Senior sister is as fierce as a tiger

Some memories, if you lose them, you will lose them, and you will treat them as weak.But now that I think about it, I have to find a way to learn to face it.It is said that if you see a lot of things you are afraid of, you will not be afraid if you are afraid.Bai Qiqi felt that she was 20 years old anyway. She was an adult who had stepped into the society with one foot, and her endurance was stronger than when she was a child. She should be able to overcome those nightmares with hard work.Even if you can't be completely free from fear in the end, at least don't let yourself faint at every turn.

What if Sister Yuan moved house again in order to prevent herself from fainting again.

Bai Qiqi's brain circuits are always different from others, and she doesn't know whether this is a good thing or a bad thing.However, judging from the current situation, it doesn't seem to have any adverse effects, at most it seems a little silly sometimes, making people wonder what is in her little head.

Fate sometimes has to be, anyway, stupid people have stupid blessings, the whole Bai family agrees: just be happy, nothing else is important.

People always say that they think about it day by day and dream about it at night. Bai Qiqi thought about it and thought it might be worth a try. Before going to bed, she deliberately thought about something about that day in her mind.

"Could you sleep with me? I'm scared~" Waking up from a nightmare for the first time, seeing Sister Yuan flying over from the small bed through the light coming through the crack of the door, Bai Qiqi grabbed her shamelessly. Elder sister Yuan kept her sleeves on her bed in a daze.

There was someone who could make her feel at ease, Bai Qiqi sniffed and rubbed her nose into Sister Yuan's arms, closed her eyes after smelling the good smell from her senior, and carefully recalled what happened that day.

It was the second Saturday of the summer vacation, and it was sunny and sunny.Bai Qiqi has finally graduated from primary school, she doesn't have to worry about homework during the summer vacation, and she has plenty of time to be with Sister Yuan from morning till night.When Sister Yuan reads, she only reads comics, and when Sister Yuan rests, she takes Sister Yuan out to play. Except for sleeping at night, she almost grows on Sister Yuan.

Of course, she wouldn't mind sleeping with Sister Yuan if she wanted to.

Sister Yuan was going to make up lessons that day, and it was inconvenient to take Bai Qiqi there, so Bai Qiqi had to sit by the flower pond at the entrance of the building and wait eagerly.

"Qiqi, why are you sitting here? It's hot outside, hurry up and go home." Qi's father came back from the outside under the sun, with two bags of vegetables in his hand.

Bai Qiqi got up from the edge of the flower pond with a grunt, poked her head to look into her bag, "Sister Yuan has gone to class, I'll wait for her."

At that time, the Bai family and Qi's family lived opposite each other, and the two children had played together since they were young. Whoever made delicious food had to send a copy to the opposite door, or directly call people over to eat together.If any adult is away from home due to something, the child will be put in 'foster care' at the opposite door, and will be brought back at night.

Qi's father took Bai Qiqi upstairs and put all the vegetables into the kitchen, "How about making winter melon ball soup for lunch?"

"Okay! Let's add carrots!" Bai Qiqi nodded sharply, looking at the pile of vegetables and her watch, "When will Sister Yuan finish class?"

Qi's father washed an apple for Bai Qiqi to chew on, took out the vegetables that were finally in the bag, put the rest in the refrigerator, wiped his hands and checked the time, "get out of class should be over soon. Qiqi, we will pick you up Sister Yuan, right?"

One big and one small hit it off and walked slowly along the road to Qi Yuan's cram school.

It's not that I'm not in a hurry, the main reason is that Bai Qiqi has short legs, so I can't hurry up.Moreover, she is already 12 years old, and Qi's father can no longer carry her like she did when she was a child, and can only follow slowly beside her.

The place where Qi Yuan made up lessons was not far from their community, and it took only ten minutes for Bai Qiqi's short legs to get there.The soft and sticky Bai Qiqi stood under the tree, staring at the door, while Qi's father went to the supermarket across the road to buy cold drinks.

"Catch the thief!" An old lady with a cloth bag ran forward, and in front of her was a man who was rushing forward quickly.

There are people around who are watching with cold eyes, some are eager to try, and some are already running after them.It's a pity that the young man ran so fast that the people behind couldn't catch up at all.

"Hold it well." Two bottles of cold drinks were stuffed into his hands, and Bai Qiqi hissed from the ice.

Qi's father ran very fast, very fast.After all, the talent is there, and most people can't beat him.But it was precisely because of running too fast that it eventually caused a catastrophe.

The thief at the front was also a good runner. After a while, he was about to run to the opposite side of the intersection. The people who chased him died one after another.A black car rushed out at a yellow light, and was forced to turn the steering wheel hard by the thief, and the whole front of the car hit Qi's father.

