Why did he say such a thing?

In this case, although there is no such thing in the novel, it is not impossible for him to say it.

The novels are all about the main things of the day, and he can fill in many blank spaces according to his own ideas.Where the novel didn't write, he can say anything, as long as it doesn't affect the next plot.

But if Yan Bozong said not to go, wouldn't he go?

The sentence he asked may be meaningless, or it may just be a dying struggle.Yan Bozong looked at him, his face could not be seen clearly in the dark corridor, he paused, ignored him, and walked out.

Qi Liangqin let out a sigh of relief, which seemed to be sour, but also seemed to be relieved.He leaned against the wall, took a few deep breaths, raised his head for a long while, and then walked out.

"Is Liang Qin going out tonight?"

Qi Liangqin nodded, "En", his voice was a little hoarse.

"It seems to be raining outside. It's very hot and stuffy. Remember to bring an umbrella when you go out." Aunt Chun said.

Qi Liangqin nodded, Aunt Chun gave him a purple umbrella, old lady Yan asked, "Don't you have an umbrella?"

Qi Liangqin shook his head in embarrassment, and the old lady Yan said: "It's ugly for a man to wear such a fancy umbrella. Use your elder brother's umbrella. He won't go out tonight."

Yan Yuan then pointed to the door: "The black one."

Qi Liangqin bowed: "Thank you, brother."

The old lady Yan laughed and said, "What are you doing?"

Qi Liangqin smiled and said, "Mom, then I'm leaving."

"Don't come back too late, you, like Song Wei, must be home before ten o'clock."

Qi Liangqin nodded, and heard Yan Yuan say: "Mom, I think you are not good at access control. How can young people nowadays be so controlled. Ten o'clock, ten o'clock nightlife has just begun."

Qi Liangqin walked towards the door while looking back at Yan Bozong, who was sitting on the sofa and seemed to be playing with his mobile phone.He pursed his lips, bent down and picked up Yan Bozong's umbrella.

It's just an umbrella, and because it belongs to Yan Bozong, it also makes him feel different from other umbrellas.

The wind outside is sultry, making people breathless.He was walking on the street, thinking that he would walk to the bar, so that he could make Yan Bozong repent for a long time, and called him to tell him not to go.

The night in Nancheng is beautiful, with lush vegetation and dim lights.When the wind blows, the leaves rustle, and there are few cars and pedestrians on this quiet street.

In fact, he shouldn't have too many fantasies.Just like when he was shopping in the past, when he met many handsome guys, he just thought about it, how wonderful it would be if this handsome guy belonged to him.But he also knows that these are unrealistic fantasies, which are useless and will only make him lose.

It was as if he knew exactly what would happen in these eighty chapters, and how ruthless Yan Bozong was, no matter how beautiful he thought it was, it was useless.

It will only disappoint him.

These are actually nothing, he is not a girl, when he read the article before, a bunch of girls at the bottom said it was too abusive and he couldn't stand it, so he didn't think it was abusive.This is life.Life is like this, love is like this.Not everyone can have smooth sailing and endless sweet pets.

Walking to an intersection and waiting for the green light, the phone suddenly rang.He immediately took it out, and before he even had time to look at the screen, he connected it to his ear: "Hello?"

"Liang Qin, what are you doing?"

His heart darkened, it wasn't Yan Bozong, but Yan Songwei.His tone was almost unconcealable disappointment. When the green light ahead was on, he crossed the road and said, "I'm out to play."

"With whom?"

"Why do you ask these things? You didn't say that you asked me to come out more to play with my friends?"

"Brother just called me and said..."

Yan Songwei hesitated to speak, but Qi Liangqin stopped and stood under the tree: "What did he say, about me?"

"He said that you went out to meet someone. Although he didn't make it very clear, I understand what he means...Aren't you unrequited?"

"I'm out to make a date," Qi Liangqin said with a bit of resentment in his tone, "He's really lenient. I didn't tell him that I was out to make a date."

"You must be showing some kind of tell, so my brother will suspect you. I said you should also pay attention. Although I don't object to you going out to meet people, you can't make me look like I'm wearing a cuckold. Otherwise, how can I face you?" To my brother. In this way, I will call him later, and say that I asked you about this matter, and you also said that it is to see our mutual friend Zhou Tong, so we can speak well, and don’t miss it when we go back. "

Qi Liangqin kicked the stone with his toe: "Understood."

"Then what, and..." Yan Songwei coughed: "Protect yourself, remember the safety measures, don't be coaxed by others, you will forget everything, keep an eye on the outside. Love is precious, life is more expensive .”

