Fushangshen Parenting Collection

Yizhen didn't ask Liu Xing why he ran out suddenly, where he went, who he met, and what happened.

He didn't seem to care about these things, he just gently protected Liu Xing's body, preventing the child from being touched by the passing crowd - he knew that Liu Xing didn't like touching strangers.

While Liu Xing was getting closer and closer to his destination, he became more and more anxious.

He knew that he had made a serious mistake, and the gods and adults would be very angry.

Thinking of the dark-faced Candlesticks and Kasen Kanesada, Liu Xing shrunk his head in fear, and asked Yiqi Yizhen nervously: "I... I'm going to clean the stables, can Candlesticks not be angry?"

Yizheng smiled and said, "Well...I'm afraid I can't."

"Then I will clean the courtyard," Liu Xing said worriedly, "Will he still be angry if I write a lot of big characters to him?"

"Are you afraid that he will be angry?"

"...I don't know," Liu Xing said in a low voice, "Candlestick said... If I make a mistake again, I will be punished..."

But, punishment... what kind of punishment is it?

If it's cleaning the stables, or sweeping the yard, or... anything.

...just don't abandon him.

Liu Xing didn't intend to break the agreement with Candlestick.He memorized every command Candlestick gave him, and knew that he could not go out of Candlestick's line of sight, and he could not act without authorization—but when he saw the black cat, he subconsciously chased it out, and even forgot to say hello to Candlestick.

This is a very, very bad thing.Liu Xing thought.He had been told so many times, and he had promised Candlestick that he would definitely do it, but...he still broke the promise.This must be... an unforgivable mistake.

Recalling Candlestick Qie's angry appearance, Liu Xing quietly grabbed the skirt of his clothes tightly.

A good boy...wouldn't do such a bad thing.

In the eyes of the gods...is he still...a good boy?

I felt the slight trembling of the child in my arms.

It's really not fear.

Already fear.

Yiqi Yizhen subconsciously stopped, and gently stroked the child's back.

After standing quietly for a while, Liu Xing whispered, "I'm sorry..."

The child's apology was very sincere, with a soft nasal voice and deep guilt.

He lowered his eyes at the first phase.

Liu Xing continued: "I... made you worry."

"Today... Tsurumaru made me worry, I was so angry...but...but I..." Liu Xing even had a crying tone in his voice: "Am I... not good at all?"

"Mom said..." Liu Xing rubbed the steam in her eyes, "Mom said that only good children will be rewarded, and bad children have no value in existence and will be abandoned...I...I made you unhappy, you will Won't you abandon me?" Liu Xing asked timidly, "Can you...don't abandon me?"

After a long time, he finally answered him: "My brothers, each of them makes me very worried."

"Bodo and Cattail have lively personalities, and they always restrain them. I worry that it will make them unhappy; Yaoyan is too calm, and I worry that he won't speak out when he is wronged; Wuhu Tui is too weak to speak out, and is the easiest to be bullied. Ignore or even ignore; Luan sometimes dislikes his younger brothers for being too rude, but when he plays by himself, he always doesn't care about others, Maeda and Heino..." In the first issue, he counted down the younger brothers in Honmaru one by one: "There are A few of them can’t really be called good kids.”

"But they are still my younger brothers," Yiqi Yizheng said in a gentle tone, "I will be angry if they make mistakes, but no matter when, I will never abandon them just because they are misbehaving."

"...You are so kind," Liu Xing said, enviously, "You must like them very much!"

Yizheng gave a soft "hmm" in the first issue: "They are my relatives, of course I like them."

"Does every younger brother like it?"

"of course."

Liu Xing suddenly remembered that the short knives would occasionally tell him the hundred thousand advantages of a single strike, and they could talk for a long time without even having time to drink.

He said blankly: "They also like you very much, everyone likes you very much."

"That's great," Liu Xing lowered her eyes and said slowly, "You guys like each other."

Only this time, Yiqi Yizhen did not answer immediately.

It was after a long time that he said inaudibly: "Is it...?" It was not the usual calm tone, but a bit self-deprecating.

Liu Xing stared at Yiqi Yizhen's face for a while, blinked slightly, and suddenly said: "The Yiqi Yizhen I met just now is different from you."

There was a pause in the first issue, not understanding why it suddenly changed to this topic, but they still asked cooperatively: "What's different?"

"Eyes." Liu Xing said, covering Yiqi Yizhen's eyes with his hand.

The small palm has a warm and sweet aroma of apple candy. When covering Yiqiu's eyes, you can still see the child's gloomy eyebrows and eyes through the fingers.

