queen's parlour gl
Chapter 1 Together, Queen vs Queen Mother, Queen wins!
Industry magazines often mention her, and say that the only problem is that she has no heir, but she is still young, and it is too early to talk about the heir.
After much deliberation, Mou Ying could only think that her physical problems were not that simple.If it is really a small problem with little impact as she said, Mou Ying really can't see who would dare to stroke her beard.But if she's actually seriously ill... it wouldn't be surprising to cause turmoil.Mou Ying felt her heart tighten for a while, but she still tried her best to control her emotions and continued to analyze.
Assuming that her illness is completely hopeless, then she should quickly confess the incident to avoid group shocks, and it is impossible to cover up like she is now.
So it should be... This disease is not fatal for the time being, but it will seriously affect her performance of her duties. Once the news spreads, it will shake her foundation and cause some people to fluctuate?
So she and her confidants kept this secret... Then why did she propose an invitation to herself at such a juncture?
She didn't fully explain her illness, but she obviously didn't lie either—this shows that she actually has considerable trust in herself.
From Mou Ying's point of view, of course it is impossible for her to have any bad intentions towards Zeng Yixuan, but for Zeng Yixuan, it is normal and reasonable to have doubts about Mou Ying. In theory, Mou Ying and her contact time is too short, Not enough to build that level of trust.Before this, Zeng Yixuan's treatment of Mou Ying was indeed the same: neither close nor alienated, observe and test and then observe.
Comparing with this, if there is no special reason, her sudden act of directly recruiting Mou Ying into the group would seem a bit unusual.
What seems to be wrong?But what could happen?Mou Ying's head swelled from the thought, and she sighed gloomily.
Even the abbreviation of this eldest lady is "ZYX", and three unknowns come together... It is really difficult to guess her...
"boom!"
The sudden loud noise made her tremble in fright, and she almost dropped the phone.
After being stunned for a second, she got up and rushed into the room.
The door was pushed open vigorously, and she crossed the small living room and rushed into the bedroom in three steps at a time.
Zeng Yixuan was bending over to pick up her cell phone, and raised her head upon hearing the sound.
The two looked at each other, and were slightly taken aback.
Mou Ying thought she had fallen, so she rushed in without thinking. Seeing that she was picking up the dropped mobile phone in a good manner, she immediately felt extremely regretful.
Ahhhh, why rush in without thinking.Embarrassed?
Zeng Yixuan was only wrapped in a bathrobe at the moment, her slender ~bare legs~ were exposed, her delicate collarbone was looming, her long hair was hanging wet on her shoulders, and her eyes were very calm when she looked over.
"Uh... I thought..." Mou Ying murmured, blushing.
Zeng Yixuan picked up the phone, swiped open the screen and looked at it, she didn't seem to notice anything wrong with her: "Well, luckily it didn't break."
"Go down and rest first." She paused, then continued, "I still have to make a phone call."
"Oh, good." Mou Ying tried to calm herself down, nodded, "Good night."
"Good night." The voice was light and emotionless.
Mou Ying didn't let out a breath until she returned to her room.Throwing the phone on the bed~, she buried her face in the fluffy pillow.God, what is this all about!Why does her IQ drop when she meets that woman!He just rushed in like that!Fortunately, Zeng Yixuan didn't ask her why she was still on the second floor, otherwise how would she answer it!
Cover your face and lament!What a disgrace to throw home!
That night, without any surprise, she dreamed of Zeng Yixuan again.
The woman sat quietly in front of her in a bathrobe, her long hair hanging down wetly.
"Shall I blow your hair?" In the dream, she seemed more courageous and dared to propose.
"Okay." The woman nodded in agreement.
The jet-black hair was twirled between the fingers, smooth and smooth, and it felt surprisingly good in the hand.She suddenly thought, if she could blow-dry her hair for the rest of her life, it would be pretty cool.
When she woke up, she raised her hand to look, and it seemed that the beautiful touch in the dream was still in her fingers.
Zeng Yixuan changed her clothes and walked out of the room. When she turned around and closed the door, she couldn't help but glance at the narrow corridor.She was here last night waiting for her to take a shower?Are you really so worried?
Growing up, there were few things she couldn't do.Not to mention the people around her, even she herself is used to being omnipotent.After I got sick, I couldn't do this, and I couldn't do that, and the radius of living was suppressed again and again.How can it be said that she has no frustration?
Every time Sirou and the others worriedly said that you can't do this or that, she actually felt a little aggrieved in her heart.She understood that they were concerned about her and worried about her, so she kept suppressing her emotions and didn't show them, but... the feeling that she seemed to be half a useless person was still lingering.
But Mou Ying... She didn't say anything, just stood outside silently.If I hadn't accidentally touched the phone on the table yesterday, I probably wouldn't have known that there was a person waiting outside the door, right?
She pursed her lips, suppressing the complicated emotions in her heart.
She has always been a human being, and she will definitely repay the benefits of others, but now she has a faint feeling that there is nothing to repay.
She is not afraid of owing money, but of favors.Money is easy to calculate, love is hard to clear.Mou Ying's treatment of her has even gone far beyond the scope of friends... She gave her a sincere heart, but she couldn't give her the feedback she wanted, which is really embarrassing.
During breakfast time, the two of them tacitly did not mention what happened yesterday.Mou Ying peeked at her and saw that she was eating well, so she was slightly relieved.
After entering the cloakroom, Zeng Yixuan suddenly said, "Let's wrap up the things at hand today, and start the special training tomorrow."
"Ah, good." Mou Ying originally wanted to ask what kind of special training method is, but thinking about Zeng Yixuan's usual style, she probably would reply that you will know when the time comes, so she didn't bother.Anyway, we will know tomorrow, right?
After getting in the car, Wei Miao was still waiting in the car, and was interrupted by Zeng Yixuan when he started, "Mu Ying, tell me."
Wei Miao was startled, stopped and looked at Mou Ying, the worry in her eyes was beyond words.
Mou Ying was also taken aback, but quickly calmed down.She checked the news as usual in the morning, and she has long been familiar with this reporting mode these days. Although she can't compare with Wei Miao, she feels that she can already say something, so she won't be completely blinded like she was at the beginning.
She first talked about a few breaking news, and then started with the major industry news Zeng was involved in, and gradually expanded to business circles, financial circles, and domestic and foreign political circles.Zeng Yixuan listened calmly, as usual, occasionally interjecting a few questions.
Obviously, Mou Ying has a good sensitivity to the news, is fairly familiar with the business circle and the political circle, and her own analysis is quite organized, but the financial area is her weak link.
No wonder.She originally studied history, and historical research is inseparable from political and business circles. There are also similarities between ancient and modern times, and some experiences are not surprising.Finance is a relatively new product, and the requirements for mathematics and science are relatively high. Her foundation is limited, so naturally she can't get the point.Zeng Yixuan thought that it would not be so easy to make up for this part. Fortunately, although the Zeng Group has been listed and has two investment companies, Jingyue Investment and Mingmu Venture Capital, the main business of the group is still on the industrial side, and the financial part Yang Yichuan is also competent enough, and Mou Ying's temporary inability to keep up does not affect the overall situation.
She just wanted to check Mou Ying's current level so that she could adjust her training plan, so she nodded and said, "That's ok. Wei Miao, you can make supplements."
In Wei Miao's view, although what Mou Ying said is remarkable, there are also many omissions. Originally, she thought that Zeng Yixuan would definitely reprimand her severely, but she let it go lightly. Fortunately for Mou Ying, she hurriedly continued, fearing that Zeng Yixuan would say nothing more.
