Miss Huang, I was wrong gl

That year, under the peach tree in the bedroom, I met the person who made me think about it all my life. He said that he was a woman, a lonely soul who traveled through time and space, and came from another world. That is, this woman, this lonely soul , has become a concern that I can't let go of in my life.

When she was pregnant with his child, she begged me to marry him in a valley full of peach blossoms. Even if the blue hair was stained with frost, and the mirror was dark, she would also promise me ten miles of red makeup. There was a wave of trouble, although I was interested in the throne, I also wanted to stay with this person for the rest of my life, to marry this person who had fought with me openly and secretly for many years and was killed by me once again.

He told me that he only wished to win the heart of one person, and the white head would not be separated. I remained silent. How could an emperor's house be so simple? It is a criticism reads;.

"You are my younger brother, why are we together?" With a cold face, I wanted to dissuade him, so I refused.

"It doesn't matter if it's your brother? It's not my own. You already have my child in your womb, so how can I be unkind?" He hugged me tightly in his arms, and I liked to smell his scent, like a The fragrance is like a woman, maybe this is because he was also a woman in the past.

"Then what can you do?" I raised the corners of my mouth, how could Xiao Yu be so naive, he was silent, I don't know what he was thinking, I just felt that he would not give up on me easily.

The royal son's marriage, how can he be in charge of it, I can not marry, how can he not marry, yes, that time, the emperor's uncle begged the prime minister's lady for him.

It was under that peach tree again, but this time I didn’t accept him anymore. Looking at his lonely back, I waited alone in the snow. The falling snowflakes were like peach blossoms blooming again, but it didn’t have peach blossoms. As warm as he was, but bitingly cold, I have never regretted shutting him out, so what if I see him?He wants to get married, what can I do now?It's just obedience, yes, he just promised to put on the wedding dress for me, how can I allow others to marry him, I thought about the method of marriage, but found that he was going to fight in order to escape the marriage, and the generals fought a hundred battles How could he return home so easily after going to the battlefield?

The soldier left and never returned. When the news of his death came from the frontier, I felt like a knife was stabbing my heart. Maybe it was his child in my stomach who also knew the news of his father's death. When his two children came from me After the stomach came out, I hugged them, but my heart was full of sadness. Why the birthday of the two children was my father's memorial day. The father sent his father-in-law to pick up our son back to the palace early in the morning. I concealed After hearing the news that he had given birth to a little daughter, he hugged the little daughter, just wanting to see him again.

I think it was then that I fell in love with him deeply. Otherwise, how could I hold my little daughter like an ordinary woman, go thousands of miles to find him, and how could I be tricked into bed by him? It is ridiculous to think about it. I was actually deceived by that silly boy with such a stupid reason. Later, I was thinking, how did the two who were originally enemies get together? Could it be because of the child?

It wasn't until later that he was taken captive by Beiyi that I didn't know that that Chu Xiaoyu was no longer Chu Xiaoyu. What's more ironic was that she swore that she would only marry herself and love herself, but she had nothing to do with Beiyi. General Yi female fell asleep for a month.

I have never seen Chu Xiaoyu be so beastly. When she pressed me on the bed, she really wanted to kill him. Could it be that I am her tool to vent her desire? Since you have a relationship with that Beiyi general, why not Ken let me go.

Unexpectedly, that night, I was pregnant with my third child. This child was taken away by my own hands. When my abdomen hurt, I regretted it. At that time, how could I easily kill my child, but looking at him who was so angry, I had to put on a cold look, but my heart was in pain like a shattering, but he didn't know about it That's all.

The world is safe and secure with the law of two perfections, worthy of the Tathagata and worthy of the Qing. I think the law of these two perfections has never existed since ancient times. He tried his best to save me from the soldiers and horses of the northern barbarians, but I had no choice but to take advantage of his disappearance. At that time, I took the soldier talisman, surrounded and suppressed the palace, ascended the throne, and then spread the news of beheading Chu Bingyang, forcing him to appear. When I heard that he returned to the capital, I wished to see him immediately, but I was afraid that he would hate me. He sneaked into the prison at night, so I couldn't help but intercept him.

The person who said he wanted to marry me had resentment in his eyes, I was sad, but how could I choose?His father wants to take the throne from his grandson, I want to give it up, and then commit suicide?

She said she is a lonely soul in another world, I accept it, she said she loves me, and I love him too, she said she wants to be with me forever, I don't want to lie to her, some things are beyond our imagination, he asked me Can I go with her? I can only tell her that I don't want to give up the throne, I don't want to give up the world, and I don't want to give up my son like I did back then, dealing with many schemes and making compromises. It's just the last sentence. Did not say it.

