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After wandering around in the bedroom for a while, she saw the hastily written note.

"Mom is critically ill. I'm going to Anhe. Call me when you wake up."

Zeng Yixuan felt a "click" in her heart, and while dialing the phone, she strode towards the locker room.

He randomly picked out his clothes and took them out, and the phone was connected.

"Hello." She whispered, "Are you there? How's it going?"

"..." After a long silence, the man said, "It's not very good." His voice was slightly hoarse, as if trying to suppress his worries and fears,

She felt her heart stagnate when she heard that, and pressed her anxiety, she only comforted: "I'm changing clothes, I'll be there in a while." After a pause, she said again, "Didn't you eat?"

"Yeah." The man said wearily, "I don't want to eat it. Don't bring it to me."

"Why did you persuade me before? Are you showing your temper?" She pretended to be relaxed and joked, "Mom still needs your care, how can I do without eating?"

"Yixuan..." The man clearly cried, "I'm so scared..."

She really wanted to give her a hug from the air, but she could only comfort her in a low voice: "Don't be afraid. Nothing will happen."

After hanging up the phone, she called A again and asked her to change the breakfast into a takeaway, pack it up and send it to the car.He quickly packed up and went downstairs.

After getting in the car, he called Mou Ying again, comforting her all the way.

When she arrived at the hospital, she took the bodyguards up and saw Mou Ying sitting on the bench outside the ward, with a few tall bodyguards guarding her from a distance, making her even more lonely, especially petite and weak.

She walked over and handed over a stack of insulated boxes: "There are steamed buns and eight-treasure porridge. There are also some side dishes." They are all Mou Ying's favorite food.

Mou Ying looked up at her, but didn't answer the box, her eyes were red.

With a pain in her heart, she put the box aside, sat down beside her, and hugged her gently.

Mou Ying rested her head on her shoulder, staring blankly at the wall.

Silent.

She sat with her back straight, silently supporting her.

It lasted until noon before the doctor gave them a conclusion: "I'm sorry, Mr. Zeng, the patient is brain dead..."

The moment she heard the bad news, Zeng Yixuan subconsciously tightened her arms.

Mou Ying shook, leaned into her arms, and suddenly burst into tears.

how could be?how could be?My mother has endured for so many years, and the most difficult time has passed. How could she suddenly be unable to hold on when everything is getting better?Is it because she has neglected her mother too much recently?Is it because she has been focusing on Yixuan a while ago, so she ignored the changes on her mother's side...

At some point, the doctor left.

Zeng Yixuan led her into the ward.

My mother lay there quietly, her chest rising and falling slightly as usual, the monotonous "tick" sound of the instrument mixed with the heavy noise of the breathing pump, which was very reassuring to hear.

She's still alive, isn't she?It's not that different from before...

She sat in front of her mother's bed, holding her mother's hand, tears falling down drop by drop.

Because of her persistence, the life support equipment on the mother was not removed.Nutrients are still dripping into the mother's body through the nasal feeding tube.She insisted on staying by her mother's side day and night, refusing to give up.

And the mother miraculously persisted.

One day, Zeng Yixuan, who had been hesitant to speak, had reached the limit of her patience, and suddenly took her arm, looked into her eyes, and said to her seriously: "If you want, you can persist like this until she lasts." The day you don't make it, or the day you don't make it. But...you know, it's pointless."

"She's still alive." She retorted earnestly, "She's still alive, that's what makes sense." After a pause, she added, "I can pay the money myself."

"..." Zeng Yixuan felt uncomfortable being pushed by her, and subconsciously said, "It's not about money..."

"I'm sorry." The man lowered his eyes, "I don't have time to accompany you recently. I don't know how long this situation will last... If you feel regretful, we can..."

