Xueba is cold and lustful

When Chi Yanan was sweating profusely and rushed to the hospital that Su Jishi mentioned, he happened to hear the doctor talking about Chi Xingle's condition with Su Jishi in the corridor.

"The wound on the patient's neck is not serious, but we found that he has a very serious PTSD, that is, post-traumatic stress disorder, and what is currently manifested in him is avoidance and numbness symptoms. He has blocked a period related to traumatic experiences. However, recently, some major accidents stimulated him, such as this injury. This memory, which he had forgotten in the form of self-protection, suddenly broke through his defense, causing the patient's psychological bottom line to collapse. Escaping from reality, in simple terms, his physical function data is normal, but subconsciously unwilling to wake up, student Su, with all due respect, did the patient encounter violence when he was young?"

When the patient was young,

Have you ever experienced violence?

Chi Yan'an fell into an ice cave for a moment, and looked into the ward through the glass window. Chi Xingle was lying pale on the hospital bed, with a piece of gauze on his neck, faintly showing a little blood. The floor fell down, as quietly as if asleep.

Chi Xingle felt as if he had walked into an endless narrow alley, surrounded by darkness, he was afraid of the dark, ghosts, and afraid of being alone in a closed fear, he instinctively shrunk himself into a ball, but The lingering fear in his heart still made it difficult for him to breathe, as if being strangled by an invisible hand, which made him feel as if he was dying, and he forgot that he was curled up in the darkness How long did it take, when the bright light shone in, he instinctively chased those lights and shadows and ran out.

When Chi Xingle was six or seven years old, he didn't live in his current home. At that time, Chi Yan'an's business was not that big, and the family house was just a two-storey small building with a yard in the old city. The small building had a basement , the basement is full of sundries, the light is dim and the space is confined. Xiaochi Xingle dislikes that basement the most. He likes to go to the children's park in the community to play. There are beautiful slides and swings, and there is also a soft sand pool for building tanks. .

Chi Xingle came out of the darkness, and what he saw was his favorite children's park when he was a child, but there was no one in the children's park, the swing was hanging quietly, only a child sat on the slide, wearing a white vest and black shorts Chi Xingle walked over, and the child raised his head, a piece was broken on his forehead, his white and tender cheeks looked soft, and his pair of round, big and beautiful eyes looked as if he had just cried, red , Against his beautiful eyebrows, he looks very pitiful.

Chi Xingle took a sudden breath, and said in a slightly hoarse voice, "...Who are you?"

"I'm Lele," the little boy grabbed the hem of his white vest, looked up at him with red eyes, "brother, I'm Chi Xingle."

Xiao Lele's soft and waxy voice seemed to have a hint of comfort. After the dense suffocation in his heart faded, Chi Xingle gradually recovered his breathing. He raised his hand and touched Xiao Lele's head. His eyes fell on the broken wound on his forehead, "How did you hurt your head?"

Speaking of this, Xiao Lele's eye circles couldn't help turning slightly red. He tugged at the hem of his clothes with his little fingers. He lowered his head and said sullenly, "Brother Wen Jin pushed me, I bumped into it."

Brother Wen Jin, because of this title, Chi Xingle suddenly remembered many things.

Chi Xingle has never met his mother, Xie Rou, because Xie Rou died of dystocia. Chi Yanan loved Chi Xingle in every possible way when he was a child, because Chi Xingle is very obedient, obediently reading, doing homework, obediently sleeping, he doesn't have to worry about anything at all, Chi Xingle Yan'an was a father and a mother by himself and dragged him until he was five or six years old.

On Chi Xingle's sixth birthday, Chi Yan'an brought a woman home, and that woman was Bai Xiuya. She was holding a little boy who was about the same age as Chi Xingle, and she was holding a three-year-old girl in her arms.

Chi Yanan said: "Lele, this is your new mother, and your brother and sister."

Bai Xiuya touched his head with a gentle smile, and the pink girl in her arms also opened her eyes and looked at Chi Xingle curiously, while the little boy who was about the same age as Chi Xingle took the initiative to look at him. He stretched out his hand and said with a smile, "Lele, my name is Bai Wenjin, you can call me Brother Wenjin."

Since childhood, there was only one child, Chi Xingle, and suddenly there were two more children and a mother. Of course, Chi Xingle was happy. He didn't know what a new mother meant, but he felt that he finally had a mother too.

After getting the marriage certificate with Bai Xiuya, Chi Yan'an lived at home for a period of time. During this time, the family of five got along very harmoniously. Bai Xiuya noticed many details of raising children that he hadn't noticed before. Chi Xingle What she likes to eat and play, and what she doesn't like to do, she can always find out at the first time, so when the company is going on a business trip, he also trusts to hand over the whole family to Bai Xiuya.

