Abilities are not the goddess of Mao

Hinata Mochizuki took out a tissue to wipe off the milk foam above her lips, and looked at Nissan's sudden pause with a natural expression.

She blinked at Dazaini, thought for a while and then tilted her head in doubt: "What's wrong, Nisan?"

Osamu Dazai quickly recovered his usual calm appearance, and said in a calm voice, "This way...Mochizuki, you know everything."

"Hmm." Although the tone was affirmative in response to Nisan's words, Hinata Mochizuki's doubts were still unsolved, "Nissan thinks I shouldn't know?"

Osamu Dazai: "Well, it's a bit unexpected, but..."

He paused, this time for a noticeable length of time.Mochizuki Hinata felt that Nissan seemed to be in an inexplicable contemplation.

what's wrong?

Why do you feel that Nisan's expression seems to be thinking about something that is contrary to his outlook on life, so that he has started to pause obviously?

If Nissan thinks she shouldn't know...can she pretend not to know?

Mochizuki Hinata, who favors Nissan for no reason, thought so naturally.

After a while, Osamu Dazai asked again: "When did you find out?"

Hinata Mochizuki stroked his chin: "These two things must have been put in by Nissan after I got drunk that day."

She hesitated for a moment, as if she was afraid of irritating Nissan for some reason she didn't know, and said: "...I found it when I got it."

Osamu Dazai did not fall into inexplicable gloom this time, but instead showed a shallow smile with his brows bent: "So that's it--did you discover it from the beginning? It seems that my skills are very poor."

Osamu Dazai's words did not apologize to Mochizuki for the obvious invasion of privacy such as eavesdropping and locating Mochizuki, as if he didn't realize how excessive a crime his behavior was, and didn't realize that his desire to control was so strong normal level.

But what's even more strange is that Hinata Mochizuki has no resistance to this, and he doesn't even feel that this is something illegal, and he doesn't even have the idea of ​​​​stopping it.

Hinata Mochizuki - Not only did she acquiesce in Dazaini's behavior of monitoring her life, but what's more frightening is that she didn't even have the idea that "this thing is wrong".

Such a horrible Dazai.

Such a terrible Hinata Mochizuki.

Mochizuki Hinata heard Nissan say that his electronic technology was not good enough in a mocking tone, but he knew that he was just talking by looking at his eyes and expression.

Her expression became more serious, and she said to Nisan with her arms flat on the table: "Nissan, wiretapping and positioning are both illegal, don't use such means to others."

——Thankfully, Mochizuki Hinata knows that these things are not right.

Osamu Dazai spread his hands: "But because of the nature of our detective agency's work, these methods cannot be avoided."

——That’s not true, only Dazai Osamu is the only one who uses this illegal method of eavesdropping in the detective society.

Mochizuki Hinata thought for a while, then nodded to express his approval of his reason, and easily let Osamu Dazai go.Don't dwell on this issue any more.

However, Osamu Dazai squinted his eyes when he saw Mochizuki's reaction, and asked Mochizuki with interest: "Then—why doesn't Mochizuki object to my installation of positioning and bugging devices on your mobile phone?"

Osamu Dazai's tone was meaningful and full of interest: "Mochizuki, you don't even seem to have any resentment."

Although Osamu Dazai had a relaxed expression when he asked this question, it seemed to be just a normal question.However, Hinata Mochizuki sat up inexplicably, with a serious expression, and took this question very seriously.

——The inexplicable intuition of natural animals can always smell something different.

Hinata Mochizuki said: "Because I have nothing that I cannot let you know, Nissan."

Dazai was stunned for a moment.

She seriously recalled the past and imagined the future, then nodded and said affirmatively: "I can tell Nissan what Nissan wants to know. Similarly, there is nothing I cannot let Nissan know."

The body and mind of a person practicing martial arts complement each other. The most important thing for a martial artist is to maintain a clear state of mind in his heart, otherwise he will fall into the evil realm of demons and heretics.

According to the different martial arts practiced, some fighters may be resolute and unyielding, some are extremely sharp, and some are soft enough to defeat steel, but the only thing is that they should not have evil thoughts in their hearts and make dark and dirty thoughts linger in their hearts.

Hinata Mochizuki asked himself that he was open and frank in his heart, and had nothing to say to others, and he was not afraid of Dazaini hearing anything she said.And when dealing with Nissan, we should naturally treat each other honestly.

However, Hinata Mochizuki's natural and candid attitude inexplicably stimulated Osamu Dazai.

He covered his lips with one hand. This was the first time he showed defensive body language. Even Osamu Dazai, who had forgotten the control of body language, expressed the great turmoil in his heart, and even broke through the management of his body.

Osamu Dazai's gaze became extremely penetrating in an instant, and he looked at Mochizuki carefully, as if seeing some creature that he couldn't understand.

However, his gaze was not so simple, and there was a vibration in his gaze that was difficult to describe in words—as if he had found something, something that he had been looking for, but in fact he had never known what he was looking for. what is it.

Hinata Mochizuki's body was a little stiff.

