Abilities are not the goddess of Mao

It seems that time and space have been frozen here with personality.

Hinata Mochizuki maintained the movement of opening the door, and remained still for an unknown amount of time.

The person suspended in the air was motionless.

The residents on the opposite floor heard mixed laughter and noise, and all the sounds from the outside world seemed to be amplified countless times, even the sound of acceleration and deceleration of the vehicles passing by at the bottom was extremely clear.

In contrast, Hyuga Mochizuki couldn't hear any voice that belonged to him.The sound of heartbeat, breathing, and even the sound of bowel movements during digestion.

It seems that there is no single individual named Mochizuki Hinata in this world.

Her consciousness is a part of the whole world, she has no subjective self, what she sees is the macro universe, and she observes everything with a completely objective eye.

The stagnation in this room seems to be no longer the normal world, but a photo taken in a framed position.

Even if Hinata Mochizuki recalls this time years later, he will still admit that there is no thought activity in his brain.

It wasn't that she didn't know how to react, it was that she didn't respond.

He walked forward silently.

Float into the air, fingers touch the knots.

At the last moment of untying the knot, fingers inevitably touched a piece of cold and stiff skin.

Obviously it is the temperature that can freeze fingers like ice, but it is like touching hot magma, and the mind is shocked by the heat.

Put this free vertical body horizontally, and place it safely on the tidy bed.

Hinata Mochizuki reached out to the sky behind him.

The chair that matched the desk flew flat behind Hinata Mochizuki.

She sat down on a chair.

The posture of sitting upright made her uncomfortable, so she bent down and stood with one hand on her knee to rest her chin.He lowered his head, and the hair falling down on both sides just blocked the vision in front of him.

With the shelter, she was finally able to think normally.

...she didn't know what to think.

Ask - why commit suicide?

Yeah, she wants to ask: Why did she commit suicide?What did she commit suicide for?Also—why did she commit suicide?

Mochizuki Hinata thought that she could think rationally after regaining her composure, but at this moment she suddenly discovered that she had no superficial rationality at all. The evidence was that no matter what she thought about, her brain would suddenly cut off and become blank in the middle.Then she didn't know how long it took before she realized that she had just fallen into a peaceful and chaotic state.

...Forget it, if you can't think about it, don't think about it.

After an unknown amount of time, I just quietly watched the natural light outside the window gradually fade away, from a bright white sky to an orange-yellow sky, and then to pitch blackness.

There is no thought activity.

The darkness does not affect the ability to see things, and everything in the room is the same as the day in Hinata Mochizuki's eyes.

— Now, she recovered.

It was time for her to figure out the answer to the question just now.

Why did she commit suicide?What did she commit suicide for?And why is she committing suicide?

Hinata Mochizuki thought about the factors that might affect her in recent days.

Neighbors and work added no possibility of unhappiness to her.

The Zao Tao Club has not yet expired, and she has already settled this matter with the lottery tickets for tomorrow's lottery, so it is no longer a trouble.

Hidesuke Yamanaka has been cut off, and all contact information has been deleted and blocked. In addition, she has also written a program to prevent harassment. She does not believe in anything else and believes in her own precautions.

The mother's family, and there is no reason for the sudden contact with the mother.

So... is it the torment of illness that makes people lose the will to live?

Not long ago, the result of the hospital's examination was routine weakness, and there was no serious emergency.This has been a problem for many years.

After all, her bloodline in her previous life was like that. In order to bear her, her mother, as an ordinary person, was almost exhausted by her.Postpartum physical weakness will accompany the mother to the end of her life if there is no miracle, so there are physical reasons for the mother's inability to do heavy work.Therefore, she is not only grateful for her mother's kindness and love for childbearing, but also feels guilty for harming her mother's health, so her attitude towards her mother is almost pampering.

For the truth he craves, Hinata Mochizuki spends a lot of money on the world and feeds back his own super intuition to eliminate irrelevant factors.

However, to make matters worse, she felt completely at a loss for such a simple question as the cause of her mother's suicidal thoughts.

You must know that her ability can even predict the future and gain insight into the past. Even fighting enemies of her level is a powerful weapon.For such a small issue as the truth of a person's death, she was unable to find out.

However, she didn't get nothing, that is, she now knew that her mother's body was indeed not as good as she thought.

Now that Hinata Mochizuki recalled the results of the hospital examination back then, he couldn't help but doubt the possibility of the results being falsified.

Falsification - this is the direction that inspiration points to.

If it was really faked... It's not impossible, but extremely unlikely.

When the report was taken from the doctor, the mother talked to the doctor alone, and she did not monitor the conversation in the room.If it was within such a short period of time, if the mother persuaded the doctor to revise the medical report in violation of the rules or even the law... then she really had to look at her mother again.

Thinking of this, Hinata Mochizuki glanced to the lower right corner, and suddenly saw the envelope on the bedside table.

"To my most precious treasure - Mochizuki Daughter"

Without thinking about it, she immediately realized in her heart that this is for her...