Mou Ying wasn't too scared.Now she has a better understanding of Zeng Yixuan, knowing that although she is strict, she is actually very reasonable, and she will not train people just because of her current limited ability, so she has no psychological burden. review.
Speaking of it, she was more worried about whether Zeng Yixuan would get dizzy.
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☆, very special
Before getting off the car, Wei Miao hadn't finished speaking, so she talked while walking, and the two followed Zeng Yixuan all the way into the office.
This was the first time that Mou Ying entered the chairman's office early in the morning.The doors and windows were closed tightly, but the air was good, and there was still a faint chill from the outside world. It was obvious that someone had opened the windows in advance to let the air in.
Probably Liu Yinlan?She thought it was very considerate.
Several people took off their coats and hung them up, and took their seats.Wei Miao is not affected by the change of environment, and is still eloquent.Liu Yinlan brought up the cups, she and Wei Miao had tea in their cups, but Zeng Yixuan's had hot water.
She thought of Zeng Yixuan's dietary taboo of "no spicy food, no alcohol, no tea, no coffee", and her heart moved slightly.I thought it was just her eating habits that were strange before, but now that I think about it, could it be because of her illness that she has taboos?The last time I was in such a bad state after drinking, it was probably because of this?
Holding the cup in his hand, the light tea fragrance slowly invaded his nostrils.She felt a little astringent.Can't even drink tea...
Wei Miao's talk was a little too long, Liu Yinlan brought some documents to Zeng Yixuan, saying that they were backlogged yesterday - Zeng Yixuan didn't come to the company all day yesterday, which was rare, so naturally there would be some things that needed to be dealt with.
Zeng Yixuan read the documents and listened to the report at the same time, it seemed that dual-tasking did not pose a problem to her at all.When Wei Miao finally finished speaking, the two of them came out and saw that there were already two executives waiting to see Zeng Yixuan at the door.Wei Miao greeted each other as usual, but Mou Ying frowned secretly.
At first, I thought she was a workaholic, but now that I know her physical condition is serious, I can't help worrying that she won't be able to bear it.
But she also understands that there are a lot of subsidiaries under the group, and all kinds of affairs are complicated, so it is not easy to stop and rest.
After entering the important news secretary's office, Mou Ying took a moment to tell Wei Miao about leaving tomorrow. Wei Miao looked at her with raised eyebrows, and sighed for a while: "Have you figured it out? The chairman's side is much more complicated than here. gone."
"Yeah." She nodded with a smile, "I've made up my mind." From yesterday to today, it was just a few dozen hours, but for her, it was long and difficult.
She can't stay out of it and make the safest choice.She wanted to stay by her side, even if she never got a response.She worried about watching her dragging her sick body to the battlefield alone.She was afraid that she would never come back.So she has to accompany her, guard her, protect her, and do her best.
Wei Miao probably thought that she had chosen wealth and insurance, so she disapproved: "I have to say, I don't think this is a wise choice."
Mou Ying shrugged: "I have my own reasons."
Wei Miao shook her head, hesitated to speak, and said after a long while: "The door to the secretarial room is still open for you. If one day you are tired and want to come back to live a simple life..."
"Thank you." Mou Ying was a little surprised and moved, "Maybe this day will come."
If everything goes well and they win this war, maybe she will choose to retire and return to this key news secretary's room to continue her life.
After all, she never expected to be her partner—that hope was too slim—and she didn't want to insist on staying with her when she didn't need her anymore.Well, thinking that Zeng Yixuan will get married and have children in the future, she still has the urge to disappear from her side immediately.
So, maybe, it's not necessarily true that she will come back.
Wei Miao smiled, apparently not believing her words: "You know what? Xu Zhou also went out from here, and she never came back. It is indeed a rare opportunity to be favored by the chairman. You... Come on."
Looking into his eyes, Mou Ying also felt a little emotional: "Thank you, Secretary Wei. I have learned a lot during this time."
The two of them didn't talk any more, and they were still preparing for the news according to their previous habits. The room was as quiet as ever, with an indescribable peace.
At noon, Mou Ying received an internal call, the number displayed was "0001", she was startled, and answered in seconds: "Chairman."
Wei Miao was also obviously startled, and stared at her fiercely.
"You can leave after get off work in the evening, and you don't need to come back in a hurry, just stay with your mother for a while longer." Zeng Yixuan's voice came clearly, paused, and said, "It's your compensation for not going to see her last night. "
"Oh, good." She replied nana, "Thank you, Chairman."
After putting down the phone, she rubbed her chest and looked at Wei Miao who was full of surprise, and explained: "I didn't have time to see my mother last night, and the chairman said to let me stay a little longer tonight."
Wei Miao blinked, still in a daze, with a look of not recovering: "I have never answered the chairman's call."
"It's also... my first time." Mou Ying said very guilty.She also has Zeng Yixuan's private mobile phone number... no, yes, only one, right?
Wei Miao shook her head, her voice fluttering: "Why do I feel that the chairman seems to be very special to you?" It seems to be very gentle and caring?He didn't scold her in the car, and he called her on vacation right now?
"Uh...maybe it's because we live together?" Mou Ying replied cautiously.
Wei Miao nodded, still looking devastated: "Probably..."
Originally, Mou Ying forgot something just now, and wanted to make another call to ask Zeng Yixuan, but now that Wei Miao is like that, how dare she make a fuss.In the end, he sneaked to the door of the chairman's office while Wei Miao was going to eat. After wandering around twice, he mustered up the courage to knock on the door, and the door opened by itself.
"Come in." Zeng Yixuan said calmly.
Mou Ying already knew that there was a remote control button next to Miss Zeng's desk to open the door, but she was still shocked.
She didn't seem to knock on the door just now, did she?How did Zeng Yixuan know she was at the door?Is there surveillance at the door?Then her stupid look just now was seen by others again...
She thought desperately, forget it, forget it, she probably has no image in front of Zeng Yixuan, and she is already used to being ashamed.
Take a deep breath and push the door.
Zeng Yixuan looked up at her: "What's the matter?"
She suppressed her guilty conscience and nodded: "Have you eaten yet?"
Zeng Yixuan paused, but did not make a sound.
Mou Ying tried to persuade people: "Eat a little, aren't you hungry?"
Zeng Yixuan stared at her for two seconds, until she felt hairy, and then said: "Mou Ying, put your mind on your work. What I need is a general, not a nanny."
Mou Ying coughed lightly, and said stiffly, "I think you need a nanny more now."
Probably few people could talk back to her so confidently, Zeng Yixuan was stunned, and frowned: "I don't seem to have asked your opinion."
Obviously, she was only stating the facts plainly, and her tone was not harsh, but when she heard Mou Ying's words, she angered the always calm: "Yes, I have to worry about whether my boss is serious about eating because I'm too busy. Have you given me an environment to concentrate on my work?"
Her eyes were full of anger and grievance, full of accusations: "You think I want to worry about whether you have eaten well or will you faint suddenly? Since it is the cooperation of adults, take care of yourself and don't hurt others. Isn't trouble the most basic requirement? You also said that your health is out of order now, so if you continue to be so self-willed, the situation will be worse? At that time, the coach will not be able to take care of himself. What kind of general should I be? Should I just hang the white flag and surrender? Okay? Then I might as well quit now and watch you die!"
After yelling in one breath, she finally vented the depression of this period of time, felt comfortable in her heart, and returned to her rationality.Strange, why did it explode so suddenly?To the BOSS, I have always been a hypocritical crowd who smiles in front of the face and pricks the villain in the back.Uh, didn't I say too much just now?
