Failed to keep distance from rival

He Lindi has liked Chi Shuo for four years. In these four years, she has never heard of Chi Shuo being in love, so she took it for granted that Chi Shuo had always been single.

Before deciding to take the initiative, she was actually very nervous, because Chi said that the situation of not having an ex was not optimistic, on the contrary, it was a little grim.

What if Chi said that there is someone he never forgets?What if Chi said he had no interest in love at all?What if Chi said he didn't like the same sex or even felt a little disgusted?

All of the above made He Lindi feel anxious and uneasy, so in order to test Chi Shuo's attitude, she acted both normal and abnormal.

She asked Chi Shuo to take her home, she took pictures of Chi Shuo, she went to celebrate Chi Shuo’s birthday, she taught Chi Shuo to take pictures, and so on. The foreshadowing made by the attitude.

Even if she told Chi later that it was obviously ambiguous, He Lindi was still not very sure, until Shen Qu knew the secret about Shen Qu and Chi talking about themselves on the night of the New Year's Eve.

He Lindi's mood was a bit indescribable, she was happy but sad at the same time, and later the proportion of sadness became more and more, until Shen Qu called and said that she would not contact her again, which directly piled up this feeling to saturation.

And she and Chi talked about being together.

He Lindi didn't think she was a virgin, she just wanted to feel less guilty, and she didn't want to hide it from Shen Qu or Chi.

But Shen Qu couldn't be contacted now, and some things couldn't be said at all, but Chi said yes.

The frankness between lovers is very important, otherwise it will be deception, otherwise it will not last long until the trust is overdrawn.

Since He Lindi told Chi that they were in love, she has been hesitant about how to speak. She just wanted to open up with Chi. He would not push Chi Shuo away from him.

Shen Qu's feelings made her feel sad and uncomfortable, but it was limited to these. Love is so selfish, and Chi said that she really likes herself now, and once liked herself, so she has no reason to do such a stupid thing.

But it takes courage to confess. He Lindi hadn't found the opportunity until Shen Qu's Weibo was posted and touched her switch, making her light up like the light in the living room. When the master wants to sleep, she will go dark Down is no longer in business.

The day before New Year's Eve, Shen Qu sent out such a shocking news on various forums, Chi said that their side was also experiencing the earthquake/earthquake.

They simply came to accompany the shock, and the source of the shock was still Shen Qu.

After hearing He Lindi's words, Chi Shuo was stunned, and she asked, "Did she tell you?"

There is no need to guess who "she" is.

"No."

"My guess."

Chi said that she took a deep breath, clasped her hands together, and was thinking about how to continue this topic.

She coughed twice before slowly saying: "I said, I'm her black fan." She also sat down on the sofa, but on the other side, a little far away from He Lindi, "It's not because of her acting , not because she has any black material, just because she is my ex-girlfriend."

When Chi said this, he stared at the water glass on the coffee table, parted his lips, and continued: "An ex-girlfriend who cheated on me."

He Lindi changed her posture. She was leaning on the sofa at first, but now because she was talking about this matter, she hugged her knee instead. Her complexion didn't look very good, she was still haggard.

"If..." He Lindi buried her face, and said with her head raised to Chi. In this way, her voice became muffled, "What if she has a difficult reason behind this?"

Chi said that he glanced in her direction: "Is there any reason behind me?"

He Lindi didn't answer immediately, the room fell into silence except for the sound of the air conditioner.

He Lindi calmed down her emotions, then raised her head again, looked at Chi and said, "Yes, the pain." Her eyelashes drooped a little, "On New Year's Eve, I ate with her in a Chinese restaurant. "

"I don't know why she suddenly wanted to tell me about her ex's past, so I just listened quietly."

"At first I didn't know her ex was you, because she didn't say her ex was a girl at all, until she said that her ex sang very well, and she also won the championship of the school singing competition, but I like you in that competition Start……"

"How could I not think of it?"

When He Lindi said this, the corners of his mouth were pressed down, and his expression became more sad.

Chi said after thinking for a while, then asked, "Then what is the difficulty?"

"There was an accident at her family and she was in urgent need of money. Entering the entertainment industry is the best way for her to make money quickly." He Lindi outlined the facts, "In order to enrich the personality, the company arranged for her The cannon fodder came in and said it was her boyfriend, and then it was logical to break up and be promoted to her ex-boyfriend."

Chi said that she suddenly felt a headache, she raised her hand to rub her temples, and said, "Is this the truth?"

"En." He Lindi responded, looked at her, let out a breath, and didn't know what to say for a while.

After a while, Chi said put down his hands and got up: "I'm going to the kitchen to wash the dishes."

