My life is longer than that of a full-level scholar

When Zang Bai heard the phrase about people like us, his brows furrowed uncomfortably.

He shook his head: "No, I'm just starting to see that you kind of resemble someone I know. Not on purpose."

"I was scared to death. I thought you hated me." Zhou Jiayi couldn't fall asleep either, so he hugged the plush toy in his arms and turned to chat with Zang Bai.

"Sorry, I didn't know I had such a bad expression at the time."

Zhou Jiayi looked at Zang Bai's expression, and felt that Zang Bai was not surprised that he was gay.then said:

"Zang Bai, did you really know about it a long time ago, why aren't you surprised at all?"

He never rejected these, and he didn't know when he became aware of such a subtle idea.All I know is that on the night when he started to feel that he was abnormal, when Hugjile showed him the photo and video, he was surprisingly calm.So much so that there was not much expression, Zhang Fei and Su Feng on the table didn't notice it.

It's like handing in a competition composition when I was a child, and when the award arrives a few months later.Ban Ren read the municipal first, second and third prizes one by one on the podium. He was very calm, but there was a trace of uneasiness in his heart, and he was pushed down again.Provincial third, second, and even first prizes have passed.Looking at the childish smiling faces of his classmates, he was still very calm.But the uneasiness of being pushed down gradually turned into disbelief, and then a weak confusion quickly surged up.When he stayed with the last ray of hope and looked at the last sheet in the teacher's hand.called his name.National first prize, Zang Bai.

He is very calm, he has been looking forward to for a long time, and he is also what his heart desires.

Because there are many girls around who confess their love, besides playing ball with Huge and the others, he also eats chicken.Not much internet access either.When alone, I prefer to read books all day at home.Except for occasionally skipping a few words in the book, or hearing what he thought was a joke in the game, Zang Bai has never learned anything about homosexuality.

Therefore, when he found that trace of emotion that had never appeared in his heart, he panicked.

The surface of the lake, which has been silent for many years, is shaking, and the flat water surface has layers of ripples that keep turning over.Shouting arrogantly...

Jiang Yi is not this or that kind of person,

he,

Nor is it.

Zang Bai said: "Why should you be surprised. However, if you didn't tell me, I would never know."

Zhou Jiayi heard what Zang Bai meant, which meant how he could tell that he was gay at a glance.But Zhou Jiayi felt guilty. He admitted that when he first saw Zang Bai, he was amazed by his appearance.Not only did his eyes show emotion, but he also shyly hid back, which is... very hypocritical.Because straight men don't do that, he was a little worried that it might be found out that he was gay.Now Zang Bai gave him a dose of reassurance.

Straight men really can't see it. (Zang Bai might be able to see it now).

"However, how long have you been with your ex-boyfriend?"

"For two months and seven days, we ate and played games together. It was still not suitable, so we broke up peacefully. It was my former roommate."

"..."

Zang Bai was suddenly speechless, regretting that he was gossiping.

"When I was painting, the person who made the video call to you was the same person who called you later. Only when you have a good relationship will you call in the middle of the night. If you like someone, you can't wait to find them He talked. Even if he didn't make any crazy moves, he could still feel that the boy likes you. "

Is it crazy to drive more than ten kilometers to the dormitory downstairs in the middle of the night and watch him make a phone call?

"However, homosexuals don't need pity. Zang Bai, if you don't like him, just reject him."

On the contrary, he has...

The lights in the dormitory suddenly went out.

It turned out to be so late.

Zhou Jiayi hurriedly turned around and turned his back to the wall, and said again: "You must follow your heart, I will go to sleep first."

"Well, thank you for telling me so much, you go to sleep."

Zang Bai also supported the quilt and got up, climbed off the bed lightly, then took the exercises on the table in the dark and went to the self-study room.

When he went, it was the third year of high school who came out one after another.They didn't dare to stay up too late for the exam the next day.There are not many sophomores in the self-study room.In less than an hour, Zang Bai was the only one left in the study room.

Going to bed early does not exist in Zang Bai's dictionary.

**

I climbed into bed at three o'clock in the morning, and I thought I would be very tired and sleepy.Sleep till dawn.But all night long he had dreams of fighting with Jiang Yi in the rain.He couldn't resist, his fist seemed to hit the air, limp, unable to use any strength.