"Mou Ying!" Miss Zeng was angry, "Is it so easy to tear up the promise made by what you have done? It's not about money, it's not about whether I need your company or whether you need it." My companionship. I know you want your mother to live forever, even if she can never wake up again, as long as she lives, but what about her own wish? Have you ever thought about it? "

"You mean..." Mou Ying raised her eyes slowly, with determined pain in her eyes, "You mean I kept my mother because of myself?! You mean I decided to leave her in this world to suffer because of selfishness? She is my mother! As long as she doesn't stop breathing for a moment, it means she still doesn't want to leave! How can I just give up on her like this? She hasn't given up yet, how can I give up on her!"

She was shaking violently, and the tears rolled and rolled in her eyes, and finally dripped down.

"Maybe you are right." After a long time, Zeng Yixuan hugged her and said softly, "But I remember you said that mother agrees with euthanasia..."

Mou Ying closed her eyes.

"I don't have the opportunity to know more about my mother. I can only know her based on your description. But from your description, I think she..."

"Stop talking." Mou Ying interrupted her.

With her eyes still closed, she slowly and slowly withdrew from Zeng Yixuan's embrace.

Zeng Yixuan looked at her pale face, but insisted on saying the last words: "Mou Ying, maybe I don't know my mother well enough. But you do. I think in your heart, you must know what mother's wish is. Does she want to be like this? I think you must know the answer. I respect your choice, but should you respect your mother's choice?"

"Go out." Mou Ying said, "OK? Don't talk anymore. OK?"

Her hands were shaking, her body was shaking, and even her lips were shaking. Her whole body was like a rabbit fleeing in panic under the gunshots of hunters, or like a disheartened sheep that had been thrown under the paws of a coyote.

Zeng Yixuan has never felt so frustrated.Of course she can ignore it.Either way is the best option.But...she couldn't bear to watch her mother suffer in the hospital bed every day, and she couldn't bear to watch Mou Ying work so hard to maintain a false hope. I will regret today's decision, and I will blame myself for setting my mother free so late...

Mou Ying's parents are both teachers.His father is pure and upright, and his mother loves to laugh and love beauty.She clearly remembered that Mou Ying once said that her grandmother was paralyzed in bed in her later years, and her mother served her with all her heart, but in private she lamented the fate of the old man.Mou Ying also said that her mother liked a sentence that life is not in length but in breadth... She also said that her mother loved her father very much and joked that she must die before her father...

Collected together, it is actually a fairly obvious message - I am afraid that my mother does not want to struggle to survive in a vegetative state... let alone brain death...

But she shouldn't have said that.She endured it for a long time, but finally couldn't take it anymore.

Mou Ying is so smart, she will figure it out one day... Long-term pain is worse than short-term pain...

Even if she wanted to blame her, it was better than blaming herself.

She walked out of the ward in silence and closed the door gently.

As soon as the door was closed, Mou Ying sat slumped on the ground as if her skeleton had been removed.

Deep in her heart, the vague suspicion was ruthlessly expressed by that person, almost breaking down all the pretense she had put on for a long time.

What's even more frightening is that she knew the man was right.

How could a woman like my mother be willing to curl up on the hospital bed every day, eating and defecating through the tube?How could she be willing to expose all of her body to others, just to survive in this world?How could she be willing to keep only this vain body, but lose the thoughts and beliefs she relied on for survival?

So for a long time, my persistence...was it all wrong?Because I selfishly wanted to keep my mother in this world, why did my mother suffer so many years of torture and rape?

Is what I try my best to protect, but is it my mother who wants to escape with all my heart?

The mother didn't escape on her own, was it...was it just because she couldn't bear to resist her daughter's extremely strong wish?

She sat slumped, holding her head in her hands, and burst into tears.

After a long, long time, she stood up, sat back beside her mother, held her mother's hand, held back her tears, and said in a low voice, "Mom, can you hear me? I think maybe I was wrong. Maybe It's just my selfish wish that you stay. If...if...you feel tired...you feel bored...you miss Dad so much...if...you really want to leave..." She Sobbing, tears streaming down her cheeks, "Mom, I... I have grown up, I am not afraid anymore... Mom, don't worry, no matter what happens, I... I will face it bravely... ..."