Glancing up secretly, she saw Zeng Yixuan folded her arms and looked at her quietly.
The eyes of the two met, and Zeng Yixuan said lightly: "Is it finished?"
She really wanted to continue shouting "No", but after the initial courage was exhausted, she could no longer continue, so she nodded reluctantly.
"I have received your opinion." Zeng Yixuan said, "I will handle my own affairs." She looked at Mou Ying with cold eyes, "Don't worry, at least I will meet your so-called most basic requirements, and I won't cause you any trouble. Give you an environment to concentrate on your work. Assistant Mou, are you satisfied?"
"The most basic" and "troublesome" were accentuated by her, which sounded like gnashing of teeth.
Mou Ying was forced to lower her eyes by her murderous eyes, and took two steps back very consciously, but her face had returned to her usual calm and breezy face, with a slight smile, she said fearlessly: "En , satisfied."
Zeng Yixuan never thought in her life that someone would dare to dislike her like this in person, and only when she turned around and left the door did she come to her senses.
She can't meet the most basic requirements?Trouble for Special Assistant Mou?How dare she reply "satisfied"?
Even though she was always forbearing, she couldn't help shaking her head and smiling wryly.
She probably misjudged her and pretended to be affectionate?Do you think that people like her and avoid suspicion in various ways, but in the end, you are despised by others as worthless?
She pressed her aching temple, pushed the documents aside in anger, called Liu Yinlan, and didn't even bother to say a word: "Eat."
Liu Yinlan was confused when he answered the phone, and didn't dare to ask, so he had to answer.This is too strange. I just said 10 minutes ago that I would eat it after half an hour. Why did you change your mind now?Suddenly feel hungry?
Unexpectedly, something even more bizarre is yet to come.
Seeing Zeng Yixuan frowning and eating almost [-]% more than usual, she was shocked.What day is it today?The menu is nothing special either.Miss Zeng didn't seem to be enjoying the meal, but she seemed to be turning grief and anger into appetite... What's going on here?
When she packed up the dishes and went back, she saw Mou Yingduan waiting at the door of her office. When she saw her, she asked, "How is today? Is she eating well?"
She rolled her eyes and suddenly realized: "You did it?"
Mou Ying's eyes lit up: "Is it effective?"
"Eat more than usual." Liu Yinlan was curious, "How did you do it?"
Mou Ying smiled inscrutablely: "It won't work if you say it." Cough, in fact, she hit it by mistake.Didn't expect Miss Zeng to be a M-shaker, toasting without eating and drinking fine rhythm?
Liu Yinlan didn't ask any further questions, and happily hugged her shoulders: "Then you can bring her food from now on."
"Can she agree?" Mou Ying raised her eyebrows.
"Let's just say that I have a reaction when I'm pregnant, so I can't smell the food." Liu Yinlan said without hesitation.
Yes, this is also a black-bellied master.Mou Ying secretly marked it in her heart.But now, she has also discovered that although Liu Yinlan often hides half of her words, she is still very dedicated to Zeng Yixuan.
So she nodded: "Okay."
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☆, awkward
If it had been in the past, Mou Ying probably wouldn't have the courage to straighten a tiger's beard like today, persuasion is okay, and it doesn't matter if people don't listen to her.But since Wei Miao spoke convincingly, then Zeng Yixuan might really be a little different to her. After realizing this, she inevitably became proud of being favored, became angry so heartily, and ran beyond reason without a trace.
After the incident, she also felt a little guilty, but she did everything she could, and waited for the consequences to heal with her eyes closed.Who knew that it was a false alarm, although Zeng Yixuan seemed angry, but it didn't seem like she had made her own decisions because of her crimes, but rather, she seemed to be brooding over her words?And even if she was angry, the eldest lady was just discussing the matter as it was, and she didn't embarrass her, and her goal was achieved - if Miss Zeng refused to eat herself, no matter how much they supervised it, it would be useless.
At this moment, the previous ups and downs relaxed, and new questions surfaced in my mind.After such a gamble, it was obvious that Miss Zeng was very special to her, but she was also very puzzled when she was proud and happy—why did she treat her so special?It doesn't make sense.
Naturally, she would not be so narcissistic that she thought Zeng Yixuan was in love with her, but there must be a reason.Even if she thinks she has the potential to be a talented person, there is no need to treat her like this. Over the years, Miss Zeng has cultivated not only one or two talents, but who is special to her?
Mou Ying has been staying at the headquarters for so long, and she has discovered that she has a lot of prestige in the Zeng family. Except for Ke Sirou and her aunt Zeng Mingshu, it seems that everyone in the group is trembling when they see her, even Xu Zhou and Yang Yichuan, who are also confidantes. .
Neither because of her potential, nor because of her beauty—of course Mou Ying looks good, but she still has a long way to go from Zeng Yixuan's monstrous appearance. Because of what?
Could it be... There was a slight movement in her heart: Is it because of that "old friend" who looks similar to her?
The mood suddenly dimmed down.But after much deliberation, she had to admit that this was probably the most likely reason.
Zeng Yixuan left early in the evening, Mou Ying recalled yesterday that Ah He told her to go home with Zeng Yixuan for dinner, she couldn't help but smile bitterly: Speaking of which, Zeng Yixuan is not the only one who treats her special...Since Zeng Yixuan admitted before that everyone treats her because of that old friend Looking at it differently, she naturally treats her special for this reason, so there is no doubt about it.
Sitting beside her mother's bed, she felt so frustrated that she almost wanted to slap her former self who was so complacent and self-satisfied.In Zeng Yixuan's heart, apart from being the shadow of the so-called old friend, what is she, Mou Ying herself?
A general with potential?A partner of last resort?A fairly loyal subordinate?
She lowered her head and held her mother's skinny hand, trying to find some strength from that warm touch.
She didn't expect Zeng Yixuan to treat her differently, and she shouldn't be disappointed by it, but Wei Miao's words ignited her hope, and Zeng Yixuan's performance gave her subconscious confidence, so she really believed it. Within half an hour, she believed it——accompanied by the disillusionment of hope came a huge loss, like a towering mountain, weighing heavily on her heart.
So uncomfortable.Amidst the monotonous ticking sound of the instrument, she couldn't help but wet her eyes.Why is she someone else's shadow?
The queen mother insisted on her coming to the headquarters because of this, right?Doesn't she think it's cruel?It's just a substitute, and everything you get doesn't belong to you.
She didn't have the strength to think about what kind of entanglement that old man had with Zeng Yixuan.If she looks like her, she is also a woman, isn't she?good friend?Good girlfriend?Even a good girlfriend?who knows...
Everyone is so secretive, is it possible that she is no longer alive?Seems like an irreparable shortcoming.
She used to be extremely curious and fearful about Zeng Yixuan's sexuality, but now, this matter seems to be unimportant.Maybe wearing this skin, I can really get close to Zeng Yixuan, but what's the point of that?
For the first time, she didn't want to go home—to the house where Zeng Yixuan and her were alone.When she thought that Zeng Yixuan's kindness to her was all because of the shadow hiding behind her, she felt wronged. She would rather Zeng Yixuan was not special to her at all, and she didn't want this kind of false warmth.
It wasn't until eleven o'clock that she slowly got up and went downstairs.On the way home, she opened the car window, and the cold wind blew down her anger, making her seem to wake up a bit.