At that time, Chi Xingle was preparing to be promoted to the first grade class. Chi Yanan invited a tutor to teach him. Because he had to travel for work, he entrusted Bai Xiuya with supervising Chi Xingle's study. Chi Xingle had to study six Two hours each for Chinese, Mathematics, and English. Chi Yanan contacted him with an elementary school with very good teaching quality. There will be an entrance test at the beginning of the school, and they will be divided into classes according to their grades, so Chi Yanan wants Chi Xingle to do well in the exam. a little.

During class, Bai Xiuya would bring in fruits and freshly squeezed juices, telling Chi Xingle not to bury his head in reading all the time, and go out to play with his brother when he was tired. Bai Wenjin had a game console in his hand, which was given to him by Chi Yanan. Chi Xingle also wanted one, but Chi Yanan refused to buy it for him, saying that he would go crazy when he played and had no intention of studying, so when Chi Yanan was away, Bai Wenjin would always quietly play the game console for him, Chi Xingle thought that others were good , so he would share his toys with Bai Wenjin, and Bai Wenjin would always choose his favorite toy to pass every time. Although Chi Xingle was a bit reluctant, he felt that Chi Yanan would buy it for him, so he let it go. Bai Wenjin took it.

At the end of the summer vacation, Chi Xingle's grades in the promotion exam were very poor. When Chi Yan'an found out, he was very angry and beat him up with a hanger. Chi Xingle felt wronged, but he knew in his heart that it was because he always He secretly followed Bai Wenjin out to play, he didn't study hard, but the child didn't want to get so much, he only knew that his father beat him, so he was also angry with Chi Yan'an at the time, and ran out after being beaten up He hid under the slide in the small park, and it was Bai Wenjin who came out to look for him to go home.

Bai Wenjin said: "Lele, Uncle Chi didn't mean to hit you, it's just that he works hard, so he wants to vent."

Six-year-old Chi Xingle still doesn't understand what venting means, so he raised his big eyes and looked at Bai Wenjin in puzzlement, "What is venting?"

Sitting on the grass, Bai Wenjin explained to him, "If he hits you, it will make him feel better. He works too hard and has to earn money to support his family. Just like my mother, she sometimes scolds me and beats me. But she's not really angry with me, it's just that she will feel better if she beats me up, so don't be angry with Uncle Chi. "

Chi Xingle nodded with a vague understanding, and then followed Bai Wenjin back.

Chi Yan'an is actually a very strict father, but because Chi Xingle was very obedient in the past, he basically didn't need to get angry, but as the child got older, he found that Chi Xingle was becoming more and more lazy, and he was not serious about studying. Wan only cared about playing, so she gradually blamed him more and more. Whenever this time, Bai Xiuya would come out to smooth things over, save Chi Xingle from the pain of flesh and blood, and would persuade Chi Yan'an not to be so fierce.

When I was a child, Chi Xingle really liked Bai Xiuya for a while, she was gentle and patient, Chi Yanan would not let him watch cartoons and play game consoles and always forced him to study, Bai Xiuya would always secretly take him out to play, Buy him whatever he wants to eat. At that time, Chi Xingle didn't understand that Bai Xiuya wanted to raise him, so he naively thought that Bai Xiuya was a good mother.

Chi Xingle's grades are getting worse and worse, but Chi Yan'an's business is getting bigger and bigger, and he has less and less time to go home. One day Chi Xingle came home from playing tired, and when he entered the room, he saw Bai Wenjin taking Looking at his favorite robot, the arm of the robot was broken, the body could not make a sound, and the whole body was broken. He was a little unhappy and said: "Brother Wenjin, that is my toy, you put my toy broken."

Bai Wenjin took the tattered toy and threw it away, then looked at him with a smile on his face, "Didn't you say that I can give you any toy I want? Since it is my toy, if I break it, I will give it to you." It's broken, it's okay."

Xiao Lele was taken aback by his unreasonable words, but he was still a little angry, "But I didn't say I would give you this toy, you broke my things without my consent, you Apologize to me."

Bai Wenjin ignored him, and threw the toy into the trash can casually. Xiao Le couldn't be happier, and went up to argue with him, but was pushed by Bai Wenjin, and his forehead hit the corner of the desk, opening the gap. Cried.

When Bai Xiuya heard the crying, she came up with Chi Mumu in her arms. Seeing Xiao Lele crying with her head covered, she said impatiently that she was so noisy, and then took Bai Wenjin downstairs, Xiao Lele When he was tired from crying, he ran out by himself, sitting alone on the slide in a daze, he didn't understand why brother Wen Jin and mother Xiuya, who treated him very well in front of his father, seemed to be different people when his father left.

Chi Xingle touched Xiao Lele's head, and suddenly wanted to grab his past self, shook his shoulders and said loudly to him, mentally retarded, sober up, that vicious woman and that pervert are not good things in the first place, You don't want to be played around like a fool.