pick up younger brother into attack

Shen Qian rubbed his shoulders, subconsciously looked at Ming Ni, and tentatively said:

"Yes...a little hungry."

The eyes met for only a second, before he could see clearly, Ming Ni went straight into the kitchen.

"Hey! Nitrate..."

"—Nitrate."

Shen Gan sighed helplessly, and he didn't even have time to make up the words.

Get up and go back to the room, followed by a silly dog ​​wagging its tail, Shen Qian directly grinned at it.

What's the use of you!Just wagging the tail!

As soon as he looked up, his younger brother was holding a bowl of noodles and looked at him deeply.

Shen Qian:......

This atmosphere can drop in a second.

Ming Ni made a bowl of noodles and brought it in front of him, watching him wash the bowl after eating.He tried to say something several times, but his eyes turned back.

Shen Qian sat on the edge of the bed helplessly, stood up only after seeing him enter the room, opened his mouth to explain again but didn't know how to say it.

He knew, Ming Ni understood, but it was one thing for Ming Ni to understand, and it was also the same for him to be flustered.

Before he took a few steps forward, his younger brother strode over and pulled him over, kissing him hard.

Kissing has always required strength, just like a lover, it takes effort even if it is light or heavy, which makes the combination of two people difficult, and the strength is difficult and sweet in the process of groping.

For the first time, Shen Qian felt that the kiss between him and Ming Nitre was slightly bitter.

Love is all about mixed flavors.

He tried another one.

Before he could say a word, Ming Ni took off his clothes, hugged him, opened the drawer and took out the medicine.

Shen Gan felt it suddenly, and at the moment of physical contact, he took it for granted.

Emphasis on sex and desire is different from emphasizing love. Venting based on emotions is not considered abusive. It is just gathering in just one place, full of love, and revealing a little bit for this light to see and let The air is contaminated.

Ming Nitrate pressed on him, leaving traces little by little, and there was a slight questioning between his lips and teeth, which seemed to be gnashing his teeth.

"Did I let you charge like this..."

Shen Gan's head was in a daze, and he was forced to raise his head to bear it.

"Do you want to be wronged by being my boyfriend!"

During the second of waking up in the drowsiness, Shen Qian finally noticed a little familiar smell.

"you……"

It was what his younger brother said that year when he sent PHS to the seventh alley and was bullied by three misfits...

"Did I let you charge like this!"

"Do you feel wronged by being my Shen Gan's younger brother!"

"You don't want me to avenge you today, but tomorrow you have to kill for me!"

……

In fact, Ming Ni always remembers...

Finally returned the words to him between the sheets.

The moment he entered, Shen Gan's eyes were reddened, he was happy, but also aggrieved and helpless.

For half the night, Ming Ni was like going crazy, the emptiness in his heart tormented him so much that he wanted to eat people, and then spit them out because of the last bit of reason.

Shen Qian felt that they were really returning to the original point step by step, repeating the previous emotional pattern, but now the person who took up the responsibility became his younger brother, and he became the one to be protected.

After cleaning up in the middle of the night, Ming Nier didn't let go, and held him firmly in his arms while rubbing his waist.

It took a long time for the body to react, and Shen Gan waited silently for him to recover.It wasn't until the strength on his body became lighter that he slightly raised his head to look over.

Ming Ni opened his mouth first: "It must be the day you sent me the photo."

Shen Gan was taken aback for a moment, and gave a soft "hmm". His younger brother wanted to hear it, so he began to recall the situation that day.

"He was eating when I went, the house was very dilapidated, and he didn't dare to go back to the city."

Seeing that he didn't refuse, Shen Qian was relieved to continue talking.

"...he regretted it."

Later, Shen Qian thought more than once of Ming Xueqing's hesitant appearance that day, it was too profound, and it often made him feel a little pity.

Ming Ni's closed eyes moved: "...what else did he say?"

"Say thank you to me."

Thank him for taking care of Ming Ni all these years, and thank you for the 10 yuan.

"Honey...do you think it's suicide?"

