Inadvertently attracted a wolf

The moment he woke up, Liu Wenrui didn't know how many days he had been in a coma.The pain in the chest was not so obvious. I don't know if it was because of the pain-relieving injection, or because my vitality was strong enough, so that now I feel better.Looking around, only Song Qi was around, not Zheng Bin.As for Zhang Huanyan and Xue Qing, they should still be kept in the dark, right?I don't know what kind of uproar it will cause when those two people find out.Those two guys who are afraid of chaos in the world...

However, all he wanted was Zheng Bin from beginning to end.No matter how many people are around him, without Zheng Bin, he will be lonely and lonely.

The person who forcefully broke into his life and forced himself to "be fascinated" and "open his heart" for him bit by bit, and after everything was settled, he gave himself a tough one again. A "peaceful" life.Then, no one was there.

When Song Qi saw that Liu Wenrui was awake, he was very pleasantly surprised and asked about Liu Wenrui's situation. Hearing Liu Wenrui said that everything was fine, he felt relieved and went out to call the medical staff. In addition, he called someone who paid special attention to Liu Wenrui's situation.In other words, that person is really not easy these days...

Liu Wenrui looked at Song Qi's back until he disappeared outside the door, then stared blankly at the ceiling.Thoughts are flying in my head...

Jung Bin... Jung Bin... Jung Bin... Jung Bin...

My catastrophe...

You should be living a fairy-like life with Bai Yan now.Are you relaxed without my interruption?I remember that day when Bai Yan shot himself a second shot, Zheng Bin just watched quietly, wondering what happened after he passed out?But those have nothing to do with me.Leave after the injury is healed.You are you, I am me, there shouldn't be any intersection.Now it's just everyone.Fortunately, I am still alive, and I have not become a real cannon fodder, and I will not make my life so tragic.Even if I owe you a debt in my previous life.

Zheng Bin:

Once, when I didn't want you, why did you break in?

Now, when I don't want to leave, why do you want to leave?

Those who forsake me shall not stay the day of yesterday...

Whoever disturbs my heart, today is so worrying...

Although I understand this truth... when faced with this moment, I still... can't accept it...

Liu Wenrui closed his eyes, not wanting to show the fragility in his eyes in front of others.

Zheng Bin, although you have hurt me so far, I still want to tell you from the bottom of my heart, falling in love with you is not my fault all my life.Rather, a kind of luck.It is you who make my poor life colorful, and it is you who give me the unique splendor and happiness.It is you who give me a support for my empty soul, and it is you who give me the unique passion and peace.As long as I'm by your side, I feel safe and not that helpless kid anymore.

I will remember it all my life, whether it is your good or your bad, I will remember...

It's just that I have decided to slowly adapt to a life without you in my life...

God did not let me die, then, after the mission of cannon fodder is completed, I, like before, belong to myself again.I should also be the old Liu Wenrui.hehe.

In this way, it is actually not bad.

Liu Wenrui over there was heartbroken, while Zheng Bin here was very busy at the moment. After the disturbance caused by Bai Yan and Mu Yanxi was settled that day, there was another civil disturbance in the gang. this matter.It can be said that misfortunes never come singly.Together with Song Qi and others, he sent Liu Wenrui to the hospital. After waiting for a day and a night, the doctor finally told him that Liu Wenrui was out of danger, and he left.He felt that Liu Wenrui probably wouldn't want to see him for the time being.After all, there is plenty of time between the two to communicate, and he has other important things to do now.So, when he was busy clearing up the civil strife in the gang, he had no time to pay attention to him, but his backyard caught fire.This was something he hadn't expected. Thousands of calculations, but omissions...

Zheng Bin thought that as long as fool Liu stood there, as long as he never gave up, everything would be cleared up one day, and everything could be redeemed.But he didn't know that Liu Wenrui's heart had been chilled, and the last chance given to him by Zheng Bin was also missed by the confident Zheng Bin.And often, if you miss it, you miss it, and maybe you will never have another chance...

In fact, Liu Wenrui had really waited for him, but he never showed up.When he went back after solving everything, he could no longer find the person he was full of worries... After that, it was a painful "trek".Whether he can get back the most important person in his mind depends on how firm his determination is and the good fortune between them.

Speaking of Liu Wenrui, it has been more than a month since he woke up from his serious injury in the hospital... During these days, no one knows how he got here, and no one knows what kind of life he lived.The injury has healed to the point of seventy-eight eighty-eight, but there seems to be a big hole in the heart, no matter how much it is mended, it will never return to the beginning.