Bai Qiqi watched helplessly as Qi's father was knocked into the air and fell more than ten meters away.I have envied my friends who can fly so many times, but this time, Bai Qiqi thinks that being able to fly is a particularly uncool thing.

The old aunt who was wearing a cloth bag screamed, and the people around her surrounded her in a chaotic manner. The thief didn't know where she had gone.Bai Qiqi froze in place, not knowing what to do, she always felt like she was in a dream.

Wake up, wake up!Don't sleep anymore, wake up quickly.

There is a voice in my heart that keeps shouting, the whole person seems to have fallen into the sea, the whole body is completely surrounded by water, there is water that can be touched up, down, left, and right, but cannot be touched but cannot be grasped.Bai Qiqi struggled hard, but she couldn't get out no matter what.

The waving hands suddenly had a point of strength, and the helpless body suddenly had support, and a voice kept ringing in her ears, calling her name softly.

"Qiqi? Qiqi!"

A ray of light shines on his face through the water, and his eyes are dazzled.Bai Qiqi frowned and dodged a few times, the light finally disappeared.

Slowly opened her eyes, in front of her was the uncle doctor who examined her.Bai Qiqi hummed twice, and leaned back again.

"How do you feel?" The doctor uncle bent down to observe Bai Qiqi's expression carefully, and asked softly, "Do you have a headache? Are you sick? What's wrong?"

Bai Qiqi shook her head slightly, "I don't feel uncomfortable, it's just a nightmare. I had a slight headache, but it's much better now."

It was another series of examinations, and when the doctor, who was still wearing slippers, gave instructions to the rest room, Bai Qiqi watched Sister Yuan close the door, turn around and go back to the bed, and slipped back into that warm embrace with a grunt.

"Sister Yuan~" The little rabbit was dizzy and still not quite sober, and his milky voice was nasal, "I'm sorry."

Qi Yuan hugged the soft and cute little rabbit and walked along his back, "What did you dream about, and you suddenly said that?"

"Uncle Qi..." Bai Qiqi bit her lip, trembling but still unable to say, "I'm sorry."

When mentioning that person, Qi Yuan would naturally not be indifferent. There was a time when she couldn't get out, not only her, but the whole Qi family fell into a gloomy atmosphere.In the end, my mother couldn't bear it anymore and went down to find my father. Only myself and my grandfather were left in the whole family.No matter how strong the half-old child was, he couldn't bear the shock of losing his parents. He locked himself in the room without eating, drinking or sleeping, flipping through the photo album over and over again.It was Mr. Qi who asked someone to knock down the door, pointing at Qi Yuan and swearing at him.The white-haired man sent off the black-haired man, sending away his son and daughter-in-law one after another. Mr. Qi was hit no less than anyone else, but the dead are gone, and the important thing is the living.

After finally getting out of the shadows, Qi Yuan cheered up a little, and wanted to go to the opposite side to see the little rabbit that was always following behind her, but found out that Bai Qiqi was still in the hospital.Hurrying over, the child who used to only smile sweetly at him would cry when he saw her, covering his head and crying and shouting.

Later, the Qi family moved.

The contact between the two became less and less until Bai Qiqi went to college.

Time will heal all scars, these years Qi Yuan has already learned to face the reality, but Bai Qiqi has never been able to get out.

At that time, Bai Qiqi believed that Uncle Qi was the one who killed her. If it wasn't for her, Uncle Qi would not go to pick up Sister Yuan. , Sister Yuan will not only depend on Grandpa Qi for life.

Bai Qiqi felt that everything was her fault.But she didn't know how to make up for her mistakes, didn't know how to face sister Yuan, didn't know what she could do, so she subconsciously chose to escape from reality, forget what happened that day, and block all the memories about the Qi family.

During that year, Bai Qiqi fell ill repeatedly, her health became worse and worse, and her courage became smaller and smaller.The once lively and cheerful little girl has become a "nest" who can only let go of being herself in front of Bai's father and mother at home, and becomes extremely fragile when she goes outside.

So when we met at the school gate, when Qi Yuan saw the little rabbit timidly hiding behind his parents, his heart softened completely.

"It's not your fault, don't say I'm sorry." Qi Yuan carefully hugged the little rabbit, as if caring for the most precious treasure in the world, "Dad is a policeman, we are all people he has to protect with his life, he is not here Now, we have to protect ourselves for him.”

Everyone understands the truth, but it is still hard to feel uncomfortable, and it is impossible to feel at ease.

Bai Qiqi's nose was sore and she wanted to cry again, she buried her whole body in Sister Yuan's arms to hide her tears, "Sister Yuan, I'm sleepy."

"Go on to sleep if you're sleepy, I'm here, don't be afraid~"

"Hmm~"