Wen Hao's coffin can't be held down anymore

"...I'm afraid you'll be impulsive."

After hesitating for a long time, Chu Luye Laixia held back such a sentence.

When facing Akutagawa Ryunosuke in this situation, Hatsune Kayanosuke's good eloquence seemed to fail in an instant, and he didn't know how to persuade Akutagawa Ryunosuke.

"At that time, Senou sent you on a business trip because he was afraid that you would do something impulsive because of me..." He lowered his eyes, his nose was filled with the breath of Akutagawa Ryunosuke, with a scorching youthful spirit, "On this point, I have the same thoughts as Mori Ogai."

Akutagawa Ryunosuke probably guessed that this would be the case, but having already guessed does not mean that he can accept it without any grudges.

Reason and emotion do not conflict.

"But I'm your lover." Akutagawa Ryunosuke gritted his words hard, he looked at Chukano Laisha with persuasive eyes, the frightening and angry light in his eyes made Chukano Laika subconsciously look away.

However, Akutagawa Ryunosuke was not going to give Hatsune Laixia a chance to escape.He raised Chuluye Laishia's chin with his hand, so that he had no choice but to look at him directly, and he couldn't avoid his gaze.

"Or...you don't think of me as a lover at all in your heart," Ryunosuke Akutagawa felt more and more angry and sad as he spoke. Just mentioning this possibility already made him suppress his anger, but again He was not willing to vent his anger on his sweetheart at all, so he could only restrain himself, "That's why you don't want to tell me anything?"

It's okay to blame others, after all Chu Luye came to Xia with a guilty conscience, he was at fault first, but he didn't want to be questioned about his sincerity in this matter.

"If I don't like you, will I be with you? If I don't like you, will I kiss you? If I don't like you, will I move into this house with you?"

Chu Luye Laixia acted like a cat whose tail was trampled on, and when he asked back, his tone became more and more intense, "How could I not like you?"

Chu Luye has lived in the summer for more than 20 years. He is stingy and selfish in his heart. This is the first time he has divided his heart into the hands of others, and the first time he has included another person in his five-year or even ten-year life plan. Middle——Because Chulu Yelaixia is convinced that no matter how many years have passed, Akutagawa Ryunosuke will definitely be by his side and become his inseparable other half.

For rationalists like Chu Luye Laixia, it is extremely unreliable to judge feelings by feeling.

But Ryunosuke Akutagawa is an exception to Hatsune Laixia.

"Akutagawa Ryunosuke," Hatsune Lai Xia said firmly, the face of Akutagawa Ryunosuke was clearly reflected in the emerald green pupils, "I like you."

"I like you."

Chu Luye Laixia repeated it emphatically.He first grabbed the clothes on Akutagawa Ryunosuke's chest with his hands, and tangled his fingers together vigorously, with the tip of his nose almost touching the distance between his noses, annoyed and solemnly announced the matter to him.

Chuluye Laishia is not the kind of straightforward and enthusiastic person, he would never express his true inner thoughts loudly like this, so this rare straight ball almost knocked Akutagawa Ryunosuke unconscious.

If it was before that he felt aggrieved and angry because he doubted his position in Chu Luye Laixia's heart, now all the anger has dissipated.

But Akutagawa Ryunosuke didn't turn the matter over easily.

"I was afraid that if you cared about it, it would cause confusion... After all, you are still a member of the port mafia." Seeing that Akutagawa Ryunosuke's anger gradually subsided, Hatsukano Laixia calmed down and explained to him carefully.

"At that time, I guessed what Mori Owai did, and I had the ability to reconcile with him... So, if you go on a business trip, it's safe, and you won't have any disagreements with Mori Owai because of me."

Akutagawa Ryunosuke interrupted Hatsune Laisha: "I don't care."

"But I care." Chu Luye came to Xia Qianbai, raised his eyes and glared at Akutagawa Ryunosuke.

Even if Akutagawa Ryunosuke didn't say it, he knew that Akutagawa Ryunosuke already had a sense of belonging to the port mafia.This has nothing to do with who the leader is, it is purely because of the harmonious atmosphere within Hong Kong and Black.

Port Mafia is the perfect place for Ryunosuke Akutagawa who came out of the ghetto.

If the leader of the Port Mafia was as suspicious and crazy as his predecessor, he must have planned to make Akutagawa Ryunosuke run away and leave the Port Mafia early.But the current leader, Mori Ogai, is an extremely calm and rational person who puts his interests first, and can put aside all personal feelings to look at things.

The agreement he reached with Mori Ogai was not only short-term. If it was not necessary, Mori Ogai would not attack him again.After reaching a long-term cooperation and acquiescing not to attack each other, Chulu Yelaixia believes that there is no need for Akutagawa Ryunosuke to fall out with Mori Ogai for himself.

Mori Ogai also didn't want to pay a powerful subordinate for not doing anything, and the matter of appeasing Akutagawa Ryunosuke was also acquiesced between the two without directly stating it.

Akutagawa Ryunosuke was choked by Hatsune Kayaka's answer, and for a while didn't know how to put on a tough attitude.

After being appeased, the mad dog put away its sharp claws and acted like a frustrated puppy who was almost abandoned by its owner, "...you can explain it to me."

"Obviously a lover, am I not worthy of your dependence?"

This is what Akutagawa Ryunosuke really wanted to say.

His tone was calm, but Chu Luye Laixia could hear the gnashing of teeth, sadness and anger.He is obviously the closest lover, but the person he cherishes doesn't trust him and doesn't want to rely on him. Is there anything more hurtful than this?

Akutagawa Ryunosuke felt a little frustrated.

"I've never thought about it that way before." Seeing Akutagawa Ryunosuke's attitude for the first time, Hatsune Laixia was forced to say truly shameful words, "I..."