She finally couldn't go on.

On the ECG monitor, the heart rate suddenly accelerated...

Then, gradually slow down... slow down...

She looked at her peaceful mother with a blurred vision.The heartbeat monitor screamed, piercing the eardrums.

Zeng Yixuan stood outside the door with her back leaning against it, without saying a word.

After a long time, the door behind her suddenly opened. She was unprepared and almost fell.Someone grabbed her arm, and the man with red and swollen eyes gently pulled her into the door: "Come say goodbye to mom."

She glanced at the almost no more tortuous lines on the ECG monitor, and bowed her head: "Mom, don't worry. I will take good care of her and protect her."

"Di..." My heart beat in a straight line.

☆, stay

The ashes of Mou Ying's mother were transported back to Nancheng and buried with her father.

Because Zeng Yixuan is still not suitable for long-distance travel, this journey was divided into several sections, which seemed quite long.

The south is already a little hot and humid at this time, the sun is shining brightly for a while, and the rain is pouring down for a while.

On the way back, seeing that Mou Ying was unhappy, Ms. Zeng had no choice but to give her some benefits from time to time to make her happy.

This day was a bit tired, the two of them took a bath and lay on the bed, Mou Ying was bored playing with Zeng Yixuan's black hair, suddenly her fingers trembled.

"What's wrong?" Zeng Yixuan closed her eyes to rest, but she also felt something strange.

It was white hair, shining with silver light, sandwiched in a clump of jet black, it was extremely dazzling.

Mou Ying carefully chose it out, and said sullenly: "There is a white hair..."

Zeng Yixuan was stunned for a moment before laughing: "I thought there was some important discovery..."

"You actually have gray hair..." Mou Ying pulled out that white hair and looked over and over, feeling extremely distressed.

Zeng Yixuan turned to her side and smiled lightly: "It's already thirty, why is it so strange to have a white hair? You have to get used to it, I will get older and have more and more white hair..."

Mou Ying stretched out her hand and covered her mouth: "No, don't grow old!"

Zeng Yixuan paused: "..."

Mou Ying felt a little embarrassed when she thought about it - people will always grow old, this is a natural law, no matter how distressed she is, it is useless.

"You can't grow old too fast." She changed her words, "You must ensure that you sleep, eat, and exercise moderately. You can only grow one gray hair a year at most. You must not be disobedient! Otherwise, I will fix you!"

"Oh?" Miss Zeng smiled lowly, "How do you want to fix me?"

It's been so long, and this little girl is still on second base, which really makes people worry for her.

Mou Ying blushed, hesitated for a long time, and approached her chest with a smirk: "That's it... and this..."

Miss Zeng lazily let her move, and finally said with a smile: "Well... It's almost time to learn a new course."

Mou Ying's hand trembled and almost slipped off her body: "What... what new course?"

Miss Zeng smiled: "I really don't know?"

Mou Ying was even more guilty when she saw her, and said, "Of course I know!"

She actually studied it privately for a long time.But... Miss Zeng feels weak every time I think about it... let alone launch a general attack... I can't blame her for being cowardly, it's really...the gap between those people in the film and Miss Zeng is really big... …

Seeing the eldest lady laying on the bed~, looking at her curiously, showing no intention of moving at all, she had no choice but to grit her teeth and bite the bullet and start her first ultimate practical class.

It's a little moist, but it still doesn't seem to be enough... She sweated profusely for a while, and then heard Miss Zeng sigh.

Before she could figure out what was going on, she was crushed underneath in a daze. In front of her eyes was a beautiful face with a narrow light in her eyes.

"It seems that you can't do without a demonstration." Mr. Zeng looked at her condescendingly and chuckled, "Study hard, feel it carefully, and experience it carefully. The homework will be handed in in a few days. If you fail, you will be punished."

ha?

"Come on, first call Master to listen." The man put on his fingertips and blinked.

