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But before the old lady had time to see Yan Bozong, Qi Liangqin called and said he wanted to see her.

The old lady has blocked Qi Liangqin's phone number, and she has deleted all of Qiliangqin's contact information, vowing to eradicate all traces of him.Qi Liangqin conveyed the news through Aunt Chun.

"Why didn't he let the boss tell me directly, but also tell you?"

"Bo Zong doesn't know about her coming to see you."

The old lady looked very disgusted: "I don't know what he wants to do, I just annoy a man like him. If the boss doesn't know, who knows if he is playing tricks and just waiting to sue afterwards, accusing me How to embarrass him."

Aunt Chun said with some embarrassment: "Does the old lady still want to see him?"

"See, why didn't you see him? He came to my door and scolded me. How could I be afraid of him?"

Aunt Chun called Qi Liangqin: "The old lady won't sit down and talk to you calmly, you have to be mentally prepared."

"I know."

Qi Liangqin has been very angry these two days.

Yan Bozong had to go to work, so he had a meal with him every noon and evening, and went back to sleep at night.Probably because he didn't want him to be too burdened, Yan Bozong seldom mentioned family matters to him, and Qi Liangqin didn't ask him either.

It's not that I don't want to ask, it's that I feel ashamed, so I don't know what to say.It was he who made Yan Bozong to the current dilemma. He was ashamed of Yan's family, but he refused to give up his happiness.

How delicate and complex the human heart is.He looked at the calm Yan Bozong, and felt a little distressed for him, from the bottom of his heart, he really didn't want Yan Bozong to experience any pain.But he has such a strong selfishness and possessive desire, for his own selfish desires, he will not let go unless it is absolutely necessary.

The hotel he lives in is not far from Yan's house, on the line between Yan's house and Yan Bozong's company.Yan Bozong came to see him every day, but the two of them restrained a lot, and they were probably not in the mood, and there was no intimacy.Yan Bozong didn't say anything, but Yan Songwei called three or four times a day, reporting the situation at home at any time.

Qi Liangqin felt that this matter had something to do with him, he couldn't leave everything to Yan Bozong, he also needed to do something.He was also uneasy in his heart, the more calm he was, the more afraid he was that there would be a storm waiting for him behind.He wouldn't break up even if he was beaten to death, but he was afraid that Yan Bozong would.

A marriage that is not blessed by the family may not necessarily be happy, but a marriage that is cursed by the family is definitely not happy.Even if Yan Bozong abandoned his family and chose to be with him, he felt that Yan Bozong would not be truly happy.

Since Yan Bozong will not be happy, how can he get the love he wants.He wanted Yan Bozong to love him without any worries and to love him wholeheartedly, so he had to overcome the difficulty of the old lady.

The old lady didn't let him into the house, and didn't go to the coffee shop or anywhere, but directly made an appointment on the side of the road and asked Qi Liangqin to wait for her at an intersection outside the community.

Qi Liangqin arrived early.The old lady saw him standing at the intersection from a distance in the car.

The old lady felt very uncomfortable, because she felt that Qi Liangqin, whom she had not seen for a few days, seemed to be more handsome.The more satisfactory Qi Liangqin looked, the more uncomfortable she felt.A man who could have been a perfect daughter-in-law turned out to be a white-eyed wolf. How could she not be angry and annoyed.

The car stopped in front of Qi Liangqin, only then did Qi Liangqin see clearly that it was Yan Yuan who was driving.He bowed halfway to Yan Yuan and bowed his head in greeting. There was no such exaggerated bow in Korean dramas or Japanese dramas, but it was more sincere and respectful than nodding. This is the way of greeting he has cultivated over the years.The old lady opened the car window, revealing a carefully armed face, looking at him coldly.

"Hello." Qi Liangqin bowed his head again.

The word "you" seems to appear more in formal social occasions and in writing, and is rarely used in daily life. When Qi Liangqin was in Yan's house, people rarely used it when talking to the old lady This word is all about you.He uses "you" now, naturally to show respect and to please.

The old lady didn't like this, of course she couldn't, and gave Qi Liangqin a cold look: "Didn't you have something to tell me, I'm here, why are you dawdling?"

"I want to have a good talk with you."

"Let's talk here." The old lady said: "There are no outsiders, and there will be no embarrassment."

Yan Yuan in front lowered her head, with her hands on the steering wheel, illuminated by the sun, and the newly made patterns on her nails were glowing pink.Yan Yuan didn't like Qi Liangqin either. She was already dissatisfied when she knew that Qi Liangqin and Yan Songwei were married in a fake manner. Later, she found out that Qi Liangqin and Yan Bozong got married, which only increased her dissatisfaction.But she is in awe of Yan Bozong and has an unbroken blood and family relationship, so for Yan Bozong, she can only be a centrist.

She also listened to Yan Songwei's words: "Let's not get involved in this matter, especially you, who is an outsider in the first place, so don't get involved, so as not to end up being a different person. Big brother and mother are right to Qi Liangqin Two attitudes, the palms of the hands and the back of the hands are full of meat, it is not appropriate for us to help anyone. I know you have problems with Qi Liangqin, but in the future, if he marries the elder brother and you don't like him, he is also the lover of the elder brother, don't It's too ugly."