So what if you don't want it?She had to keep the promises she had made.She must do her best in the special training that starts tomorrow.Maybe in Zeng Yixuan's heart, she will always be someone else's shadow, but to her, Mou Ying, do other people's opinions matter?Since he doesn't care what those cats and dogs think, why should he care so much about what Zeng Yixuan thinks of her?No matter how much she likes Zeng Yixuan, she is still herself, not a projection of Zeng Yixuan's inner opinion of her.
After opening the door, standing in the shadow of the living room, she smiled self-deprecatingly.
Sure enough, no one was waiting for her.
But no one is waiting, it doesn't mean she should feel sorry for herself and hide in a corner to lick~lick her wound.She didn't even know if she wanted someone to wait for her: not waiting meant she was not important; waiting, but it wasn't her who was being waited for.
Mou Ying, you can make it through.In her heart, she whispered to herself.Isn't it lovelorn?You survived the car accident of your parents, not bad, right?
The spacious bedroom was completely dark except for the flickering light of the mobile phone screen.
Zeng Yixuan leaned against the head of the bed, lost in thought as she stared at the distant figure of the woman under the infrared lens.
Today is Saturday, the group headquarters is actually on a normal holiday, but she is not on vacation, and the secretariat is of course running as usual - in fact, she has never had a vacation in the five years since taking over the group.Nor has the Secretariat stopped functioning for a single day since its formation.
Every weekend, if there is no entertainment, she will go to Aunt Fang and mother to have dinner separately, visit and make sure they are all well.She calls both places "home", with responsibility on one side and concern on the other.
In contrast, she actually prefers to go to Aunt Fang's place, where there is a simple family atmosphere, only the most simple concern, no one will ask her about the company's business situation, and she does not have to face those complicated emotions.
But unfortunately, as Brother Ahe expressed before, it was not so easy tonight.
Mou Ying's name was mentioned several times, of course, with kindness and curiosity, but...
She found it difficult to explain how she didn't want to use Mou Ying as a substitute for Yin Yu, so at first she just emphasized that "Mou Ying doesn't like her, and she doesn't like Mou Ying either", but they all looked at each other and smiled , as if she decided that she was just shy and refused to admit it.Uncle Tian is okay, just shook his head with a smile.Aunt Fang, on the other hand, served her vegetables, while scolding her son to help her out: "Okay, okay, don't keep mentioning him." But in a blink of an eye, she said in a blink of an eye that she would bring him over to show her someday. Look, it made everyone laugh, even the little nephew was snickering beside him.
Before leaving, my sister-in-law sent her out as usual, and by the way, asked her to give some careful instructions on food and daily life.Aunt Fang and the others are still hiding the matter of her illness, and only Brother Ah He knows about it, but sister-in-law seems to have noticed some clues recently, and her eyes are always full of worry when facing her in private.
Sister-in-law and brother Ahe are also childhood sweethearts. Back then, brother Ahe was so stupid that he couldn't chase people, and she even acted as a small military adviser to give advice.Over the years, they have become as close as sisters.
"If you're a nice person, you can get along well. If you don't feel compatible, don't force yourself." The sister-in-law smiled, not mentioning the past or the future, "You, it's easy to think too much, but let it be. Glancing at her husband who was starting the car, the sister-in-law continued in a low voice, "It's okay to worry about the company's affairs, and you can relax when you go home. What do they think? You have to think about everything in your heart." Habits really need to be changed, thinking too much will hurt your health." Then he nudged her and said angrily, "Hey, what are you thinking about?"
She was repeating the words "let nature take its course" over and over in her mind, when she heard the last sentence, she couldn't help but smile: "In the eyes of my sister-in-law, I seem to be a transparent person, can words bubble up in my head? "
The sister-in-law curled her lips, opened the door for her, and stuffed it into the car: "One or two are stubborn to death, what a family." Then he knocked on the front window angrily, "Hurry up, let's go today!" It's too cold. Don't let her stay outside." After speaking, she ran back.
Ah He smiled and turned to look at her: "Yo, did you make your sister-in-law angry again?"
She shook her head and chuckled: "I will apologize to her another day."
"Pull it down, she's never been angry with you for five minutes, it's much better than me." The curtains were closed tightly, Brother Ah He thoughtfully pressed the button of the partition, and continued, "Recently, she keeps telling me that she thinks you're angry. I'm a little listless, and I asked you if you were too tired during this period of time. You also tortured me if I had something to hide from her. I think it won't be long. "
"Is it so obvious?" She couldn't help but wondered how many people had already noticed it, "Brother, what do you think? Can you see it?"
Brother Ahe sighed: "I already know, of course I can see it. But I think my parents seem to have been deceived by you, it shouldn't be so obvious. Your sister-in-law is careful and knows you very well. I can’t see it even if I don’t estimate it.” After a pause, he said again, “Are you still dizzy? Do you want to lie down for a while?”
"It's okay." She said, half leaning back on the seat.The entire rear space was completely dark, and the headlights of oncoming cars could not be seen, nor could the gloomy light cast by street lamps be seen.Brother Ahe didn't make any more noise, her world fell into this dark tranquility, as if she was the only one left in the world, only the slight tire noise reminded her that she was still on her way home.
For some reason, in this small and dark space, she suddenly remembered Mou Ying's exaggerated mouth shape the day before, and the resentful eyes that looked at the baffle.
"Isn't this intentionally misleading people! The driver is also a confidant, so why keep pulling the fender!" At that moment, she could almost read the man's inner OS, and even in the dizzy state, she still found it a bit funny.
Pull down the baffles and curtains just to avoid the bright light stimulus such as the high beam flashing suddenly.What would her little assistant think if she knew the reason?Do you also feel that she is already a useless person who is almost unable to take care of her own basic life?
The corners of the slightly upturned lips slowly fell.In the darkness, she sighed very lightly.
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☆、Key information
Do not drive, do not drink tea or coffee, do not eat any irritating food, must strictly control the intake of salt and water, do not fly, do not take a long-distance car ride, do not stay up late, do not overwork, do not catch a cold, do not have strong Light stimulation, the surrounding environment can't be too noisy, can't be emotional, can't...can't...can't...
When she was first diagnosed, she only asked two sentences to several pages of doctor's orders.
"Can it be cured?" Nope.
"Will it be fatal?" No.
What a terrible joke.It will accompany her for the rest of her life, tying her hands and feet, maiming her body, and destroying her pride. No matter joy or sorrow, rich or poor, it will accompany her with utmost loyalty and viciousness to the last moment of her life.
She thought she was strong enough, but she still tasted the taste of despair at that moment.
But she can't give up.She can fail, but never give up.Since she was a child, her father has always tried to convince her that suicide is a cowardly act, and that giving up is the self-protection of the weak, who just cannot accept the painful fact that they keep failing.The strong embrace failure, he said, and the pain of failure makes them stronger.He succeeded.As he wished, she was never afraid of pain, only afraid that she would not dare to face pain.Yet this time, when the pain was omnipresent and never-ending, she was afraid.For a moment, she even thought of giving up, thinking of escaping.
It has to be said that Mou Ying's words just hit her sore spot.Failure to meet the most basic requirements and constantly causing trouble to others is precisely the self-cognition hidden deep in her heart now, and it is also a reality that she hates deeply but is unable to get rid of.
In fact, she has always controlled her emotions well, and she has been more reluctant to get angry since she got sick, but the shame and anger at that moment still rushed straight to the top of her head, making it rare for her to lose her composure, and it also gave her a dull headache all afternoon.