"..." Mou Ying is not obedient to this level.

"No?" The man put on a stern face and put on an angry look, "Don't regret it later."

Poor Mou Mi only persisted for less than 2 minutes, and then began to yell "Master", "Hero", "Queen", "Your Majesty", "Help", and in 5 minutes, only a low hoarse voice remained. "Ah, ah, ah, ah, ah, ah, ah, ah...".And then, she couldn't cry anymore, she could only hold onto the sheet with both hands, as if she was grabbing her own life-saving straw, twisting and trembling.The whole person seems to be floating on the clouds, or sinking in the deep sea, the extreme agitation and agitation, the shock that reaches the bottom of the heart, the joy and pride that go straight to the top of the head, the blankness and the moment The eternity of ... it's an experience you'll never forget once you've had it.This is a kind of commemoration that deeply engraves the other party in the body.

After a long time, she let out a deep breath.The pleasure deep in her body still shakes her soul, and the soreness in her muscles reminds her that the battle has just ended.

Turning over to hold down the person who was about to truce, she said in a low hoarse voice: "There is no need to wait for another day. This apprentice has homework to hand in now."

Zeng Yixuan smiled: "Don't you need to digest it for a few days? It's the first homework, you have to think carefully. If it's not good..."

"It won't be bad." The man cut off her words, smiling innocently, but his eyes were sly, "My learning ability was personally appraised by Mr. Zeng, and she said I was strong, how dare you disagree?"

"Hmm..." Zeng Yixuan gently raised her head to kiss her lips, twirling the tip of her tongue deftly, and whispered softly, "If you do homework with me like this, Mr. Zeng will kill you if he finds out."

Mou Ying laughed: "I can't ask for it." She kissed her fiercely as she said, long~drive~straight~in and then backed away fiercely, pressing down on the person straight down, and meandering down, "But before that, put your Bring it with your life."

"If you have the ability, you can come and get it." The man was so charming~ panting again and again, but he refused to give up the sharpness of his tongue.

"Of order." Mou Ying chuckled lowly, using the eighteen martial arts she had just learned.She is indeed a good student.So learning and selling now, I have learned [-]% of it.Because of Mou Ying's inexperience before, Zeng Yixuan was afraid that she would be hurt, so she did a great job in the previous scenes, and she was extremely patient and gentle when raising her hands and throwing her tongue.At this moment, Mou Ying draws ladles according to the gourd, although the subtleties are not correct, but in general they are almost the same.

However, Miss Zeng still has an extremely sensitive constitution, and the [-] points can be added to [-] points.This time, not only Miss Zeng was very satisfied, but Mou Ying herself was also very happy with the sense of accomplishment and satisfaction.It turns out that it is such a joyful thing for a loved one to be sent to the top by himself, and it is not inferior to lying under her and letting her do whatever she wants.

It seems that studying homework and handing in homework is fun, she thought, and she really can't be biased.

During this period of time, because everything went well and she was gentle in every way, Zeng Yixuan was in good health, and she looked radiant and radiant, which made her very gratified.Although the disease is still not cleared, it has only occurred once in a few months, and the duration is very short.Lu Feng said that if the care is taken properly, there is no need for surgery.

Although the love affair has been announced to the public, after all, it has not yet been certified - domestic same-sex marriage is still blank.According to Zeng Yixuan, it's better to go abroad to do it. Although she can't fly - mainly because the pressure on the eardrum at high altitude will increase the risk of disease - but it is possible to take a ship.The Zeng family has been engaged in the shipping industry for many years. In addition to cargo transportation, they also own some luxury cruise ships, which are very convenient to use.

After thinking about it, Mou Ying proposed to go to the United States.She wanted to see where Zeng Yixuan had been.Although Yi Xuan was with Yin Yu at the time, after such a long time, she no longer minded about it.Zeng Yixuan's love for her is not as mellow and intoxicating as wine, but as long-lasting and meaningful as green tea. Her unfading persistence gave her firm and long-lasting confidence.So she no longer minds those pasts, and even thanks those past years for helping her forge such a unique person.

