Candle [Rebirth]

"Say...what are you talking about?" He lowered his voice, biting his lower lip tightly, not wanting to reveal his messy snort. His mind was in chaos, he even felt that if Xiao Ning got closer, if he looked at him like before, if he leaned close to his ear and said a word in a hoarse voice, even just one sentence, he would...

Passion | Desire was burning, and Gu Ling bit a corner of his clothes in order to prevent himself from making a sound.His teeth were trembling, and his body was almost convulsed. The slight rubbing sound was drowned out in the deliberate sound of his tossing and turning and the running water outside the boat, and nothing could be heard.

Xiao Ning was sitting on the other side of the boat a little far away from him, and after saying that sentence just now, he kept his back to him, as if he was watching the night outside the boat carefully, and seemed to be in a trance.Gu Ling stared at him in a daze, the corner of his clothes slipped off, revealing a small sob.

I really want to... hug him.

I really want to hear the sound of his breathing and see his familiar eyes.

I really want to... kiss the corner of his lips that never smiles, and share all the warmth with him.

but……

The boat shook heavily a few times, the corners of Gu Ling's eyes were red, and a tear slipped down the end of his eyes into his hair.He felt his hands were wet and cold, and his heart was extremely terrified.

What am I... doing?

It's not that Xiao Ning imprisoned him in the underground palace in his previous life. It's not that he didn't do such a thing, but at the beginning it was just malicious revenge. He just liked to watch him cry, watch him beg for mercy, watch him suffer, and watch him lose his innocence , broke down and begged him to let go.But in this life, Xiao Ning respected him and believed in him, and did not force him, and would never do such a thing again, but he did it again and again, just through inadvertent contact, and couldn't help himself.

Do I...

Is it...

Is it—

Xiao Ning suddenly groaned in the darkness, he could even clearly hear the sound of Xiao Ning licking his lips after every relief in his previous life, he was very familiar with this sound, it was Xiao Ning's habitual sound.

Slippery and erotic|colorful.

An absurd thought popped up in his heart, did he do the same thing as himself?

If it is true, then does he also treat himself...

Gu Ling felt a coolness spread from the back of his neck and spread along his spine, which made him tremble and suddenly shivered.

Is it—

Trembling, Gu Ling hugged his legs tightly, closed his eyes, his heart was still in chaos, but many images floated in his mind inappropriately.

When he was reborn, he called that "senior brother" for the first time.

In the well of Xiahe, separated by many streams of water, he stared wide-eyed in astonishment.

After he became an adult, under the shadow of the mottled bamboo leaves, for the first time, he showed him a smile like a cloud coming out of the mountains.

……

The deepest hatred, the most painful memory, and the bloodiest past in the previous life are blurred into a mess of insignificance at this moment. Gu Ling wondered in a daze, why he couldn't forget it when he immersed himself in the bucket of cold water that day. What a misty old thing.

Why not hate him?

Since the age of 16, he has been with him day and night. He can clearly see the soft heart under the hard exterior of this young man, and he also uses his best efforts to pull him back from the wrong path in his previous life and tie him by his side. .For so many years, treating him well has become an inseparable habit, and he has become a part of his life.

Bright, happy, heart-warming, part.

He is no longer the person who was framed by himself and became the shadow of his life in the past.

No more indifferent passers-by.

She is the closest person in this world and the person who least wants to be separated.

Is it—

Gu Ling climbed a few steps towards Xiao Ning, and as soon as he got closer, a loud noise suddenly interrupted his thoughts. Before he could react, he saw Xiao Ning jump into the river from the stern of the boat with a "plop". .The cold spray patted Gu Ling's face, and he stared at Xiao Ning dumbfounded: "You...what are you doing?"

Xiao Ning was floating on the water, his temples were a little wet, he wiped the water off his face, and said righteously: "It's too...too hot in the boat."

Looking at his face, Gu Ling suddenly felt a lot of soft feelings in his heart.Although he was young and frivolous, and his words were not forgiving, he had never tasted the slightest bit of love in his previous life to this life, and now he still couldn't distinguish his inner feelings, he just felt so flustered that he didn't know what to say.

But Xiao Ning suddenly opened his mouth and said: "Brother once said... to take me to the brothel."

It's like carrying a basin of cold water in your head.

Gu Ling felt his heart stopped beating for a moment. He stammered and asked, "You...why do you think of this? Why do you want to go to the brothel? But when you are old, you want to taste the taste of this world?"

Xiao Ning lowered his head, the drooping jet-black hair cast a shadow on his handsome face, making it difficult for Gu Ling to see his expression clearly, and it took him a long time to hear his "hmm".

Gu Ling suddenly felt very cold, so cold that his lips and teeth trembled a little. After a while, he heard himself laughing, and his voice was as casual as usual: "Junior brother in the future... I also want to find a Taoist companion, a talent like you, There must be many little girls who like it, you tell the senior brother, the senior brother will help you speak well in front of the master... Do you... already have someone you like?"

Xiao Ning shook his head slightly, then nodded again, the water drops passed across his somewhat pale face, and he actually showed an extremely rare smile, that smile was reflected in the river below him, broken into waves by the waves. Pieces of shattered phantoms appeared.

Bingzhu is an ancient sword.

The blade of the sword is blunt and the blade is heavy. It can't even cut through a piece of paper, but it can cut iron like mud under the urging of spiritual power.

At this moment, it was as if someone was holding the sword, without mobilizing any spiritual power, and forcibly cut his heart piece by piece, making his hands dripping with blood, but he couldn't cry out the pain.

But it hurts.

Gu Ling opened his mouth and didn't answer for a long while, before he said in a low voice: "You come up first, let's go back and have an early rest..."

The emotion is too vague, the hatred of the previous life, the love of the present life, are so intricate that it is hard to describe them.Such an emotion that doesn't know where it comes from or where it's going, but how... how can he think clearly, and how can he force Xiao Ning to obey his will.

Gu Ling suddenly remembered that Xiao Ning had a beautiful woman from the Demon Race beside him in his previous life. She was beautiful, slender and agile, and she was never just a humiliation to him.Now that he can't get out, and he has such a strange thought, can Xiao Ning go crazy with him?

No, in his previous wish, Xiao Ning should grow up peacefully, find a beautiful Taoist partner, and be envied by everyone.Be close to him or be like a brother or a stranger, and keep a distance when you have your own affairs in the second half of your life, or die or ascend, and your life will last forever.happy.

Shouldn't be tied to him.

If Xiao Ning had never met him in his previous life, he should have had such a life.

The night outside the window was dark, Gu Ling leaned against the cold tent, suddenly remembered that in February of this year, he and Xiao Ning were lying together under a certain flowering tree on the mountain of death.He picks out vulgar playbooks in the human world to read to him, and Xiao Ning just listens quietly from the sidelines.The young man's voice was clear and cold, and when he heard the end, he sighed, this human emotion is really like a flower tree in mid-spring, it blooms and then withers, it's a flower blooming event.