Candle [Rebirth]

As soon as Xiao Ning grasped his wrist, he almost crushed the lock ring with such force, he stared at Gu Ling closely, almost unable to restrain the trembling in his words: "You want to die that much?"

"I'd rather die," Gu Ling whispered, the surrounding candles cast shadows on his face, "What I do next, what you hate, is a thorn in our hearts, If you can't pull it out, you will want to kill me sooner or later... I will also die at your hands sooner or later."

"Then why on earth are you?" Xiao Ning grabbed his shoulders and shook him, speaking eagerly, as if grasping some kind of hope, "Is there a reason why you treated me like that, right? Someone forced you, or something else Of... you say it, you say it!"

He has never been out of control like this. Even in the eyes of everyone in Zhongsui Mountain that day, he was just silent, desperate, and desperate. Gu Ling let him shake, shaking his head in unbearable pain, but he couldn't say a word. Unable to speak.

What can be said, what should be said?

What can be said, how can it be said?

Xiao Ning let go, slumped down as if losing strength, and said in a low voice: "Brother, you don't even know, when I opened that door and saw you lying on the ground covered in blood, I was What does it feel like..."

"You are so afraid of me, you hate me so much, you would rather stab yourself to death than see me, if you knew it..."

"If you knew this, you should have killed me before everything happened." Gu Ling closed his eyes, his thick eyelashes trembling slightly, "Isn't it?"

Xiao Ning gave a low laugh, and continued as if he had never heard of it: "I hate you, I hate you for ruining my reputation, using my feelings, trampling on my dignity, and forcing me into a person I don't even know now. , but what can I do to you? The most I can do is to use this dark iron lock ring to lock up the last bit of my obsessive desire."

"But you don't even want to give me your feelings..."

Xiao Ning got off the bed sideways, and his voice suddenly became very cold: "You put your life on me, bet that I don't want to hurt you, but do you really think that I dare not do anything?"

——How can you think that you dare not do anything, you have already done everything.

Gu Ling opened his eyes wearily, and replied flatly: "How could it be that I don't give you my affection, but you... Xiao Ning, ask yourself, there are so many things between us, how can you still love me like before?" Me, respect me, treat me sincerely?"

"You can't," he replied for him. "This is a dead end. I can't ask you to act like nothing happened. I'm sorry for you. If you still think about our old friendship, I will give it to you." I'm happy, don't torture me any more—I want nothing but death."

Xiao Ning turned around, grabbed him by the neck, and pulled him closer to him, a faint red light suddenly appeared in his eyes, Gu Ling heard his furious voice: "You think beautifully!"

"It doesn't matter if you don't want to, I have ten thousand ways to kill myself," Gu Ling avoided his gaze, and said emptyly, "Can you stop it once and every time?"

"No, I won't allow it, you dare, you dare!" Xiao Ning was in a panic, shaking him viciously, as if he didn't know what to do, "If you dare to commit suicide, I dare to go back to Mount Sui, and miss you Kill all those people! I have long been a villain, and I don’t care about taking a few more lives!"

"Cough..." Gu Ling grabbed his hand excitedly, shook his head unbearably in pain, his spirit was already extremely fragile, and wished he had to worry about the price of losing his soul, so he opened his mouth to tell him everything——

But if I told him that it was impossible for him to survive, wouldn't it make him suffer for the rest of his life...

Gu Ling huddled aside with a pale face and shivered, his eyes were filled with something that Xiao Ning had never seen before, something that could be called despair and fear.He couldn't control his emotions anymore, his left hand tightly held the black iron lock ring on his right wrist, and he slammed down fiercely.

Xiao Ning even heard the "creak" sound of the lock ring hitting the wrist bone, he had no doubts, if he didn't stop it, even if the bones of this hand were crushed, he would take off the lock ring.

He grabbed Gu Ling's hand and couldn't suppress the choking in his throat. Xiao Ning didn't understand what this lock ring meant to him, but he knew very well that it meant humiliation, pain, and love. Despair is his lingering and invincible inner demon for many years.