He Lindi reached out and grabbed her wrist: "I'll go." Putting on her slippers, she said softly, "You digest it well."

What is digested is not rice, but the truth of Shen Qu.

After He Lindi finished speaking, he let go of his hands and went into the kitchen.

Chi said that she sat down on the sofa again, she lowered her head, thinking of herself when she found out about Shen Qu's cheating three years ago.

Chi said he had never seen the cheating boy before, but only heard that he was from the college next door, and his label was to be quiet and low-key. Shen Qu didn't look like they wanted to be together at first glance.

She didn't believe it, so she went to Shen Qu for confirmation, thinking that her girlfriend would explain and deny that she didn't know that man well.

What is Shen Qu's answer?After almost four years, Chi said that he still remembered clearly—that's right, you are my girlfriend and he is my boyfriend.

This is like someone saying that aliens are going to invade the earth, but people on the earth think the news is too fake, and it didn’t take long before the aliens really came, and they all have higher-tech weapons, which are extremely lethal Big, directly about to destroy the earth.

Chi said it was this earth.

She thought that no matter how much Shen Qu refused to admit his relationship with her, but apart from this, Shen Qu couldn't find any faults, so he hit her in the head and knocked her out.

Later, Shen Qu entered the entertainment circle, and today, he posted on Weibo to leave the entertainment circle for a while.

Chi said that she felt that her mind was a mess, and there was everything in it, which made her completely clueless.

She suddenly remembered a key question, so she walked to the door of the kitchen, looked at He Lindi who was wearing an apron and was washing the dishes seriously, and frowned: "Then..." She swallowed, "She knows Are we together?"

He Lindi turned his head and looked at her: "I don't know." She added, "I don't know if she knows."

"Then she probably knows."

He Lindi was puzzled: "Really?"

Chi said she nodded, but without saying the reason, she scratched her hair, went to the living room, and called Han Yu.

Han Yu quickly answered the call. Chi Shuo looked in the direction of the kitchen and said to Han Yu, "Xiao Yu, do you have time now?"

"Yes, I have."

"My girlfriend went back to her hometown, and she didn't come until the sixth day."

"Then you... come here?"

"Okay, anyway, you're going home tomorrow."

Without saying anything extra, the two hung up the phone. He Lindi had already washed the pots and bowls. She wiped her hands, looked at Chi and said, "Are there any friends who want to come over?"

"Yeah." Chi said, "It's Han Yu, do you remember?"

He Lindi's eyes were a little dazed, and Chi Shuo looked at her and shook his head: "I don't know."

That's right, He Lindi has many suitors, so it's strange that he can remember all of them.

Chi said pursing his lips: "It's... the girl who confessed to you before."

"I still don't know each other." He Lindi threw the paper towel into the trash can, "In this case, when she arrives, I will avoid it for a while."

"it is good."

Chi's reaction was within He Lindi's expectation. On this point, He Lindi thought she understood what Chi said better, but at the same time she was a little guilty. She certainly wouldn't say so sooner.

Although he said frankly, He Lindi knew that he was not so frank.

Half an hour later, Han Yu came. Chi said that he wanted to go to Han Yu's KTV, but he didn't want to leave He Lindi alone at home, so he had to call Han Yu over.

As soon as the door opened, Han Yu asked, "What's wrong?"

Chi said that he pointed to the door of his bedroom: "Keep down, He Lindi is drawing pictures inside."

Han Yu really relaxed her breathing. She changed the heels of her shoes and said to go inside: "Is there anything urgent?"

Chi said he poured her a glass of water, and replied, "Yes." She put the glass in front of Han Yu, "I just want you, a psychological consultant, to answer my doubts."

Seeing her posture, Han Yu's expression was solemn, and he stopped smiling: "Tell me."

"My ex-girlfriend didn't actually love me."

"Huh?" Han Yu's mind was full of question marks, "After so many years, did the truth come?"

Chi said leaning back on the sofa, staring at the ceiling, and vomited out his worries: "And it was my girlfriend who told me."

Han Yu: "..."

Han Yu scratched the back of his head: "Wait, tell me, what did you say?"

Han Yu's expression gradually became terrified: "Fuck, He Lindi knew your ex-girlfriend?"

"Ah."

"...That can only be called a coincidence."

"Yeah, what a coincidence."

"Then what doubts do you want to solve?"

Chi Shuo closed his eyes and said softly, "I don't know either."

"..."

"I just want to talk to someone." Chi said with a tired voice, considering that He Lindi was still in the bedroom behind her, her volume was not loud, "I know my ex-girlfriend too well, she would rather be stubborn by herself , and would not come to me to express her difficulties, but she felt uncomfortable and couldn't bear it anymore, so she conveyed it to herself through He Lindi, should I say she is smart or stupid?"

