Shirase Survival Notes

What would life be like without Xiaoguang?

Shirase thought that he was used to Xiaoguang's existence, but in the end he found out that whoever leaves can still live.It's just that without Xiaoguang, it will inevitably be melancholy.

Many people inevitably overestimate themselves, but they always forget that in fact, there are as many people in this world as raindrops, which are everywhere and countless in rainy days.

He thought of Osamu Dazai in a trance. At that time, Osamu Dazai guessed that he overestimated his influence in Yang.

Is there really no reason for this?

Yes.

Although the situation was a bit different, at that time he never expected that the sheep would end up in the way it is today.

At least he thought that the sheep would still be together, instead of being scattered into various units of the GSS, and he became the stray sheep.

It was only after that that Shirase realized clearly that his right to speak in Yangli was also due to Chuya's existence.

It is precisely because Chuya is closer to him and Yuxing that some members of the sheep will not refute what he said and did.And when he is no longer the leader of the sheep, the one who can really become the leader of the sheep is not him, but Shogo who is more powerful, farsighted and courageous than him.

He is just a parasite that lives on Zhongya without knowing it.

"Shirose?" Hasegawa looked at him worriedly: "Are you okay? Are you feeling unwell?"

"No, it's nothing." Shirase raised the corners of her mouth subconsciously, which was a habit she developed after coming to the restaurant.

As a waiter, in the service industry, under Xiaoguang and Hasegawa's persuasion, he finally has this kind of smile that is not very flamboyant and not so aggressive.

Hasegawa reached out to touch his forehead, but Shirase took a step back in fright.

Hasegawa quickly apologized: "I'm sorry, I just want to see if you have a fever, and your complexion is really bad."

Shirase shook his head: "It's okay, I'll go to the back to help."

Nodding slightly to his excited colleagues, Shirase went into the kitchen to help.

The people in the back kitchen didn't have much reaction to Shirase's arrival, after all, Shirase was the brick that was moved over when he was too busy.

Is it really okay?

Shirase asked himself, but also understood that his condition was indeed not very good.

It's okay to work part-time, but it's a little difficult to go out and fight.

If you are distracted, you may lose, and if you lose, you may die. It is better not to go out today.

Shirase turned off the shield, and Xiaoguang's shield was still open, he sighed.

At that moment, the shield was closed, and Xiaoguang's square face appeared in front of Shirase again.

Not only Shirose, but Xiaoguang was also taken aback for a moment.

Opened his mouth, Shirose, who still didn't know what to say, watched the shield open again.

Shirase pursed his lips, and his anger began to spread. He angrily opened the shield and didn't want to pay attention to it for the time being.

It’s okay without Xiaoguang, he has already proficient in supernatural powers, even without Xiaoguang he can still use it, so Xiaoguang is not necessary, is it?

Shirase asked this in his heart, but the violent chest heaving could not be calmed down for a long time.

What Shirase didn't know was that the moment he blocked, Xiaoguang's shield was turned off again.It's a pity that what I saw this time was no longer the world with bright lights, but a piece of darkness with nothing.

For Xiaoguang, after being shielded, his world is dark, there is no sound and no light, he is the only one staying here alone, and he can't even feel the passage of time.

Xiaoguang is the trigger block, which is luminous in Shirase's eyes, but only he himself knows that it will not be luminous.

It can reflect light, and the only light that can shine on it can only come from Shirase.In other words, Shirase has been the only one for decades.

It flattened its mouth, sobbing silently in this invisible world.

It is afraid that after 80 years of darkness, it finally sees the light again, but it may fall into darkness again.

Like a circuit board powered on, everything seems to start to work.

The lights came on, one after another, and the flickering main screen was like a light of hope, breaking through the darkness and shining into its heart.

"I'm sorry." Shirase said, "I was too impulsive." Looking at the sad Xiaoguang, he scratched his hair in embarrassment, but he was too embarrassed to say more.

It's true that he was angry, but the "it doesn't matter if there is no Xiaoguang" is really a wild thought after losing his sense of proportion.

Not to mention that Xiaoguang can help him promote to the B rank and what it said about the mall, Xiaoguang is now his only companion.

Since they are companions, and both of them are companions with not very good personalities, there can be no cold war of refusing to talk.

"Whooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo!" Xiaoguang's howling voice shocked Shirase a bit, the earth-shattering crying of ghosts and gods made Shirase feel that he seemed to have committed some unforgivable sin, but he could only Neng froze in place, not knowing how to react.

"Shirase is a big idiot!"