Contrary to reality, he was firmly pressed down by Jiang Yi, who pinched his chin and cheeks.Looking at Jiang Yi's approaching face, it suddenly changed into another fierce look.It wasn't Jiang Yi's Ruifeng eyes, but a pair of longer and sharper eyes. The amber eyes were full of sinister light, and Zang Bai woke up instantly.

Opening his eyes and seeing that it was the dormitory, Zang Bai stroked his chest, sat up and rubbed the sweat on his forehead.

Looking up, he saw a person standing by the window, and he hurriedly rolled out of bed to drag him.But he was pushed down by the person at the window.

The broken hair on his forehead and temples hung in the empty air, and his entire head was thrown in mid-air.At an altitude of six or seven meters, he even saw the texture of the bricks on the yellow blind road below.He closed his eyes.

When he opened his eyes again, Zang Bai saw the ceiling above the dormitory, closed his eyes, and opened them again.

He reached for his phone on the bed,

5: 43.

The whole body is tired and sore.Especially in the head, there is a sense of fullness that is clearly running excessively.He remained motionless and slowed down, letting the soreness in his body pass.

A dream within a dream.

It seems that I can no longer do my homework facing the window in the middle of the night, at least, I have to close the window.

**

Zang Bai lay quietly in a daze, and at six o'clock, he simply went down to wash up and went to school.

"Brother, have you finished your chemistry homework?"

"Lend us to copy it, please." Chen Zhuoran and Nie Yuanchao turned around and asked Zang Bai, who propped his chin and leaned his head against the wall.

Zang Bai took out the yellow book from the stack of books in the belly of the table and threw it to them.

"Thank you bro."

"Love you."

In the classroom, the atmosphere of copying homework in the morning is very comfortable, and a few swear words burst out from time to time: "You idiot, you copied it." It is also very pleasant.

Zang Bai leaned against the wall and closed his eyes to doze off.

When Jiang Yi came, he saw Zang Bai leaning on the back of the chair, leaning against the wall with his eyes closed.Arms folded obediently slightly, hands resting on thighs.A headphone cable extends from under several rolls and exercise books on the table, hanging on the edge of the table.

Perhaps it was uncomfortable to lean on, his head rubbed against the wall, and his chin dropped forward.The jaw moved slightly, and the entire profile, as well as the mandible, slowly moved backwards.

When his head was thrown back, a warm and generous hand supported his head.

Zang Bai frowned and opened his eyes.

Jiang Yi gently stroked the shadows under his eyes with the belly of his thumb, "Have you stayed up late? You have dark circles under your eyes."

Zang Bai reacted for two seconds before he escaped from Jiang Yi's envelope, "Yes."

Jiang Yi put a box of steamed buns on Zang Bai's table, picked up the black thermos cups of the two on the table, and went out to fetch water.

After what happened yesterday, Zang Bai felt particularly unnatural today.A layer of film was faintly blown thin, and before he had made up his mind, he didn't want to continue accepting Jiang Yi's kindness.

"I have already eaten."

"I made it, the skin is thin, eat more. You are too thin."

Zang Bai felt that he was always like a waste in front of Jiang Yi.Finally, when Jiang Yi handed him the disposable gloves, he put them on.

It is always difficult for him to refuse Jiang Yi.

He was haunted by nightmares in the morning, and he just wanted to sleep, and he had no appetite at all.Besides, he never had the habit of eating breakfast before.

It seems that Jiang Yi is still used to his habit of eating breakfast.

The buns are very small, and Zang Bai just took one bite. The soup is full and the skin is thin.delicious.

Zang Bai believed everything others said.To Jiang Yi, he seemed more honest.He never suspected that Jiang Yi didn't do it.If it was Jiang Yi, then he believed he would.

"Jiang Yi, why do you know everything?"

"I know a lot more, you will know slowly."

The voice was too gentle, causing Zang Bai to choke and blushed.

His thermos was handed over,

"Warm."

Zang Bai took it and drank it.

"When I went out in the morning, I realized that I forgot to take the warm milk. After class, I will go downstairs and buy you a box."

"No need, I don't like drinking milk very much." Zang Bai held his water glass, watching his nose, nose and heart.

"Don't you like to drink the original flavor?"

"Ah."

"Then banana milk, strawberry milk, coffee milk...?"

"Grass... strawberry."

The author has something to say: I will add another update today. (well,)