Qi Liangqin laughed softly, nodded and said, "Understood, thank you."

"Thank you," Yan Songwei laughed out loud on the other end of the phone: "I wish you a good time, I'm also at the entrance of the nightclub, so I hung up."

After hanging up the phone, Qi Liangqin suddenly saw that the phone's battery was running out, and he even forgot to charge it.Then Yan Bozong will call later, what if his phone turns off automatically if it runs out of battery.Thinking of this, he quickly closed all the applications in the background, hoping to save some power.

It is still far away from the gay bar. The bar is very large. In order not to be conspicuous, it is opened in a relatively remote suburb and has to cross a bridge.He got on the bridge and lay down on the railing for a while to watch. The wind on the river was very strong, and his hair was blown into a mess.It may be that the wind on the river was too strong, and the cool air of the water made him feel chilly all over, and he wanted to retreat a little bit.

He quickly trotted all the way, ran across the bridge, but after getting off the bridge, he was stunned.

He is a lunatic.

He needs to navigate.

He took out his phone and checked the battery level, it was still 18.00%.He quickly opened the map and selected the navigation method. A gentle male voice on the phone said, "100 meters ahead, turn left."

So he walked straight, but after walking a few meters, the phone voice said: "Turn left 150 meters ahead."

He froze for a moment.

Why did he walk a few steps, but the distance is getting farther and farther? Could it be that the positioning is not accurate?

He walked forward while thinking, and looked forward, but he didn't see any intersection. After walking about a few meters, his mobile phone prompted: "710 meters ahead, turn right."

He was dumbfounded, and even a little angry in his heart. Is the map navigation accurate?Why are the prompts different.Fortunately, he locked the screen of his mobile phone, put it in his trouser pocket, and walked straight forward. He didn't know how long he had walked, but the voice of the mobile phone in his pocket suddenly said: "Please turn left, please turn left."

Qi Liangqin was going into a rage, the road is on the left, should he cross the road! Angrily, he took out his mobile phone, turned off the voice navigation, looked at the map himself, and then used the compass to point in the right direction. He planned not to rely on the navigation ,walk on my own.

The wind started to pick up, and the patter of rain fell, so he quickly opened his umbrella and walked along the side of the road.There were fewer and fewer vehicles on the road. This was a very secluded road. Later, there was only one street light as it became farther and farther away. He felt that he might have gone the wrong way.

He had no choice but to take out his mobile phone again, followed the map, walked around, his feet hurt from walking, and finally saw the bar.

Holding an umbrella, he stood across the street and saw a very inconspicuous door with colorful lights shining.Only a very small number of women came in and out, and the rest were all fashionable men, young and old, and there were cars parked outside.

This is a gay bar.

For the first time in his life, he saw a gay bar, and it frightened him.

It seems that he is afraid of being exposed. He lacks the courage to face himself as a gay. He is used to mixing in the crowd and being an ordinary straight man.He looked at the cars on the road, crossed the road in a panic, and stood not far away looking at the door of the bar.

When he was hesitating, someone suddenly called him, and he was so frightened that he quickly turned his head to look, and saw a man who had just got out of the car in the front right, walking towards him with an umbrella.

It's Wang Ze.

Qi Liangqin was so embarrassed that he stood there dumbly, but Wang Ze had already walked over and said with a smile, "It's really you."

"I... I'm here to find Song Wei." In a hurry, Qi Liangqin blurted out a lie: "Have you seen him?"

"I just came here, I don't know, come and find him, I haven't seen him here usually."

"Do you come here often?" After asking this question, Qi Liangqin regretted it.But Wang Ze didn't care, he smiled and said, "This is a bar I opened with my friends."

"Oh, I see.

"Would you like to go in, let me ask for you."

"No, no need," Qi Liangqin took a step back and took out his mobile phone: "I'll just give him a call, you can go in and get busy first, I won't go in..."

Wang Ze smiled and said, "That's fine. If you need it, just go to the back and find me."

Qi Liangqin watched Wang Ze go in, and ran away holding an umbrella in fright. He ran until the door of the bar was almost invisible, and then he stopped panting.The ankles were already wet, and the inside of the shoes seemed to be wet as well.The novel didn't say that he would meet Wang Ze here, it just said that he went in and hooked up with a tough guy, and the details are all on hooking up.

He stood in the dark, not having the courage to go in again.

Even if he got in, would he really have the courage to hook up with a stranger?Fucking in the bathroom with a stranger?