In fact, he is really ready to leave, and he is determined to get used to the days without Zheng Bin in the future, but when he can be discharged from the hospital, he will return to the "home" that belongs to him and Zheng Bin after more than a month's absence... ...Looking at every plant, tree, brick, and tile in that villa...Looking at every piece of decoration in that house...I can't help but think of the scene where he and Zheng Bin settled here three years ago. Everything is arranged by them personally...

Liu Wenrui felt that even if he wanted to leave, he couldn't leave so quietly.

Maybe it was self-abuse, he just wanted to hear Zheng Bin explain their love and their marriage with his own ears, and then, it would be over completely.

When he was kidnapped that day, Zheng Bin didn't say a word to him, he didn't even move when he passed out, and he didn't visit him after he woke up.It was only later that Liu Wenrui found out that it was Song Qi who supported his fallen body that day.From the beginning to the end, Zheng Bin dealt with it in a strange state.

It's been a month, and Zheng Bin hasn't come home once.If Song Qi hadn't told himself that Zheng Bin was too busy, and even though he couldn't come back, he still arranged for someone to watch him and not let him walk out of the villa for half a step... What did he say, "what's the matter, wait for him to finish, Make it clear again', really, if it wasn't like this, Liu Wenrui would really think that Zheng Bin had already forgotten Liu Wenrui as a person, and this place is also his Zheng Bin's home.

If it was before, Liu Wenrui would definitely choose to continue to deceive himself and others, and lie to himself about Zheng Bin's actions, saying that Zheng Bin really cared about me, and that day was just Zheng Bin protecting me.But now, he won't.

That kind of thing, even in the dream, Liu Wenrui felt it was false, let alone such a cruel reality?

No more, no more self-indulgence, no more desperation, no more...

Liu Wenrui waited eagerly in this villa every day, looking forward to the figure of that person suddenly appearing at the gate... But he was hopeful and disappointed every day... Liu Wenrui knew that he might be cheap.Obviously he has decided to leave, but there is still a strong desire for that person's every move, every frown and smile.

Huh, yeah, what showdown?Explain what?In fact, Liu Wenrui just hoped that before he left, he could take a close look at that person... that's all.

During the day-to-day waiting, the deep affection is gradually fading...Even in a dream, that person refuses to appear...

This shows that that person really does not have himself in his heart.At the moment of life and death, that person watched coldly. Before the hospital bed, that person never visited... Now that he is back home, there is still no news from that person...

Liu Wenrui just sat on the window sill, looking at the gate... motionless...

People almost mistakenly think that it is actually a statue in the main room of the main house...

In other words, Song Qi really couldn't stand it anymore, watching Liu Wenrui's body getting thinner and his eyes gradually dimming... the whole person seemed to have been emptied of his soul, and the dead silence in his eyes made people worry and fear...he didn't know what it was If he wasn't paying attention, that obviously desperate person would jump off the window sill on the third floor without hesitation.And then just disappear...

I really can't bear it, how can my bastard boss treat such a simple person like this?What a beast!But, to put it nicely, he is one of Zheng Bin's four confidantes, but to put it bluntly, he is just Zheng Bin's younger brother!Can it really affect Zheng Bin?

But...he just can't see it!Since he can't really help Liu Wenrui, at least he can take good care of this infatuated guy for his boss.This idiot... It would be great if he could tell Liu Wenrui the series of things that happened after Liu Wenrui passed out that day, but Zheng Bin solemnly confessed to them that no one was allowed to mention what happened that day.why?Song Qi didn't understand.He didn't know about the relationship between Mu Yanxi and Liu Wenrui, and with Zheng Bin's confession, seeing Liu Wenrui's current situation, he could only feel anxious and unable to help.

Depend on!In the past, if Liu Wenrui loved Zheng Bin or not, then they couldn't say for sure, but now, after this incident after another, Liu Wenrui's eyes or small actions are all towards Zheng Bin, the bastard boss. Those who have a strong sense of affection... Even life can be thrown away... They all see it in their eyes and respect them in their hearts.It was that bastard Zheng Bin who was blind!Even the heart is blind!What is that white face?How can you compare with fool Liu?Song Qi looked at his boss badly in his heart, and despised him.Although they all saw Zheng Bin's true love for Liu Wenrui that day, but, boss, if it is true, can you show your heart earlier?Maybe there will be no such disaster, okay?It was your hesitation that almost killed Liu Wenrui, you know.Fortunately, you haven't shown up until now, so why don't you come back at least once?Even I don't know where you are, what do you want?If you don't come back, maybe everything will be too late!