Shen Qian still asked.

Ming Ni opened his closed eyes, and looked at him at the closest distance, forehead against forehead, warm and warm, and he replied:

"do not know."

"Everyone has a day when guilt overcomes fear, or corners are cornered, or conscience is discovered."

Ming Ni's voice did not fluctuate, it was extremely calm: "He also has this possibility."

So he doesn't know.

"But I hope he dies willingly." It's not that he is unwilling to be deprived of his life in fear. It is a relief to die willingly. He doesn't love him, but he sincerely hopes that the man who gave him life can be relieved.

"Brother, go to sleep."

At this point, the topic became more and more serious, Ming Ni ended the topic directly, wrapped the person in a quilt and patted him gently.

"I'm going to buy some food tomorrow, and the refrigerator is empty."

They all need to come down from the empty place and return to reality.

The emotional change was particularly obvious in the darkness, and Shen Qian consciously moved closer to the bright light.Overworked and Ming Ni's regular patting, Shen Gan fell asleep very quickly, and he could feel the comfort from his body until he fell asleep.

And Ming Ni opened his eyes after hearing the sound of regular breathing, leaned over and kissed his forehead lightly.

How difficult life is, there is less and less warmth in his hands.

Outside the door, Zhu Lihua's eyes were red, and she fumbled back to the room alone.

The two people inside the door hugged each other, not knowing what they were about to face the next day.

……

Zhu Lihua stayed overnight, and the next day she was groping in the kitchen alone, and when she got up, she had already cooked a table of breakfast, porridge, steamed buns, soy milk, all of which they used to eat.It has been a long time since the two sons started their own businesses, and it has been a long time since the family had breakfast around the table like this.

Zhu Lihua combed the hair while helping to attract money, and at the same time freely called out the youngest son who was the first to come out.

"Wake up your brother and have breakfast."

Ming Niu paused, glanced at Zhu Lihua who had obviously calmed down, turned around and entered the room.

Zhu Lihua turned her head slightly to listen to the movement inside, this house is not a refuge, and the hidden emotions will come to light one day.

Ming Ni stood on the bedside and looked at Shen Qian who was still in a deep sleep, probably people have an instinctive response to the coming waves, just like the last time between him and Ming Xueqing, just like now.

Excessive sadness came again.

After waking him up, brushing his teeth, washing his face and changing his clothes, Shen Gan followed his brother instinctively, and the two of them sat down on the vermilion flower edge facing each other.

"Have a meal."

After the police came, the atmosphere at home suddenly became a lot heavier. Shen Gan subconsciously looked at Zhu Lihua, and felt a little pain in his back.Ming Ni raised his eyes and frowned:

"I'll give you another medicine after eating."

Shen Gan was taken aback for a moment, shook his head quickly, and looked at Zhu Lihua for a gesture.

His mother doesn't know if he has calmed down, but don't get caught.

Mingnitao looked over with his eyes, and remained silent.

After finishing a bowl of porridge, Shen Gan snorted, and approached Zhu Lihua with a smile on his face: "Mom, you haven't cooked for a long time."

Zhu Lihua picked pickles with chopsticks for Ming Ni before returning to him: "I'm blind, there's nothing I can do."

The atmosphere became a little more serious.

Ming Ni subconsciously glanced at his mother, and in the ordinary atmosphere, he felt a trace of uncontrollable surprise.

Shen Gan's smiling face froze, and he retracted dryly, imitating his mother's way of serving Ming Nier's vegetables.

The two of them came and went, and they had a tacit understanding for more than ten years. If they didn't pay attention deliberately, no one would notice a trace of weirdness.

Like an undercurrent under the sea.

Zhu Lihua sat in her seat calmly, listening to their interaction without disturbing.Swallowing the last mouthful of porridge, put the bowl away expressionlessly, and said lightly:

"Give your brother the medicine and tidy up the other room later."

A word without warning, Ming Ni's heart suddenly trembled.

Zhu Lihua looked forward vaguely:

"...Shen Qian, you move over."