God please don't procrastinate

"So, you didn't go home because of your conflict with your father, and your conflict lies in your...sexuality?" Zhong Jingyu really had to admit that novels come from life, but life can always be more dramatic than novels .

Sun Youxian frowned and thought for a while, then denied Zhong Jingyu's conclusion: "It's not entirely correct. The matter between me and the senior should be said to be just a flashpoint of conflict. At that time... Actually, I didn't think I liked it at all. ... the possibility of falling in love with the same sex."

Sun Youxian's words are not false. He has been concentrating on his studies since he was a child, and he was late in love and love. He has never seriously considered his relationship problems. He just thinks that he will be like his elder brother in the future, graduate and work, Then meet the right person, get married and start a family.

The appearance of the warm male senior gave him a possibility that he hadn't even thought about. If he hadn't happened to be bumped into by his grandfather, Sun Youxian might have completely awakened his sexual orientation because of this opportunity.

But the appearance of Grandfather reduced this possibility to the minimum, and let Sun Youxian focus all his attention on how to "cleanse" himself.

But once doubt exists, it doesn't disappear without ignorance.

After Sun Youxian transferred to the new major, he received a text message from the senior who could not be contacted for a long time, to the effect that he apologized for running away after the kiss that day, and then sincerely expressed his love for him, and finally asked Sun Youxian if he could accept him.

Sun Youxian resolutely refused at that time, not to mention that he was "cleaning up" his suspicion of homosexuality in front of his parents at that time, even without the intervention of his parents, he would not accept the warm male senior.

He has always regarded his senior as a friend and brother. Even if he takes a step back, if he has to be with a man, he must be like Zhong Jingyu. But he was so fascinated by Zhong Jingyu's demeanor.

The rejected senior never contacted Sun Youxian again, and Sun Youxian, who started a new life in the new campus, embarked on the road of following his idol and determined to write a masterpiece on the Internet.

However, in the dead of night, it's not like he didn't think about a possibility - does he really like men?

After all, having grown up to such a big age, he can say that he has never had a crush on either a woman or a man.In high school, the seventeenth and eighth-year-old boys are at the time when they are most curious about sexual emotions. Some male students have directly made girlfriends, and some male students sneakily get some pornographic movies to watch with their classmates.

Apart from concentrating on my studies, I have no interest in similar topics exchanged among male classmates. Could it be because...the one I like is actually...men?

Sun Youxian didn't come to a conclusion on this question until he graduated, until he met Zhong Jingyu...

As soon as he finished speaking, Zhong Jingyu kissed him on the mouth with inexplicable joy, and then explained under Sun Youxian's puzzled eyes: "Sterilization, your first kiss was not mine, my first kiss Not yours either, we need to sanitize each other."

"You..." Sun Youxian held back for a long time with a puffed face, unable to say a word, and he didn't act like this when he was flirting, so suddenly and so suavely, did he stop people from talking about serious things?

"Get down to business!" Pretending to sternly slap Zhong Jingyu on the shoulder, Sun Youxian continued, "Besides my sexual orientation, another biggest conflict between me and my family is the issue of employment after graduation.

My parents want me to be a civil servant, and then enter my father's state-owned enterprise to be a clerk or something, but I don't like it and I don't want to. His business is all about machinery and equipment, and I can't compete with my major. And I especially don't want to eat, sleep, and work 24 hours under his nose, without any *.

So I didn't obey their wishes at the time. After graduation, I stayed here, doing odd jobs and writing web articles.

For this matter, my parents have quarreled with me many times, as long as I go back for holidays, there is never a time when I am not quarreling.They said I was worthless like this, and I said I just wanted to do a job I liked, and none of us could convince anyone, so I gradually became reluctant to go back after that. After I got my wages from a part-time job, I would put some money on my mother’s card, one year Only go back for a few days during the Spring Festival. "

Zhong Jingyu lowered his eyes, feeling a little emotional.

Because of his parents' early death, he has never experienced such a situation, but he also knows that conflicts like Sun Youxian's will arise in many families.

Parents impose their wishes on their children and do not respect their individual autonomy, which eventually leads to strong resistance from the children.

This kind of thing has almost never stopped from ancient times to the present—the young lady eloped with the scholar;

At this age, young children often have the strongest sense of autonomy and independence. They have to choose their own life instead of walking the path their parents want them to take without any room.

Differences in consciousness and concepts caused huge shocks, and quarrels inevitably broke out, some of which ended in compromise by one party, while others turned into irreconcilable wars for a lifetime.

Zhong Jingyu didn't know how to resolve such family conflicts. In his heart, he hoped that Sun Youxian could live in harmony with his parents. Too bad.

However, as a boyfriend, he is firmly on Sun Youxian's side and supports him. After all, Sun Youxian's point of view is also correct, he has to make his own life decisions, even his parents cannot decide his whole life.

As wise as Zhong Jingyu, at this moment, he can only sigh and say that every family has a scripture that is difficult to recite.

"Youxian." Pulling the little boyfriend with his head drooping into his arms, putting his arms around his shoulders, and letting him lean against him, Zhong Jingyu thought for a while, and then said, "You know, my parents passed away early , I have not had time to encounter such a situation, so I may not be very qualified to say such a thing, but I still hope that you can talk to your parents more, the pain of having a child who wants to raise a child without a relative, I don’t want you to also feel.

