pick up younger brother into attack

Except for Shen Gan, everyone else accepted this statement as a matter of course.Zhu Lihua was quite proud, and pulled Shao Botao to tell her that her youngest son had skipped a grade since he was a child, and he had never been in the top three of the school when he returned to the exam, and he was doing questions even during the holidays.

Only Shen Gan suddenly lost interest in eating, took a few mouthfuls of food hastily, and smoked two cigarettes while standing on the balcony.

After seeing off everyone, Zhu Lihua went back to the room early, and Shen Qian slumped on the deck chair on the balcony.

Looking over from the balcony, you can see a bunch of lights, flickering on and off, and fireworks all over your head. Shen Qian squinted his eyes and recalled the process of this journey.

He brought his family and friends with him, experienced highs and lows, and settled here by relying on the greatest luck in his life. Life was still difficult, but somehow he settled down, and he was moving towards the ideal state step by step.

But something seemed to be getting worse.

He walked into the room in the middle of the night, the light was still on, Ming Yan quietly leaned on the bed, and twitched the corners of his mouth when he saw him.

Shen Gan sat down by the bed and looked at his younger brother face to face. He had grown taller and opened up, and he looked like an adult through and through.

He sighed, looking for a suitable topic to speak.

"Brother will make a decision after a few more trips. If you want to take the college entrance examination ahead of time, you may have to go out of your way. I will accompany you then."

Ming Ni stared at him without moving, and suddenly smiled from the bottom of his heart.His brother was terribly sensible. He frowned, and his brother knew why he was angry and how long he could be angry.

Shen Gan was laughed so badly that he subconsciously brought up what he said just now: "Sister Chunqiu is just here to help, brother is not at home, you and our mother..."

"Didn't you ask her to come here on purpose?"

Shen Gan was taken aback for a moment, Ming Ni closed his eyes and opened them again, and said helplessly, "You just want to restrain me, aren't you?"

"It's you, who knows how to stab a knife in my heart."

What Ming Ni said was natural, Shen Qian was at a loss when he heard it, and Ming Ni blocked him when he tried to open his mouth several times.

"But brother, I have to ask first, is this knife of yours for real? Do you really want to stab me in and kill me before it's over?"

Ming Ni seemed to be unintentional, but in fact he was questioning every sentence.Shen Qian's back felt chilly for a moment, he didn't have any consciousness when he chose to let Di Chunqiu enter the house, it was completely out of instinct, but what was this instinct and what was the motive, Shen Qian felt vaguely.

But his brother said now that it was a knife.

"Brother, in fact, I have been causing you trouble."

Shen Gan was stunned: "What nonsense, what is trouble, what are you thinking!"

"I know, for so many years, I have tried so hard to grow up, and what I want to share with you is to cause you trouble in the end."

"But there's no way, I want to grow up even if it's causing trouble, I'm almost bewildered by thinking about it."

"It's a good thing you forgive me every time."

Shen Gan remained silent, reaching out to rub his brother's head.He always felt that there was another trick waiting for him...

Ming nitrate suddenly raised his hand to hold it, and clasped it firmly.

Shen Gan wanted to pull it out, but gave up when he saw his brother's calm eyes.

"But no matter how much I feel sorry for you, the biggest trouble, I still have to say it."

Shen Qian looked around in a hurry, Ming Ni curled the corner of his mouth slightly, watching his brother's hands fluttering in a hurry, and his hands didn't loosen at all.

He endured it for so many years, tried, and deceived himself, and finally he was completely beaten by the desire in his heart.Instinct always wins over restraint.

He endured it until Di Chunqiu could enter and leave his house, endured it until Shen Qian escaped again and again, endured it until they had grown up, their hearts were full of raging love, and everyone loved each other wantonly, why should he love? or see the light of day.

Ming Ni smiled suddenly, his eyes turned red, and he looked at Shen Gan and said word by word.

"I like you, I like you more than anyone else."

Shen Gan was cold from head to toe, the paper on the window was torn, and all his thoughts gradually became clear...

In those years of silence, he has never been silent about any love, as long as Shen Qian can poke his head out a little and have a look.

Ming Ni unloaded the heaviest burden, it was a matter of life or death, he didn't dare to expect Shen Qian to accept him directly,

But if his brother couldn't stand it and said he was a pervert, he would admit it.

He can admit it and never leave.

He always firmly believes that love can exist, even after rolling in the mud for so many years, he still waits for Shen Qian's protection, and he is willing to wait for many more years, waiting for Shen Qian to accept his love.

Shen Gan's heart was suddenly clear, and he couldn't make any surprised expression.

It seems that this is the reason why I have been struggling for so long.It was probably because his younger brother had been abnormal so many times, so he was not surprised.

Why does his younger brother call him when he has that kind of dream, and kiss him from time to time? There can also be a decent reason for showing dislike for Di Chunqiu.

The child I raised for six or seven years likes men. He is a homosexual who is not tolerated by the mass society, and he still likes him.

Shen Gan was silent for 5 minutes.

"Can this be changed?"

Ming Ni held his hand for a while, and said in a hoarse voice:

"No."

"Why can't this be changed?! You are a man, so you should find a little girl! Li Jianguo's daughter, those classmates in your class, no matter how old you are, I will recognize you!"

Shen Gan spoke incoherently, wishing to put all the girls in the world in front of him one by one.Like a steady elder, he gave guidance to his younger brother who had gone astray, but secretly suppressed the surge in his heart.

"It's either you or another man." Ming Ni lowered his eyes, unable to see his expression clearly.

Shen Qian fell silent.

There are so many deep emotions hidden in Ming Ni's eyes, which are released bit by bit without reservation:

"Brother, I can't change it."

Every word fell into Shen Gan's heart.

From the first time he saw that comic book, he couldn't change it. During the seven or eight years in the middle, it was cloudy and foggy and gradually became clear. There were so many uncertainties in his life, but this was the only one that he melted into the bone. to life.

Shen Qian opened his mouth and pulled out his hand. Ming Ni followed him with his eyes, watching him walk around the room and take out a cigarette from his pocket.

He lit the cigarette with trembling hands, and took another deep puff.

Other men... It's not that he hasn't seen men who are posing these days. He hasn't touched such things as love, but he has heard of them.

Asking his younger brother to hug a strange man gave him a headache just thinking about it.

But if that person was replaced by himself, he would have even more headaches.

He probably committed some crime, every road can be windy and rainy.It's just that the heavy rain this time hit his younger brother directly, and he couldn't stop it for him, and he couldn't protect himself.

"...sleep first."