——It wasn't because of Dazaini's overly sharp scrutiny, but because of Nisan's performance that made her worry.

"...I see." Osamu Dazai closed his eyes to cover up his trembling eyes, "I have found the feeling of being a human being."

Osamu Dazai has always observed human beings from the perspective of a bystander, trying to understand human beings, and doing so is as if he is a monster that does not belong to human beings, living in the crowd, but he is a alien without companions.

In Osamu Dazai's eyes, he is a monster in human skin, but no one sees his monster nature through this human skin.

For 22 years, he was not a human, but lived as a human.

Is Osamu Dazai's indifference and gloom different from ordinary people a rejection and resistance to human beings?

——No, on the contrary, he is so looking forward to human beings extending a hand to him.Cowardly, he is terribly afraid of the human group, and he has never stopped looking forward to human beings.

Just a few months ago, Osamu Dazai, who had been left behind by the rushing crowd for 22 years, was suddenly held by a retrograde figure, and since then, Osamu Dazai appeared in his empty soul. a flame.

The flame never swallowed up the darkness in Osamu Dazai's heart, but the darkness could not extinguish that flame either. The two coexist harmoniously without interfering with each other. However, the change of this flame to Osamu Dazai is a world-shaking change—because, he My heart is no longer empty.

But today, Hinata Mochizuki said to Osamu Dazai in an almost absurd manner: "Everything about me is open to you, and I will not have any secrets from you."

How could...how could this be?

How can you be so frank?

People cannot stop fighting.It is impossible for everyone not to intrigue, intrigue, hypocrisy, and conspiracy.Even if they are friendly, they are just pretending to be harmless in order to survive.

It is impossible for people to understand each other, and it is impossible for people to be honest with each other.

Such a natural view of the world was shattered in an instant.

This concept of the existence of the cornerstone of the cognition of the world collapsed in an instant, and the collapse was so natural, so easy, and so unresponsive.

——Mochizuki, if you are like this, it will give me an illusion, as if I can understand human beings, as if I can establish a bond with human beings, as if... I am also a human being.

Mochizuki... Hinata Mochizuki...

Why do people like Hyuga Mochizuki still appear in this world?

This is really, what should I tell him to do.

No amount of turmoil will be revealed, the more turbulent Dazai's mood is, the stricter his expression is controlled.

Because of this, Hinata Mochizuki didn't know what Dazai Osamu was thinking.

Hearing Nissan's words "I have found the feeling of being a human being", Hinata Mochizuki didn't know why she said that suddenly, but——she felt intuitively that she seemed to understand, even though she I don't know what she understands.

Osamu Dazai didn't speak, and Mochizuki didn't bother him either.

The two sat very close, but quietly did not say a word.

After a while, Osamu Dazai's seemingly calm expression suddenly broke into a smile, a smile that was neither pleasant nor gentle, a smile that seemed to have no concept but existed as a smile.

"Mochizuki, you want to be with me for the rest of your life. Let's find a way to enter the eternal sleep together. Before that, I can't leave you and leave first, is that right?"

Hinata Mochizuki recalled the wayward words he said when he was drunk, and scratched his cheek in embarrassment, but nodded anyway.

But Mochizuki didn't wait for Mochizuki to understand the intention of Dazai Osamu's sudden words, Dazai Osamu said the last sentence.The last sentence was heard in her mind at a speed that Mochizuki couldn't react to, and she began to analyze the meaning of this sentence.

She heard Dazaini say: "In this case, Mochizuki, let's date!"

Hinata Mochizuki: "..."

After saying this, Osamu Dazai smiled very cutely, two lovely pink spots even appeared on his cheeks, which made his complexion even more porcelain white, coupled with his handsome facial features, he looked like a ceramic doll, exquisite and exquisite Like a living person.

Mochizuki Hinata: I suspect that Nissan is acting cute on purpose, and I have actual evidence.

Hinata Mochizuki lowered her eyes slightly, with a calm expression, as if she had been thinking seriously for a while.

After a while, her expression was blank and dazed: "——Huh?"

The author has something to say: Hinata Mochizuki, because the problem of thinking is too complicated, the brain is short-circuited.

——No Responsibility Spoiler——

Boyfriends in dating:

Boyfriend (casually): "I just took a bite of the chocolate peanut cake you bought, it's delicious."

Girlfriend (lips curled): "I bought a chocolate cake!"

I don't like peanuts, how come he doesn't remember?It’s his ex-girlfriend who likes to eat peanuts, so he still remembers the taste of his ex-girlfriend and doesn’t remember that I hate peanuts, so in his heart, his ex-girlfriend is more important than me.

Girlfriend (concludes) (angry) (slaps): "Break up!"

Boyfriend (covering his face in bewilderment): "What did I say!"

Dazai and Mochizuki:

Mochizuki: "I have nothing that Nissan can't know!"

Dazai (after thinking): "I found the feeling of being human."

Dazai (after thinking about the measures to completely monopolize Mochizuki, come to a conclusion): "Mochizuki, let's date!"

Mochizuki (with a blank expression): What did I say? !