Failed to keep distance from rival

The half-month vacation passed quickly, and Shen Qu returned to Beijing to start a new round of work. In the past half-month, she pushed a lot of announcements. Now that she is back, Sister Gao will list one for her. The list is full of things she has to do in the past six months, and there are still things to be added.

She has become a first-line flower, earning more and more money, but she is getting more and more unhappy, but she can't show it in front of people, only when she is alone, this feeling will become more and more clear.

She suppressed herself too much, so she chose a way to decompress - asking Zhuang Changchang to take a screenshot of Chi Shuo's circle of friends for her.

Zhuang Changchang was very surprised by this, and Shen Qu's reason was simple: "If she doesn't live well, I can rest assured."

Zhuang Changchang: "..."

Zhuang Changchang didn't tell Chi that he was in regular contact, after all, the distance still lies there, and their relationship in the past was not as good as Chi said with Shen Qu, but it was just a screenshot of Moments, Zhuang Changchang didn't find it troublesome, every time Cut it off.

Moreover, Chi Shuo’s circle of friends is not posted frequently, which is not inconvenient, but every time I take a screenshot, I am a little confused, because it can be seen from Chi Shuo’s circle of friends that she is doing well. In fact, Zhuang Changchang also asked Chi and said that the company's treatment is much better than the company he is currently working for.

Shen Qu would express her gratitude every time, not only in words, but also in substance, such as autographing her favorite actors and so on.

Because Zhuang Changchang didn't know how important every screenshot she took was to Shen Qu.

That's not a screenshot at all, that's the medicine for her.

But this also made her want to contact Chi Shuo more and more deeply. They had broken up for three years, and Shen Qu was on the verge of wanting to contact Chi Shuo. She was just still struggling and hesitating. , until Chi said that the circle of friends who came to the capital on a business trip was sent to her by Zhuang Changchang.

Shen Qu didn't hesitate any longer, and stepped into the area of ​​contacting Chi Shuo.

She called Chi Shuo, still with a nonchalant attitude, she didn't say a few words to Chi Shuo, the phone was hung up by Chi Shuo, she was not at all unhappy, she even looked at her mobile phone and laughed .

The assistant was very confused, but he didn't dare to ask, so he watched Shen Qu happily, but he still quietly told Sister Gao about it, for fear that Shen Qu's relationship would affect his career.

After Sister Gao found out about this, she went to talk to Shen Qu, and Shen Qu's eyes crooked: "I saw a very funny joke, can't I be happy?"

She seems to have become a money-making machine, and Chenyue Film and Television is paying more and more attention to her.

Sister Gao said it was okay: "Okay." She paused, "Shen Qu, you should know better than me what to do to develop better."

Of course, Shen Qu knew that it was nothing more than desperately filming and running announcements. Only by being active in the public eye would she have a better development. She could not screw up a play or an announcement.

She has a drama called "Urban Love Record". She didn't have any special feelings when she filmed it personally, but when it was aired in the summer vacation, the response was surprisingly good, and the ratings increased day by day. In the end, this drama has been judged by the audience It may be the king of the year, the ratings and the number of webcasts are soaring, and Shen Quzhang has more and more fans, but she doesn't care much about it.

She was just thinking, would Chi Shuo watch her dramas, would she watch her movies, would he be one of her fans?

But she realized that she was thinking too much, because every time she made a phone call, Chi Shuo would hang up on her and block her.

Shen Qu felt that it didn't matter, as long as she heard Chi's voice, it seemed to be enough, even though she knew that what she wanted was far more than that.

Once again, she watched the time and called Chi Shuo - today is Chi Shuo's 23rd birthday.

She had been absent from the blessings for the past two years, and this time she didn't want to miss it again, so she took the time to call Chi Shuo, and the content of the blessing was her usual style——Happy birthday to ex-girlfriend Chi Shuo.

When Shen Qu said this, she remembered that when she wished Chi a birthday last time, she pulled up a banner with the words "Happy birthday to best friend Chi", and she felt that she was really out of her mind You're an idiot to say something like that.

Is the word "girlfriend" pretty?Shen Qu questioned himself more than once, and wanted to slap himself every time.

When she told Chi about falling in love, apart from the emotionless work machines in the company, the only people who knew about it were the two of them. Why did she add the word "girlfriend" to cover up something?

Chi said that her subsequent response was within her expectations: "Shen Qu, is there something wrong with you?"

When Shen Qu heard these words, she snickered in her heart, because she seemed to be too smart, and had already guessed that Chi said that she would ask such a question. In this way, she would be able to sell her misery smoothly and get rid of the fact that she was suffering from depression. Tell Chi said.

She didn't expect Chi Shuo to feel sorry for her, she just wanted to find some sense of presence in Chi Shuo's place, but after she said it, she regretted it, and immediately said, "You won't believe it, right?"