A suicide note to her...

Just the two words appeared in her mind, and she couldn't help but her heart skipped a beat.

A line of tears slipped from the corner of the eye.

Death hadn't made her cry yet, but just the words of the suicide note made her feel sour and shocked.

Hinata Mochizuki turned around, avoiding seeing her mother on the bed, and silently opened the letter.

He was obviously cautious and nervous, but when he came back to his senses, he had already read the words on the letter at a glance.

Hinata Mochizuki covered her face with her hands and leaned back on the chair with her head up, her palms covering her eyes, trying to understand why her mother committed suicide in the darkness.

Confused minds cannot come to conclusions.

——I can’t understand it anyway.

Is there any difficulty that cannot be overcome?

"..."

Since I doubted the test results of that hospital and went to many hospitals for reexamination, so careful and meticulous, why didn't I ask me if there is any way?

If I don't know how to treat you, there must be a doctor who knows... I have the power to bring the dead back to life, so I should be able to treat you.

Your personality has suddenly recovered, shouldn't you be more cautious?Even if you can see your remaining lifespan, shouldn't you doubt it again?

Even if it's personality... Even personality can make mistakes!

Hinata Mochizuki thought this with a chaotic logic that would never be seen in normal times.

She sat quietly, wiping away the tears that flowed down her face.

Why do you think that you are my burden, not only owed foreign debts, but you don’t know how much treatment costs you will spend if you want to struggle to survive in the future; why do you think that if living will drag me even more, it is better to die to set me free... Is money the problem?

If I want to, I can make this family super rich in minutes.

I have saved the world 7 times in other worlds.You know, I have solved world-level disasters 7 times.

How can you really drag me down?

What is your little trouble?

You are the only dear one in my life.You are the only... the only relative who can stay away from war and death, live as an ordinary person, and have three lives together.

If this little trouble can change you to stay by my side, I will be happy with it, and I will have no complaints or regrets.

——You are wrong, you are not my burden if you are alive, and the biggest blow to me is your death.

Hinata Mochizuki sat on a chair, quietly watching the moonlight on the wall of the opposite building outside the window.

It really made the doctor modify the content of the physical examination report.

After a long while, this thought crossed Hyuga Mochizuki's mind.

But the last thoughtfulness that can be offered on the deathbed is really too inappropriate.

Put down the letter and hold it down with a book.

She pulled herself together and looked directly at the position of her mother's waist in front of her.

Anyway... let's revive the person first.

Even if your personality tells you that you will die today, with me here, I will not agree, and your personality cannot judge your death date.

The art of reversing life and death——

——The natural art of reincarnation!

The whirlwind caused by the massive amount of chakra made the pages of the book on the bedside table rattle.

Hair is flying in the air.

The wind stopped, and the long hair returned to the back.

Hinata Mochizuki stared blankly at her mother on the bed.

In the Pure Land... there is no her soul.

She was at a loss for what to do, stretched out her hands and obediently formed the seal of the reincarnation natural technique on her chest.

Almost taken for granted and unproductive.

Why... why is there no soul for her?

The pure land is the correct pure land, there is no wrong finding.

The vast ocean of souls, men, women, old and young, at home and abroad, all the souls of people who have not become Buddhas gather here.

But only one Hinata Rie's soul was missing.

No one in this world has the power to target the soul.

It is impossible for someone to hijack the mother's soul... and it is impossible for someone to destroy the mother's soul.

At this moment, Hinata Mochizuki's personality synchronization rate increased steadily, and her hair began to turn white from the root, and gradually dragged to the ground.

Outside, the bright moon seemed to flicker spiritually, and it was like an illusion of human eyes.

Wherever the moonlight shines, everything is within her field of vision.

no……

no……

There is no mother's soul anywhere...

Mother's soul... where did it go?

Has she... become a Buddha?

In less than a day, she let go of all kinds of things in the world... and she also let go of me and stopped worrying about me. Has she become a Buddha?

"..." Responding to Hinata Mochizuki, the room was filled with silence.

...Have you really become a Buddha?

Are you really so relieved of me?

How can she trust me? !

Hinata Mochizuki's eyes were burning, prickly and swollen as if they were overly congested.

Ripples suddenly appeared on the calm water surface, gradually expanding from the inside to the outside.

The calmness on Hinata Mochizuki's face was instantly broken.

Her eyes widened in shock.

The heartbeat is getting faster and faster.

For the first time, she looked squarely at her mother's stiff body on the bed, with the bruises on her neck... and the restless expression engraved on her face at the last moment before her death.

One trembling hand reached out to Hinata Rie, but it seemed like she was facing something extremely terrifying, and she dared not touch it for a long time.

Curled up, retracted his hand.

——After realizing that everything was irreversible, the suppressed sadness finally showed its traces.

"Uh ah ah————"

An almost beast-like roar that lost its brilliance of wisdom shocked the surrounding neighbors.