Oh, this is the first time Xiaoguang called him by his own name, he used to call him Master.

Speaking of which, why didn't he feel ashamed at all when he heard the name master?

Does he have any inexplicable PLAY hobbies?

Shirase's thoughts went astray because of Xiaoguang's angry roar.

"Big villain!" Xiaoguang yelled loudly, it seemed that everything went smoothly after cursing, and a bunch of dirty words that made Shirase amazed came out of that mouth.

The chatter is like earphones playing annoying chanting sounds in the ears, and the lingering can't be ignored.

It seems that Xiaoguang was really restrained before.

Shirase thought numbly.

He didn't answer a word, just listened quietly, until Xiaoguang's voice became smaller and smaller, and finally the words disappeared completely, only the sound of sobbing remained.

Shirase rubbed his chin, it was amazing that he could still sniff his nose with a cube.

There was a pause in the sound of sobbing, and finally a strange hiccup sound that he couldn't help because he was holding his breath.

Shirase thinks this guy is a little too human, right?

Obviously a robot...

"Xiaoguang is not a robot!" Xiaoguang's roar sounded again: "Shirase, you bastard is full of beeps in your mind?"

"Muffle the sound, didn't you just silence it??"

Xiaoguang choked for a moment, and still cursed: "The scum of society doesn't know anything! I know you absolutely need to go to school to study hard. I, Xiaoguang, don't have such a stupid master!"

Shirase struggled desperately with a disheveled face: "Then what, my status is not very good, so I can't go to school."

"Hmph! Master of the pig's head!"

"It's not a pig that just muted the sound... Cough." Looking at Xiaoguang Shirase, who looked unhappy, he coughed lightly: "Then what, I'll go to work first. Let's talk about our business after get off work."

"Yes." Xiaoguang reluctantly agreed.

The corner of Shirase's mouth curled, and he walked out of the back kitchen.

In the aisle, Xiaoguang whispered, "I'm sorry, what happened last time was my fault."

Shirase paused slightly.

Xiaoguang: "It won't happen again, I promise."

Shirase hummed, and his steps became brisk.

Hasegawa caught the figure of Shirase coming out at the first time, looked at the pleasant atmosphere around him, frowned slightly, and finally shook his head helplessly: "The child is indeed a child."

Even so, the corners of his mouth were raised uncontrollably.

Not only the stubbornness when we first met, but the energetic Shirase is also very attractive now.

Shirase didn't go out tonight, but went back to his rented house and chatted with Xiaoguang.Shirase learns about Hikari's past and why Hikari wants him to be a 'good guy'.

He is the trigger system, has his own consciousness but does not have his own body, and the only way to obtain a body is to cultivate a qualified master.

Xiaoguang's first owner abandoned it after gaining the ability, shielding it in a small black room until it died, and then it was freed to look for the second owner.

It stayed in the little black room for 80 years, so it desperately wanted to get the light, so it got the name Xiaoguang.

Xiaoguang said cautiously: "The masters selected by the system are all destined to die. My arrival will not bring you disaster, and it can even be said to give you a chance to escape death. So, so I really mean it." without malice."

Shirase's heart softened, and he hummed: "I understand."

Xiaoguang breathed a sigh of relief: "It's great to be able to talk about it."

Shirase: "Who is going to judge the 'good guy'?"

"Hmm..." Xiaoguang glanced at the screen that only he could see: "You can't see it now, but I can explain it to you. As long as you save one person, you will get 1 contribution point. Contribution points It is the only currency in the trigger mall. Whether it is a selection trigger, black trigger or even other things, it is exchanged for contribution points. Of course, my entity does not need contribution points to exchange, but it will automatically be exchanged after reaching 1 million contribution points. get."

Shirase: ...

He felt as if he had auditory hallucinations, and asked uncertainly, "1 million?"

"Yes, 1 billion."

Shirase gasped after receiving an affirmative answer. He seemed to know why Xiaoguang's previous owner blocked it. If he knew such a big task from the beginning, Shirase would not listen to the explanation and block it directly.

That's an impossible task, okay?

Xiaoguang was not angry when he heard this mental activity, but said calmly: "This is a hope, a hope that can be seen."

Shirase was stunned, and then raised the corner of his mouth: "I know, I will work hard."

Xiaoguang smiled, the smiling face on the square was simple and bright.

That is a hope, a visible hope, and Xiaoguang's only hope.

Shirase understood this fact.

"But the so-called saving people doesn't necessarily mean saving good people, as long as you save people, right?"

Xiaoguang: ...

When did Shirose learn to catch loopholes?