She knew that Mou Ying was right.At least she did think so herself.This anger is not so much towards Mou Ying, but rather
After much deliberation, Mou Ying could only think that her physical problems were not that simple.If it is really a small problem with little impact as she said, Mou Ying really can't see who would dare to stroke her beard.But if she's actually seriously ill... it wouldn't be surprising to cause turmoil.Mou Ying felt her heart tighten for a while, but she still tried her best to control her emotions and continued to analyze.
Assuming that her illness is completely hopeless, then she should quickly confess the incident to avoid group shocks, and it is impossible to cover up like she is now.
So it should be... This disease is not fatal for the time being, but it will seriously affect her performance of her duties. Once the news spreads, it will shake her foundation and cause some people to fluctuate?
So she and her confidants kept this secret... Then why did she propose an invitation to herself at such a juncture?
She didn't fully explain her illness, but she obviously didn't lie either—this shows that she actually has considerable trust in herself.
From Mou Ying's point of view, of course it is impossible for her to have any bad intentions towards Zeng Yixuan, but for Zeng Yixuan, it is normal and reasonable to have doubts about Mou Ying. In theory, Mou Ying and her contact time is too short, Not enough to build that level of trust.Before this, Zeng Yixuan's treatment of Mou Ying was indeed the same: neither close nor alienated, observe and test and then observe.
Comparing with this, if there is no special reason, her sudden act of directly recruiting Mou Ying into the group would seem a bit unusual.
What seems to be wrong?But what could happen?Mou Ying's head swelled from the thought, and she sighed gloomily.
Even the abbreviation of this eldest lady is "ZYX", and three unknowns come together... It is really difficult to guess her...
"boom!"
The sudden loud noise made her tremble in fright, and she almost dropped the phone.
After being stunned for a second, she got up and rushed into the room.
The door was pushed open vigorously, and she crossed the small living room and rushed into the bedroom in three steps at a time.
Zeng Yixuan was bending over to pick up her cell phone, and raised her head upon hearing the sound.
The two looked at each other, and were slightly taken aback.
Mou Ying thought she had fallen, so she rushed in without thinking. Seeing that she was picking up the dropped mobile phone in a good manner, she immediately felt extremely regretful.
Ahhhh, why rush in without thinking.Embarrassed?
Zeng Yixuan was only wrapped in a bathrobe at the moment, her slender ~bare legs~ were exposed, her delicate collarbone was looming, her long hair was hanging wet on her shoulders, and her eyes were very calm when she looked over.
"Uh... I thought..." Mou Ying murmured, blushing.
Zeng Yixuan picked up the phone, swiped open the screen and looked at it, she didn't seem to notice anything wrong with her: "Well, luckily it didn't break."
"Go down and rest first." She paused, then continued, "I still have to make a phone call."
"Oh, good." Mou Ying tried to calm herself down, nodded, "Good night."
"Good night." The voice was light and emotionless.
Mou Ying didn't let out a breath until she returned to her room.Throwing the phone on the bed~, she buried her face in the fluffy pillow.God, what is this all about!Why does her IQ drop when she meets that woman!He just rushed in like that!Fortunately, Zeng Yixuan didn't ask her why she was still on the second floor, otherwise how would she answer it!
Cover your face and lament!What a disgrace to throw home!
That night, without any surprise, she dreamed of Zeng Yixuan again.
The woman sat quietly in front of her in a bathrobe, her long hair hanging down wetly.
"Shall I blow your hair?" In the dream, she seemed more courageous and dared to propose.
"Okay." The woman nodded in agreement.
The jet-black hair was twirled between the fingers, smooth and smooth, and it felt surprisingly good in the hand.She suddenly thought, if she could blow-dry her hair for the rest of her life, it would be pretty cool.
When she woke up, she raised her hand to look, and it seemed that the beautiful touch in the dream was still in her fingers.
Zeng Yixuan changed her clothes and walked out of the room. When she turned around and closed the door, she couldn't help but glance at the narrow corridor.She was here last night waiting for her to take a shower?Are you really so worried?
Growing up, there were few things she couldn't do.Not to mention the people around her, even she herself is used to being omnipotent.After I got sick, I couldn't do this, and I couldn't do that, and the radius of living was suppressed again and again.How can it be said that she has no frustration?
Every time Sirou and the others worriedly said that you can't do this or that, she actually felt a little aggrieved in her heart.She understood that they were concerned about her and worried about her, so she kept suppressing her emotions and didn't show them, but... the feeling that she seemed to be half a useless person was still lingering.
But Mou Ying... She didn't say anything, just stood outside silently.If I hadn't accidentally touched the phone on the table yesterday, I probably wouldn't have known that there was a person waiting outside the door, right?
She pursed her lips, suppressing the complicated emotions in her heart.
She has always been a human being, and she will definitely repay the benefits of others, but now she has a faint feeling that there is nothing to repay.
She is not afraid of owing money, but of favors.Money is easy to calculate, love is hard to clear.Mou Ying's treatment of her has even gone far beyond the scope of friends... She gave her a sincere heart, but she couldn't give her the feedback she wanted, which is really embarrassing.
During breakfast time, the two of them tacitly did not mention what happened yesterday.Mou Ying peeked at her and saw that she was eating well, so she was slightly relieved.
After entering the cloakroom, Zeng Yixuan suddenly said, "Let's wrap up the things at hand today, and start the special training tomorrow."
"Ah, good." Mou Ying originally wanted to ask what kind of special training method is, but thinking about Zeng Yixuan's usual style, she probably would reply that you will know when the time comes, so she didn't bother.Anyway, we will know tomorrow, right?
After getting in the car, Wei Miao was still waiting in the car, and was interrupted by Zeng Yixuan when he started, "Mu Ying, tell me."
Wei Miao was startled, stopped and looked at Mou Ying, the worry in her eyes was beyond words.
Mou Ying was also taken aback, but quickly calmed down.She checked the news as usual in the morning, and she has long been familiar with this reporting mode these days. Although she can't compare with Wei Miao, she feels that she can already say something, so she won't be completely blinded like she was at the beginning.
She first talked about a few breaking news, and then started with the major industry news Zeng was involved in, and gradually expanded to business circles, financial circles, and domestic and foreign political circles.Zeng Yixuan listened calmly, as usual, occasionally interjecting a few questions.
Obviously, Mou Ying has a good sensitivity to the news, is fairly familiar with the business circle and the political circle, and her own analysis is quite organized, but the financial area is her weak link.
No wonder.She originally studied history, and historical research is inseparable from political and business circles. There are also similarities between ancient and modern times, and some experiences are not surprising.Finance is a relatively new product, and the requirements for mathematics and science are relatively high. Her foundation is limited, so naturally she can't get the point.Zeng Yixuan thought that it would not be so easy to make up for this part. Fortunately, although the Zeng Group has been listed and has two investment companies, Jingyue Investment and Mingmu Venture Capital, the main business of the group is still on the industrial side, and the financial part Yang Yichuan is also competent enough, and Mou Ying's temporary inability to keep up does not affect the overall situation.
She just wanted to check Mou Ying's current level so that she could adjust her training plan, so she nodded and said, "That's ok. Wei Miao, you can make supplements."
In Wei Miao's view, although what Mou Ying said is remarkable, there are also many omissions. Originally, she thought that Zeng Yixuan would definitely reprimand her severely, but she let it go lightly. Fortunately for Mou Ying, she hurriedly continued, fearing that Zeng Yixuan would say nothing more.
Mou Ying wasn't too scared.Now she has a better understanding of Zeng Yixuan, knowing that although she is strict, she is actually very reasonable, and she will not train people just because of her current limited ability, so she has no psychological burden. review.
