Fushangshen Parenting Collection

"So," Nagisa Inagaki said with a sneer, "I don't hate such a 'cute' relationship with you... I hate it."

Hearing this, Liu Xing seemed to want to draw strength from Candlestick Kiri's body, hugged Candlestick Kiri's neck vigorously, rubbed it twice, then took a deep breath, and kicked her legs vigorously to get off the ground.

Zhu Kechi probably knew what Liu Xing wanted to do, and he struggled for a long time before putting Liu Xing on the ground.

Liu Xing didn't dare to look directly into Inagaki's eyes, he took smaller steps than usual, step by step, slowly moved in front of Inagaki.

The candlestick stood behind Nagisa Inagaki as if he was worried.

But Nagisa Inagaki did not act too aggressively.

Her madness comes and goes, good times are good, crazy times are crazy again.

Liu Xing actually couldn't think of what to say to Inagaki Nagisa.

He couldn't understand a lot of what Nagisa Inagaki said, but he could understand that the emotions contained in those words were, without exception, hatred, pain, sadness, anger, and despair.

...she is being tortured.

Liu Xing realized this very clearly.

Or maybe it wasn't accurate, because... she's been tormented and never stopped.

From others, from oneself.

Liu Xing stretched out her hand, as gently as if touching a fragile object, even her arms and fingertips were trembling everywhere, but without hesitation, she hugged Nagisa Inagaki.

"...Mom." Liu Xing said, "Thank you."

The small palm and body seemed to have a temperature more terrifying than the fire of hell. The place touched was scorching hot, and Nagisa Inagaki couldn't help feeling that everything in front of him might be a dream.

"Are you crazy too?" Nagisa Inagaki sneered mockingly, "So you're crazy too..."

Otherwise, how would you say thank you to her? !

Having had such a bad pair of parents, the words "Licking the Dull and Love Deeply" sounded like a joke to Inagaki Nagisa.She thinks she is not a good mother, she has never fulfilled her responsibilities as a mother to Liu Xing, even when she used and abused Liu Xing, she did not show any pity or love, but why... this child treats her Say thank you?

Sure enough, she was crazy, very crazy, just like her!

But for some reason, she couldn't break free from the immature arms that were gently wrapping her.

"Mom," Liu Xing whispered, "I am very happy now."

"I have new family and friends, and my life is no longer as small as it used to be. My whole life can be accommodated in one room." He gently stroked his mother's messy hair, "Thank you."

"Thank you for giving birth to me."

"Thank you for raising me."

"You obviously hate me so much, even my existence makes you suffer all the time... But you didn't kill me, thank you!"

"...give me life...keep me alive...thank you!"

Liu Xing burst into tears: "I am, very! Very happy!"

Did not die before birth.

Did not kill him out of hatred.

Gave him eyes to see the world.

Gave him hands and feet to run.

Give him everything, let him touch the world, listen with his ears, communicate with words, feel with his heart... let him understand how wonderful it is to be alive.

It is because he is alive that he can meet the gods and adults.

It is because of being alive... that he can realize how happy he is just like at this moment.

...Thank you for bringing me into this world.

"...Don't you hate me?" Inagaki Nagisa asked, as if in disbelief, "I treated you like that, don't you hate me?! Hate me! Why don't you hate me! I—I'm a sin too, Monster! You should hate me! Like I hate you—”

"I don't hate my mother," Liu Xing said, "although...although I can't love you, but I am very grateful to you."

"...It shouldn't be like this..." Nagisa Inagaki pushed Liu Xing away violently, Liu Xing staggered and almost fell, but Candlestick cut out his hand to help him.

"It shouldn't be like this, why...why are you different from me...you...you should be a monster...no...it's not like this...it shouldn't be like this..." Inagaki Nagisa actually showed for the first time Dazed, she shrank her body, shivering like a small animal, and stretched out her hand in amazement to scratch her wrist.

Her nails were not considered long, but they still ripped apart the skin she scratched, one could imagine how much effort it took.But she didn't seem to feel it, only when Liu Xing walked over again and grabbed her hand firmly, did she barely stop, and timidly raised her head to look at Liu Xing.

"You...you are different from me?" Nagisa Inagaki lowered his voice extremely low as if he was afraid of disturbing someone, "Obviously...you also have his blood, you should also be a monster, just like me... …yes, a monster full of hate and anger like me… like me… why are you different from me? Why aren’t you a monster? Am I wrong? Am I wrong?!”

"Mom is the same as me." Liu Xing said.

Nagisa Inagaki calmed down slightly.

"I'm not a monster, and neither is Mom."

Inagaki Nagisa jumped violently as if he had heard something frightening.

"Mom...haven't you ever been grateful to someone like me?" Liu Xing asked, "There must be, isn't it?"

"Grateful... grateful?" A young and handsome face appeared in Nagisa Inagaki's mind.

Nagisa!

Hey, here I come again!

Do you know the sea?

Very wide!It contains the largest animal in the world!

Hahaha, Zhu, you only eat freshwater fish, but the whale is bigger than this hall!

I really didn't lie to you!

There is also the largest animal on land, the elephant, one of its legs is thicker than the pillars of the hall!