The old couple of the Zeng family have always treated Mou Ying lukewarm, but Zeng Yixuan's attitude towards her grandparents seems to be the same.More responsibility than emotion.

Occasionally, Mou Ying also worries about some problems.For example, the Zeng family has always had pressure on Zeng Yixuan to have a child. With the huge family property reflected, it seems that Zeng Yixuan cannot escape the responsibility to have an heir.For example, Zeng Yixuan's health is still not very good, and she is a few years older than her. If there is no accident, she may leave her first, for example...

When these worries pop up from time to time, Zeng Yixuan will also comfort her.

Regarding the question of the heir, Zeng Yixuan responded to her grandfather in this way: "First, the heir does not have to be a biological child, they can be adopted, they can take in apprentices..." Ignoring her grandfather's shock, she continued, "Second, I really want to If you want to have your own child, can you find someone to donate your sperm..." Because of the terrible first clause, the two elderly people reluctantly agreed to the second clause.

In private, Zeng Yixuan told her that foreign countries are experimenting with the union of two eggs, maybe they can try it in a few years.Both of them should freeze a few eggs and keep them for later use.If this technology is immature and cannot be used, then use Mou Ying's eggs to find someone to donate sperm.Mou Ying asked in amazement why she didn't use her own. Zeng Yixuan replied that she felt that her side was often sick, and she was afraid that it would affect the children, and poor health would be a big problem.

Thinking about it, Mou Ying was extremely reluctant to bear the possibility of little Zeng Yixuan, but she was also a little worried that the child would suffer from serious diseases in the future.After going back and forth, this matter just dragged on.Anyway, the eggs are frozen, let's talk about it when we need it.

But the panic that Zeng Yixuan would leave her could not be dispelled no matter what.

"You have to live longer. You can't be like your mother and leave me alone." She often mutters aggrievedly.

Every time she smiled and said hello, but this comfort was never enough.

One day, they are on the deck of the cruise ship, leaning against the railing, the sky is bright blue, and the sea is a quiet green.When she made this request again, she hugged her and whispered in her ear: "As long as you are still in this world, I will definitely be reluctant to leave."

In the movie, the couple said "Youjump, Ijump", but in fact "Youstay, Istay" is the real oath.

You stay, I stay for you.No matter what difficulties and twists and turns you encounter, no matter how tired and tired you are, if you stay, I will stay.

<End of the book>

The author has something to say: If there is no extra episode, I will give you a small theater:

One day, "Northern People Weekly" had an exclusive interview with Zeng Yixuan, who was repeatedly frustrated before the restart.The reporter in the middle asked with ulterior motives: "Mr. Zeng, we all know that you value Mr. Mou very much, and you promoted her with all your strength. May I ask what qualities you particularly admire in her?"

Zeng Yixuan paused, then smiled lightly and replied: "Diligent and eager to learn, don't be ashamed to ask."

The reporter nodded to record.

Sitting next to her, Mou Ying accidentally choked on her saliva, stared at the innocent beauty, and coughed until her heart was piercing.

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It’s finally over, hoo, this is the longest post so far~ Thank you everyone for staying with me until the end, bow~ As mentioned earlier, this post has brought me so many firsts, I will always keep your warm words In mind.Hey guys~ I believe we will meet again~^_^

The last speech to answer two questions that everyone cares about:

1. Fanwai: I don’t have a clue for the time being, and everyone can actively give their opinions. I don’t guarantee that I will write 233. If I have an idea, I may post it on Weibo as an uncollected Fanwai.

2. The next step: I will first fill in a romance that has been pre-received for a long time, and update Li Mochou's Lily from time to time.I will post the specific hole-filling sequence on the bulletin board of the author's column for your reference.Due to physical issues, the full text of the text will be archived and published in the future except for those with special instructions, so the interval may be a little longer, but correspondingly, daily updates can also be guaranteed.