On this day, Song Qi entered Liu Wenrui's room during dinner time as usual. Liu Wenrui unexpectedly did not sit by the window sill and wait for Zheng Bin to come back at this time today. An ominous premonition arose in Song Qi's heart. Very effective.Song Qi shook his head, smiled, and said to Liu Wenrui who was in a daze on the sofa, "Wenrui, it's time to eat." It seems that recently, he has to look at this person more nervously... must not let What stupid thing is he doing... until that person comes back...

"He, hasn't he come back yet?" I don't know if he was asking Song Qi, or telling himself, don't think about it anymore... The voice has a kind of farewell that seems to be there...

In fact, at this time, he was just persistent, wanting to talk to Zheng Bin face to face with those words that he had held back for a long time.As for what will change?Liu Wenrui stopped thinking about it a long time ago.

But even if he is persistent, Liu Wenrui is also very helpless.

Seeing Liu Wenrui's distressed and pitiful expression, Song Qi couldn't take it anymore.He scolded Zheng Bin in his heart again.Song Qi turned his face away, and smiled, who knows, that smile didn't make him happy at all, and as a result, Liu Wenrui's heart sank even more.

I thought the knock on the door at this time was because of Zheng Bin's return, and the faint hope that had arisen because of it receded from Liu Wenrui's eyes, replaced by a wry smile...

"Hehe, Song Qi, it's okay, you don't need to look like that, I know you really care about me, thank you, fortunately, you are with me these days, otherwise, I don't know how to stay here Here it is. I was in the hospital for more than a month, and in the month after I came back, I thought a lot. I sat on the window sill every day, and I looked at the door. In fact, it’s not... I don’t know what I want. What. But now I know what I have to do. It should have been done earlier."

Now that there is no hope, knowing that Zheng Bin will not appear again, and knowing that he is a cannon fodder, there is no reason for him to stay here any longer.Where there is no Zheng Bin, what's the point of continuing to rely on yourself?Or, how long will we have to wait?That person will think of himself and come back once in a while?No, don't, he, Liu Wenrui, doesn't want to live like that.I would rather bear the pain and stay away now, than one day suffer and hate...

The wound is still hurting, but why can't I recognize the reality clearly, can't learn, and treat myself better?

Zheng Bin, aren't you avoiding me?Don't you want to see me?Okay, then your wish will be fulfilled. You don't need to say goodbye. I'll leave now. I, Liu Wenrui, really don't have a thick skin. I just love you too much... Forget it, even if that's the case, what can I do?For a person who will never be able to respond to himself, for a person who has always deceived himself... No matter how much you pay, it is useless... I, Liu Wenrui, am not so stupid as that.It's just, sadly, that I'm still expecting a miracle.

I'm leaving, you come back, this is your home...

Yes, this time, I really couldn't hold on anymore.So, Zheng Bin, goodbye.

Liu Wenrui smiled miserably. After a long time, he looked up at Song Qi, "Song Qi, can I ask you something?"

Song Qi put down the tray, his expression became serious for a moment. Could it be that the premonition is about to come true?Song Qi sighed and said, "Tell me, as long as I can do it, I will promise you." As long as you don't do stupid things, I can't explain to that person...

"I'm leaving here and not coming back. Can you help me?"

"You..." Actually, it's not that he never thought that Liu Wenrui would make such a request, but Song Qi felt that, with Liu Wenrui's love for Zheng Bin, he could at least hold on until that person came back, and then he could deal with it face to face... Yes To go or stay... at least not at this time to make such a decision...

"I know this will be very difficult for you. If it doesn't work, forget it. I can find a way by myself. In short, I have decided that no matter what, I have to go."

Song Qi became a little anxious, "I didn't mean that, I just... Wen Rui, I know you really love the boss, so you just leave like this, won't you be reluctant?"

Liu Wenrui smiled wryly, "Reluctant? Haha, of course I am reluctant. But, that person has no place in my heart at all. I am just a clown, a cannon fodder from the beginning to the end... How do you want me to stay... I still want face..."

Song Qi was at a loss for words... Although he saw Zheng Bin's true feelings that day, Zheng Bin was merciful to Bai Yan's subordinates, which still made him somewhat puzzled, so he really couldn't persuade him rashly.Perhaps, this time, Zheng Bin should have a taste of pain and sorrow, so that he will know how to cherish it later?However, this is not something that can be decided by oneself. It is difficult for an upright official to decide on housework, so after all, Zheng Bin and Liu Wenrui have to solve it themselves.However, Song Qi felt that since Liu Wenrui was feeling bored here, it would be better to do what he wanted to do, maybe he could open up his mind a bit?