"Because of Ryunosuke, I feel very at ease... It's not that I don't rely on you, but I have been relying on Ryunosuke."

Chu Lu Ye Lai Xia had never said such a thing, and his ears were already bright red.In order to appease Ryunosuke Akutagawa, he was already in a state where he dared to say anything nasty.

He knew that this matter would be exposed sooner or later, and that Ryunosuke Akutagawa would definitely be angry, but he didn't know that Ryunosuke Akutagawa would be so angry... When Akutagawa Ryunosuke asked that sentence, he pressed his back His fingers twitched slightly.

"...Not in the future, no matter what happens in the future, I will not hide it from you."

After a long time, Chuluye Laixia whispered.

He admits that he was wrong and that not all "for your own good" is right.At least in Akutagawa Ryunosuke's view, he prefers to stay by his side in such a dangerous moment, so he is outraged at concealing this matter.

"sorry."

Akutagawa Ryunosuke didn't know whether what Chushikano Laisha said was the truth or a lie, but he was willing to believe that it was true.

Having received a solemn promise, the light in his eyes lit up little by little, and it was particularly intimidating in the depths of the gray pupils.

After a brief setback, the rabid minions deep within the young man's body showed fiercely again.

His expression looked very dangerous to Chu Luye Laixia, like a ferocious beast eyeing its prey—and Chu Luye Laishia himself was the targeted prey.

"Just saying sorry is not enough."

"If you want to apologize...you should show sincerity."

Chu Luye Laixia's thoughts were a little sluggish, before he knew how to show sincerity, his lips were blocked by a rough and eager kiss.

******

In a sense, Osamu Dazai was right.

Chu Lu Ye Lai Xia did experience domestic violence—a special kind of domestic violence.

This is indeed torture, no different from domestic violence.Chuluye Laishia, who only woke up in a daze in the afternoon, thought so.

Regret, regret now.

He shouldn't feel guilty and half-push, he should have kicked Akutagawa Ryunosuke out as early as the beginning, so that he wouldn't be sore and hoarse, with his eyes open until the early hours of the morning before being allowed to fall asleep.

If you want to ask Chu Luye Laixia how he feels now, there are only two words - soreness.

The soreness was not only the tortured waist, but also the unexplainable parts.Even in his sleep, he couldn't sleep peacefully because of this, his brows and eyes were slightly furrowed.

Akutagawa Ryunosuke clearly listened to him in everything, but he didn't listen to the matter of apologizing.The young man is full of vigor and energy, and he doesn't know how to restrain himself at all. At the end of the first Lu Ye Lai Xia, his mind was confused, and he couldn't remember the number of times... All he knew was that his waist was about to be broken.

Chulu Yelaixia turned over, the thin quilt covering the shoulders slipped off along the contour of the body, revealing the bare skin covered by the quilt, white as porcelain under the jumping sunlight.There are particularly obvious hickey marks on the slender neck and exposed shoulders, and some ambiguous marks extend into the body under the quilt, one can imagine what the whole body will look like.

Akutagawa Ryunosuke didn't go anywhere, and stayed by Hatsano Raika's side all day until his lover woke up.Probably because he knew that his behavior last night was too much, Akutagawa Ryunosuke had already lost his temper by now, and let Hatatsushikano come to Natsu to make him sulky and refused to show a good face.

Chu Luye Laixia is now angry when he sees Akutagawa Ryunosuke.

He thought wrong before, Akutagawa Ryunosuke grew up in a slum after all, a place like a slum mixed with all kinds of people, of course there are also people who trade their bodies for food or other things— — and regardless of gender.

As the saying goes, if you have never eaten pork, you have seen pigs run. If Ryunosuke Akutagawa didn't even know how to do this kind of thing, he would have spent so many years in the slums with the mafia for nothing.

Chu Lu Ye Lai Xia regretted it now.He knew that this day would come sooner or later, but he didn't expect Ryunosuke Akutagawa's energy to be so good... Since nine o'clock last night, Ryunosuke Akutagawa has been tossing him until four or five o'clock in the morning before he can be regarded as the future He barely let it go, and he even fainted once in the middle.

But even so, Akutagawa Ryunosuke didn't let him go.

This was the first time Chuluye Laixia cried since he was six years old.He was completely made to cry by Akutagawa Ryunosuke, and even though he cried, he couldn't stop Akutagawa Ryunosuke, but stimulated him even more, so Hatsune Laisha's tears fell even more fiercely.

Akutagawa Ryunosuke was satisfied, the anger from yesterday completely dissipated.This time he knew that he should be obedient, but Chushikano Laixia was angry in his heart, wrapped up the quilt and sat up, stretched out his leg in a lofty posture, and put it on Akutagawa Ryunosuke's shoulder, not letting him approach.

Chu Lu Ye Lai Xia gritted his teeth: "It's all your fault!"

His voice was a bit hoarse, and his voice was no longer as clear as before. It was all made hoarse by crying last night-and this and the traces on his body were all thanks to Akutagawa Ryunosuke.

Akutagawa Ryunosuke glanced at his eyes, the foot resting on his shoulder stopped evenly with the bones of the calf, and the slender calf and the exposed inner thigh still had traces left by fingers, which seemed extremely erotic at first glance.

Chulu Yelaixia seemed to realize this too, and wanted to take his foot back, but was caught off guard by Akutagawa Ryunosuke's ankle.Immediately after he exerted his strength, Chu Luye Laixia lost his center of gravity, and was pulled into his arms by Akutagawa Ryunosuke and his quilt.

The young man lowered his head, and rubbed the side of Chu Luye Laixia's face affectionately with the tip of his nose, his muffled voice fell on his ears together with the heat.

"Well, it's all my fault."