Fushangshen Parenting Collection

That night, Candlestick Che couldn't fall asleep for a long time.

Probably the children's words are more touching, the candlesticks were not aware of it for a while, and were hit by the child's caring words.

It was obviously warm as if the heart was soaked in warm water, but little by little, from the bottom of the heart, small air bubbles rose up, and the air bubbles rose to the throat, and were blocked by familiar and strange emotions, bursting small and secretly It opened... a little painful, even a little sour.

Is that so... I see.

The affection that is given out, when it is returned, can be so sad... so warm.

He carefully hugged the sleeping Liu Xing into his arms, and kissed Liu Xing lightly on the forehead.

Liu Xing hummed in a daze, and burrowed into his arms even more clingingly, as if she was afraid that he would run away, her little hands tightly clutching the hem of his clothes, snoring comfortably.

The child's sleeping face was innocent and ignorant, as if he had fallen into a sweet dream, the corners of his mouth were slightly curved, and his cheeks were powdery with a cherry blossom color.

The rainy season outside has not stopped, the sound of the rustling rain and the slight snoring of the child is like a beautiful serenade.

In the end, the candlestick cut into this serenade and fell asleep peacefully.

Liu Xing sometimes wakes up from nightmares.

Dreams are full of fragmentary images.Mother's disgusted eyes; rusty walls; indifferent humans coming and going; and occasionally, Fu Sangshen who withdraws and leaves.

Every time this happens, Liu Xing will wake up with fright, and dare not sleep anymore.He would sit in the closet, hug the rabbit doll and stare at the darkness of the room in a daze, until the sky outside the window was getting white, before he dared to close his eyes.

He never told anyone about it.

Because he was a little scared—fear that what is in the dream is reality.

The next morning, when Liu Xing woke up, her side was empty.

He sat on the bed in a daze, suddenly got up in a hurry, even forgot to put on his shoes, and hurriedly ran to the corridor to look back and forth.

The hallway was empty, only him.

"Zu, Candlestick cut!" Liu Xing was so anxious that he was sweating, and went downstairs in a panic, "Candlestick cut...Candlestick cut!"

However, the strange thing is that not only Candlestick cut, but he didn't even meet Fu Sangshen along the way.

why not?Why... no one is here?

Everyone...where have you gone?

Liu Xing became more and more flustered, full of thoughts that the 'nightmare' had finally come true, so frightened that her hands and feet began to tremble, she didn't notice for a while, tripped over the threshold, and fell solidly.

it hurts...

Liu Xing touched his broken arm, pursed his mouth, but still tried his best not to cry.

No... Lord God will not leave me!

I... I didn't cry!Did not go out!I am a good boy!Lord God...will not abandon me!

Liu Xing got up with hands and feet, touched his eyes, and continued to run forward.

Candlestick Che didn't know that leaving the room early would cause such a big misunderstanding.

It's just that Liu Xing rarely slept soundly today, and he didn't open his eyes until it was almost eight o'clock, he just couldn't bear to disturb her.

What's more, he informed yesterday that the morning meeting will be held at [-] o'clock in the morning, and he is almost late for this meeting, so he has no choice but to wait for Liu Xing to wake up, so he can only rush to the meeting room first, planning to wake Liu Xing up after the meeting is over .

Arriving at the conference room, sure enough, all Fu Sangshen had already sat at the table, and he was the last one.

Kasen Kanesada saw him coming in and first poured him a cup of tea: "It's not like you to be late."

Candlestick Chee smiled, took the tea but didn't drink it, and quickly distributed the prepared materials to everyone.

"This is the statement of child support obligations given to me by the staff of the Children's Protection Association yesterday." Candlestick cut, as the initiator of the meeting, was the first to speak, "I hope everyone can read it first."

When Kasen Kanesada heard the words Children's Protection Association, he immediately realized that something was wrong. He looked down at the information, saw the first article frowned, saw the second article and closed the document directly, and said with a dark face: "I don't agree."