Speaking of it, she was more worried about whether Zeng Yixuan would get dizzy.
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☆, very special
Before getting off the car, Wei Miao hadn't finished speaking, so she talked while walking, and the two followed Zeng Yixuan all the way into the office.
This was the first time that Mou Ying entered the chairman's office early in the morning.The doors and windows were closed tightly, but the air was good, and there was still a faint chill from the outside world. It was obvious that someone had opened the windows in advance to let the air in.
Probably Liu Yinlan?She thought it was very considerate.
Several people took off their coats and hung them up, and took their seats.Wei Miao is not affected by the change of environment, and is still eloquent.Liu Yinlan brought up the cups, she and Wei Miao had tea in their cups, but Zeng Yixuan's had hot water.
She thought of Zeng Yixuan's dietary taboo of "no spicy food, no alcohol, no tea, no coffee", and her heart moved slightly.I thought it was just her eating habits that were strange before, but now that I think about it, could it be because of her illness that she has taboos?The last time I was in such a bad state after drinking, it was probably because of this?
Holding the cup in his hand, the light tea fragrance slowly invaded his nostrils.She felt a little astringent.Can't even drink tea...
Wei Miao's talk was a little too long, Liu Yinlan brought some documents to Zeng Yixuan, saying that they were backlogged yesterday - Zeng Yixuan didn't come to the company all day yesterday, which was rare, so naturally there would be some things that needed to be dealt with.
Zeng Yixuan read the documents and listened to the report at the same time, it seemed that dual-tasking did not pose a problem to her at all.When Wei Miao finally finished speaking, the two of them came out and saw that there were already two executives waiting to see Zeng Yixuan at the door.Wei Miao greeted each other as usual, but Mou Ying frowned secretly.
At first, I thought she was a workaholic, but now that I know her physical condition is serious, I can't help worrying that she won't be able to bear it.
But she also understands that there are a lot of subsidiaries under the group, and all kinds of affairs are complicated, so it is not easy to stop and rest.
After entering the important news secretary's office, Mou Ying took a moment to tell Wei Miao about leaving tomorrow. Wei Miao looked at her with raised eyebrows, and sighed for a while: "Have you figured it out? The chairman's side is much more complicated than here. gone."
"Yeah." She nodded with a smile, "I've made up my mind." From yesterday to today, it was just a few dozen hours, but for her, it was long and difficult.
She can't stay out of it and make the safest choice.She wanted to stay by her side, even if she never got a response.She worried about watching her dragging her sick body to the battlefield alone.She was afraid that she would never come back.So she has to accompany her, guard her, protect her, and do her best.
Wei Miao probably thought that she had chosen wealth and insurance, so she disapproved: "I have to say, I don't think this is a wise choice."
Mou Ying shrugged: "I have my own reasons."
Wei Miao shook her head, hesitated to speak, and said after a long while: "The door to the secretarial room is still open for you. If one day you are tired and want to come back to live a simple life..."
"Thank you." Mou Ying was a little surprised and moved, "Maybe this day will come."
If everything goes well and they win this war, maybe she will choose to retire and return to this key news secretary's room to continue her life.
After all, she never expected to be her partner—that hope was too slim—and she didn't want to insist on staying with her when she didn't need her anymore.Well, thinking that Zeng Yixuan will get married and have children in the future, she still has the urge to disappear from her side immediately.
So, maybe, it's not necessarily true that she will come back.
Wei Miao smiled, apparently not believing her words: "You know what? Xu Zhou also went out from here, and she never came back. It is indeed a rare opportunity to be favored by the chairman. You... Come on."
Looking into his eyes, Mou Ying also felt a little emotional: "Thank you, Secretary Wei. I have learned a lot during this time."
The two of them didn't talk any more, and they were still preparing for the news according to their previous habits. The room was as quiet as ever, with an indescribable peace.
At noon, Mou Ying received an internal call, the number displayed was "0001", she was startled, and answered in seconds: "Chairman."
Wei Miao was also obviously startled, and stared at her fiercely.
"You can leave after get off work in the evening, and you don't need to come back in a hurry, just stay with your mother for a while longer." Zeng Yixuan's voice came clearly, paused, and said, "It's your compensation for not going to see her last night. "
"Oh, good." She replied nana, "Thank you, Chairman."
After putting down the phone, she rubbed her chest and looked at Wei Miao who was full of surprise, and explained: "I didn't have time to see my mother last night, and the chairman said to let me stay a little longer tonight."
Wei Miao blinked, still in a daze, with a look of not recovering: "I have never answered the chairman's call."
"It's also... my first time." Mou Ying said very guilty.She also has Zeng Yixuan's private mobile phone number... no, yes, only one, right?
Wei Miao shook her head, her voice fluttering: "Why do I feel that the chairman seems to be very special to you?" It seems to be very gentle and caring?He didn't scold her in the car, and he called her on vacation right now?
"Uh...maybe it's because we live together?" Mou Ying replied cautiously.
Wei Miao nodded, still looking devastated: "Probably..."
Originally, Mou Ying forgot something just now, and wanted to make another call to ask Zeng Yixuan, but now that Wei Miao is like that, how dare she make a fuss.In the end, he sneaked to the door of the chairman's office while Wei Miao was going to eat. After wandering around twice, he mustered up the courage to knock on the door, and the door opened by itself.
"Come in." Zeng Yixuan said calmly.
Mou Ying already knew that there was a remote control button next to Miss Zeng's desk to open the door, but she was still shocked.
She didn't seem to knock on the door just now, did she?How did Zeng Yixuan know she was at the door?Is there surveillance at the door?Then her stupid look just now was seen by others again...
She thought desperately, forget it, forget it, she probably has no image in front of Zeng Yixuan, and she is already used to being ashamed.
Take a deep breath and push the door.
Zeng Yixuan looked up at her: "What's the matter?"
She suppressed her guilty conscience and nodded: "Have you eaten yet?"
Zeng Yixuan paused, but did not make a sound.
Mou Ying tried to persuade people: "Eat a little, aren't you hungry?"
Zeng Yixuan stared at her for two seconds, until she felt hairy, and then said: "Mou Ying, put your mind on your work. What I need is a general, not a nanny."
Mou Ying coughed lightly, and said stiffly, "I think you need a nanny more now."
Probably few people could talk back to her so confidently, Zeng Yixuan was stunned, and frowned: "I don't seem to have asked your opinion."
Obviously, she was only stating the facts plainly, and her tone was not harsh, but when she heard Mou Ying's words, she angered the always calm: "Yes, I have to worry about whether my boss is serious about eating because I'm too busy. Have you given me an environment to concentrate on my work?"
Her eyes were full of anger and grievance, full of accusations: "You think I want to worry about whether you have eaten well or will you faint suddenly? Since it is the cooperation of adults, take care of yourself and don't hurt others. Isn't trouble the most basic requirement? You also said that your health is out of order now, so if you continue to be so self-willed, the situation will be worse? At that time, the coach will not be able to take care of himself. What kind of general should I be? Should I just hang the white flag and surrender? Okay? Then I might as well quit now and watch you die!"
After yelling in one breath, she finally vented the depression of this period of time, felt comfortable in her heart, and returned to her rationality.Strange, why did it explode so suddenly?To the BOSS, I have always been a hypocritical crowd who smiles in front of the face and pricks the villain in the back.Uh, didn't I say too much just now?
Glancing up secretly, she saw Zeng Yixuan folded her arms and looked at her quietly.
The eyes of the two met, and Zeng Yixuan said lightly: "Is it finished?"