Liu Xing whispered: "His eyes are not as sad as yours..."

"..." Yiqi Yizhen suddenly blinked lightly, and the long eyelashes slid on Liu Xing's palm, bringing out a series of ripples.

But Liu Xing didn't move his hand away, his voice was full of doubts: "Are you... the same as me?"

"... the same as what?"

"Afraid...of being abandoned," Liu Xing said in a low voice, "very scared, very scared..."

"..." Yiqi wanted to laugh, but somehow he couldn't, and finally he could only ask flatly, "Why do you say that?"

"I don't know," Liu Xing said in embarrassment, "Did I guess wrong?"

There was silence for the first time.

After a long time, he asked Liu Xing: "If Candlestick can't protect you, and even chooses to abandon you for other reasons...will you hate him?"

Liu Xing was still confused: "What is hate?"

Yizheng's voice was gloomy in the first episode, with a little malice that only he could understand: "When you were imprisoned by your mother, when you were starving, when you were beaten, when you were rejected and rejected by sneering words, that kind of feeling is hatred."

Liu Xing pursed her lips, and said after a long time: "...it hurts when you are beaten, and you are scared when you are scolded...but..." Liu Xing said in a low voice, "I still hope that my mother can smile at me."

"Is that hatred?" Liu Xing asked.

Yiqi Yizhen blinked his eyes lightly again, and through the cracks between the child's fingers, he could only see the child's completely pure eyes—without the slightest bit of hatred.

But Liu Xing felt that she seemed to understand what hatred was like.

"Hate...is it just hate?" Liu Xing slowly withdrew his hand covering Yiqi's eyes, "If Candlestick doesn't want me...I...I must be very sad, but I don't hate Candlestick Cut." Thinking of the mistakes he made, the little guy felt that he was about to be abandoned, and couldn't help but blushed, but he still sniffed and tried not to cry, "I want... I want to be the number one in the world who likes candlesticks, cut people!"

He looked at Yiqi Yizhen's slightly indifferent expression, and asked him, "Are you afraid of being abandoned by your brother?"

Yiqi Yizhen wanted to deny it, but when the words came to his lips, he couldn't say them anyway.

Liu Xing accepted Yiqi and Yizhen with open arms, "Don't be afraid, you are a good boy and you will not be abandoned."

"...I made a very serious mistake." I don't know why I talked about this with a child, maybe I just want to see what expression this child will show when he encounters the dark side of human nature, and say What words.

Can I still...maintain this innocence?

"I used to have a lot of younger brothers, much more than what you see now." Yiqi Yizheng said with a light smile, "They are all very good children, love to laugh and play, sometimes mischievous, sometimes caring... ...I thought this was the happiest time.

In fact, it is true, but it is a pity that this happiness is more short-lived than I expected. "He looked at Liu Xing's increasingly gloomy little face, and somehow wanted to laugh.

"Reality forces me to make a choice, to abandon some people, to keep some people... What will become of the people who are abandoned? What about the people who are left behind? I don't know... No one knows. But I A choice has to be made. Tell me, which one should I keep?" Yiqi Yizhen asked.

"My choice must be wrong...no matter who I choose is wrong."

There is no right choice.

Just wrong overlays with no option to regret.

"...I...I originally had many younger brothers and sisters." Liu Xing said suddenly.

"Mother Cat...she gave birth to many younger siblings for me!" Liu Xing recalled the sad things, her little face turned pale, "but...it's too cold."

Heavy snow covered the whole city.

Human beings chose to stay behind closed doors, and shops and restaurants were also closed because of the heavy snow.

The black cat, suffering from hunger and cold, finally stopped to rest in a strange small yard because of the sudden severe pain in its stomach - met the little owner of this room.

A little guy who is obviously three years old but can't even walk well.

He clumsily opened the French windows of the yard, hid in the corner, and watched the black cat come in step by step, lying powerlessly on the floor.

The black cat wailed in pain, while refusing the approach of strangers.

She was hungry and cold, but she had to bear the pain and wait for the arrival of the child.

Then, on this cold night, she received a gift from a human cub.

The little guy squatted in the corner and threw a dry ham and bread from a distance.

Regardless of whether it was poisonous, the black cat devoured it hungrily, and was fed another piece of bread.

The black cat, who was full, finally had the strength to muster up her strength and gave birth to her first child.

But maybe the black cat was not in good condition before, or maybe the temperature was too low that day, and the mother cat had a difficult delivery.Excluding the two who died at birth, the four children who survived were all so weak that they seemed to be dying in the next second.

