last time I met Mr. Dazai who led the newcomer Miyazawa Kenji to arrest the prisoner on the street, she also helped to arrest the prisoner.But after the prisoner was tied up, he was shot dead by the enemy Xizi who fell from the sky. The murderer attempted to commit suicide after the murder, but was persuaded by Miyazawa Kenji to give up the idea of ​​suicide.

At that time, Mr. Dazai blocked her eyes from looking at the deceased, and said to her: "This is not correct, but it is the only ending that can be achieved for her. Compared with the murdered, the murderer suffers dozens of times." times. Because, she is going to hell. Is life redeemed, or death liberated?"

If it was Dazai-san who said such words——

"Even so, if you choose to commit suicide, Mr. Dazai definitely did not do it on impulse. If Mr. Dazai is still pursuing death, it must be very serious."

Hinata Mochizuki lowered his voice: "I think, since people have the freedom to live, they also have the right to choose to die. I should have no position to stop Mr. Dazai."

"So, I'm really sorry, because of my own selfishness, I let you stay in this world."

Hinata Mochizuki muttered, as if trying to organize his words.

"I'm sorry, but... I definitely don't regret what I did today, because I hope Mr. Dazai can live!" Hinata Mochizuki said firmly.

Osamu Dazai was stunned in a rare way.

Seeing Mr. Dazai's blank expression, Hinata Mochizuki didn't know how to deal with it, so he just pretended he didn't see it and continued talking.

"I'm very selfish, so I still hope that Mr. Dazai can continue to live. Even if he meddles in his own business, I will never regret it or feel guilty."

Osamu Dazai was very calm, but there seemed to be a faint shadow of a person finally reflected in his cold eyes: "You mean to say that you will prevent me from committing suicide in the future, even if I hate you, don't you?"

"why?"

This time, it was Osamu Dazai asking why.

"Yes, I will still do this." Hinata Mochizuki focused his eyes and thought about it for a long time, but finally he couldn't figure out the reason. Fortunately, he confessed, "It's like Mr. Dazai wants to ask what is the joy of life. I can't think of a reason that can stop me from doing this. Maybe it's because we look alike, so we have a sense of closeness to you."

After telling the truth, Hinata Mochizuki smiled in relief, as if he had finally solved a difficult problem.

Her smile faded away quickly, like ripples on the surface of the water, which disappeared after being invisible, but still rippling through the hearts of the viewers.

She lowered her head and said in a low voice: "No, in the final analysis, it should be said that I am selfish."

Hinata Mochizuki who lowered his head couldn't see Dazai Osamu's expression, nor heard Dazai Osamu's reply, so Hinata Mochizuki became a little nervous.

In the heartbeat caused by this anxiety, Hinata Mochizuki said a bold word that she would never say normally, and she was always surprised afterwards how she thought of saying this.

At this moment, Mochizuki Hinata somehow thought of the writer Osamu Dazai in another world. At this time, she was not aware of the relationship between the people in the two worlds, but only noticed the similarities between the two people.

She thought of a fragment in "The Female Apprentice" written by the writer Osamu Dazai, a fragment that she had never paid attention to but somehow remembered at this moment.

The perspective of No.1, which is based on female characters, says that if "I" can have a younger brother who can rely on and act like a baby, as long as there is one, I will no longer be hesitant and unseemly, and "I" will live vigorously Go on, because "I" is attached to others.

Hinata Mochizuki said in a strange way: "If Mr. Dazai doesn't feel the joy of life, then try again, okay?"

"People establish connections with others through bonds with others. If there are more bonds, Mr. Dazai will have more sense of belonging to the human group."

"Da Zaisang and I are related after all. I haven't met my father, and my mother has passed away recently. Da Zaisang will take me in and treat me like a younger sister."

"When Miyazawa Kenji asked Dazai-san if I was your younger sister, Dazai-san didn't deny it." Hinata Mochizuki was so nervous that his voice trembled, and he grabbed the fabric on his pants with one hand.

Mochizuki looked up at Dazai Osamu cautiously, with a hint of hope in his eyes.

"Are you okay, Oni-chan?"

The author has something to say: Uchiha-like delicate and lovely five-year-old Mochizuki is careful and looking forward to: Oni-chan, please adopt.

Will Dazai Sang agree?

of course--

Happy cohabitation begins in the next chapter!

I have said that in order to write more interesting, I am supplementing the works of three-dimensional writers hehe.

And, although Mochizuki is a good boy who is positive and loves life as a future hero, she is not a domineering character who imposes her own values ​​on others.

Mochizuki has experienced the blow of her mother's death. Although she is not depressed, she also has some understanding of Dazai Osamu's state (forced foreshadowing).Although she doesn't agree with Osamu Dazai's efforts to beg for death, she can understand and respect Osamu Dazai's feelings, so she apologizes for preventing Osamu Dazai from committing suicide - but she will never change without regret :)