But whether Qi Liangqin will really achieve a positive result with her elder brother, she feels very uncertain.And when it comes to ugly, it is already very ugly now.

"Song Wei and I were married in a sham. We have nothing to do with him. I have no feelings for him at all, and he has no love for me. He is a standard straight man, and I am a natural gay." Qi Liangqin said.

Before coming, he had actually made enough preparations, what he would say, when he would even pause, and how to say it in a sweet and sincere way, so as to get the old lady's understanding to the maximum extent.But when he actually stood in front of the old lady, he realized that all the preparations were in vain.He was a little incoherent, but an inexplicable courage and impulse filled his heart: "Yan Bozong is the first man I fell in love with, and the only one."

The old lady looked at him disapprovingly: "I don't want to know who you love or not."

Qi Liangqin said urgently: "I didn't say it on purpose to make you angry...I just want to tell you, don't think that after what happened to Song Wei and me, what happened to Bo Zong...I didn't seduce you Two sons, take your two sons..."

"You want to say that you and the second child are innocent, you didn't sleep with a pair of brothers alone, did you?" The old lady looked at him with a mocking tone: "Do you want to show how loyal and pure you are?"

"No, I don't want you to misunderstand...I..." Qi Liangqin blushed, paused for a while, and then said: "I knew that I had a special relationship with him, but I still seduced him. I am naturally ashamed Yes, the mistakes I made cannot be changed. This is a fact that I cannot refute. So now I am punished, which is what I should do. I have nothing to feel sorry for myself. I did make mistakes.”

"Then what else do you want to say?" The old lady looked at Qi Liangqin, she could no longer maintain an indifferent expression on her face, no amount of makeup could cover her haggardness and disgust.

Qi Liangqin opened his mouth: "But can you give me a chance and try to accept me. Of course I am hateful, hateful..." Qi Liangqin began to speak incoherently: "I don't know what to say, I know The past will not pass away, even the past constitutes the present me, and it has been imprinted... But what should I do, I am already like this..."

Qi Liangqin felt deeply frustrated because he couldn't find a logical and convincing reason to try to get forgiveness for himself.As he talked, he also felt ridiculous for such an attempt.

It was true that he seduced Yan Bozong. When he seduced him, he knew that Yan Bozong had an unclear relationship with him and that there would be unpredictable consequences, but he deliberately didn't think about it. This was also true.These are irrefutable facts, even in the name of love can't cover up his hatefulness.He also wants his love to be flawless, to be happy with each other, and to be blessed by everyone.But his love happened to be like this.The most important thing in his heart has such a dirty stain.

How helpless, how ridiculous, and pitiful.

But isn't his affection for Yan Bozong love?No, he felt that his love for Yan Bozong was hot and pure, and he felt that few people in the world could compare with his love for Yan Bozong.His love is like a fire, burning him, and he is often tormented by that hot and paranoid love.If love can be weighed and has volume, he can compare with anyone without fear. His love is heavier than mountains, deeper than seas, superficial and passionate, deep and thick, hypocritical and shameful, and touching glory.

The old lady looked at his flushed face, and eyes that didn't know what to say, but was full of energy, and finally avoided his eyes, and said: "You also know that you are shameful, and you also know what you did. How unbearable, you also know that this is a stain that you will never be able to erase."

Her tone was a little excited, Yan Yuan turned to look at her, and said in a low voice, "Mom, don't be angry."

After she finished speaking, she looked up at Qi Liangqin, who met her eyes, then lowered his head again.Yan Yuan said: "Qi Liangqin, you have the nerve to say these things, even I am going to be angry."

Qi Liangqin hurriedly opened his mouth and said, "I..."

"Maybe in your eyes, in the eyes of the boss, I just cling to a mistake that can be resolved, but that's the kind of person I am."

The old lady interrupted him, stared at him bitterly and said: "I don't force you, and you don't force me. I feel shameful and hateful when I see you. This is my opinion of you. Naturally, there are people who are not like me. Think, for example, your Yan Bozong, he accepts you like this, loves you like this. As you said, this is you, good and bad. But I am not him, and he is not me. I still have to work hard to let him go You, as if he will be by your side, trying to convince me. I say these words just to make you give up. Whether it is you or the boss, what you say is useless to me. You are hateful in my heart. nothing else."

Qi Liangqin felt embarrassed and ashamed, and felt very uncomfortable.Although I have made a lot of mental preparations, I still feel a little uncomfortable when I hear these words.He was silent for a while, and said: "I grew up in a single-parent family. When my mother died of illness, I went back to the city where I worked by car after the funeral. When I was about to arrive, I was very sad because I felt very lonely and lonely. I All I can think about is how nice it would be if someone in this city picked me up at the station, saw me off when I left, and greeted me when I came back... I have no relatives here, only Yan Bozong. I may be shameless , but I just want to spend my whole life with him. I think he loves me. No one else can replace him. I think he is the best. I don’t know what to do. I don’t want to let go, and I don’t have the face to ask you to give up , I just hope you don’t embarrass him too much.”

