i might be a fake gay

Hang Yusi walked alone in a place surrounded by fog, and he could not see anything clearly in the surrounding whiteness. He walked forward slowly.

Suddenly, the fog in front of him dissipated, and the surrounding suddenly changed from white to black. "What is this place?"

"This is your school." A person suddenly appeared on the right, Hang Yusi tried his best to open his eyes wide to look at that person, obviously there was nothing just now, what happened!This person is Bai Jiao, not himself, it is Hang Yusi himself playing Bai Jiao.

Bai Jiao said, "Let's go, we're going to be late soon." The black surroundings quickly faded, revealing the blue sky, white clouds and a street.He didn't know how long he followed Bai Jiao and finally saw a few buildings, which seemed to be the high school in "Meng Jiao". "What's going on?" Bai Jiao dragged him to the school gate: "Wait, wait for Yi Ming."

Yi Ming?Hang Yusi almost knelt down, who is waiting for Yi Ming, I want to go home! !I have no time to play with you.Hang Yusi took a step back and said vigilantly, "I'm sorry, I want to go home." Looking at Bai Jiao who looked exactly like him with his own eyes, it was because he looked at himself with incredible eyes: "Which home? You don't want to go home?" Maybe he hasn't woken up yet!"

Hang Yusi ignored the direction he came and went, and he heard Bai Jiao calling someone intimately: "Yi Ming is here, Bai Jiao actually wants to run home."

Hang Yusi stopped, what?Bai Jiao wants to go home?He is Bai Jiao?Who is that person?Air Yusi?He had a splitting headache, time and space suddenly criss-crossed, and the flat road under his feet turned into a downward staircase with no end in sight.

He turned his head and saw those two people chasing him, Hang Yusi was so frightened that he hurried down.While chasing, he accidentally fell into the black vortex underground.The weightlessness of falling down oppressed him, Hangus saw the two people on the stairs smiling at him, Hangus had a bad feeling, and sure enough they jumped down too.

"No!"

Hang Yusi sat up in shock from his dream, his back was covered in cold sweat, "Yi Ming..." At this moment, a light from the sky flashed through the curtains, and the sound of thunder seemed to explode right next to his ears. Hang Yusi was so frightened that he broke out in a cold sweat again.The muffled thunder in the night sky disintegrated his rational side, Hang Yusi leaned on the quilt, shrugged his shoulders lightly, and sobbed softly.He dreamed of the scene of Bai Jiao jumping off the building just now, and now he finally understands why Chen Yiming, who loves Bai Jiao so much, didn't jump off the building with him. Chen Yiming has his hesitation.

"呲" the sound of the mobile phone text message vibrating, Hang Yusi slid the phone away, it was Liang Dong: Are you asleep?

Hang Yusi: asleep

Liang Dong: ...

A thunder resounded through the sky again, Hang Yusi tapped the number of that person tremblingly, and he was immediately connected, "Yi Ming, I'm so scared where are you?" No, he is Bai Jiao.It's like a magic cycle, knowing that my mental state can no longer touch this person, but the longing in my bones can't be stopped no matter what, I really want to, I really want to snuggle up to this person and desperately ask for his breath.

"Don't be afraid, I'll be right over."

Are they a couple?no.Do they have any deep emotional entanglements?No, just two poor people connected by one drama.can they be togetherCan and can't.

"Not good! Don't come here, I beg you to leave me alone..." Hang Yusi cried bitterly and hung on the pillow. He is Hang Yusi, not Bai Jiao, he is not! !He and Liang Dong had nothing to do with each other except they had co-produced a gay film, yes, that's right, they didn't have any problems.Slowly, the thunder had stopped, and the lightning was no longer there for Hang Yusi to calm down.When he was about to fall asleep, a long sigh came from Liang Dong on his mobile phone, "Yu Si, if you need me..."

"I'm sorry for the wrong number, good night." Hangusi returned to his usual cold tone, and forced to hang up the phone. It seems that he has to see a doctor tomorrow. Now Hangusi was not sleepy, and sat in front of the floor-to-ceiling window with a blanket on After two or three hours, I managed to stay up until dawn before falling asleep.

In a daze, someone knocked on his door, "Yu Si, mother has come in." Seeing her son falling asleep leaning against the French window, Yang Hui hurried over to gently wake him up, "Yu Si, wake up, why are you falling asleep here?" up"

Hang Yusi was awakened, "It's nothing, I sat here because of the thunder last night and I couldn't sleep."

She knew that her son was afraid of thunder. When the youngest son was three or four years old, he would cry when it thundered. After growing up, the influence gradually diminished. She also sat on the carpet and held Hang Yusi in her arms, just like when she was a child. "Zai Zai is not afraid, mother is here."

Hang Yusi blushed, "Mom, I'm already an adult"

"When I was pregnant with you, my mother really wanted to be a girl, but it turned out to be a monkey who was more naughty than the eldest. When I was young, I loved to cry a lot, just like a girl."

"Mom, stop talking..." Hang Yusi wished that there would be a crack in the ground, and he would get in right away.

"Mom just wants to tell you, if you have anything to tell us, tell your family."

"I know" my peace of mind is my home.

Unexpectedly, only a few days later, he was sitting in this counseling room again, still in the same position, with the same psychologist.

Dr. Wu asked with a smile, "Is Mr. Hang feeling better these days?"

"Not so good! In the past, I sometimes couldn't tell the difference between Bai Jiao and me. Since last night, he can come out by himself and use his cell phone to make calls!"

"Have you been out for a long time?"

"A few minutes later, I woke up and found that the phone was on." Hang Yusi hesitated for a while and decided to tell Dr. Wu that he had a very weird dream yesterday, "I had a dream yesterday..."

After listening to Hang Yusi's narration, Dr. Wu tried to ask him, "Mr. Hang, do you mind if I ask, in your dream, you are Bai Jiao, and that person is Hang Yusi?"

"I don't know, he said I am Bai Jiao"

"Mr. Hang, your condition has become serious. Bai Jiao was originally just a different kind of hallucination because you were filming a movie, but from your description, he has now materialized. Mr. Hang, you have begun to suffer from schizoaffective disorder." disease."

"Are you schizophrenic?" Hang Yusi suppressed the uneasiness in his heart.

"Yes, I suggest that you take medicine for initial treatment immediately and notify your family. You have just turned 18 and your mind is not mature enough. Don't be afraid, this is normal."

"Doctor Wu, is it so important? I just got too involved in filming."

"Don't get excited, does your family know about your condition?"

"No, they don't know at all." After listening, Dr. Wu wrote something on the paper.

"Mr. Hang, if you are free the day after tomorrow, I hope to have a hypnotherapy session with you."

"Okay..." He didn't even bother to listen to what Dr. Wu had to say, the words schizophrenia kept echoing in his mind, didn't he just shoot a scene, how could he become schizophrenic?