Thinking about it, he found it unacceptable, pathetic and absurd.It's not that he doesn't know the same-sex relationship. Although he longs for a man, he has an instinctive fear of this method. If it wasn't for his beloved, how could he endure such pain and such an attack?

He simply can't fight like Qi Liangqin in the novel.He walked forward silently holding an umbrella, wondering what he was doing.

He was hit by sudden shame, and he felt what a ridiculous and pitiful thing he was doing.Although he disguised himself as someone else, he is still a real person now. These things violated his bottom line, how could he do it.

He can't have sex with someone he doesn't love.Doesn't the sanctity and beauty of sex lie in love?What is the difference between sex without emotion and animals.Maybe others can accept it, but he can't.

Even if he ends up not with Yan Bozong, but with another person, he still has to be responsible for that person in the future.

He ran with the umbrella in his hand, running fast, the umbrella couldn't block the rain, and some of it fell on him. He needed to run hard to eliminate the great sorrow that suddenly came to him.It's all wrong, these are all wrong, he thought silently, and kept running forward, as if running could make him leave his dirty desires and let him return to himself.

There is nothing wrong with being clean and self-closing, or even being self-closing. There is nothing wrong with being flirtatious, and there is nothing wrong with changing partners one after another. Everyone has the right to choose their own life, and everyone has their own sexual concepts.But he is not the latter, he is the hypocritical old man who would rather endure loneliness than take that step easily.

He is not Pan Jinlian, he is Qi Liang, even if he changes the world, he cannot change himself.

He tried his best to pick a place with light, but the light became less and less as he walked, and finally he found himself in a completely strange place.He, a notorious road idiot, got lost again.He quickly took out his mobile phone to look at it, only to find that the battery was dead.

It's over, he doesn't know where to go.Occasionally, one or two pedestrians passed by on the road, and they were hurrying with umbrellas. He wanted to go over and ask for directions, but he didn't dare to open his mouth, so he dawdled and turned around a few times.

He found that if he didn't ask for directions, he might spend the night here tonight.Thinking of this, he plucked up his courage and ran towards a girl who was coming in front: "Hi, excuse me, may I ask..."

But the girl dodged him and walked away.He realized with embarrassment and shame that maybe the girl was defensive, and he had to ask the man or the old man.So he stood on the side of the road, waiting for the next passerby to come.

After waiting for about ten minutes, an old man finally came, wearing a raincoat.He immediately ran over to ask for directions, and the old man said, "Where are you going? It's far away. It's raining so hard. It's probably hard to get a car. Go to that intersection and have a look."

"Thank you."

Qi Liangqin hurried to the intersection the old man said, stopped two cars for half an hour, but both of them were carrying passengers, when asked where he was going, they both shook their heads and drove away.

Qi Liangqin thought to himself, forget it.If you don't go back, don't go back.Anyway, he said that he came out to have sex, how to explain when he went back at this time, he had to spend the night outside, and in the novel, he didn't go back until dawn.

He just strolled around for a while, and when he saw a Wallace's store, he went in, ordered a hamburger, and planned to sit there for half the night.But after sitting for only half an hour, he felt extremely cold.He thought it was because the air conditioner in the store was turned on too much, but then he felt more and more wrong. He felt that he seemed a little uncomfortable, and the uncomfortable feeling became stronger and stronger, and he realized something almost immediately.

He strays from the plot.

Feeling the heart-piercing pain, he stood up all of a sudden, walked out with an umbrella in his hand, and as soon as he opened the door, the rain hit his face, and he froze immediately, wondering where he was going and what he was going to do.

He was suddenly attacked by a kind of fear. He looked back at the waiter in the store, and the girl at the front desk looked at him in surprise: "Sir, do you have any questions?"

"I... my mobile phone is out of battery, can I borrow your mobile phone to call my family?"

The girl stared at him blankly, seeing his pale face and the hand tightly grasping the doorknob, she nodded: "Wait a minute, I'll get it."

But when she took out her mobile phone, Qi Liangqin was already squatting on the ground trembling.The glass door was half-opened by him, and the rain soaked his coat. The girl hurried over and asked, "Sir, what's wrong with you?"

Qi Liangqin shook his head and said, "I...I'm fine."

"Do you want me to call 120 for you?"

"Need not……"

"Then give you the phone..."