She really wanted to continue shouting "No", but after the initial courage was exhausted, she could no longer continue, so she nodded reluctantly.
"I have received your opinion." Zeng Yixuan said, "I will handle my own affairs." She looked at Mou Ying with cold eyes, "Don't worry, at least I will meet your so-called most basic requirements, and I won't cause you any trouble. Give you an environment to concentrate on your work. Assistant Mou, are you satisfied?"
"The most basic" and "troublesome" were accentuated by her, which sounded like gnashing of teeth.
Mou Ying was forced to lower her eyes by her murderous eyes, and took two steps back very consciously, but her face had returned to her usual calm and breezy face, with a slight smile, she said fearlessly: "En , satisfied."
Zeng Yixuan never thought in her life that someone would dare to dislike her like this in person, and only when she turned around and left the door did she come to her senses.
She can't meet the most basic requirements?Trouble for Special Assistant Mou?How dare she reply "satisfied"?
Even though she was always forbearing, she couldn't help shaking her head and smiling wryly.
She probably misjudged her and pretended to be affectionate?Do you think that people like her and avoid suspicion in various ways, but in the end, you are despised by others as worthless?
She pressed her aching temple, pushed the documents aside in anger, called Liu Yinlan, and didn't even bother to say a word: "Eat."
Liu Yinlan was confused when he answered the phone, and didn't dare to ask, so he had to answer.This is too strange. I just said 10 minutes ago that I would eat it after half an hour. Why did you change your mind now?Suddenly feel hungry?
Unexpectedly, something even more bizarre is yet to come.
Seeing Zeng Yixuan frowning and eating almost [-]% more than usual, she was shocked.What day is it today?The menu is nothing special either.Miss Zeng didn't seem to be enjoying the meal, but she seemed to be turning grief and anger into appetite... What's going on here?
When she packed up the dishes and went back, she saw Mou Yingduan waiting at the door of her office. When she saw her, she asked, "How is today? Is she eating well?"
She rolled her eyes and suddenly realized: "You did it?"
Mou Ying's eyes lit up: "Is it effective?"
"Eat more than usual." Liu Yinlan was curious, "How did you do it?"
Mou Ying smiled inscrutablely: "It won't work if you say it." Cough, in fact, she hit it by mistake.Didn't expect Miss Zeng to be a M-shaker, toasting without eating and drinking fine rhythm?
Liu Yinlan didn't ask any further questions, and happily hugged her shoulders: "Then you can bring her food from now on."
"Can she agree?" Mou Ying raised her eyebrows.
"Let's just say that I have a reaction when I'm pregnant, so I can't smell the food." Liu Yinlan said without hesitation.
Yes, this is also a black-bellied master.Mou Ying secretly marked it in her heart.But now, she has also discovered that although Liu Yinlan often hides half of her words, she is still very dedicated to Zeng Yixuan.
So she nodded: "Okay."
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☆, awkward
If it had been in the past, Mou Ying probably wouldn't have the courage to straighten a tiger's beard like today, persuasion is okay, and it doesn't matter if people don't listen to her.But since Wei Miao spoke convincingly, then Zeng Yixuan might really be a little different to her. After realizing this, she inevitably became proud of being favored, became angry so heartily, and ran beyond reason without a trace.
After the incident, she also felt a little guilty, but she did everything she could, and waited for the consequences to heal with her eyes closed.Who knew that it was a false alarm, although Zeng Yixuan seemed angry, but it didn't seem like she had made her own decisions because of her crimes, but rather, she seemed to be brooding over her words?And even if she was angry, the eldest lady was just discussing the matter as it was, and she didn't embarrass her, and her goal was achieved - if Miss Zeng refused to eat herself, no matter how much they supervised it, it would be useless.
At this moment, the previous ups and downs relaxed, and new questions surfaced in my mind.After such a gamble, it was obvious that Miss Zeng was very special to her, but she was also very puzzled when she was proud and happy—why did she treat her so special?It doesn't make sense.
Naturally, she would not be so narcissistic that she thought Zeng Yixuan was in love with her, but there must be a reason.Even if she thinks she has the potential to be a talented person, there is no need to treat her like this. Over the years, Miss Zeng has cultivated not only one or two talents, but who is special to her?
Mou Ying has been staying at the headquarters for so long, and she has discovered that she has a lot of prestige in the Zeng family. Except for Ke Sirou and her aunt Zeng Mingshu, it seems that everyone in the group is trembling when they see her, even Xu Zhou and Yang Yichuan, who are also confidantes. .
Neither because of her potential, nor because of her beauty—of course Mou Ying looks good, but she still has a long way to go from Zeng Yixuan's monstrous appearance. Because of what?
Could it be... There was a slight movement in her heart: Is it because of that "old friend" who looks similar to her?
The mood suddenly dimmed down.But after much deliberation, she had to admit that this was probably the most likely reason.
Zeng Yixuan left early in the evening, Mou Ying recalled yesterday that Ah He told her to go home with Zeng Yixuan for dinner, she couldn't help but smile bitterly: Speaking of which, Zeng Yixuan is not the only one who treats her special...Since Zeng Yixuan admitted before that everyone treats her because of that old friend Looking at it differently, she naturally treats her special for this reason, so there is no doubt about it.
Sitting beside her mother's bed, she felt so frustrated that she almost wanted to slap her former self who was so complacent and self-satisfied.In Zeng Yixuan's heart, apart from being the shadow of the so-called old friend, what is she, Mou Ying herself?
A general with potential?A partner of last resort?A fairly loyal subordinate?
She lowered her head and held her mother's skinny hand, trying to find some strength from that warm touch.
She didn't expect Zeng Yixuan to treat her differently, and she shouldn't be disappointed by it, but Wei Miao's words ignited her hope, and Zeng Yixuan's performance gave her subconscious confidence, so she really believed it. Within half an hour, she believed it——accompanied by the disillusionment of hope came a huge loss, like a towering mountain, weighing heavily on her heart.
So uncomfortable.Amidst the monotonous ticking sound of the instrument, she couldn't help but wet her eyes.Why is she someone else's shadow?
The queen mother insisted on her coming to the headquarters because of this, right?Doesn't she think it's cruel?It's just a substitute, and everything you get doesn't belong to you.
She didn't have the strength to think about what kind of entanglement that old man had with Zeng Yixuan.If she looks like her, she is also a woman, isn't she?good friend?Good girlfriend?Even a good girlfriend?who knows...
Everyone is so secretive, is it possible that she is no longer alive?Seems like an irreparable shortcoming.
She used to be extremely curious and fearful about Zeng Yixuan's sexuality, but now, this matter seems to be unimportant.Maybe wearing this skin, I can really get close to Zeng Yixuan, but what's the point of that?
For the first time, she didn't want to go home—to the house where Zeng Yixuan and her were alone.When she thought that Zeng Yixuan's kindness to her was all because of the shadow hiding behind her, she felt wronged. She would rather Zeng Yixuan was not special to her at all, and she didn't want this kind of false warmth.
It wasn't until eleven o'clock that she slowly got up and went downstairs.On the way home, she opened the car window, and the cold wind blew down her anger, making her seem to wake up a bit.
So what if you don't want it?She had to keep the promises she had made.She must do her best in the special training that starts tomorrow.Maybe in Zeng Yixuan's heart, she will always be someone else's shadow, but to her, Mou Ying, do other people's opinions matter?Since he doesn't care what those cats and dogs think, why should he care so much about what Zeng Yixuan thinks of her?No matter how much she likes Zeng Yixuan, she is still herself, not a projection of Zeng Yixuan's inner opinion of her.