Of course, if this problem is really an unsolvable conflict between you and your parents, I will definitely stand by your side and be your reliance forever. "

Sun Youxian lowered his head slightly and listened to Zhong Jingyu's word for word above his head, and was so moved that he almost cried.This is not the first time he has told others about himself and his family, but it is the first time he has felt the warmth, solidity and fearless power.

Now he is not alone, he has a boyfriend, someone who listens to him, a lover who supports him, and a partner who is willing to give him a shoulder to lean on—this feeling is not so good!

After rubbing against Zhong Jingyu's neck a lot, Sun Youxian put his arms around Zhong Jingyu's waist, raised his head and whispered in his ear, "Jingyu, it's good to have you!"

Zhong Jingyu raised his eyebrows, and tightened his arms around Sun Youxian even more—although the boyfriend acted like a baby, although he was not particularly reserved, but for the sake of his cuteness, he was forgiven.

Sun Youxian, who talked about his family pressure, had a good night's sleep that night. Not only did he not get up on time the next day, but he was woken up by the sound of several consecutive text messages.

Pulled to the phone, opened the message and looked, Sun Youxian bounced off the bed, and counted the numbers displayed on the phone screen one by one - one, ten, hundred, thousand, ten thousand, one hundred thousand...

A whole hundred thousand!The Arabic numeral "1" is not followed by three zeros, not four zeros, but five zeros, five round zeros!

Forgive him for being an idiot who has never seen the world, this is the first time he has [-] yuan in his account!How could he not be shocked?

Looking up the previous text messages, the account transferred to him was the account that Li Xinlan had been using to pay him salary. Sun Youxian was even more puzzled: What did Li Xinlan send him so much money all of a sudden?Could it be that the hand slipped and turned the wrong way?

Sun Youxian immediately exited the SMS interface and contacted Li Xinlan: Sister Lan, did you just transfer 10 yuan to my account?Was so much money transferred by mistake?

Li Xinlan: Huh?Yeah?You can ask Jingyu, this account actually belongs to him, he asked me to go back yesterday, and now he is in charge of it himself.

Now Sun Youxian is even more confused, what kind of trouble is Zhong Jingyu turning him one hundred thousand all of a sudden?

Unable to wait to brush his teeth and wash his face, Sun Youxian hurriedly put on his coat and went to find Zhong Jingyu.

At this time, Zhong Jingyu just came out of the bathroom after taking a shower, and was about to get dressed with a bath towel around his lower body, when suddenly Sun Youxian, who broke in, took a good look at him.

The two stayed in place at the same time without moving. Sun Youxian's eyes were full of clean and refreshing abdominal muscles after taking a shower, while Zhong Jingyu suppressed a smile at Sun Youxian's sleepy hair.

"I, change clothes first." In the end, Zhong Jingyu was the first to speak out, and took his clothes and pants into the bathroom to change.

When I came out, I saw Sun Youxian sitting on the edge of his bed with a mobile phone in his hands, walked over to rub the top of his head, and asked, "What's wrong? What can you do with me?"

Sun Youxian took a deep breath, calmed down, tapped his mobile phone, and said, "Just now, I received a transfer of 10 yuan, did you transfer it to me?"

Zhong Jingyu nodded in recognition.

Sun Youxian was even more puzzled: "Why did you transfer so much money to me?"

"Buy New Year."

Sun Youxian was at a loss: "What kind of New Year's goods to buy? You don't need so much money to buy New Year's goods?"

"Yes, it's different for you to go home this year. You need to buy more good things." Zhong Jingyu faltered, and finally explained the reason for transferring the money to Sun Youxian, "I can't accompany you home, Buy some good gifts for me and take them home. Even if I honor our parents, don’t save gifts from relatives and friends. If there are elders, don’t forget the money for filial piety. We have two people, so we have to share the money. ,need."

At first, he thought it was a fright, but in the end he stuffed his mouth with candy. After being startled, Sun Youxian sneezed solidly before he could be happy.

The tender and sweet atmosphere was completely destroyed by a sneeze, Sun Youxian sniffed, smiled awkwardly, pulled his coat, and said to Zhong Jingyu: "Even if it's a double, it won't cost so much money. , and I am paid, have you forgotten?"

Zhong Jingyu has lived a life of not eating fireworks in the world for two years, and this time he especially wants to show himself, and he uses too much force, making him look a bit rich.

He touched his nose, and said awkwardly: "Anyway, I don't care, the money given out, there is no reason to get it back."

Sun Youxian laughed: "Yeah, I won't return the money to you if it's in my pocket, I'll keep it for you, let's go shopping for New Year's goods together in two days, my family wants to buy it, and yours also wants to buy it.

You have to buy gifts to honor your uncle and aunt, as well as Sister Lan, Brother Liang, Teacher Zheng, and of course...and mine, so you are also double. "

Zhong Jingyu heard that Sun Youxian would not exchange the money for him, his eyes lit up with joy, he turned around and squatted next to his bedside table, opened the drawer and took a few banknotes and passbooks, handed them to Sun Youxian, and took them with him. With a flattering look, he said, "I will give you all my money."

Article [-] of the New, Good, and Old Gong Standard Manual: Your own salary must be managed.

The male god is so awesome!