Why do you always call me a liar!

Um?Want to know more?

Um... ah, yes!The rocket launch some time ago was really spectacular!

Rocket?Hmm... It's a tool that allows people to be carried on it and fly into the universe...

Eh?I swear I didn't lie to you, you believe me!

Nagisa!

渚？

Nagisa...

I like you.

follow me.

In Inagaki Nagisa's muddy pupils, a gleam of brilliance suddenly appeared, and then.

shed a tear.

"Ah..." She stretched out her hand to touch it in a daze, and was a little dazed looking at the water stain on her fingertips.

Liu Xing seemed to understand something, and heaved a sigh of relief: "Sure enough, Mom also has someone to thank!"

"..." Inagaki Nagisa was speechless.

"Actually... I want to see my mother today, I just want to express my gratitude," Liu Xing took out a dried flower from his bosom, "This is a gift for my mother."

A dry daisy.

Because it is dried flowers, the processing method is not professional.

It has lost its original golden color, and it is no longer delicate and lovely.

And because it can be seen everywhere on the roadside, it is not precious.

"Mom, I can't forget the past," Liu Xing said, "Occasionally I would dream... locked in the house, very hungry and lonely."

"...But in the end, the mother cat will always jump in from the window sill, and the candlestick will ring the doorbell."

"So... I'm not afraid of bad dreams, because when I reach out, they reach out."

"Mom...you said this world is hell...but...it's not scary at all? There are many gentle people who are willing to help me."

This world is not hell.

While the world isn't particularly good, it's not particularly bad either.

Endured the cold winter.

Spring is here.

"Mom... Please make a good atonement. After all the sins are paid off, then say thank you to the person you want to thank?"

"That person...will be very, very happy!"

Inagaki Nagisa seemed to be possessed, slowly stretched out his hand, and took the flower that Liu Xing handed over.

"But... I can't find him." She whispered, "There's nowhere for him."

"Hell is a good place!" Liu Xing said earnestly, "Everyone will come here, so Mom, you must be able to find him!"

Nagisa Inagaki lowered his eyes: "...he won't wait for me."

"So... Mom doesn't appreciate him?"

Nagisa Inagaki: "..."

How can you not be grateful?

just.

Does she really have this qualification?

Liu Xing stood up, turned her head three times and came to Candlestick Cut's side. Finally, she held Candlestick Cutie's hand, "Mom... I should go."

Inagaki Nagisa didn't speak, just remained silent.

"I learned a lot about my mother today. I'm very happy." Liu Xing paused before continuing, "Before today, I didn't know my mother at all. It was the first time I said these things to my mother. Like a stranger... probably after today, I will still feel that you are very strange..."

"So," Liu Xing said softly, "I won't come to see you again." You can't let the candlestick worry them because of strangers.

"...It's good." Inagaki Nagisa said, "Don't do it again."

"En!" Liu Xing waved at Inagaki Nagisa, "Mom, bye!"

After finishing speaking, he bowed deeply to Nagisa Inagaki, and walked away slowly holding the candlestick.

Inagaki Nagisa looked at Liu Xing's back quietly for a long time, then blinked lightly.

"I don't even know how to hate, but I'm still grateful...you can be regarded as a monster." She muttered to herself, playing with the daisy in her hand, "If I hadn't chosen revenge..." Instead, I would have a good time with this child live.

What will it be like now?

Can she really gain peace under the infection of this child?

Or is the hatred buried deep in my heart, like strong wine, getting stronger and stronger?

...I'm afraid it's the latter.

No one can save her.

Including... Liu Xing.

"Inagaki Liuxing..." Inagaki Nagisa crumpled up the flower and threw it on the side of the road: "What a terrible name."

She stretched out her arms towards the oncoming jailer, and asked the jailer to put heavy shackles on her.

"How many years do I have left in prison?"

It was the first time for the jailer to hear her speak proactively, and he recalled it in surprise: "Seven hundred... more than 700 years."

... 700 years.Inagaki thought.Would you be surprised to see me again?Or would it be nice to have it?

... No, maybe you won't wait for me, and go to reincarnation early.

But if... only if.

If you are still waiting for me.

This time.

I won't call you a liar again.

The author has something to say: Actually Liu Xing's blow was not as big as you imagined.

Because no one has taught him ethical issues (Fu Sangshen will not take the initiative to teach him

He just understood that Nagisa Inagaki felt very painful because of him.

So in his opinion, it was a miracle that Inagaki did not kill him. There were countless opportunities to make the source of pain disappear, but Inagaki held back.

More importantly, Liu Xing finally understood how wonderful it is to be alive after Inagaki Nagisa's death.

He was very grateful to be born, to be alive, to meet God and the black cat.

It's almost Stockholm syndrome, but Liu Xing really thinks so.

But at the same time, Nagisa Inagaki was also a stranger to him.

To be grateful to a stranger... For Liu Xing, this is probably the case.

But although he is grateful, he will not worry his family because of strangers. Since Candlestick absolutely does not want him to have anything to do with Inagaki, he will not go to see Inagaki again.

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Inagaki Nagisa will not appear again in the future.

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