After opening the door, standing in the shadow of the living room, she smiled self-deprecatingly.
Sure enough, no one was waiting for her.
But no one is waiting, it doesn't mean she should feel sorry for herself and hide in a corner to lick~lick her wound.She didn't even know if she wanted someone to wait for her: not waiting meant she was not important; waiting, but it wasn't her who was being waited for.
Mou Ying, you can make it through.In her heart, she whispered to herself.Isn't it lovelorn?You survived the car accident of your parents, not bad, right?
The spacious bedroom was completely dark except for the flickering light of the mobile phone screen.
Zeng Yixuan leaned against the head of the bed, lost in thought as she stared at the distant figure of the woman under the infrared lens.
Today is Saturday, the group headquarters is actually on a normal holiday, but she is not on vacation, and the secretariat is of course running as usual - in fact, she has never had a vacation in the five years since taking over the group.Nor has the Secretariat stopped functioning for a single day since its formation.
Every weekend, if there is no entertainment, she will go to Aunt Fang and mother to have dinner separately, visit and make sure they are all well.She calls both places "home", with responsibility on one side and concern on the other.
In contrast, she actually prefers to go to Aunt Fang's place, where there is a simple family atmosphere, only the most simple concern, no one will ask her about the company's business situation, and she does not have to face those complicated emotions.
But unfortunately, as Brother Ahe expressed before, it was not so easy tonight.
Mou Ying's name was mentioned several times, of course, with kindness and curiosity, but...
She found it difficult to explain how she didn't want to use Mou Ying as a substitute for Yin Yu, so at first she just emphasized that "Mou Ying doesn't like her, and she doesn't like Mou Ying either", but they all looked at each other and smiled , as if she decided that she was just shy and refused to admit it.Uncle Tian is okay, just shook his head with a smile.Aunt Fang, on the other hand, served her vegetables, while scolding her son to help her out: "Okay, okay, don't keep mentioning him." But in a blink of an eye, she said in a blink of an eye that she would bring him over to show her someday. Look, it made everyone laugh, even the little nephew was snickering beside him.
Before leaving, my sister-in-law sent her out as usual, and by the way, asked her to give some careful instructions on food and daily life.Aunt Fang and the others are still hiding the matter of her illness, and only Brother Ah He knows about it, but sister-in-law seems to have noticed some clues recently, and her eyes are always full of worry when facing her in private.
Sister-in-law and brother Ahe are also childhood sweethearts. Back then, brother Ahe was so stupid that he couldn't chase people, and she even acted as a small military adviser to give advice.Over the years, they have become as close as sisters.
"If you're a nice person, you can get along well. If you don't feel compatible, don't force yourself." The sister-in-law smiled, not mentioning the past or the future, "You, it's easy to think too much, but let it be. Glancing at her husband who was starting the car, the sister-in-law continued in a low voice, "It's okay to worry about the company's affairs, and you can relax when you go home. What do they think? You have to think about everything in your heart." Habits really need to be changed, thinking too much will hurt your health." Then he nudged her and said angrily, "Hey, what are you thinking about?"
She was repeating the words "let nature take its course" over and over in her mind, when she heard the last sentence, she couldn't help but smile: "In the eyes of my sister-in-law, I seem to be a transparent person, can words bubble up in my head? "
The sister-in-law curled her lips, opened the door for her, and stuffed it into the car: "One or two are stubborn to death, what a family." Then he knocked on the front window angrily, "Hurry up, let's go today!" It's too cold. Don't let her stay outside." After speaking, she ran back.
Ah He smiled and turned to look at her: "Yo, did you make your sister-in-law angry again?"
She shook her head and chuckled: "I will apologize to her another day."
"Pull it down, she's never been angry with you for five minutes, it's much better than me." The curtains were closed tightly, Brother Ah He thoughtfully pressed the button of the partition, and continued, "Recently, she keeps telling me that she thinks you're angry. I'm a little listless, and I asked you if you were too tired during this period of time. You also tortured me if I had something to hide from her. I think it won't be long. "
"Is it so obvious?" She couldn't help but wondered how many people had already noticed it, "Brother, what do you think? Can you see it?"
Brother Ahe sighed: "I already know, of course I can see it. But I think my parents seem to have been deceived by you, it shouldn't be so obvious. Your sister-in-law is careful and knows you very well. I can’t see it even if I don’t estimate it.” After a pause, he said again, “Are you still dizzy? Do you want to lie down for a while?”
"It's okay." She said, half leaning back on the seat.The entire rear space was completely dark, and the headlights of oncoming cars could not be seen, nor could the gloomy light cast by street lamps be seen.Brother Ahe didn't make any more noise, her world fell into this dark tranquility, as if she was the only one left in the world, only the slight tire noise reminded her that she was still on her way home.
For some reason, in this small and dark space, she suddenly remembered Mou Ying's exaggerated mouth shape the day before, and the resentful eyes that looked at the baffle.
"Isn't this intentionally misleading people! The driver is also a confidant, so why keep pulling the fender!" At that moment, she could almost read the man's inner OS, and even in the dizzy state, she still found it a bit funny.
Pull down the baffles and curtains just to avoid the bright light stimulus such as the high beam flashing suddenly.What would her little assistant think if she knew the reason?Do you also feel that she is already a useless person who is almost unable to take care of her own basic life?
The corners of the slightly upturned lips slowly fell.In the darkness, she sighed very lightly.
The author has something to say: sorry, a little late.In the future, if you ask for leave temporarily, it will be explained in the comments of the previous chapter~
Thank you general club members and classmates for mine~ I love you~^_^
一般会社员扔了1个地雷投掷时间:2016-10-1612:43:34
☆、Key information
Do not drive, do not drink tea or coffee, do not eat any irritating food, must strictly control the intake of salt and water, do not fly, do not take a long-distance car ride, do not stay up late, do not overwork, do not catch a cold, do not have strong Light stimulation, the surrounding environment can't be too noisy, can't be emotional, can't...can't...can't...
When she was first diagnosed, she only asked two sentences to several pages of doctor's orders.
"Can it be cured?" Nope.
"Will it be fatal?" No.
What a terrible joke.It will accompany her for the rest of her life, tying her hands and feet, maiming her body, and destroying her pride. No matter joy or sorrow, rich or poor, it will accompany her with utmost loyalty and viciousness to the last moment of her life.
She thought she was strong enough, but she still tasted the taste of despair at that moment.
But she can't give up.She can fail, but never give up.Since she was a child, her father has always tried to convince her that suicide is a cowardly act, and that giving up is the self-protection of the weak, who just cannot accept the painful fact that they keep failing.The strong embrace failure, he said, and the pain of failure makes them stronger.He succeeded.As he wished, she was never afraid of pain, only afraid that she would not dare to face pain.Yet this time, when the pain was omnipresent and never-ending, she was afraid.For a moment, she even thought of giving up, thinking of escaping.
It has to be said that Mou Ying's words just hit her sore spot.Failure to meet the most basic requirements and constantly causing trouble to others is precisely the self-cognition hidden deep in her heart now, and it is also a reality that she hates deeply but is unable to get rid of.
In fact, she has always controlled her emotions well, and she has been more reluctant to get angry since she got sick, but the shame and anger at that moment still rushed straight to the top of her head, making it rare for her to lose her composure, and it also gave her a dull headache all afternoon.
She knew that Mou Ying was right.At least she did think so herself.This anger is not so much towards Mou Ying, but rather
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