Compared with this one, Yizheng was relatively calm, and said with a smile: "Compulsory education, and it is a nine-year system, it is too long. Besides, I think the educational philosophy of human beings is not advisable." I agree.

Sanriyue didn't speak, she was still reading the documents carefully.

Candlestick cut a smile: "The nine-year compulsory education is the education that all human beings should receive, and it is also the duty of guardians to raise them. I think it is very reasonable."

Tsurumaru's focus is not on education: "Eh? Going to school... Doesn't Master Liu Xing have to stay in this world all day? The time to see him is less and less... Wow, it's so boring, or Don't let Master Liu Xing go to school, anyway, we can teach you what you want to learn." He thought for a while, then changed his mind, "However... there are many interesting things in this world, and for children, this world is more surprising Bar?"

The new sword is not so stubborn, but it also has its own opinions.

Hasebe was the first to speak: "Go to school? At least from elementary school to junior high school... Although I am in favor of Liu Xing-sama continuing to study, I don't think it is necessary to go to school. I can study all the courses by myself and pass all the exams. Subject teacher license—"

Qingguang of California immediately interrupted Hasebe's speech.

As Yizhen is better at dealing with documents, he quickly finished reading the materials: "I think it's pretty good. Anyway, Fu Sangshen will go out during the day, expedition, and internal affairs. If Master Liu Xing goes to school, you can still hand in the documents." When it comes to friends of the same age, we are Fu Sangshen after all, so we don’t have so many growing pains, so Master Liu Xing should be very happy if we discuss it with our friends.”

Kasen Kanesada frowned, "What if we are with human beings, what if we learn badly? We can't show up in the world at will, and only the servants are watching. I don't feel at ease. Children have no sense of right and wrong, and are easily led astray by the people around them."

"Don't you trust Master Liu Xing?" Candlestick heard the words and stared at Kasen Kanesada: "Or do you not trust yourself who raised him?"

"It's not a matter of trust or distrust," Kasen Kanesada pressed his aching forehead, "It's just that human beings are too complicated. Emotions, experiences, short lives, and the complicated composition doom them to be unable to be pure, even Master Liu Xing , without us..." What would it be like?

The conference table suddenly fell silent.

Until Taro Tachi suddenly said: "I believe him." The corners of Shendao's lips curved slightly, "I can't be wrong...he is a good boy."

In the first issue, he pondered for a moment: "In the final analysis... the courses of the human school are all to prepare for the work in the society in the future, but Master Liu Xing doesn't need this kind of knowledge, right?"

Boduo blinked: "That's right...Master Liu Xing will always be our God-inspector in the future, and learning those things doesn't seem to be of much use..."

"Schools don't just teach knowledge," Yao Yan refuted his elder brother for the first time. He pushed his glasses on the bridge of his nose and said plainly, "Humans first set up schools to expand the future, precisely because they understand the growth of children. You can’t be limited by the channels of knowledge acquisition, so you can’t start a school, can’t you?”

Yiqi glanced at his younger brother, his smiling expression almost cracked.

Never expected that the corner of the wall was pried from the inside!

He sorted out his mood, and then continued: "Once you step out of this pill, Master Liu Xing will grow up in a place beyond our control." Yiqi Yizhen's speech was a little slower, and his words were clear-but with The meaning of bewitching, "Is growing up a bad thing or a good thing? He will not be a child forever, he will always grow up. He will gradually understand good and evil, good and bad, right and wrong. He will also gradually understand benefits, authority, and... Desires are hard to fill. "

"When he has his own thoughts and decisions, he will feel that Honmaru is too small and boring...Day after day, year after year, facing a face that does not change, and every day that does not change ——Besides, Fu Sangshen's life is too long." He glanced at Sanriyue who was sitting in the first seat with the same smile on his face, "This means that Master Liu Xing will have to live from the moment when he is ignorant and ignorant to a hundred years from now when he is very old. Trapped in this small world... If he had seen the prosperity of the outside world, and asked him to dedicate his youth and life to us... how could he be willing?"