Xiao Ning activated a small technique in his hand, and with a "click", the lock ring broke in two from his right hand and fell straight down.Xiao Ning didn't seem to dare to raise his head, he stared at the bed obsessively, and said firmly: "I used to think that I hated you, hated you so much that I wanted to kill you..."

"now……"

Gu Ling stared blankly at the broken lock ring in front of him, and couldn't believe it, Xiao Ning took it off for him himself.

Maybe Xiao Ning... doesn't hate him as much as he imagined.

Or...he was completely different from his previous life, and the things he dreaded in his dreams might not happen at all.

Xiao Ning got far away from him in a daze, sat silently, and held back a sentence after a while: "Senior brother, do you know what I saw when I fell into the lake when we were on the island of wish?"

Gu Ling raised his eyes to look at him, and heard him say: "I used to not understand why I became like that...but now I understand, now I really wish I could still treat you like that..."

Xiao Ning clearly remembered that when he fell into the lake on his back, the water in the lake was extremely cold, he struggled desperately, but sank deeper and deeper.

He felt his hair spread out in strands and strands in the lake water. He shook his head, but the long hair seemed to have life instead, covering his sight with bared teeth and claws.

I don't know how long it took.

Xiao Ning opened his eyes in a daze, but happened to see a strand of long hair in front of him again.The long hair was extremely shiny, with a hint of familiar aroma.

Wait...long hair?

The whole body no longer felt the biting cold feeling just now, Xiao Ning raised his head, just in time to see a thin figure from the back.There was someone sitting in front of him with his back to him, with long black hair winding down, only a bare shoulder was exposed, and there were a few red hickey marks on the shoulders, which looked charming and ambiguous.At this moment, the man raised his hand to brush his hair, and he saw a dark iron lock ring on his right hand.

The lights around him were dim, and he seemed to be sitting on a big bed with a red veil ripped off. Xiao Ning pressed "Tudu"'s twitching eyebrows, and wanted to pat the shoulder of the person in front of him, but his hand went straight through. The opponent's body fell into a void.

The person in front of him didn't seem to feel his presence at all. He sat quietly, and after a long time, he stretched out his left hand, touched the lock ring on his right wrist, and let out a trembling sob.

Before Xiao Ning could react, the curtain was thrown aside.

With evil spirit rushing towards his face, Xiao Ning frowned slightly, and caught sight of his own face unexpectedly.He saw a dark red demon world totem on his forehead, blood-red rays of light flowing between his eyebrows, and there was even blood on the side of his face - he had never seen blood before, seeing himself like this, he felt very strange.

But that...it was indeed his face.

That "Xiao Ning" grabbed the long hair of the person in front of him, forcing him to raise his head and stare at him. He stared at him for a while, and suddenly a sinister smile appeared on his face: "How dare you?" Dare to commit suicide, you... you have always cherished your life, but now... don't you want to live?"

Like thunder, he heard the extremely familiar voice of the person whose long hair was being pulled, the voice was extremely hoarse, as cold as pearls and jade, with a half-bleak smile: "Live? Not live...just die. "

It's... the voice of my senior brother.

"You have a good idea!" Xiao Ning stretched out his hand to grab his neck, his eyes were red, and his voice was viciously ambiguous, "How many lives do you have left, you can't remember it yourself? It's okay... I'll help you." Do you remember, was the game fun in the past? Today, I will play it again with you. "

He grabbed his neck, dragged him, and roughly dragged him out of bed.After hearing this sentence, the lifeless Gu Ling suddenly seemed to go crazy and struggled desperately. Unfortunately, he was too thin and had no spiritual power at all. No matter how hard he struggled, it was useless.

"Don't...Xiao Ning, please..."

Xiao Ning dragged him to the table in front of the window, picked up the black soup on the table with one hand, squeezed his chin, and poured it in.