"clever."

"Yeah, it's a little smarter. She must know that once I know the truth, I can guess it."

"As soon as I guess and know the real situation, I will definitely soften my heart, at least I won't be as blunt as before."

Han Yu was a little confused: "It's so tangled."

"A bit."

"But the general meaning is that the two of them don't want to leave any lumps in their hearts."

"Both want to break up with me, but the nature is different."

Shen Qu wanted to break up with the current self, while He Lindi wanted to end his past relationship.

Han Yu didn't take this trip as a psychological consultant, but as a listener. Chi said that he cooked a bowl of noodles for her as a fee.

In the evening, after taking a shower, He Lindi said, "I want to sleep in the guest room tonight."

"Okay." Chi said that he didn't stop her, and the two entered different rooms.

Two hours later, the last day of 2018 came. Chi said that when He Lindi woke up in the morning, He Lindi was still sleeping, so she went to the guest room to call He Lindi.

Yesterday's confession seemed to have no effect on either of them.

He Lindi was a little sleepy, she hugged Chi and said, because she hadn't woken up yet, her voice was sweet and small: "I don't want to get up yet..."

Chi Shuo brushed her somewhat messy hair: "You still have to go back and pack your things. We're going back to our respective homes in the afternoon, and we're going to find our respective moms."

He Lindi still couldn't remember: "But I'm sleepy."

Chi Yue sighed, and let He Lindi hug him like this, but Chi Yue was trapped in the hug like this, and both of them fell into a deep sleep.

Obviously nothing happened last night, but he was extremely sleepy, which made Chi Shuo puzzled.

It was already one o'clock in the noon when he woke up, and he was still woken up by the ringing of He Lindi's cell phone.

Chi said that in a daze, he felt He Lindi getting up and heard her answering the phone.

"dad."

"04:30?"

"it is good."

After saying these few words, He Lindi's phone call was over. Chi Shuo squinted his eyes and looked at He Lindi's back: "Are you home at 04:30?"

He Lindi turned around when he heard the words, and then fell on the bed again, one lying on the other up, with their faces very close to each other.

"Yes." He Lindi hugged Chi Shuo again, "See you in a few days."

The two got up to clean up, and after a simple meal, they "went back to their respective homes and went to their respective mothers" as Chi Shuo said.

At five o'clock in the afternoon, Chi said that he was outside the community.

Everywhere in the community was decorated to look very festive and lively. Chi said that he arrived at his door with a big bag in one hand and a suitcase in the other.

She didn't have a key, so she had to knock on the door herself, but before Mother Chi came out to open the door, there was movement from the Tong's house opposite.

Tong Jijin opened the door, looked at Chi Shuo who hadn't been in touch since the last National Day, and said flatly, "Tell me about my sister."

Chi said and turned around, and smiled at him: "Happy New Year's Eve."

Tong Jijin walked towards her: "Grandpa asked me to help you get things."

Chi said he looked at Tong's house, and saw Grandpa Tong who had been watching their movements inside. Chi said smiled at him, and then nodded: "Thank you."

Tong Jijin's face was expressionless, as if it had nothing to do with this New Year: "You're welcome."

As soon as he finished speaking, the door of Chi Shuo's house opened. As soon as Chi's mother saw that Tong Jijin was there, she suppressed her thoughtful expression and put on a kind face: "Is Tong there too?" She invited The man came in, "Bangchi said it was hard work getting things, come sit down and eat some fruit."

Chi, who was ignored, said that he frowned, didn't say anything, and walked past Chi's mother by himself.

Tong Jijin seems to have grown taller again, and the skin that was tanned because of your military training before has returned to its previous appearance, and it even looks a little more handsome than before.

With Chi's mother around, Tong Jijin had a smile on his face: "Auntie, I'm not tired, I just started taking it now." He also rejected Chi's mother's invitation, "Tell me that it's rare for my sister to come back, you can talk first, we Come back another day."

Tong Jijin didn't wait for Chi's mother to say anything more, put down his things in the living room, turned around and left.

As soon as the front door was closed, Chi said that he pulled his suitcase and wanted to enter the bedroom.

"Wait."

"Why didn't you call me again?"

Chi said and turned around, with a helpless expression on his face: "Didn't I disturb you if I called you?"

Mother Chi kept a straight face, shook off her apron, and went into the kitchen without saying a word.

Chi said that he entered the bedroom and let out a sigh of relief. It seems that this year will not be so good.

Wearing earphones, she was on the phone with He Lindi, chatting while packing up her things.

"I'm going to play with two or three high school classmates tomorrow."

"I'll just stay at home."