The phone was hung up again, Shen Qu was in a complicated mood, and finally walked on the streets in Yuncheng wearing a mask and a hat, and it is possible to walk through the streets here.

Her depression is real, and she is already taking medicine as prescribed by the doctor, but she doesn't think she can get better so soon.

On the day of leaving Yuncheng, Shen Qu cried for a long time in the car, and when she arrived in Beijing, she was the perfect Shen Qu again.

Fortunately, she had a chance to meet with Chi Shuo, because Chi said that she was going to be in charge of her interview. She thought about it for a long time, and finally decided to be shameless. With so many staff members, she told Chi Shuo about her past It's a friend relationship, and they put pressure on Chi Shuo's superiors to get Chi Shuo to add his WeChat account.

She is so shameless, but she is very happy.

The crew had a two-day vacation, so she ran to Yuncheng, called Chi Shuo, and wanted to ask Chi Shuo out, but Chi Shuo still refused at first, and asked her if she loved him. What a misunderstanding.

"I don't think so." Shen Qu replied easily.

"If stepping on two boats is not considered scum, how many boats do you need?"

Chi said that she was still concerned about her "derailment", which was quite normal.

"More than seven. If there are seven, you can have one a day. If there are too many, I really can't be busy." Shen Qu's answer was as heartless as before. It seemed that she made Chi Shuo hate herself even more.

Obviously she hoped that Chi Shuo could treat her better, but she couldn't talk about her difficulties. She had to cooperate with her character design in front of Chi Shuo and act out the show to the end.

She is a professional actress and she has awards.

She still called out Chi Shuo, they met in a private room of an Internet cafe, and she deliberately chose a private room for couples, just to see Chi Shuo's speechless expression.

But Chi said he didn't say anything about it, he just wanted her to talk about business.

Shen Qu finally became serious, and she said that she wanted to quit the circle.

She didn't make up this on the spur of the moment, but thought about it for half a year, because she had been diagnosed with depression a long time ago, and this disease caused her to be tortured frequently. If she stays in the circle any longer, she might not have a good ending .

She will not act well, she will develop worse and worse, and so on.

She still didn't choose to hide from Chi Shuo that she had depression, she still wanted to let Chi Shuo know and let Chi Shuo feel sorry for her, even for a second.

"I guess you're not joking." Chi said to her.

When Shen Qu heard her words, tears almost filled her eyes, because Chi said she was still such a gentle person, and she didn't think that she was joking when she said that she didn't suffer from depression.

Shen Qu held back his own thoughts, and on the surface there was nothing wrong with it, and even started to test the matter between Chi Shuo and He Lindi.

He Lindi is a photographer she met in the middle of the year. She and He Lindi got along very well. At the same time, she also discovered that He Lindi and Chi Shuo knew each other. When she mentioned He Lindi every time, she showed an attitude of not wanting to know him.

Shen Qu has always been smart, but she doesn't want to be so smart.

But what can be done?

Chi said that there will be another person she likes and another object, and these are things she cannot control.

But Shen Qu still felt aggrieved. On the night of New Year's Eve, when she had dinner with He Lindi, she made a special effort. She didn't know if He Lindi would guess that her favorite person was Chi Shuo, but It was enough for her to say it.

She felt that she was good or bad, because the purpose of her behavior was to disturb the relationship between Chi Shuo and He Lindi, and she even titled this matter "Test".

Test Chi Shuo and He Lindi, and also test yourself.

After she came back from Yuncheng, she had been talking about Xiying with the company. She has made a lot of money for the company in the past three years, and it is precisely because of this that the company will not agree with her. She rested for two years, and they firmly believed that within two years, Shen Qu's depression would be well treated.

Shen Qu herself didn't believe it very much, and even felt that her illness was getting worse. She talked to the company again about this matter, and finally decided to take a five-year break.

She was too tired, she wanted to stay out of the public eye, those eyes that paid attention to her seemed to have a dim light, staring at her made her scalp tingle.

In the end, Shen Qu personally announced the news the day before New Year's Eve.

After she posted Weibo, she uninstalled the software and didn't pay attention to it.

Her tears flowed down again unknowingly, and she suddenly felt that her shoulders were light, regardless of whether it would return to the company in five years, anyway, she was finally relieved now.

Shen's mother saw her like this, and asked her what's wrong.

Shen Qu smiled at her mother: "Mom, it's okay. I will have more time to accompany you in the future."

Chi said it was the most dazzling light in her life. She once wanted to catch it selfishly, but in the end, she could only see this light disappear before her eyes and appear in the sight of another person.

She sincerely hoped that everything in Chi's future would be fine.

If it has nothing to do with her.

It's even better.

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