It was another time to see his back leaving Taolin, but what echoed in my ears was no longer his love words, but the sarcasm and reprimand, watching him drift away like this.

Chu Bingyang's rebellion, the final duel, when I saw Jia Wenzhe's rebellion, I knew that I was close to death, but I didn't expect that every time I became pregnant, I would not be able to get through it safely. I don't want to go through that kind of pain again, but I haven't had time to tell Chu Xiaoyu that the two children were just one year old, and they encountered a forced palace. When I put the sword on Chu Xiaoyu's neck to threaten Chu Bingyang, I didn't expect that it would make me regret life-long reads;.

Seeing Chu Bingyang approaching every step of the way, I pretended to be calm and stabbed the sword into Chu Xiaoyu's belly. The blood-dripping sword seemed to be dripping with the blood of my heart. I admit that, as an emperor, I Without the ruthlessness of an emperor, I am reluctant to kill the one I love.

"Bo An, you want to play a trick, tell me in advance, I will be in great pain with a sudden sword strike." Seeing Chu Xiaoyu twisting the sword and pulling an ugly smile, his heart felt like a knife, and tears came to his eyes. I have to be forced to retreat again, the most painful thing is not to hurt my lover with my own hands, but to hurt my lover, and I have to be indifferent and pretend to be indifferent.

I just wanted to keep my child. I really didn't expect, I really didn't expect that Jia Wenzhe would make a surprise attack. I didn't expect that Chu Bingyang would be so ruthless that he wanted to take the opportunity to kill me. The moment I touched Yu's chest, I was stunned, and the tears could no longer be stopped.

Tears couldn't stop on my face, I covered his blood-stained clothes with both hands, and lightly pecked his lips: "Husband, when I come back to find you, I will wear a red wedding dress and marry you at that time."

If I had known earlier, this farewell would be a forever farewell, so it doesn’t matter if I killed two people. If I had known earlier, I would have pulled out the arrow that pierced his chest and pierced my heart.

When I came back with my soldiers, Chu Bingyang committed suicide. In the back hall of the palace, there was only a rotten corpse. Holding that rotten body, I could not speak for a long time. Only then did I realize that my own world It has already collapsed, how could Chu Bo'an's world be without Chu Xiaoyu?How could this be?

"Chu Xiaoyu, get up for me, I am willing to give up this country for you, why do you stop looking at me?"

"Chu Xiaoyu, open your eyes, I promised to marry you, and I will wait for you to marry me."

"Chu Xiaoyu, wake up, okay? Get up, get up and take me back to the mountains and forests. We will work at sunrise and rest at sunset."

"Chu Xiaoyu, don't ignore me, I'm pregnant, touch it, we have another child, I want you to hug her first?"

Finally I couldn't bear it anymore, I squatted on the ground, my clothes were wet with tears, after all, he was just lying in the coffin, he couldn't get up again, never got up again.

The most painful person must be the one who stayed. If the person who died was me, Chu Xiaoyu must be like himself at the moment.

Husband, don't worry, whether Bai An wears the red wedding dress or not, he is yours and will wait for you——

I went to that valley full of peach blossoms that is like spring all the year round. It was the first time he said that he would marry me, that he would give me ten miles of red makeup, and that he would let me raise a baby here. Holding my bulging belly with my hands, he waited for him to open the door of the wooden house, and then said to me, "Bo An, can we live in seclusion here?"

When the door of the wooden house rang, my face was full of tears. Did that person come back? When I looked up, I saw Tang Sitong and Xiao Ruoxue walking in. I looked at them in surprise. They had already become relatives, but he , When will you come back and marry me.

I have never moved out of my bedroom. I know that the person I love is not Chu Xiaoyu who used to fight with me, but Shen Xi, a woman who is willing to put a sword into her chest for me. I wait for her, maybe in a certain place On a certain day of the year, she changed her body again, walked in front of me, and said to me, "My lady, as you said, you will come back to me, and then wear a red wedding dress and marry me."

I sit under that peach tree every day, that peach tree is still in full bloom, the chessboard is still placed under the tree, I still hold the white stones in one hand, the black stones in the other hand, and play the chessboard at will. The controlled chessboard, waiting for that person——

Waiting for that person to walk in front of me, and then I will raise my head in tears, look at that long-lost face, and wait for him to say:

"Girl, how can you win or lose if you play like this?"