Be a heartthrob in Lao Gong's love letter [Wear the book]

Nie Yimian had a dream about something from a long time ago - when he was still in the orphanage.

That young man, who looks very kind and very honest, came to the orphanage to do some hard work of moving goods.

Then somehow they sneaked into the interior and replaced a nurse to take care of their daily life.

This man knows how to take care of children better than many women, so in less than a month he gained the approval of these ignorant little carrots.

They circled around him, chirping and calling him "Brother Qiu", asking him to play with them.

At this moment, the man looked at him and asked softly, "Yimian? Aren't you going to play with us?"

He shook his head, sat aside and read the book alone.

From the first moment he saw this man, he hated this man from the bottom of his heart, hated his eyes, hated the obscenity and filth in his eyes.

From that day on, the man would come up to him from time to time and talk to him for various reasons, but he usually chose to walk away indifferently or avoid it intentionally.

As for the man's reaction, he wouldn't look back for another look.

The consequence of this is that he becomes more and more withdrawn.

After that, there were rumors in the circle of nurses that he suffered from autism and depression, because he was too withdrawn and suicidal.

Autism?

He was puzzled.

Among these children, who can understand the meaning of this word?

He didn't know how it was spread, he only knew that the dean took care of him and asked this man surnamed Qiu to take care of him the whole time.

After the woman finished explaining the matter, the man stretched out his hand to him, ready to pull him back into the room.

"I'm not sick." He spit out a sentence, put his hands behind his back, took another step back, and distanced himself from the man.

As a result, his words were regarded by the woman as a refusal to take the medicine.

The fat woman sitting behind the stage frowned, maybe she was thinking that she still had a lot of business to do, and it was not easy to find time to see a child who had a "serious illness".

In the end, he was dragged back to a separate room by force.

The man laughed viciously, revealing his true colors, he is an out-and-out pervert and scum.

The man tried to moles him, but failed.

Because he used self-harm, he cut a long cut on his entire arm.

The man panicked. In order not to expose the matter, he had no choice but to temporarily stop thinking about him and healed his wound in the shortest possible time.

But this nasty business never stops with a simple threat.

Secretly, the man replaced the medicine used to treat depression with drugged drugs.

"I'm not sick, I don't want to eat." He still refused.

Later, something was wrong with the food.

He began not to eat or drink.

When he was about to collect evidence and send him to prison, he suddenly had another idea——

Just kill this scumbag.

kill him.

Damn him.

He doesn't deserve to live.

"Anyone with dirty thoughts about me deserves to die."

Since he was eight years old, he has had such a strong killing intent.

He planned everything, from pretending to accept it, collecting the drug, tricking the man into drinking it, and then verbally seducing him into the bathroom.

In the end the man drowned.

He plunged his head into the pool and died silently in a strange posture and way.

Everyone is talking.

"Suicide? Impossible, his mental state has always been good."

"The autopsy revealed drug ingredients."

"But Yimian's child has been locked up. Where did he get the drug? He can't possibly kill someone."

The children cried and cried because their "Brother Qiu" would never appear again.

For this farce, he chose to ignore it.

Because of this incident, everyone became increasingly alienated from him.

Later, someone gave him the chance to leave the orphanage, and that was Nie Xiao.

It has to be said that Nie Xiao, as a leader in the industry, is really good at hiding his true thoughts.

So much so that he did treat him like a father in the first few years.

This dream about family affection was shattered at the 12-year-old birthday party.

He had the idea of ​​killing again.

But Nie Xiao is not easy to deceive, as long as he finds a clue, he will be tortured unspeakably.

He didn't intend to take risks, so he waited for the opportunity.

Until he met that sick woman named "Qin Shuang".

She actually secretly took pictures of Nie Xiao and him being intimate, and threatened him to associate with her.

"If you have enough guts, go for the challenge. I will definitely cheer for you silently." He said from the bottom of his heart.

This is where his desire to take advantage begins.

After being tortured by Nie Xiao and sent to the hospital, he did not forget to pay attention to Qin Shuang's movements.

The last time I saw her was one evening.

She appeared on the street corner outside the hospital, wearing a peaked cap, staring at her target - Nie Xiao.

After Nie Xiao's car drove away from the hospital, he pretended to convey his idea of ​​wanting a puppet keychain, and sent Nie Xiao to the most remote shop.

He is fueling the flames, and he is using Qin Shuang's hatred.

In the end, he succeeded in killing Nie Xiao, and also got a Qin Shuang.