"Will it be boring?"

He Lindi replied: "No, we have everything at home. Ake and I have already decided to play basketball on the playground."

Chi said he was surprised: "You can also play basketball?"

"A little bit." He Lindi smiled, "Otherwise, how do you think I can grow taller than you?"

"Isn't this a very normal thing?"

"I do not care."

"I just exercise more than you, so my physical fitness is better than yours."

Chi said that the corners of his raised lips never went down: "What do you want to say?"

But after only a few minutes of calling, he had to hang up, because the dinner at He Lindi's side was about to start, Chi said he heard a female voice urging her to go to the dinner table.

"Miss you." Before He Lindi hung up the phone, he whispered these two words to Chi.

Chi said that the corners of his lips were curved, and he felt a little sad because of the blunt and indifferent opening when he met his mother, but it disappeared in an instant.

After another 10 minutes, Chi said that he left the bedroom with the gift he bought for Chi's mother.

"mom."

"this is for you."

Chi's mother was sitting on the sofa, and a spy war drama was being broadcast on the screen of her mobile phone. After hearing what Chi said, she didn't pause her mobile phone, and said, "Let's put it aside."

"Okay." Chi said and placed it beside the coffee table.

It contains a complete set of skin care products. Before her parents divorced, Chi's mother was quite concerned about her face. At that time, Chi said that she was slapping something on her face every day, and she didn't know what it was. , Later, taking advantage of Chi's mother's absence, he took something from the table and slapped himself on the face.

If this behavior was put into the present, Chi Yue felt that he might have to be beaten, but at that time, Chi's mother was still very gentle. At least after seeing Chi Yue ruining her skin care products like this, she just said, "These things can only be used when they grow up." ".

Recalling these, Chi Shuo pursed his lips, and said again: "Mom, do you want me to do something?"

"Go and put the food from the kitchen on the table."

"it is good."

Chi said that he turned around, and in the next second, he heard Chi's mother's caring words that he hadn't heard for a long time: "Be careful of burning."

Chi said that his cooking skills are good, not to mention her mother's cooking skills. There are two people, her mother cooked seven dishes, and Chi said that it took a little time to get all the dishes out after going back and forth in and out of the kitchen. It was brought to the dinner table.

It was just the two of them at home, each eating quietly, and the spy movie that Chi's mother was watching became the background sound.

After swallowing the food in his mouth, Chi said that he glanced at Chi's mother's mobile phone and asked, "Mom, should I buy you a tablet? It's convenient for watching dramas."

Mother Chi shifted her gaze to her face, then shook her head: "No." She said, "If I need it, I will buy it myself."

Chi said he didn't insist anymore: "Okay."

There seems to be a little change with my mother, that is, since I was "fierce" with Chi's mother before, the other party talked a little less, but judging from the current situation, it is mostly because my mother is too lazy to talk to me.

Not knowing whether it was good or bad, Chi said he ate in silence until he was full.

At 07:30, the Spring Festival Gala began.

Chi said he put down his chopsticks, said "I'm full" and sat down on the sofa, and began to watch the annual show where all the people praised and complained.

With the same opening, the same color, and the same applause, Chi Shuo looked at it, looked down at the phone, and complained with Xia Zhou and the others.

[Here we come again, the color matching of scrambled eggs with tomatoes is here again. 】

【Hahaha Just now the camera caught someone who was about to fall asleep! 】

He Lindi takes a lot longer to eat, and Chi Shuo knew this long before they separated, because He Lindi has a large family, and there are several tables of people who eat the New Year's Eve dinner, just like attending a banquet, and it is very boring. What's more, as if the company's annual meeting was held, some relatives came to the stage to make some stinky and long speeches.

Chi said casually, "Then what did you say when you went up?"

"No."

"I'm just listening from the audience."

When He Lindi said this, he restrained his expression: "My grandfather said that I can't get on stage."

He Lindi's grandfather was a very negative person in Chi Shuo's heart, and she felt a little uncomfortable listening to He Lindi's words, so in the end she just hugged He Lindi to comfort her.

Thinking of this, Chi said he was a little worried about He Lindi, and missed her even more.

Another performance was over, and Chi's mother came over. She glanced at Chi and said, handing out a bag.

Chi said in a daze: "What is this?"

"It's for you." Mother of Chi didn't wait for her to accept it, and after putting herself on the sofa, she entered her bedroom.

Chi said he was a little dazed looking at her back, then took the small bag and saw an envelope inside.

Chi said he took it out, and then opened it, and there was a piece of letterhead lying inside, with only five short words on it: Daughter, I'm sorry.

The author has something to say: walk the line of family love

(And I fell asleep while writing, so I came late)

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