"Boss never let me worry about him since he was a child. He is such a proud son of mine. He was harmed like this by you!" The old lady was suddenly agitated, and said with tears in her eyes, "I want to hurt him because of you, you know I'm going to hurt him!" How much hate I have in my heart, I am not sad, I only hate. It was good, but you ruined it! How can you ask me to forgive you? I really can’t think of a way to forgive you. Although he is at home, I know what he is Still leaning towards you, if he was really asked to make a choice, he would still choose you, he abandoned me as a mother for you, this rift will remain in my heart forever, you! Qi Liangqin, you..." The old lady suddenly turned her head inward , flushed and weeping: "Why are you like this?!"

Is love controllable, who can love, who can't love, if you know this person can't love, you won't fall in love.

No, love is uncontrollable, love seems to have a wonderful destiny, so some people will be cheap, some will be stupid, some will kill and set fire for this, some will deny their relatives because of this, and they will become a different person.When you meet a person, it is the character you like, the age you like, the body you like, the appearance you like, the person you like, he has all the conditions, the person you will fall in love with, how do you May not fall in love.

The old lady knows that love is uncontrollable, and that to a certain extent, Qi Liangqin has his helplessness. Qi Liangqin's only fault is falling in love with someone who shouldn't be in love, because this person shouldn't be in love with him. , so there is deception.But love is uncontrollable, she can't ask Qi Liangqin not to love Yan Bozong, but she hates it even more, because she knows she shouldn't hate, so she hates it even more.

Otherwise, who else can I hate, do I hate myself?

Seeing the old lady crying, Qi Liangqin burst out of his suppressed emotions. He pressed his lips tightly and lowered his head, but he felt that his crying now would make the old lady hate him even more. He seemed to feel that he was not worthy to die The tearful one, the instigator, should have endured these sufferings and pains, so what is there to cry about, so he held back and said, "I..."

Why is he so hateful and shameful, but this is the truest him.He climbed up by stepping on other people's blood and tears, and what came out were only crocodile tears.

My love is very real.I love Yan Bozong deeply from the bottom of my heart.Although it's not that I can't live without Yan Bozong, but I just don't want to let go, I don't want to help others to suffer myself, so it is really useless, only shameful and selfish.

His mind was in a mess and he couldn't figure it out. He felt both justified and despicable.His love became even hotter amid such self-loathing and other people's obstacles, burning him so hard that he couldn't breathe.

Dirty and hotter, more shameless and hotter, falling into hell and enjoying the joy of heaven.

"I have nothing to say to you. From now on, you will fight for your man, and I will fight for my son. Don't see each other again."

The old lady said, and closed the window.

The car drove away from him, and Qi Liangqin stood blankly by the side of the road, the red tide on his face persisted for a long time, and his tears finally did not fall.His mind was buzzing and blank.

But he didn't take a few steps when he saw Yan Bozong standing not far away.

"Why are you here?" He walked over and asked.

"I have followed you a long time ago. Aunt Chun told me about your meeting." Yan Bozong looked down at him carefully and asked, "What did you say?"

Qi Liangqin lowered his head and did not speak.The sun was shining on his ears, and they were red, but Yan Bozong knew that this time it was not the color of love.

"Okay, let's go back." Yan Bozong took Qi Liangqin's hand without asking any further questions.

There was a layer of sweat on Qi Liangqin's hands, which wet Yan Bozong's dry palms.

"I'm sorry," Qi Liangqin said, "I'm really sorry." He can only say these useless words now, and he will not regret it.

Yan Bozong squeezed his hand.

Thank the world for being so tolerant of homosexuality, allowing two men to hold hands in broad daylight.This is something he never dared to think about before.In the final analysis, the happiness and freedom of comrades still depend on the tolerance of the general environment.He is now fortunate to live in it, because homosexuals can live well here, and he doesn't have to be alone all his life. After meeting Yan Bozong, he is more eager for a better life in the future, and wants to possess it more greedily, because it can be realized, and his Those beautiful fantasies about love can all be realized.This tempted him, so he tempted Yan Bozong.

Yan Yuan looked back through the rearview mirror and said, "Brother."

The old lady also looked back, and saw Yan Bozong holding Qi Liangqin's hand.

The two of them together are really an eye-catching pair, with the same height and aura.

The old lady turned her head and said, "I don't even know your elder brother now."

Her tone was bleak, full of the helplessness of a mother.

Yan Yuan said, "Mom, don't be too sad."

"How can you not be sad?" The old lady sighed, wiping a tear from the corner of her eye: "It is said that the child is too big to be a mother. I didn't think so, but now I think it is the biggest regret of being a mother."

And the sun is shining outside. Since ancient times, in the war between parents and children, it is the parents who are defeated in the end.

Realizing this, the old lady was filled with sorrow.No matter how good the autumn light is outside, it is still cold.