In the ward, he stood in front of the window, silently looking at the hazy sky.

The woman with short hair pushed the door in, holding the puppet keychain in her hand and said to him, "Yimian, I will take care of you from now on."

……

Time passed, and in a blink of an eye, he came to the age when he was going to college.

The blushing Bai Jinshu pushed the novel in front of him.

"Sleep, I like you."

……

No.

You shouldn't like me.

Because as long as you dare to hurt me in the name of this love, I will send you to hell.

These memories hidden deep in his heart are his deadliest weapon.

Nie Yimian slowly opened his eyes.

He stretched out his hands in the air, which seemed to be covered with blood.

Qin Shu, who was lying on the bedside, also woke up, and when she looked up and saw Nie Yimian's appearance, her heart ached.

She held his hands and comforted him, "I wiped it for you..."

"thanks……"

Nie Yimian lowered his eyes and fell into a deep sleep again.

Qin Shu sighed, got up and pulled his quilt up, tucking it tighter.

Now, what to do.

She sat down dejectedly, staring at the flickering candle in a daze.

At this time, there was a thunder outside the window, which brought her back to her thoughts.

She got up to close the window, but saw a figure under the cold light of lightning and thunder.

As her breathing became heavier, Qin Shu's eyes widened, and she retreated again and again until she reached the bedside.

It's him……

Here he is!

A gust of wind cut open the closed door, and Bai Jinshu walked in slowly through the rain.

"Get out." He said to Qin Shu.

"No..." Qin Shu stopped in front of the bed, even if she was trembling with fear, she would not compromise.

She didn't think Master Hongxiu was here to see Nie Yimian's injury.

He will only make him more painful!

"Are you willing to die for him?" Bai Jinshu asked softly.

A gust of coldness struck, condensing all the furnishings in the room with a thin layer of ice.

Qin Shu shuddered.

At this moment, a pair of warm little hands grasped her and infused her with spiritual power.

She looked back and found that Nie Yimian woke up at some point, and those bright eyes seemed to whisper to her:

"Let me deal with him."

Then she was pushed out with a sudden force.

The frost condensed out branches and vines, which surrounded the entire room, leaving only Bai Jinshu and Nie Yimian in the room.

"Does it still hurt?" Bai Jinshu sat down beside the bed.

Nie Yimian bowed his head and remained silent.

Bai Jinshu licked his rosy lips, leaned closer, and groped Nie Yimian's body with a pair of well-defined hands.

"I think Wen Jingzhi hasn't done enough, I haven't tasted it yet."

"Why do you need to use so many tricks if you want to torture me?" Nie Yimian raised his head and looked at him calmly.

"Torture you?" Bai Jinshu seemed to have heard some big joke, "It's just that you made it up to yourself. If you accept it early, you won't be in this state."

"Then will you forgive me?" Nie Yimian held his wrist, "Forgive everything I did back then."

Bai Jinshu shook off his hand and clamped his chin, with a stern expression:

"You use me to deal with Nie Xiao! You want to seize power! You want to use the power I gave you to deal with me! You have lied to me for so many years! How can I forgive you?

Why do you trample on my sincerity towards you?Back then I gave you whatever you wanted, but you kept thinking about how to kill me!

Let me tell you, Nie Yimian, don't even think that I will forgive you in your life—you deserve what you are suffering now!I can't wait for you to die now, it's good to die, and you will continue to shout 'Master' at me in the next life. "

Nie Yimian lowered his hands, his once bright eyes gradually turned gray at this moment:

"You are a high god, you hold the power of life and death, and others are like ants in your eyes.

You never get to know what I really want, let alone why I do what I do.

Will you really give me what I want?

Do you understand my past, my heart, my past pains, my present pains, all my pains?

I want to try my best to live on, I want to see the most beautiful place in the world quietly by myself, but I have to face you crazy people, I want to die, you make me want to die!

Is it enough?Your goal has been achieved.

I would rather die than live.

Then it was, and it is now. "

Bai Jinshu was stunned.

Nie Yimian grabbed his hand, put it on his chest, and bewitched:

"kill me."

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一世：我在磨刀了。敢动他的一个也别想活。:)感谢在2020-03-0803:38:53~2020-03-1004:45:58期间为我投出霸王票或灌溉营养液的小天使哦~

Thanks to the little angel who threw the grenade: 1 song of Mu Qing;

Thanks to the little angel of irrigation nutrient solution: 5 bottle of Ling Qing;

Thank you very much for your support, I will continue to work hard!