To make matters worse, the mother kitty doesn't have enough milk—she has to make a choice.

Liu Xing couldn't remember how the cat mother chose.

He only knew that at first, only one kitten was pushed out of the embrace of the cat mother.

Then, one, and another.

till the end.

Liu Xing said in a low voice, "Not one of them was rescued."

None.

The black cat didn't give up, and licked and licked the last child repeatedly. She still didn't want the kitten to become cold and stiff, meowing, and wanted the child to move its little nose or scratch its little paws.

She was busy all day and all night.

But none of the children could be saved.

"My younger brothers and sisters..." Liu Xing blinked lightly, and tears fell down. He seemed to be frightened, and quickly covered his eyes, but the crying in his voice hadn't dissipated, "Everything... All..." Liu Xing didn't finish speaking.He still didn't like the word death.

He asked Yiqi Yizhen: "Is this... the mistake of the cat mother?" Then he shook his head, "No! The cat mother is not wrong!"

"I'm very sad that my brother and sister are gone, but... mother cat is even more sad than me!"

The black cat buried the kitten in Liu Xing's yard.

Perhaps because of her intelligence, her grief is even longer than that of humans.

In that winter, Liu Xing could always see the black cat sitting alone in the yard, facing the little dirt bag, howling mournfully all day long.

Later, the cat mother went to the wild to rub the seeds all over.

In the second year, there were many foxtails that kittens liked in the garden.

"I like your name! You said that you want to cherish the once-in-a-lifetime encounter...Because I cherish it too much, when she lost it, she was sad for a long time..." Liu Xing suddenly touched it gently A shake of the head.

"You must... have been sad for a long, long time..."

Probably the child's palm is too warm.

Or maybe the black cat in this story reminded him of himself.

Yizheng's voice was dry and hoarse, without the tenderness of the past: "...I made a serious mistake...will they...will forgive me? Will...abandon me?"

"No way!" Liu Xing quickly shook her head, "You...you also said...my brother will be angry when he makes a mistake, but...but you won't abandon them just because they are misbehaving! Brother... the same goes for younger brother, You won't want your brother just because he's not good!"

"...That's different," Yiqi burst out laughing, "There are mistakes that can be forgiven and unforgivable..."

"No forgiveness! Because! Because everyone doesn't hate you! So there is no forgiveness!" Liu Xing was a little angry, "Everyone! Everyone likes you so much! Why do you say that to them!"

"..."

"I am the number one person in the world who likes Candlestick Cut and Mama Cat! They...they are the number one person in the world who likes you!"

When Liu Xing blushed and shouted these words, the fireworks in the night sky exploded instantly.

In the bright sky, most of the little guy's voice was drowned out.The noisy crowd, and the deafening roar—but miraculously, Yiqi Yizhen managed to capture every word of this sentence.

"...Yes." The corner of Yiqi raised his lips, "They are number one in the world, people who like me."

He suddenly remembered many things.

On his birthday, Bodo will use the passbook he has saved for a long time to buy him his favorite teacup.

When he woke up in the middle of the night, Luan would coquettishly sleep with him and say good morning to him in the morning.

The Five Tigers Tui are always worried that he will be injured in the battle, and will always wait for him to return at the porch.

Yaoken was worried that he was too tired, so he always shared the documents or reports with him.

Maeda likes to put the most fragrant one on his desk when the flowers are in full bloom.

And Hirano, Cattail, and other younger brothers who haven't come to him yet.

They always express their concern and love for him in their own way.

A little, a little clumsy...but not without trace.

Liu Xing raised her head in a daze, and was attracted by the fireworks all over the sky.

Colorful flowers are blooming in the sky, and the vast smoky night sky and stars are also a foil at this moment. The flames are burning and extinguishing wantonly in the sky. Only the beauty of that moment blooms suddenly and ends hastily—but it makes One cannot look away.

"... Boduo said..." Liu Xing suddenly said, "Boduo said that the fireworks are very beautiful."

"Really...it's so beautiful." Liu Xing blinked reluctantly, "He also said that watching the fireworks is very fun!"

"So he wants to watch the fireworks with you! Then...he can see you happy!" Liu Xing said.

In the first episode, I couldn't help but look at the short-lived fireworks in the sky for a little while.

"Let's go back!" Liu Xing said, looking up at the sky with his head up, not wanting to miss it for half a second, "I'm going to apologize to Candlestick when I go back, and you also apologize to my younger brothers, okay?"

The first issue responded with a low voice.

I hope that the fireworks will not come to an end before he sees his brother.