There was a faint bitterness in the air.

"Cough, cough..." Gu Ling knelt at his feet, convulsed and coughed heavily, as if wanting to vomit out the medicine he just drank.Xiao Ning tugged at his front, lifted him up, and hugged him in her arms in an imprisoned posture.

"What's wrong?" Xiao Ning hugged him tightly, his eyes were empty, he didn't know whether he was talking to him or himself, "What's wrong? Drink it, you forget everything, You can lie to me as well as yourself, what's wrong..."

"Please, don't..." Gu Ling leaned on his shoulder, repeating in a dazed manner, "Don't... Xiao Ning, you can't treat me like this, you can't treat me like this, I..."

Xiao Ning sat expressionlessly, reaching out to caress his back as if to comfort him, until Gu Ling calmed down drowsily, and then he carried him back to the bed who had passed out.It was hard to tell whether the expression on his face was happy or sad, Xiao Ning stretched out his slender fingers to lift his chin, first gently kissed the attractive cinnabar mole between his pale lips, and then exchanged a deep kiss with him .

"If not, what can I...how?"

what is this?

What is "myself" doing?

Xiao Ning scrambled and fell off the bed, and took several steps back in panic.He looked at the two people in the void in front of him, then touched his own face, his lips and teeth were trembling, and he couldn't say a word.

what is this?

Ever since he took the cup of tea that he served while half asleep and half awake when he was young, he has made up his mind to stand by him for the rest of his life.Although there was a period of estrangement later, but the senior brother had treated him so well for so many years, he respected him and loved him, and put him on the tip of his heart like a god to protect him, how could... how could he do such a thing?

This is simply blasphemy.

He looked at "Xiao Ning" guarding Gu Ling in disbelief until he woke up, as if he couldn't remember anything, and asked him who he was with his wet phoenix eyes.He saw himself pulling him into his arms, and his deep voice sounded so clear in the enclosed space: "You are...my Taoist companion...you love me, you were born for me, and you died for me."

"You can't leave me, never... never."

The person in his arms trembled, then nodded silently, and put his arms around his neck.

The memory came to an abrupt end here, he woke up from the great shock and sorrow, and only thought it was so funny.He once thought that if he really had a day to treat his senior brother like this, he must kill himself first.

This memory is the fear that he hides deep in his heart. He never thought that there would be a day when he would come to this point.

"I can't wait, but I can't bear it..." Gu Ling heard Xiao Ning say in a daze, "Brother, what should I do with you? Tell me, what should I do?"

His look is simply heartbreaking, what should I do, what should I do?Gu Ling was thinking drowsily, and suddenly remembered what he said just now.

The island of spiritual wishes, the ancient mirror of rebirth...

Yu.

Hee.

alone.

Family.

In the cracks in his memory, he saw Xiao Ning's last appearance in his previous life - did he already know everything about that appearance at that time?

If so, it is very likely that the secret of Qing Yan Jue is hidden in the memory of his previous life.As long as he takes him to the Island of Wishing and finds those secrets in the Sifang Ancient Lake, everything will be possible and there will be a turning point!

"Xiao Jiu..." Gu Ling called out with difficulty, saying every word, feeling that his voice was trembling out of shape, "If you believe me for the last time, I will take you to a place..."

The author has something to say: In his previous life, Xiaojiu only had a vague affection for his senior brother at first, and was hurt by his later bastards. You can see in the episode) and other scumbags.

In this life, our Xiaojiu has been confused by the meticulous care of the previous senior brother, and turned into a licking dog (no!), reluctant to do anything to him, so we can not hurt the senior brother who is so fragile that he is about to be depressed Mood, can HE!

So I fell into self-doubt: I suspect that I can't write chasing wife crematorium, because Xiaojiu can't bear to abuse him_(:з)∠)_

The author of Mao Maotou, who knows nothing, will take the IELTS test on his birthday on 6.22. Life is so difficult. Before the liver stops, I will try my best to update it every day...——

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