After a long time, Song Qi said: "Wen Rui, you should think about it again. The boss has not given an account of this matter until now. He is not the kind of irresponsible person. There may be something hidden about this matter. You again Wait, he may be able to deal with the matter at hand right away, when he comes back, you can talk about it..."

"Song Qi, if you say this, you don't even have confidence in yourself? Let alone me as the client. Don't say anything. That's it. I don't want to embarrass you, but please keep it secret for me. Others, I'll find a way to get in touch. Put your things down, you go out first."

"Wen Rui, you know, I'm not afraid of being implicated by you. In fact, I...forget it, just like you said, I really don't have confidence in these words, and I'm definitely not as convincing as the boss himself. Then... ...If you think it over, I can help you with this favor." If that's the case, the person in front of you will be happier than now, which is actually not bad.Just right, let them give each other some time to think about it... I don't know if this decision is right or not...

Liu Wenrui nodded, "Well, I've already thought about it and made a decision. Thank you, Song Qi." I just hypnotized myself again and again...

"Then...you should have a good rest tonight. I will arrange for you to leave early tomorrow morning."

"it is good."

Liu Wenrui didn't say anything else, but silently ate all the food Song Qi brought. Now he doesn't want to disappoint anyone's kindness to him anymore.Because he knows very well what it feels like to be let down, it really hurts.

Let's go, it's time... Alas, Liu Wenrui sighed.

Don't want to see that person's face again, don't want to.

I don't want to make my heart hurt anymore, I don't want to.

Tonight is the last night of my stay here. Liu Wenrui looked at the tables, chairs, plants and trees for the last time, and they were all so familiar. From now on, he will never see them again.In particular, Zheng Bin has already become a hidden problem in his heart...

In this lonely room, Liu Wenrui cried.

Later, with tears in my eyes, I fell asleep, but unfortunately... In the dream, still, there was no one I wanted to see...

It's over, everything is over, Zheng Bin has already escaped, ah, no, he has never been in the play, only himself, still standing there stupidly, waiting for someone who will never come back People...waiting for a love that they think will be perfect...

If, Liu Wenrui thinks, if I am persistent enough, maybe I can wait for that person in this place until the end of time... Unfortunately, I am not a saint, I can't give without asking for anything in return... and... not firm enough, right?

So, Liu Wenrui just left.Before leaving, left a divorce agreement.

"Song Qi, I'll leave this to you..." Liu Wenrui handed the divorce paper to Song Qi's hand.

What was Song Qi's reaction at that time?Liu Wenrui will never forget it all his life.

I, Liu Wenrui, have been so pitiful?Need someone else, that kind of sympathy?

Zheng Bin, you are ruthless, you are so ruthless... You made me into what I am now, but I can still watch the show soberly by the side...

I, Liu Wenrui, am not as ruthless as you are, and as powerful as you are...

So, losing so badly...

On the day Liu Wenrui left, it was raining heavily, which matched his mood.He was in the heavy rain, walking non-stop, without purpose, without direction... Let the heavy rain soak him, soak him... Let his tears melt with the rain...

After a long time, he wiped away his tears and took a deep breath. Who said that men have tears?Who said that men can't vent their boredom at will?

However, he is a man after all, different from a woman, it is impossible to cry, make trouble and hang himself to win back that person's heart.So, he chose to let go.

Get up and start a new life.Life without Jung Bin...

Time passed quickly, and another month passed in a blink of an eye.

Before leaving that day, Song Qi made a point of telling him that no matter where he went, he would give him a message... But, Liu Wenrui missed the appointment... He didn't want to have too much contact with people related to Zheng Bin.

He went to Zhang Huanyan, or Xue Qing...Of course he didn't say that, he just said that he missed them and came up with new ideas, but they still found out the reason.After that, Liu Wenrui couldn't stand their uproar, so he ran away.

In this way, I "settled with the situation"...

Liu Wenrui traveled to many places and lost all contact... In fact, he had never thought about such a day of flying around, carrying a bag, and going wherever he went.It's just that, all the time, for the sake of career, family, and Zheng Bin... he gave up almost all his interests and hobbies.Now it seems that what I enjoy the most is such a life of poverty and no burden...

Now that the decision has been made, then, in the future, he can no longer think about everything about Zheng Bin.

Yes, it has passed.

Maybe...it's really over.