In the first issue, he sighed, as if regretting: "It's better to keep Master Liuxing trapped in this pill... As long as he doesn't set foot in the 'outside', there is no comparison...he can stay in this pill with peace of mind... never will leave us."

The room was silent.

Candlestick's tone was so cold that it was about to drop icicles: "You mean to send Master Liu Xing—"

"That's it," San Riyue finally said, interrupting the second half of Candlestick Cut's sentence: "This matter is on hold for now." He glanced at the Fusangshen in the meeting room with different expressions.

"I can't let it go..." Candlestick wanted to say something, but was interrupted by Sanriyue.

"No one is here, how can you make a decision without authorization?"

Candlestick was stunned for a moment, and suddenly realized what Sanriyue meant by 'no one came'.

Sanriyue smiled and put her hands in her hands: "The most important person is not present, so of course our discussion doesn't count."

Of course it was Liu Xing.

"It's good to think about Master Liu Xing, but are you putting the cart before the horse?" San Riyue patted Candlestick on the shoulder: "Compared with Fu Sangshen's opinion, his thoughts are the most important. In the end, we just He is his subordinate and cannot make decisions for him...no one else can."

Sanriyue's eyes fell on Yiqi Yizhen, her smile remained the same: "What do you think?"

His expression remained the same for the first time: "...Yes."

Candlestick cut took a deep breath to calm down, and after a long time, he whispered: "... I am concerned, but I am in chaos. I always want to make the best choice for him..." But he forgot to respect his own wishes.

"Hahaha, young man, it's just too frizzy," San Riyue, a self-proclaimed old man, cut the cup of cold tea in front of the candlestick and replaced it with hot tea, "But although this matter is put on hold for now, learning still needs to be changed. Progress, don't just teach Chinese characters, fifty-sound and mathematics, but also take courses, I also want to hear Master Liu Xing read the newspaper to me..." This is really treating myself as a grandfather.

"I know--"

"Candlestick cut!" The child's voice suddenly came from a distance, full of panic and fear, like a small animal being cornered: "Grandpa... Song Xian? Taro Tachi...you...where are you?"

Liu Xing panickedly shouted familiar names on the corridor, but there was no one in sight.

There was a dead silence around, as if no one had ever existed here.

Am I... dreaming?Liu Xing thought.The occasional nightmare.

The dream was empty, and the gods and adults abandoned him.

Or, this is reality.

He is still that little monster that no one wants, and the gods and adults he has met so far... are dreams.

That's right... such a beautiful thing... must be a dream.

Liu Xing stopped and looked around in a daze.

It's still a familiar scene, but today...it looks so...frightening.

Liu Xing was still in a daze, but was suddenly awakened by a familiar voice.

"Lord Liu Xing?" Candlestick looked at the child's bare feet, messy pajamas and hair, as well as the scratches on his arms in astonishment, and became nervous: "What's wrong with you?"

Liu Xing almost couldn't hold back her tears, rubbed her eyes a few times, and ran over eagerly, hugging Candlestick Cut's leg: "Candlestick Cut! Candlestick Cut! Candlestick Cut!"

"I'm here," he hugged Liu Xing, comforting repeatedly: "Don't be afraid, did you hurt from the fall?"

Liu Xing buried her head in Candlestick Cut's shoulder and remained silent for a long time.

it's wired.Liu Xing thought.Why are you still afraid even if you hug me?

But in the end he just nodded slightly.

"Wrestling...it hurts."

Inagaki Ryukei.

Learned to lie for the first time.

The author has something to say: Liu Xing's sense of security will be completely resolved after a long time.

Because he got too little, he cherished what he got, but it was also because he cherished it so much that he was also very afraid of losing it.

He didn't dare to speak out about his worries... He was afraid that once he said it...

'Dream' will wake up.

----

And, it will be a long time before we attack him...Let him stay in the dark for now.