Qi Liangqin wanted to call Yan Songwei, but found that he couldn't remember Yan Songwei's phone number. In fact, it was more than Yan Songwei's phone number. He couldn't even remember his own number. He had the same stupidity in remembering numbers. .He took out his mobile phone and wanted to use it to charge the girl, but he felt that his headache was splitting, as if his soul was about to separate from this body.

Is he dying?Do you want to return to another world, or die completely?He violated the plot, is it because this character collapses, and he will cease to exist?

Then he will never see Yan Bozong again.

Or it may not be that serious. The main line of "Male Pan Jinlian" is Qi Liangqin and Yan Bozong. Although the night in the bar is important, it will not disrupt the plot of the last chapter, and perhaps it will not fall apart.

But it's all possible, what will happen, he doesn't know.Life is unknown, and every moment may be the last.

He immediately dialed a number, and he only checked that number a few times, but it was the only number he remembered in this world.

He couldn't even remember his own number, but he remembered Yan Bozong's.He cares so much about the people he loves.It hurt him so much that tears welled up in his eyes and he heard his phone beeping.

"Hey."

"Hey, Yan Bozong." Enduring the pain, he said, "Yan Bozong, I don't have an appointment. Come and save me, come and save me, I might die... Do you think it's ridiculous, I..."

But there was a blind tone on the phone, and Yan Bozong hung up the phone.

Qi Liangqin looked at the phone blankly, the girl looked at him suspiciously, and reached out to take the phone back.

Yes, he is so stupid, Yan Bozong has no time to avoid him, so how could he come to rescue him.His filthy existence is just Pan Jinlian who Yan Bozong despises.

He returned the phone to the girl and wanted to stand up, but he was dizzy for a while. The pain was more severe, and the pain made him feel scared.He didn't know what would happen to him, it was the unknown that made people afraid, but he didn't want to die, and he didn't want to leave this world.Even if he lives beside Yan Bozong as Pan Jinlian, he is willing.Isn't it just messing around, he is a man, he is still afraid of this.

So he pushed open the door and walked out. The rain fell on him, but he still remembered to hold an umbrella and staggered towards the bar.

He wanted to jump into the abyss of crime, and it turned out that this was his doomed catastrophe.The man's fluid covered his body, and this was his destiny.

"Sir, sir, wait!"

The girl's voice suddenly came from behind, and Qi Liangqin looked back, only to see a vague figure shaking: "Your family's phone number!"

-

Qi Liangqin ran back quickly, and when he entered the door, it was too late to put away the umbrella, so he simply threw it outside.Hands covered with rainwater took over the phone, and he hurriedly shouted: "Yan Bozong, Yan Bozong."

Yan Bozong's voice seemed annoyed and indifferent: "Where is it?"

In the end, Yan Bozong ignored him. This was not a great grace, but when he heard Yan Bozong's voice, tears welled up in his eyes, and he said, "I... I am here, I am in Wallace."

"No. 18, Zhuhe Road, Mingshan District." The girl reminded.

"Zhu... Zhuhe Road No. 18." He stammered and repeated flatteringly.

The call was interrupted, and Yan Bozong hung up the phone.

"My family is coming to pick me up," Qi Liangqin said pale.

The girl smiled, her eyes were guarded and prying: "Then sit down and wait for him."

Qi Liangqin sat down, but just after sitting down, he hurriedly stood up again, pushed open the door, picked up the umbrella on the ground outside, closed it, and shook the water.His whole body was also shaking, not knowing whether it was cold or pain.

He put the umbrella aside, sat down near the door, and lay there, his body seemed to be shaking.

The staff behind Wallace came out to watch, and someone gave him a cup of hot milk.

Because of the heavy rain, there were hardly any customers in the store, and it was dark outside. I didn't know how long I waited until there was a light, and a car drove over.The girl was about to remind Qi Liangqin that Qi Liangqin, who had been lying on his stomach all the time, sat up straight as if he was alert.

He quickly grabbed the umbrella, he seemed to be floating, he went out, opened the umbrella, and stood at the door.

Through the rain curtain, the lights of the car gradually become clearer. Under the light of the car lights, the raindrops are more clear and fine, and even the rain flowers on the ground can be seen clearly.

The car stopped in front of him, he narrowed his eyes slightly, and saw someone pushed open the door near the right, and the sound of the crashing rain almost swallowed Yan Bozong's voice: "Get in the car."

Yan Bozong's voice is the most touching voice in the world.

Qi Liangqin grinned and giggled, his hair was wet and dripping.

How can I describe the joy of that moment in words?

Probably no words can describe it.

It probably looks like his unrivaled hero is coming on the colorful auspicious clouds.

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